♥Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' 5:00 PM ♥
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Well I doubt that I would ever get a chance at this…
It’s so hard to get hold of my dad.
Never did in fact.
As I grew up I started lacking in the one most important love I was supposed to get from a man.
I was deprived of it.
I admit that there is a pang of jealousy when you see fathers so in love with their children.
But hey do I have a choice?
I never felt loved by him.
He is so old already and I doubt that there is time for the both of us to mend our ways.
Will we ever have the chance of walking hand in hand down the aisle on my wedding day?
Oh why even think so far.
Will I even get to talk to you face to face?
Let’s face it, we shall never mend our ways and get this over and done with.
I will be mad at you forever and you?
I don’t know.
Let me tell you that you can’t ignore me forever.
The time will come when you have to face the judgment.
One of it will be for neglecting me and leading me astray.
You don’t have to say sorry.
Just forget the past and move with life.
Its not use feeling guilty.
Its jus time for us to move on daddy.
You know how much I love you.
But do you love me the same.
Time is short daddy.
It’s now or never.
Fathiah and Veni have a small secret.
Dear Fathiah I want to tell you something, lets jus keep the secrets to ourselves or we will be exposed.
So I think that's the end of it ok?
Classmates have been receiving very weird letters which says I LOVE YOU.
Im sure it has to be a joke.
Tracia got it 1st i suppose
Followed by Fathiah, Sally & SunYoung.
Gosh when sun young recieved it I certainly knew it had to be a joke.
Well the labour day holiday is finally in.
I thought I would be able to get some rest and prepare for my english paper on friday, but no.
Tomorrow I have to go to church and then lunch with Prem.
Man you know Im doing this for your sake.
Im sacrificing my revision time for god know how long.
I know its only 5pm now but im going to bed so that I might wake up 2night to maybe spend sometime studying.
Oh and thank you REYNOLDS for listening to ME & TRACIA'S problems all the way at KFC today.
I know it must have been boring, but still I hope you understood the fact that you have to appreciate your great family.
Thanks for not complaining.
Oh and next time we eat out, i promise that we would not go for KFC.
Maybe MacDonald ok?
LOL
Take care guys and enjoy the holiday.
Don't forget to prepare for ENGLISH paper 4E1.
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♥Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ' 7:09 PM ♥
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F&N Practial is finally over. Im sure you guys would have remembered that recently this saturday I tried out my 3 dishes and im glad that everything turned out as expected. Some, even better, but some, horrible. The one in the red background is the one that was done today. I think that I have done a great job.
My 3 dishes this time round are much more attractive and appetizing.
Instead of wasting time by frying my potato cutlets I managed to get hold of the deep fryer machine which was obviously unhealthy but mdm.paramjit did not seem much bothered. Well im happy i managed to get my breadcrumbs too because my dish turned out to be so crispy. Like it. NO. LOVE IT.
My stir-fried tofu with mushroom was quite a disaster. Since I was not able to differentiate between tofu and taukwa I made a huge mess. When the ingredients came in today i was given the softer tofu. But the one i used for cooking on saturday was different becoz i bought it myself. Mdm.paramjit said that its ok and she wld take care of the dish. Well she cut for me the tofu and aunty S fried it for me. Thank you both.
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Gosh they sure do look appealing. But I bet if they had a tase evaluation they would surely die.
Of food poisoning.
HAHA
Kidding ok.
Make some for me.
HUNGRY Martin
veni dear!
preety food.
haha:D
why never cook mushroom only?
loll
@ Martin
Man you and your brother get on my nerve.
Doesn't NEW JERSEY have these great food?
Why don't you try them stupid hungry cousin.
If you really want to die then my food is not the best choice.
FOOD IS NEW JERSEY HAS A WAY OF KILLING PEOPLE LIKE YOU TOO!!!
If you really want to try my food then why don't you fly here sometime and I would pass you some.
