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♥Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ' 8:08 PM
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I suddenly feel that I'm in such a good mood.
It was the second half of the day really...
My first half wasn't so awesome, because someone started picking on me again.
I should have blown my top when he called me rubbish!
But if I did blow up, then I think I would have lost not one friend, but many too.
I guess its time I grew up...
Leave all the childish things behind...
I'm in poly for goodness sake and spoiling my mood over things like this is not good for me and people around me.
Especially my dear Salina.
She has really been a sweetheart and as if we have known each other for years, when she thinks I'm mood out, she happens to be there.
Yesterday we took some pictures during out lunch break and Salina made a collage out of it.
And guess who is the center of attraction??
Me me me!
LOL.


This isn't my whole class, just some of them.
Most of them MIA sometimes.

So yeah I was totally off mood thanks to Mr. S, but I can't be childish just because he is IMATURE.
Right?
I mean he is what, 20 years old and still picking on people like me?
LOL.
Be ashamed of yourself Mr. S.
But then, still no hard feelings ok.
Haha.

I was thinking of giving Mr. S a taste of his own medicine, but then, it would be imature of me to do the same, so I gave up on that idea.
Besides, the 2nd week of school isn't the time to make an enemy.
I just hope Mr. S if atleast not a good friend, could be a good acquaintance for the next 3 years.
Hahaha.
But I guess he is nice, sometimes.

Forget about him, so school finished at about 12pm, and then we we had lunch, went to e library and did some project I guess.
Around somewhere close to 3pm, I went to Campus Crusade for Christ's, Welcome tea party.
I guess it was awesome and all.
We played some games while waiting for the rest to come in and all.
Then we got into groups, played some ice-breakers, where the 1st one we had to dress up one of our group member as a pink armi, (Pink Armi means Pink Sheep).
I guess my group had the best dressed sheep.
LOL, then our 2nd one was roll the bottle kinda thingy, we roll to someone and we read the question on top.
When it was my turn I got "What is your most disgusting habit" and I tell you, I could not think on the spot, so they modified to my weird habit, and I shared about washing my sports once every 2 weeks.
LOL then we had worship!
Worship was super awesome la, I practically new most of the songs and I loved the atmosphere.
Then we went to play another 3 games.
The first games was to use a net, to fish for sheep, the catch was, the liquid was some disgusting white liquid with many ping pong balls and the net had a slight hole.
So yeah, I guess my group did quite well because we also managed to get the pink sheep which was a bonus.
The second game was at the canteen below E block where we were given straws and we had to sell them for 20cents.
Well it was quite tough for me and tiffany to do it, because I mainly did the talking and no one wanted to buy till I went to a group of guys who were gaming and I guess they gave me the money so that they could get me off their back?
But anyway after we showed the money to the person in charge, we went back to give their money!
So nice right?
Then we had a final game in which we were given ice, that we had to melt with our hands.
Not any normal ice, it was those huge blocks of them.
Well we managed to melt them, but we had a small piece left.
All of these games had different lessons and gosh I never knew that you can learn so much out of these games...
Well we ended things off with IVIN's sharing.
I tell you, I was glued to him when he was sharing the word of God.
And when he was about to finish, I was tearing up, but thank God he decided to do a prayer which gave me time to wipe down a little.
LOL.

I walked back with Tiffany and I helped her with her heavy laptop.
She stays in aljuined she says, and reminded me of someone!
But anyway we went our directions and I tell you, I never thought so much on the train.
LOL.
But I was thinking...

Thinking of whether Mr. D is the right guy.
I mean feels great being single and we have feelings for each other and all.
But I'm not sure if this is what God wants me to do...
I'm kinda relieved that I haven't heard from him yet.
Because if I did, I owe him a huge explanation and all.
I can't believe I'm giving up this chance, I mean first time some white guy has fallen head over heels for me and I'm rejecting him?
Argh!!
Nevermind la, I think I'm still young for that.
I think I need to be like atleast 21 maybe?
We'll leave that there, but I can tell you, Mr. D is going to be the second last awesome guy I find on the face of the earth.
Why second last?
Because the first awesome guy is the one I'm going to marry, whoever, wherever he is.
Hehe.

Tomorrow I'm having my CCC camp.
And I'm excited.
It's going to be from 8pm - 6am.
And I'm sure I'm going to have tons of fun.
I hope I make more friends eh!
Update soon.



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♥ ' 8:25 AM
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I'm going bonkers!!!
I just erased a whole load of stuff that I wrote down...
Oh, and I did it knowingly.
I dunno why...

I was talking about getting formal wear, not being able to get over my sensitive self, and having identity crisis!!
Hais...
Well my 1st presentation is next Thursday and apparently I don't think my one set of formal wear fits me anymore...
And yes, back to the same topic which I had back in secondary school!
Sensitive me!
I know that people don't always mean things about me, but I always get angry and it takes a while to get over it...
Identity crisis...
That is something I never got to figure out!
Like who I am really...
I'm not able to make do with this now!!!
I'm tired!!
Tired of living this useless life.
It has simply no meaning to it at all...

I'm not sure what my real character is...
Will people like me better when I'm quite?
Am I living a life in the first place?
Do I mean something to the people around me?!!!
Starting to get emo liao!!
Sometimes life has to have a reason.
But apparently, I have no idea what is the reason behind my life...

This is one of my many emo posts!!!
I don't know who I am...
No, I don't mean I don't know my name!
I know my name is Krishna Veni, but deep inside!
Who am I?

Loosing track of life!
No idea where I am!
Hais... (I'm smiling while typing this)

Oh and why did I start this topic?
I don't know, maybe because I read SX's blog!
And his blog is like super emo, then make me so emo and make me feel so bad...
SX and I always have teeny tiiny fights, but then we always get back together.
LOL.
Sounds like girl friend and boy friend.
But no la, we are just friends...
Somehow reading his post kinda reminded me of how I used to be!
How I used to be...
How was I????
That is for me to know and for you to find out!

Right now Salina is on my left and Jun Wei is on my right!
Jun Wei is asking if I need to write like that, WTH.
LOL.
I just want to know when I look back at my posts, who were there beside me!
Haha.

Oh my God...
I'm so going out of point!!!
I want my happy life back!!!
Oh wait, I didn't have a happy life at all!!
Can I have a happy life??
I'll do anything to give my life back, except dying, which means no life!
Haiya!!
What am I saying!!!
I'm like a clueless, dumb, crazy, sensitive, freeky blogger!!!
Gosh!
I better stop here now!!

