I blogged when I was in school today, during my break, but sadly I guess it wasn't posted because of some damn error! My school's system is totally sucky! Whatever the case let me briefly type the things that I mentioned in that missing post.
I was saying that my voice is still horrible and I'm trying to refrain from laughing because when I do, I get weird looks. LOL. Then I went on saying about how I'm getting picked on in school. No, not by any senior or anything, but someone in my own class. LOL. It's not a big issue la, I just need something to blog about right. Well today, that someone told me that I can be easily bullied. LOL. Well back in secondary school, that wasn't the case. My classmates knew me as someone who can retaliate and stuff. But in poly, I'm trying to finally be a girl. LOL. Gosh, so many LOL's already la. Well I know that the someone would probably be reading this, and if you are, then let me tell you that I hold no hard feelings against you, but one day Mr.S you know you are going to get a smack from me. Haha.
My throat was giving such a pain today that I decided to be quite for a while. Apparently that was the time when I don't know why I got angry and told those in my class that I'm not going to talk. LOL. Well then I started communicating by writing down. And indeed everyone thought I was mad! Mad as in angry la! But I tell you, that I never been through so much pain in my life. Quotes Jash "Child birth could be easier". Haha. But then as most of you know me, I can't shut up for a long time, so I eventually put aside all the pain.
I tell you, it was such a joy to go back to school today. I really love my classmates. Nothing and no one could actually do us apart. Haha. And tomorrow onwards, I'm going to sit at the corner of the rows during my lectures because I'm having difficulty moving around. Like today, I was crammed in between Jansen & Shou Xian and I was feeling uncomfortable. I couldn't move much la and when I wanted to pack my bag when the lecture was over, it took my ages... Hais...
Today my lesson's weren't so bad la. I totally enjoyed my communication skills lesson. We had to quote some examples of communication gone wrong. So Safi's group said something about Boy 1 giving Girl 1 his fries and when she asked for mayo sauce and just dipped her fries into his mayo sauce, he went "I give you fries already good enough and you still want my mayo sauce". LOL. Well this wasn't an example, it was a true life scene. Haha. Well we all know that Boy 1 was kidding, but his tone wasn't appropriate. And so Girl 1 got offended. Well the thing that most of you didn't know was that Boy 1 reminded Girl 1 of someone. Refer to May 27th, 2008th post. Well yea, Boy 1 reminded Girl 1 of someone close to her heart. He treated me the same way. All the jokes, fun and laughter... He loved me way too much. So yeah, that was why I was kinda mood-ed out when SX made that dumb joke to me.
Everything has a reason. So yeah, blogging helps me release the tension and the reasons why I acted that way and stuff. I am sensitive, but hey, it's part of growing up eh. But its such a pity that I had to become weak and all in just my 2nd week of school. I'm not going to give up. Not for anyone. But for Vishnu.
On a lighter note, I'm on my bed now. LOL. Those who get it, my house finally has wireless internet. Yay! So I can even bring my lappy to the toilet and I can access the internet. LOL.
I've got tons of homework to do la, I mean, for me. Oh and I should say assignments, we are too old for homeworks. Oh and did I mention, today me and Jansen webcam-ed with Tan Yee Tien who was damn hilarious la. We were talking bullshit and stuff. And finally, I managed to download Nobody - Wondergirls into my handphone and set it as my ringtone. LOL.
I want nobody, nobody but you.
1 Comments:
Let's not stay in the past Veni darling. The future holds so much for us you know. Vis will be proud of you babe! Love ya