@Wani
Remember the task question. If Im going to use mushroom only then I am not answering the question because it is bland and boring goondu...LOL.Anyway good luck for your practical tomorrow. See what you're up yo
yo! what's up? hehe... can i have those food? i am still hungry! aaaaaaaah! cant help it but to drool... yum, yum!
wow your food looks very nice the only thing thats not nice is i wont able to try it heheh..;p
next time make one for me huh??;p
@ Rey
i know the food looks great but im not too sure that it tastes great so lets jus drool at the pictures instead ok. But if you still insist i would not mind making some for you soon.
@ Anonymus (Abby)
yes abby i promise to make some for u soon. If my best friend does not have some, then who will?
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♥Monday, April 28, 2008 ' 1:31 AM ♥
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Its the wee hours of the morning.
Precisely 1.33am here.
And heyho im so fresh.
It so reviving.
You wake up early in the morning to this very silent and natural place.
It so relaxing and you just seem to calm all your senses down.
Was checking my blog reviews at link referral and i have already recieved 2 comments.
Furthermore, someone has already favourted my site.
Its so cool.
I think sometimes it is good to find out about what other people have to say about your blog.
Gains you alot of publicity and great friends too
Also in the process, you would find great sites which you can refer to when you need to.
Was also checking my histats and i must say that nowadays people visit my blog alot.
I sure would like to thank the 3 constant readers that i have been noticing alot.
Fathiah
Tracia &
Irhana.
Also new people are dropping in, which is a great news.
And someone dropped in.
I guess she was probably tipped off by someone to read my blog.
I bet tracia would have also found someone snopping around at her blog.
Nevertheless, i guess she already found out what she has to.
So maybe next time she will consider being NICE to all of us.
I feel like ive been ranting away at my blog recently.
Its like the only source where people read instead of hearing me talk.
I think even if they hear me talk, they would start napping.
I just hope that they don't nap while reading...
Ha, well i will update about school once i get home 2night...
Seeya bye.
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Is it so fresh to wake up in the wee hours? gosh i can't...
how is school? catching up fine? its yr O's this yr so work hard. bt u dn hav to wake up so early coz it isn't so great or cool or reviving
Seeya Roland
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♥Sunday, April 27, 2008 ' 6:26 PM ♥
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Church was great.
Tambourine dance was doubly great.
I think our leader was a bit distracted today because she messed up a bit here and there.
Still since no one knows the step it wasn't a big deal.
I felt so much better after dancing my heart out today.
Many people have been commenting recently that ive been loosing weight.
Haha.
Isn't that supposed to be a great news?
No?
Haha no im not starving or anything its jus that maybe im worried or something?
But really if you have been staying with me, you would not believe how much i actually eat.
I eat so much that sometimes my mum tells me to stop.
Haha...
Vishnu said that ive been starving myself.
And i so have to totally disagree man.
Ive been eating so much.
And i have no reason to go on a strike.
Im not fat seriously.
LOL.
Unlike someone.
She thinks she is fat when she actually is thin!!
Gosh i wish i was as slim as her.
She has sexy legs.
Not that mine is not sexy, just that its not sexy enough.
I mean so many guys have been drooling over her and not to forget the girls who are so jealous.
But look at her, she still thinks that she is fat.
Let me tell you girl that its not great to look thin.
Look at our "Fat" friend.
Isn't she tough?
She stands up for her rights and she still eats.
She does not over eat, but still she know her limit.
Unlike you.
You are thin but still you think you are over eating when you are not.
Stop being calculative about what you eat.
Ice-Cream is unhealthy??
Gosh what happened to the girl i used to know?
The one who begs us to eat ice-cream with her.
Now??
We have to beg you.
We are not judging you at all.
You look fine.
And if you think that the people around you are looking at your weight and not your personality, then let me tell you that they are not your real friends.
Promise me that you would get over it and make sure that next time you will stuff yourself with food no matter what.
What people say does not count.
Its what you think.
You rule your life.
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You own in dear.
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♥ ' 10:53 AM ♥
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Have you ever been looked down upon? *Yes YOU*
Have you?
Has anyone ever told you that you will not make it?
That you have just wasted your time and everyone else's time?
Well i think this personally goes out to Laura
You see Laura you can't be bothered to listen to what people have to say about you.
Sometimes they just say it to put you down or even they find it a form of fun.