I want to cry when I get home!!!



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♥ ' 8:25 AM
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Sorry I could not blog yesterday.
I wanted to, but by the time I got home I was super tired...
School was fine yesterday, just that I found out that Mr. S is an annoying idiot.
Oh wait, everyone knew that.
LOL.
But no matter how annoying he may be, I guess I can't stay mad at him forever la.
He is quite helpful and all so yeah, I can forgive him.
Haha,
Anyway I was till sick yesterday la, I sounded really bad and I was coughing on and off.
I hope I'm not having any kind of sickness or whateve.
I'm at koufu now, waiting for my classmates, so I decided to blog a bit...

I'm totally furious!!!
Do you have any idea how much I like Dev Patel!
That stupid Freida Pinto.
Imagine my shock when I saw a video on msn of Freida all over Dev darling!!
Haiya, I was super duper pissed lor!
She is like 24 and Dev is only 19!!!
I'm going to chop her into pieces when I see her,
Haha, kidding la.
But I always wished Freida would keep her claws to herself.

Now, I'm totally reminded of wolverine.
Huge Jackman is another huge crush of mine.
He happens to be the sexiest man alive!
LOL.
I saw the TODAY newspaper and yeah, May Seah, managed to have an interview with him and in the process got a chance to squeeze his bicep.
LOL.
Lucky girl she is.
But the thing about him, is that he is married to a women older than him.
And I'm so worried that Dev might follow his footsteps la.

Hais..
My cliques are still not here yet.
That gives me more time.

Yesterday I managed to meet up with Cheryl, and 2 other girls, I forgot their names.
But I guess only I was the most enthusiastic about meeting them.
No comments about the 2, but anyway Cheryl talked to us abouut the mission, vision and stuff.
And she had this apple which is kinda complicated to blog about, but anyway she was really sweet by making a little apple shaped paper and she wrote a message to us.
I really liked mine.

And am I so relieved that today my school does end at 12, and all that extra lessons was just for some project discussion, which we can choose to do or not.
But since my group hasn't started much, except for writing 2 sentences, we have to start soon.
And then I'd be going for CCC's Welcome Tea.
Oh and I think I have decided to back down on my stage arts la.
I realised that I'm going to be too consumed in one CCA, and then all my assignments and stuff.
So yeah, I better not commit because I think Stage Arts is a huge thing la.

Still no cliques in sight...

Oh, I saw them, got to go.



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♥Monday, April 27, 2009 ' 7:49 PM
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I blogged when I was in school today, during my break, but sadly I guess it wasn't posted because of some damn error!
My school's system is totally sucky!
Whatever the case let me briefly type the things that I mentioned in that missing post.

I was saying that my voice is still horrible and I'm trying to refrain from laughing because when I do, I get weird looks.
LOL.
Then I went on saying about how I'm getting picked on in school.
No, not by any senior or anything, but someone in my own class.
LOL.
It's not a big issue la, I just need something to blog about right.
Well today, that someone told me that I can be easily bullied.
LOL.
Well back in secondary school, that wasn't the case.
My classmates knew me as someone who can retaliate and stuff.
But in poly, I'm trying to finally be a girl.
LOL.
Gosh, so many LOL's already la.
Well I know that the someone would probably be reading this, and if you are, then let me tell you that I hold no hard feelings against you, but one day Mr.S you know you are going to get a smack from me.
Haha.

My throat was giving such a pain today that I decided to be quite for a while.
Apparently that was the time when I don't know why I got angry and told those in my class that I'm not going to talk.
LOL.
Well then I started communicating by writing down.
And indeed everyone thought I was mad!
Mad as in angry la!
But I tell you, that I never been through so much pain in my life.
Quotes Jash "Child birth could be easier".
Haha.
But then as most of you know me, I can't shut up for a long time, so I eventually put aside all the pain.

I tell you, it was such a joy to go back to school today.
I really love my classmates.
Nothing and no one could actually do us apart.
Haha.
And tomorrow onwards, I'm going to sit at the corner of the rows during my lectures because I'm having difficulty moving around.
Like today, I was crammed in between Jansen & Shou Xian and I was feeling uncomfortable.
I couldn't move much la and when I wanted to pack my bag when the lecture was over, it took my ages...
Hais...

Today my lesson's weren't so bad la.
I totally enjoyed my communication skills lesson.
We had to quote some examples of communication gone wrong.
So Safi's group said something about Boy 1 giving Girl 1 his fries and when she asked for mayo sauce and just dipped her fries into his mayo sauce, he went "I give you fries already good enough and you still want my mayo sauce".
LOL.
Well this wasn't an example, it was a true life scene.
Haha.
Well we all know that Boy 1 was kidding, but his tone wasn't appropriate.
And so Girl 1 got offended.
Well the thing that most of you didn't know was that Boy 1 reminded Girl 1 of someone.
Refer to May 27th, 2008th post.
Well yea, Boy 1 reminded Girl 1 of someone close to her heart.
He treated me the same way.
All the jokes, fun and laughter...
He loved me way too much.
So yeah, that was why I was kinda mood-ed out when SX made that dumb joke to me.

Everything has a reason.
So yeah, blogging helps me release the tension and the reasons why I acted that way and stuff.
I am sensitive, but hey, it's part of growing up eh.
But its such a pity that I had to become weak and all in just my 2nd week of school.
I'm not going to give up.
Not for anyone.
But for Vishnu.

On a lighter note, I'm on my bed now.
LOL.
Those who get it, my house finally has wireless internet.
Yay!
So I can even bring my lappy to the toilet and I can access the internet.
LOL.

I've got tons of homework to do la, I mean, for me.
Oh and I should say assignments, we are too old for homeworks.
Oh and did I mention, today me and Jansen webcam-ed with Tan Yee Tien who was damn hilarious la.
We were talking bullshit and stuff.
And finally, I managed to download Nobody - Wondergirls into my handphone and set it as my ringtone.
LOL.

I want nobody, nobody but you.



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Let's not stay in the past Veni darling. The future holds so much for us you know. Vis will be proud of you babe! Love ya

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♥Sunday, April 26, 2009 ' 5:29 PM
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I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing...
Sometimes I loose myself to him...
I've never gone against my morals until that day when I fell for him.
I've always rejected every guy who came my way...
Everyone except him.
It's quite a long distance relationship and I hope I'm not fooling myself.

