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♥Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ' 4:29 PM ♥

Awesome. ♥

i am so tired...
what more can happen in one day?
got a call in the morning at around 4plus.
my cousin vishnu got into an accident and was in hospital.
i was stolen of my sleep.
but who cared abt sleeping.
i took a quick shower and called for a taxi and left.
man the hospital was crowded.
almost all my relatives had arrived.
even calls were made to my aunt in london and uncle in australia.
i loved my cousin so much.
he was the eldest cousin of all.
he got into an accident early in the morning and when i got to the hospital i could not see him that state.
i held his hand and cried for what seemed hours.
when he opened his eyes, he only made one request.
that was to pray for him.
not for him to get healed.
bt to become a christian.
i cried even more horribly.
he said that its his life and he wants to be a child of god.
i did pray for him and his parents whom i presume were mad left the ward.
uncle manzy stood by me as i prayed and after i prayed for vishnu he made his final death wish.
to have a christian funeral.
he accepted christ.
i kept telling him that he would nt die.
bt he said that he knew his time has come.
he said he will meet me in heaven and with that he passed on.
i never saw a death taking place right in front of my eyes.
it was so hard to digest.
he died at 4.55am
everything happened so fast.
i loved him so much.
uncle manzy and i went out while the rest of his family came out.
it was really such a painful experience.
i decided that it was time to miss my study programme today and uncle manzy kept me company along with vishnu's buddy.
my uncle and aunt did nt refuse their son's last death wish when uncle manzy told them.
as the hospital started clearing the slience enshrouded me again.
i had no mood for anything.
stayed at vishnu's house awhile and thought of all the great time we had.
even mum could not console me becoz she had to be consoled.
she treated vishnu like her son.
dad was feeling so bad to be present.
mum left early.
i stayed with uncle manzy and left with him at 4.30
now im back home to freshen up.
i'll be leaving my house later to go to my cell group.
pastor has agreed to conduct the funeral service which is set on wednesday 4pm.
i feel like missing sch till wed.
bt im sure vishnu would not have liked tat.
he would wan e to go to sch and study hard like he did and become an engineer like him.
he was my best great cousin
we had so much fun when we hung out with each other.
it hurts to see him leave, but i know that even if i die tml, i'll see him in heaven.
uncle manzy said i did a brave thing today.
still.
im lost.
im so lost without being able to talk to vishnu.
bt he is gone.
this is the worst death i have put up with this yr.
after going to church i'll be going back to vishnu's place.
overnighting there tonight and will go to sch straight from there.
arghh...
man i miss vishnu.

Rest in Peace Vishnu.

7 Comments:

everything happens for a reason veni.
vishnu has accepted christ and that it enough.
get some sleep.
seeya tonight.

~Lionel

By Anonymous, @ 5:02 PM

hey cousin
abt time i vistied yr blog.
dn miss sch ok
you can join us after sch is over.
lessons are really impt.
i love you
dn worry so much

*Andrea

By Anonymous, @ 5:03 PM

aww darling.
i love you so much
i know vishnu was the closest to you then all of us
im jealous
bt cheer up babe

#Pheobe

By Anonymous, @ 5:04 PM

no words to comfort you really.
bt we knew you would blog abt it when you got home.
so we all invaded pradeep's comp and decided to cheer you up by leaving you msges.
dn worry vishnu's pet.
you will see him soon.
soon dear.
i love you.
see ya later

Jessica

By Anonymous, @ 5:06 PM

Hey.
I know that my brother meant so much to you.
He means alot to all of us.
He was a great person.
He was and will be.
Just keep his dreams alive and he will be alive through our dreams.
Love you.

Pradeep.

By Anonymous, @ 5:08 PM

Shindhu

Cheer Up!!

By Anonymous, @ 10:37 PM

Joshua & Jareed

It's going to be fine soon.
We miss Vishnu too.
Take Care cousin.

By Anonymous, @ 10:38 PM