Well I went to church today.
And I was struck by the message that came across.
You are what you say.
If you keep saying that you will fail, then yes you will fail.
If you keep saying that you will find victory, then yes you will find victory.
My Pastor was saying about John F. Kennedy's father's faith.
When John F. Kennedy was born, his father carried him up towards the sky and said that he would become a president.
John F. Kennedy lived that dream, the faith his father had...
After saying this, Pastor looked at me and said "Barathi ( That is how they call me in church ), when you give birth to a child, you should do the same, say that your child will become a president. Atleast through you, we'll have one president."
To many it was amusing, well yeah I admit I laughed myself, but then I started thinking.
If I have that faith, I could bring up my child that way.
Well that is something I'll have to live up to right?
Haha.

Anyway I'm addicted to David Archuleta's You can.




When someone was angry with me, I emailed in this song and I guess it worked out.
LOL.
It's a really nice song and you should also check out his Zero gravity song.
Awesome thing ok!!

I'm looking forward to my lecture tomorrow with the awesome people in my class.
Hopefully I can sit beside Shou Xian again, the hottie.
LOL.
It's always nice to be crapping about with him for a change.



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♥ ' 11:14 AM
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Just finished watching power rangers mystic force.
Did I ever mention how much I love power rangers??
Well I really do.
I think the guy rangers are so cute.
LOL.

Oh and did I mention that I love David Archuleta?
His songs are like so awesome.
So now, besides Taylor Swift, I like David Archuleta as well.
I'm bored now...
About 2 hours to go before I leave for church.
It seems like forever already.
I don't know what to blog about now...
Hais.

Probably tomorrow would be filled with things to blog about.
Go to go.



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♥Saturday, April 25, 2009 ' 6:49 PM
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I was down with high fever today.
Everthing was fine today until I started wheezing and all.
Then things got even worse after I went to fetch Magesh Akka.
She wanted to come over to visit my granny and when I came back I felt that my whole body was burning.
Erk!
The feeling was really horrible la.

Anyway today I got a call from my SM (Spiritual Multiplier/ Discipleship Group Leader) from CCC (Campus Crusade for Christ).
Over the phone she sounded really like an awesome person.
I may not be able to make it to the Tea Party which is something like a welcome party for the freshmen on Wednesday because my time table shows that I have lessons till 6pm.
I was really looking forward to attend it.
But either way, I'd be meeting up with Cherly on Tuesday during my break.
I'm really excited to see her.
She feels the same wa y too.

Now, I'm not sure whether I want to drop my stage arts.
I've had 2 CCA's while I was in sceondary school.
Juggling 2 in poly, is not a problem, but I'm thinking of the commitments.
I really want to commit to God now.
And I'm not sure what to do.
I'll think about it next week, maybe I'll consider dropping stage arts and stick with CCC.
We'll see how things go.

I've already missed church cleaning and I'll be missing prayer walk today because I'm not too good.
I need to use my energy to recover so that I'll be in the pink of health tomorrow when I go to church.
I'm suddenly missing things that I used to do in my life.

I just got an email from Mr.D.
He isn't mad at me.
Yay!
So I guess those emails of mine really made an impact.
Haha.
ILY Mr.D.

Oh, and I'm not officially attached yet if that is what you are thinking.
He addresses me as his gf and I address him as my bf.
Wait, does that mean we are attached?
LOL.
But things may not work out or they might.
We'll wait and see.

I can't wait to go to school and meet my classmates.
I miss Sal, Shou Xian, Jansen, Safi & Denzel too.
You guys rock my socks IT0901.

Currently listening to Ricky Martin's She Bangs



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♥Friday, April 24, 2009 ' 7:03 PM
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I'm expecting someone online...
Hopefully he turns up.
Anyway the reason I'm here is to update about my french class.
Firstly, I was the only one in my class who happens to have a french elective.
So you can say I was kinda sad that I could not be with Salina or Shou Xian and some others.
But on the other hand, I was going to meet totally new people.
I was hyped a bit to get to french and I was quite early.
There was this guy already inside when I got it, seems he missed his 1st lesson, so he came here instead.
Well we were talking and all when his friends came and they moved to another table.
I was kinda left out.
But thank god these people didn't sit at my table because after that Jeremy from the next class along with Diviya & Nandhu from IT0908 came.
They were an awesome bunch.

My teacher just came in and started "Bonjouring" all the way till she got some response.
For like almost 10mins she was talking in French with us.
God we were super lost.
Haha.
But the fun part was when she told us that we had to choose French names that we can use in the class.
Finally, some liberty on my name.
Well I chose Monique, because I was attracted to it.

Bonjour, Je m'appelle Monique.
Enchante!
Comment ca va?
Ca va tres bien.

LOL.
Lost?
It's some basic French words...
I had fun and I met 2 Indian people, Diviya & Nandhu which is awesome.
LOL.



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♥ ' 4:05 PM
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I guess April 23rd was the best day of my life.
Atleast almost I guess...
We can like skip some details and come to the part where we found my granny.
I was in class when I kept receiving calls.
So I excused myself and I was told that my granny was at the hospital.
Woohoo.
Well it was the same day that Mr.D finally came online...
I totally missed him like hell and he said he missed me too.
Haha.
Anyway it was great to see my granny again.
She was already discharged this afternoon.
I'm in the school lab now with Salina, Safi & Denzel.
The trio are doing their assignments, while I'm blogging...

I'm kinda off mood because I had a small tiff with Mr.D and I'm afraid we might just end it...
Haiya, I just don't know when to say what and communicating by e-mails doesn't make things better for any of us.
What I want to say, may come across quite differently than the way I want it to go to him.
I sent him 2 more e-mails hoping that I could fix things with him.
We have been through worse, and this is hopefully something that I can fix...

I'm sleepy now...
Tired...
But I'm planning to complete all my assignments and notes by tonight so I can just revise tomorrow and Sunday...

IMY Mr.D and you know ILY too.



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♥Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ' 10:03 PM
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Yesterday was a super long day.
After I came back home from school which was like after 6pm, some of us went over to TTSH to enquire if any unknown cases came in.
From there, we made phone calls to almost all the hospitals in Singapore and we could not get any information...
I'm getting tired of looking for my grandma...
Now instead of being shocked, people are angry because she has given us so much trouble...
My poor pastor and Uncle Gideon have been patrolling for her all around, day and night.
Everyone from church have been calling regularly to send us regards and they keep telling us that they are praying for her to come back...
I'm not worried anymore.
I'm just sad that she is gone, but she will come back...
My mom is distraught.
She keeps crying so much...

Today was my school's CCA carnival...
I wasn't sure if drama club would be a great idea, but then a guy from Campus Crusade for Christ approached me, did a survey and I kinda joined???
Well we are supposed to meet on Wednesdays from 3-6pm.
I was super happy because Wednesday school finishes at like 12pm.
But then I noticed a change of time table, Again!
And now school is like till 6pm on both Tue & Wed...
Imagine all the homework that need to be done man!

On a brighter note, tomorrow is my 1st French class.
I'm kinda hyped up to get involved la...
Maybe my day would start on a brighter note.

I started realizing that my favourite lessons are those in the lecture theater.
The theater is like so huge, and usually my class occupies the back row and I'm usually seated between the most hilarious guys in my class.
Today I was between Shou Xian and Luqman and SX was simply making me laugh at every little thing...
Things have been going on recently about me seating beside someone in the LT.
I mean grow up will you people!!!
We coincidentally sat beside each other and that certainly doesn't mean anything ok!
So what is Jansen Chew and I sat together??
Why make is such a big issue??
It's like we are the talk of the town?!!!
I saw WT's blog and I saw my name in caps and I went "Woah".
Like what is the matter with you people?
If that bothers all of you so much, then I won't sit beside him anymore ok!
Happy?!

Sometimes having secondary school friends in you school sucks, especially if they happen to be in the same course as you, and even worse if they are in the same class as you.
Get a life people.

Oh well I'm going to do some facebooking and then do some notes for my maths and probably look through french again.
Nights people!



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♥Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ' 1:04 PM
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I'm at the school library now.
Lesson starts in about 1 hour...
I'm quite depressed, but I can't show it.
Neither can I make myself happy...

Pastor and Uncle Gideon came over just now and reassured us that granny would come back...
I really hope she does.
I'm not sure where she could be.
All I see are horrific scenes in front of me.
What if she committed suicide?
What if someone murdered her?

I really can't concentrate until I know that she is safe.
I really hope for the best.

Salina, Luqman and Jun Wei are also here at the library with me.
I feel so weird...
Its like I'm the odd one out with the odd mood.

I feel like crying out...
Shouting out...
Screamingmy heart out...
Or atleast talking to someone about how I feel...

Staring out of the window...
Looking up to the clouds.
Making a wish that today, my granny will be safe wherever she maybe...
I hope she isn't angry about God knows what...
Oh my God.
I better stop here la.
I'm making things very horrible for myself...

I really wish I could talk to PK now...
Even if he isn't going to say much, he'd atleast listen...
PK...



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♥ ' 9:43 AM
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My grandma still isn't back yet...
I hope we can find her.
I hope she isn't hurt or injured or whatever.
I'm sure she isn't lost.
And I'm 100% sure that she didn't run away from home.
So what else could have happened?

I am so glad that I don't have my module at 10.10am.
So that means that my next lesson starts at 2pm.
I've got almost half the day to myself.
My mum went to work and she couldn't concentrate, so she came back.
My dad couldn't be bothered to go to work.
So I guess the whole family is in.
Well the phone has been ringing off the hook la.
Even my handphone...
I can say I couldn't sleep in late today because of the early calls that I had been receiving.
I'm thankful to God for the amazing people around me who care so much.

They say you'll never know the value of someone in your life, until they are gone...
I admit me and my granny had many disagreements, but despite that, I'm sure she loved me.
It's just that I'm guilty I could not spend more time with her...
If anything happened to her, then I'll be so guilty for the rest of my life...
But I can safely say that my granny did not disappear because of me because we didn't have any squabble on the day she disappeared...

I just managed to finish my computing mathematics homework.
Thank God I did some at school yesterday, and I'm glad I got the energy to finish up.
I might go and start doing my notes now.
Update later.




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♥Monday, April 20, 2009 ' 9:55 PM
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My grandma is missing!
Well I had so much of happy things to update!
And then this had to happen.
I was at the school library when my mum 1st called me to check back at home as there was no response.
Well thanks to that, I cut short my stay in the library and rushed home to see things just the way they were.
It was horrible.
Knowing that you are coming back to an empty home.

Well my mum cut short her work and rushed back and we formed a search party and started searching.
We called people, we went places...
In the end, we went to the police station.
We were there for what seemed like hours.
They called hospitals, police stations and then they got my statement.
I have to sign at like 14 places...

I'm so tired...
I came home all so shagged, looking forward to my shower, and there I was out there searching for my granny...
My granny seemed fine this morning.
We didn't fight or anything.
No disputes, no disagreements...

I miss my granny la.
No one to nag at me...
Haiya...
Even my mum can't sleep now, she went to my granny's room.
Poor thing she is...
It's her mum after all.
And we can't find her...

Hais...
I haven't eaten anything except for some cookies and some orange juice...
I'm hungry, but I've got no appetite.
I'm tired, but I can't sleep.

I just want my granny back!
I hear my mummy crying in the next room.
It's super horrible to hear it.
The last thing in the world to happen is for my mum to cry.
Arghh!!!
I hope my granny is not dead or something!
Hope that she is safe and sound!





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♥ ' 11:51 AM
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Well I'm glad to be back in school with my homies again.
All my homies, except one who said that I can be bullied easily...
I get the feeling that he find pleasure in picking on me...
But, I'm not going to let him ruin my day am I?

Still having the manly voice, which sounds horrible when I laugh.
So I refrain from laughing as much as I can.
Besides that I'm coughing terribly now with my nose running as usual.
I think things might get worse tomorrow because I had iced milo along with lemon chicken rice for lunch.
My mum warned me to stay away from oily food and ice water...
Too bad, temptations get in the way always...

I'm looking forward to my next lesson because its in the lecture theater and its my favourite topic, computing mathematics.
I just hope I don't sit beside the person who likes to pick on me!
Back in secondary school it used to be the opposite way.
But now the tables have turned...
I guess I'm paying for my past deeds.
I'm not sure but maybe its because I look vulnerable lately...
LOL.
Very vulnerable la.
Hais...

I'll blog more later.



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♥ ' 11:51 AM
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Hey people =)
First day at poly!!
And things could not get any better...
For all I know, we are having 3 hours of break.
As of now, 1 more hour to go...
We didn't have on of the classes which we were supposed to have.
So that added to our 2 hours break.

I just finished lunch.
About 3 hours to go before I'm done with school.
Today started off awesome.
So it really helped my mood tremendously...
But then I missed my train and things started to go quite bad.
We kinda made it on time.

Our first lesson wasn't too bad, our teacher's name was Claire Tee.
Well she seemed quite nice enough...
Um, her next lesson is like next monday.
And she was so nice, that she said that we didn't have to come to school at 8am next monday onwards.
Cool eh so I guess my earliest lesson starts at 8.30am from next week on.

I had awesome lunch too.
And it was like only only $2.
Haiya, now I'm typing on one hand because Jansen keeps trying to shut down my lappy.
A while ago, he actually switched it off.
Anyway I better finish off here.
I'll update more when I get back home alright.

Seeya chicks.



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♥Sunday, April 19, 2009 ' 5:20 PM
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Haiz...
Tomorrow is the beginning of my poly life.
One side, I can't wait to start, and the other side, I want to wait a little longer...
But we have to get started sooner or later.
Um, I have prepared everything I need for school.
I'm just super nervous.
LOL.
I'm not sure if they have ragging in nyp, like what I see in the tamil movies.
I hope not, because I don't want to have to get to know my seniors that way.
Oh my....
I'm suddenly having butterflies in my stomach...

I'm officially going to leave the memories I had previously behind.
That is the only way I can move on...
So much has happened already, and I hope you know that I'm talking about you.
I can't believe you have hidden so much from me...
Its really hurting, but sadly, you are my family and I will have to forget all these, and move on.
Sisters...
~
Maybe school would help me forget the things, and maybe school would help me forget how you look like...
Maybe, I don't have to see you at all.
Did you even consider me when you always spoke about her...
You were all over her yesterday.
I felt that you could have showed her more love than you could have showed me.
Fathers...

I hate to admit it, but I know you love her more than me.
Sometimes I try to pacify myself saying that you show her your love because she doesn't live with you.
But then...
Its not the fact...
I wish you could show 1% of the love you show to her, to me.
I feel so deprived...
Deprived of the fatherly love that you should show to me...

I'm not being myself lately...
I'm not jealous, but I'm a deprived kid!
Bad child hood.
Unhappy past.
Despite all that, I have a smile...
I try to let it go.
But you are not letting me.
Bitter moments dad!

Krishna Veni



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♥Saturday, April 18, 2009 ' 10:22 PM
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I am upset.


Krishna Veni



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♥ ' 1:46 PM
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Today is an almost happy day for me =).
My half-sister Magesh is coming to my house today for dinner.
And my dad is bringing her.
LOL.
It seems they had met at the airport when they went to send off my Aunty, she never said anything to me, but my dad did.
He said how they both cried and hugged each other.
LOL.
So drama la, but anyway today he invited her and she'll be coming
She finally decided to tell me the truth this morning.
Haha.
Sadly I can't stay for long because I've got prayer walk so that means I would spend less than an hour with her.
But I know my mum isn't too happy about having her over.
She only agreed because my dad was almost begging her and she made it clear that this is the 1st and last time that she'd come over.
Well atleast my mum allows me to have conversations with my sister-in-law.
LOL.
I'm missing my nephew greatly...
I really want to see him.
Haiyoyoyo.

I'm super bored...
Been on the lappy ever since I woke up.
LOL.
So far I only ate some pieces of chocolate, no breakfast or lunch either...
I better go and do something produtive, maybe I could I iron my clothes for school or maybe look through my french.
Hahas.
Got to go.

Krishna Veni



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♥Friday, April 17, 2009 ' 5:05 PM
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Oh boy oh boy!
Presenting just seems like a simple thing to do.
But wait till you actually go into the dept of it.
I mean, we all have done our presentations in secondary school and stuff.
But in poly, things are going to be very different.
They aren't very simple and you'd be judged based on many things.
You may have awesome slides, but without your solid presentation, there are really nothing much.
And you might have some junk on your slides, and with your presentation, you'd probably be on top of the rest,
But just to be on the safe side and have a balance, its better to have awesome stuff, both on the slides and in you.
Haha.

Which brings me to today's activity.
I met Salina for our Presentation Skills Bootcamp.
Well we thought we'd be the only 2 from our class, but apparently, Li hui, Weiling and Jin ling made it too.
There was supposed to be more than those who came, in my group, there were 8 of us.
Well firstly we had a short talk on the importance of effective presentations.
I totally agree agree that the talk was of super high entertainment value.
LOL.
After that we got broke off with out own group from that large group, which I guess had about 60 students max.
Then we went on with out Mentor and we watched one slide show on the do's and the don'ts.
After which we got into groups of 4.
So in my group, we had salina and 2 other guys who happened to be in IT0902, the next class after ours and we clicked right away.
We had to do a topic for discussion and we were pondering.
The guys thought about blogging and we would have gone with it, but we got stuck on certain procedures, so we decided to go for the usual boring environmental issue in which we talked about climate change.
I seriously can admit, that i knew nothing about climate change even after working on it.
LOL.
Mainly I did on an individual's responsibility to prevent climate change.
well I think I did a good job of it, except it was a bit too wordy.
I mean whose wasn't.
LOL.
So then we went for lunch, and my lunch was absolutely affordable.
LOL.
Then we went to the computer lab with my groupies and we worked on our slides.
LOL.
Then once we were done, we had to present it into the main group, which is the other 4 girls and our mentor who gave us useful feedback and awesome comments.
LOL.
Don't feedback and comments mean the same thing?
Anyway I felt I was back in secondary school doing english summary.
It was almost the same, I thank Mrs.Azwiza for going through that then.
LOL.
I really didn't get the chance to use it then, but I am sure that I'll use it more often that you think.

Well everything is oveer.
Now I am at the library slacking, waiting for Shindhu to meet me.
We'll be going to SSC to do some final shopping for her.
LOL.
I guess not even freshmen have that much trouble, but she does.
She really needs more formal wear for her presentation.
After that we'll have to come back to SP so that I can bring my grandmother to the clinic to get her eye checked.
Gosh when you get all, so many things to be done right?
First my mum told me to bring her to the dentist, then she had trouble walking, and now her eyes!
I can't wait to get away from all these nonsense, and the only way out of this, is school.
I think I might start liking going back to school.
LOL.
I miss my classmates.

Speaking of that, today is my last weekday of freedom....
Soon after my weekdays will be spent by dating my books.
LOL.
Dating reminds me...
I'm missing someone...
Well he might just irritate me, but I rarely get to see him except on weekends thanks to the time difference.
Oh and PK has been MIA online last night.
I hope that he is alive atleast.
LOL.
Well Shindhu made it here finally.
GTG humans.
Miss me till my next post.

Krishna Veni



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♥Thursday, April 16, 2009 ' 2:12 PM
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I just came back home from school.
I, Salina & Jia Jun had gone back to school to get out books.
I was a few minutes late, lol.
I can't remember when was the last time that I was late because I'm usually early, but not today.
LOL.
Anyway, I met Sal and we went to school where we met JJ.
Then we went to configure our laptops, after that we went to buy our books.
There were 7 books in total.
More like binded notes, so PK, sorry I can't tell you the author and such.
Well after that me and JJ decided to collect our new Ez-Link card, which was super bright orange.
LOL.
Then we went to have breakfast cum lunch at the canteen.
I got honeydew juice at first, then I saw the indian shop and I decided to get 2 thosai, which I regretted in the end because it was like so huge.
Well I shared with Sal and JJ.
Haha.
Then we started back home.

Here I am now.
Super bored...
I just saw my time table for semester 1.

Monday: 8am - 2.50pm
Tuesday: 10.10am - 6pm
Wednesday: 9am - 12pm
Thursday: 10.10am - 5pm
Friday: 9am - 2.50pm.

Gosh. I think Tuesday is going to be super hectic and all.
After school, I'll grab dinner and I'll have to go for prayer meeting at church.
But Wednesday seems to be a shorter day.
On Wednesday & Friday I'll only have two classes to attend.
And on Monday & Tuesday, my break is 1-2 hours long.
LOL.

On a brighter note, I got my French elective.
LOL.
I'm glad I got it, so french for the next 3 years...
I hope its not too tough.
LOL.

Still I can't get my head off Tuesday because its so long and Wednesday because its only 3 hours in school?!!
Haiya.
Well school starts on Monday!

Tomorrow I'm going for the Presentation Skills Bootcamp.
Thank God Salina got in with me, or else I'll be stuck all alone.
Hahas.
But, I hope I really learn something, I don't want to waste my 8 hours at the workshop rotting away.
On another brighter note, I'm entitled to 2 CCA points.
LOL.
Yipee..

Krishna Veni



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♥Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ' 8:19 PM
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I think I missing PK.
So tonight, I'll go against my early bed time rule and I'll go online so I can chat with PK.
Um, today was fine.
I was online this afternoon and surprisingly Drake popped by.
Gosh, he totally said so many nice things to me.
LOL.
He was like all over me.
It was really a bad feeling to turn him down, but despite that, he never gave up.
He says he is going to come to Spore...
Whatever!!!
We'll see how many years it will take him.
LOL.
Oh, speaking of the devil, he came online!
Ouch!

But anyway, today I went out with Jash & Shindhu & Andy.
The 4 of us were literally walking down some fashion show runway.
LOL.
But there is like so much difference between all 4 of us.
Like me, I like talking long bus rides.
Andy loves trains, because she thinks that one day, she'll meet her true love in a train!
=)
Shindhu is in a confused state, she has no idea what she likes.
Jashvitha, no talking about her, she is the simply TAXI person, that whenever we go out with her (which we try to avoid, lol.) she insists on taking TAXI.
Arghh, she thinks she is some Paris Hilton or something.
Hahaha.
But her attitude is nothing like Paris Hilton, she like a super thoughtful person and all.
Just that money doesn't stay in her hand if it means travelling.
LOL.

Well I couldn't find something I like, so I just settled for 2 pairs of jeans.
That is certainly something I needed.
Well after our shopping, we had to eat...
I settled down for some chicken rice, while Jash had some mutton something, Andy & Shindhu shared some fried rice I guess.
Well once we finished, we had to decide how we were going to get back home.
LOL.
I wanted my long bus ride home, and you can guess what the others wanted.
As usual Shindhu didn't know what to do...
Well we did the "split out path from here" move and we did.
Shindhu decided that she'd take the train with Andy because she lived closer to her and Andy had tons of things to carry.
Well we split, and I had an awesome day with you girls.
And Jash, no more rojak jokes for me.
LOL.
I have to get off now if I want to come online later.
Gotta split people.
Bye

Krishna Veni




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♥Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ' 9:27 PM
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I couldn't sleep today!!
I mean, I woke up super early like about 5plus.
Then around 5.14am I sent a special message to a special person on her special day.
LOL.
I'm talking about none other than Fathiah Amran!!!
LOL.
Well I sent her quite a long message with many many emoticons =).
Then around 6.20am a message popped up with this picture below.


LOL =0.
I'm used to having contact pictures and this vulgar shot happened to be Fathiah's contact pic.
So when my phone vibrated and I saw this picture, I knew who it was.
LOL.
Anyway let me start of with the birthday message here
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Happy Birthday Fathiah!!

Hey Fathiah, Happy 17th birthday,
Finally someone 17 sey!
LOL.
Anyway if your birthday was last year, then I would have told you good luck for you O levels.
But we are done with it aren't we.
LOL.
(I kinda suck at these things, so bear with me)
We have officially crossed over the O' levels and now we are heading to Poly.
I'm sure you already made friends, just wanted to tell you not to forget me.
LOL.
We are schoolmates eh!
We can see each other on and off.
But I'm really going to miss you Fathiah.
I really mean it.
I'm going to miss all the A-Maths lessons we had, especially those when we were judging Mdm.Vani's outfits. Tsk tsk!
All the fun and laughter.
Haha.
Well so much to elaborate.
I could give the whole world to get those memories back Fathiah, because out of so many people, your birthday is vividly in my memory, also because you kept hinting about the april 14. Tsk tsk.
Anyway, I'm going to say this again, I really miss you.
And if I see you in school, I'm going to come up to you and give you a bug hug babe!
I don't know what you mean to others Fathiah, but to me, you are a sister I never had.
We may not have been so close and all, but you really made an impact in my life.
Thanks for all the time you had been there for me.
For taking my homework for me when i was absent from school because I was sick or lazy to come.
LOL.
I always knew that Fathiah would take care of it!

We might be miles apart, but I'll always think of you.
The times we had.
And Fathiah, you will surely be invited to my wedding, and you will be the VIFG.
Um Very Important Flower Girl.
LOL.
I'm not really sure what else to say because as I was going, I forgot.
LOL.
I really hope that you didn't have any regrets in life and that you'll keep pushing forward.
I like you best when you are yourself Fathiah.
You make me smile, you make my laugh.
Most of all, you made me know how a real A-Maths buddy would be like.
LOL.
Thanks alot Fathiah.
Hope you had tons of fun on your birthday today.
Oh and keep yourself free on the 25th December, every year.
You know there isn't a christmas without you at my place!
Love ya loads...


Well I'm done.
I'm not really good at making up birthday messages and I'm certainly not great at making my way into someone's heart, (Now you know why I still don't have a bf).
LOL.
Anyway I just had to say what I had to say and I hope Fathiah likes it.
LOL.
Oh and I'm sorry for the picture Fathiah.
Hahahahahahahaha.
You know how sorry I am.
LMAO.

Well I watched 2 movies in a row this morning.
Both movies starred, Hrithik Roshan and Kareena Kapoor.
After watching this movie, I'm so against giving up your love for someone else.
I mean it makes no sense.
You love that person so much and just to make someone else happy, you decided to sacrifice love?
Apparently poor Hrithik had the same type of role to take on in both movies.
Both movies, the one he loved, sacrificed it for someone else, be it the father, or the best friend!
I seriously hope I never come across such a situation because it would really break me...

Oh well I'm going to bed now.
Sorry I'm not going to be here again PK.
Take care of yourself and make sure you finish all you record and homeworks.
Leave me an offline message too.

Nights Everyone

Krishna Veni



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♥Monday, April 13, 2009 ' 8:28 PM
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Today was a super exhausting day!!
I got woken up super early this morning by god knows what...
It was even before 6.30am!!
Well I know mum was about to leave for work then.
She told me to get up early to go for a morning jog, which I didn't fulfill.
~
Anywho, I went to the bicycle shop near SSC to get my bicycle tyre fixed...
Gosh, the walk was horrible.
It was scorching hot sun, and because I didn't take my breakfast, or didn't bring a bottle of water with me, I was feeling super weak.
Riding back home wasn't easy!!!
My butt was super painful thanks to the seat, and by the time I was at the lift lobby, I was about to faint!
So dramatic eh!!
~
Well then I got home and watched TV!!!
After a while, I made my way to SP to get my penpal Melody a present and went to buy stamps.
2 Warranty Cards, A letter to USA, A letter to Sri Lanka later, I was on my way back home to my TV where I indulged in more TV programmes...
Now, my TV is more like an addiction.
Haha.
~
Around 5 plus I took my bike, and rode around the neighbour hood, killing time while my mum came.
Then I was tired, so I rode to the park and took a break.
Being in the park at that time was such an eye opener.
LOL.
Looking at all the kids, leading a carefree life.
Little do they know about life's burden in the future.
Hahaha...
Oh side-tracking a bit, I watched the biggest looser and some how that was another eye opener.
It's important to lead a healthy lifestyle...
No more junk food and once I start school I'll be at the gym!
I'll probably get Salina to join me after lessons end.
Well back on track, I rode the long way to meet my mum and this time, my back tyre gave way.
Gosh, and just then, this cute guy rode pass and I bet he laughed seeing me drag my bike.
Not that it was obvious, but why did it have to happen around the same time.
Thank God there was another bicycle shop nearer.
My mum brought me there and I was like, why couldn't I have brought my bike here earlier this morning.
And she explained how the foreign workers were around there and it wasn't nice to be there alone.
LOL.
Well I went there and a lady, whom I presume was from China, fixed it for me.
I noticed something this morning when the guy changed my tyres for me.
When the tyre is punctured, they don't change it, there is something else inside the tyre like a rubber, they change that instead.
This China lady finished it faster for me.
And both my tyres were bouncy.
Yippee.
LOL.
Anyway one thing I noticed about the China lady was her clothes.
For all those who were taught by Mrs.Azwiza, you would know that she often speaks about teenagers with clothes in which you could drop coins??
Haha.
Well her shirt was spaghetti strapped, and her pants were quite short at her hips.
In short, you can see everything!!!
My mum said that this is how they'd run business.
LOL.
~
Anyway I'm exhausted!!
And my butt hurts!!!
And I'm going back to the TV to watch some tamil serial.
LOL.
You know how much drama is in tamil serial, especially those made in India.
Haha.
LOL.
Well seeya.

The Girl in the Green Scarf



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♥Sunday, April 12, 2009 ' 8:12 PM
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Happy Easter everyone...
I'm kinda sad that by this time next week I'll be going crazy to prepare for school.
I guess there is not going to be any more holiday, no more late nights, no more sleep in on weekdays.
But maybe I'll have more to post about I guess.
Any who, this purple is boring me...
I think instead of changing the colour every month, I'll do it every week.
LOL.

Would you believe it?
I had to wait almost more than 30mins to get a cab today to church.
I was pissed.
But anyway we did get one, and I made it to church right on time.
LOL.

Well I finally got my plug in USB Vodafone.
Thanks to this, till 27th April, I'll be able to use my lappy anywhere I want to.
Haha.
Well $27 per month doesn't sound so bad does it...
Haha.


Pictures that were taken yesterday at Nithiya's place.
I just chose the nicest ones.
LOL.
There were over 40 pictures including the ones just that I and Nithiya took.
LOL.
So I guess there 2 were quite special to me.

That's it people.
I'm going to play solitare.
Hahaha.
Oh and PK, I'm not going to be online tonight.
Sorry dude!




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♥Saturday, April 11, 2009 ' 6:49 PM
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Gosh, sometimes people at church just drive you crazy!!!
Mad & crazy!!
I'll explain that later.

Missed me people?
Guess what?
I can totally overcome the computer addiction and the mp3 addiction!!!
LOL.
I mean I didn't even turn on the comp the whole day yesterday.
And when I was out, I didn't need my mp3!
=)

Well yesterday woke up super early and got ready for church.
I guess church was awesome.
Just like it always was.
~
After church mum and I went to Sembawang Shopping Center and walked around.
LOL.
Well she got herself a fruit blending machine...
After that I forced her to go to Sun Plaza so that we could go and get me some clothes...
We almost had a horrible argument in the bus, she said 5 T-shirts were enough to get me going for a week.
Come on?
I'll be wearing the same thing over and over again.
But then we kinda like made up.
Haha.
Well we couldn't find something we both liked...
I mean, I liked it, but she didn't.
Or it was the other way round, she liked it, and I hated it!
LOL.
But guess what?
She got me 2 skirts!!
And they are so pretty ok!
I'll wear the white skirt on my 1st day with the pink top, along with Fathiah's scarf and melody's earrings and the shoes that Andy got me!!
Haha.
Oh and the bangles that Jash got me.
Haha.
See, like I promised, I'll wear em all.
Fathiah tag me if you are reading this ok!!
Haha.
~
Well I got home and got rid of clothes I didn't fit into.
Gosh!
Not easy throwing out those that came a long way with you.
But I decided to give them to Abigail.
LOL.
She could probably fit into them.
Haha.
~
Well then I met Abigail and we made an impromptu decision to watch a movie.
Well the theater at Sun Plaza was closed, so we got to Causeway Point instead.
We couldn't find a movie that we liked.
So I suggested the japanese movie, Handsome Suit, well I'm glad we made that choice, because it was super hilarious.
You should watch it too!
It's with subtitles.
Anyway, while watching the movie, especially the hilarious parts, I totally wished I was invisible because Abigail was roaring with laughter, louder than anyone.
Haha.
~
After the movie, we went to pasta mania, ordered 2 pizzas for take away and started home.
We went to the play ground near our place and sat there with Abby's sister and we feasted.
Haha.
I had so much fun.
Well Abby is going to start school on Monday and I'm going to miss her so much because we'll never really have so much time to spend together after school starts.

Today I woke up quite late.
Almost after 10am.
Had breakfast, watched bits of the Hawaiian Pagent and got ready to go to Nithiya's place.
I was super excited and all.
Haha.
Well I was the first one to reach there before Tabitha & Sharas so when I got to Nithiya's home, we camwhored first after talking about our orientations at poly.
~
Then we went to fetch Sharas, followed by Tabitha, and we went back.
Once we got back we food waiting.
Yippee.
LOL.
Well anyway we had noodles, and fruit salad which I totally loved!!!
Then we talked a while, but mostly we camwhored.
Haha.
After that we watched the Hindi Movie, Hijack.
Remember Shinay Ahuja from the movie Gangster?
It was him!!
LOL.
Anyway we couldn't finish watching the movie.
And here I am finding a website where I can watch the movie.
I did, but it has no subtitles...
That makes things quite horrible...
Haiya!!
~
We then started home and me, Sharas& Tabs took the bus, then the train.
Well then I was supposed to go for prayer walk, but then they canceled it and then some problems started...
Um, I'm nto very happy though because I was dragged into this.
I mean, I've got nothing to do with it and that women was screaming at me.
Well atleast the other aunty said I'm not at fault...
Well its complicated and if you think churches are a place of peace...
Think again.
Sometimes there is war.
~
I'll upload the pictures we took yesterday and today someother time.
T here must be tons of them.
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♥Thursday, April 09, 2009 ' 3:52 PM
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Ever watched a movie that left a huge impact on you?
Such a big impact that you kept thinking about it a million times?
And sometimes have you wished that your life turned out exactly like the movie...
Last night I went to bed around 3am after watching a movie and this crossed my mind.
I was wondering how it would be like if my life turned out exactly like the movie...
For one, I know that my life will never turn out exactly as expected.
A movie for all I know has a got a plot, characters, a script to follow, production crew, etc.
But in life, we don't know what to expected....
At least life can be like a video game.
We can choose how it would end like and all.
The only one who has the whole story plot in his hands is the director above...
He himself has plans for us, he knows what's best.
At times we just wish so much for things to happen the way we want.
But no...
Gosh, sometimes I wish I could just choose how I want things to go...
We don't choose what we want.
Our life path chooses us.
Gosh I have a feeling that my post is like super emo...

Lets leave that behind...
Tomorrow is Good Friday.
And I'd have to wake up super early in the morning to get ready for church.
Hopefully I can find some aunties at church who'll be going for the Reinhard Rally in the evening, that way I can join them.
Mum is like so worried that I might get kidnapped or something because the Rally starts at 7.30pm and ends and God knows what time.
And she is afraid that even Havolyn ( who is learning karate at school ) can't protect me.
Hahaha.

I can't wait for Saturday!
It's like the Ex-Tamil class girls day out at Nithiya's place...
Sharas, Tabitha, Nithiya & Me will finally have a reunion at Nithiya's new home.
LOL.
I'm so excited...
The plan is to eat and gossip at the same time.
Talk about mouth full.
LOL.
I'm going to bring my camera and we are going to do what girls to best.
CamWhore...
Its been ages since I did something like this.
Especially after school ended...
Well apart from my cousin sisters whom I had the craziest time with.
LOL.

Oh, by the way, I'm at the library.
For once I even forgot how to spell library.
LOL.
Next week is going to be super busy with trips to school for the presentation workshop that I and some of my classmates signed up for, and a 2nd trip to configure our laptops and buy out notes...
It's going to be super hectic.
I still need to do some final shopping for some more clothes.
Haha, I can't get enough of it.
Once school starts, I'm going to save up every dollar and at the end of each month, I'll go shopping with my cousins.
LOL.
I finally feel like a girl!
Hahaha
I better stop here.



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♥Wednesday, April 08, 2009 ' 3:05 PM
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I'm happy.
Only because Alana aka Azizah is getting married!!
Well she got engaged and soon she'll be happily married.
LOL.
This actually means that I could go to Australia and meet her and Ian!
Yay!
Ok, so first thing I have to do is to convince my mum to send me to Aus when the time comes.
That is not going to be easy...
So I guess I have to be goody two shoes to get her to say yes!
Muahahaha.
LOL.



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♥ ' 1:44 PM
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I'm never going to be happy in this lifetime...
Why do I have the feeling that I am being ignored...
Why is it that things are not working that way I want it to...
People who made promises, never keep it...
For instance, D is always busy when I msg him and he says that he'll msg me back but in the end he never does...
A forgot to tell me the most important thing in her life.
I guess it slipped I's mind to tell me about it too.
I always am the last one to find out about things...

Sometimes I have no idea what I did wrong...
Mummy is really on my nerve now...
First she said I can't go to the class chalet, then the rally...
What the F*** am I going to do sitting at home...
I mean once school starts I won't even have time for myself...
So let me unwind a bit!

My mum has left me tons of things to do, and I haven't even started...
She is going to be super mad when she comes home this evening.
I feel like I'm not doing things right...
How I wish I could find the answers to all the questions...

At times when night comes I thought I can turn to him...
But for the past 2 days, he has been MIA.
PK oh PK, where are you?
Well I'm feeling down...
Nothing can actually fix that...
My beautiful dreams have turned into nightmares...
And now, lets hope I can rest in peace...



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