People find pleasure in doing this, and if you think that what they say is right then i think you ought to be hanged. *no offense lady*
Its not wrong to dream.
But it is wrong to dream and do nothing about it.
I know you have a dream Laura and if you have a dream, then the whole universe conspires you to have it.
So its about time that you thought about this.
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Woohoo a round of applause for Veni who solved Laura's problem.
I just know the right person to come to when i have problems of my own.
Seeya Mikey
Mikey!!!
Man its been ages since i say you!!
Missed you and all your lame jokes...
haha...
Well yes if you have any problems then you know where to come to *winkz*
Hey by the way when you coming back to singapore?
New Jersey should be a bore without your favourite cousin *winkz*
Tell aunt hilda i recieved her email.
Ive been trying to contact her for a million years LOL...
Take Care Mikey
From your *Favourite, Cute, Naughty Cousin...*
Your profile is really different and interesting.
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♥ ' 9:53 AM ♥
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It was the best day of my life yesterday?? *why the question mark? that is becoz im not really very sure of it*
As usual ms. smarty pants *me* had to for tamil lessons.
The only reason that i am putting up with this and loosing my weekend sleep is because my Tamil O level exam is on the 26th of may.
I am like a wiz in tamil, always an A star.
But still i might as well use this time to touch up here and there *not everyone is perfect*.
Anyway after that joined my mum to go and get some stuff.
My O level F&N practical is on Tuesday.
And i have goned through so much to get all my ingredients.
Got home in the afternoon and started getting ready for my cooking expedition.
Veni is all geared up for the cooking expedition.
I was unable to find my chef hat so i hate to settle for my trainee bandenaa.
Whatever the case i managed to finish all my dishes well in less than 2hours.
Oh and not forgetting all the help i got from my mum *especially when it came to cutting, coz this is really not my espertise*.
Still i promised myself that from now on, every saturday i will cook a dish so that i don't loose my cooking skills.
Thus when i get married, my dear hubby will be opened to all the manyvariet of dished that i am going to cook...*
winks*
This is my very own fruit. vegetable salad.
green & red apples along with green peas and strawberries along with lettuce leaves for granish.
oh and mayonaise was the sauce it was mixed in.
potato cutlets filled with mushroom and cheese inside. supposed to be rolled in breadcrumbs but i could not find it in the supermarket.the egg gave it a very great taste and not forgetting the cheese and mushroom inside.the cheese melts in your mouth.
and finally stir fried tofu with mushroom. consists of mushroon, tofu, mixed vegetables and eggs.
i would say that this is the 1st time trying my dishes as home, because usually i dn prepare and i just go to school and think it on the spot.but this time it has helped me alot because i was able to identify some problems and im sure in tuesday i will be able to rectify the problems.i must say that im not a cook kinds person but a eat kinda person.so when it came to someone critising or praising my food it had to be my dad. *the eat kinda person*well i told him to try it and guess what i did not have to go through the trouble of tasting it coz it was gone all in a flash.that is not bad. it is supposed to be good because it means that my dad loved it.haha great!!he did give some advice on telling me to add lemon for the tofu.so i guess it would be a great idea and i would also be able to use the lemon slices as garnish.great great.mummy and i managed to finish watching valthukal.it was a great movie, full of family love and so much emotion.maddy has done a great job along with bhavana.i managed to watch the full movie of Om Shanti Om.a great film hindustani film which brings out retribution and as usual losts of fighting scenes and loce scenes.still it was the last part that did a great job.
*claps* Farah Khan did the best movie i have watched.
about to start my homework at 7.15 when my bestie called me.she sounded a bit depressed and asked if i could follow her to sun plaza a while.well i told her to give me 15mins and i would be under her blk.mum did nt seem to mind abt the fact that i stood up and was also there for my friend.i quickly washed up got changed and was under her blk in actually 13mins.haha i ran over actually and i was early.somehow we hugged each other as if we never saw each other for a week.but it was only a day.since i missed sch on friday i wasn't able to walk with her to sch.anyway we both chatted for a long time.went to NTUC and i asked abby if she knew what was walnuts and she and i started searchin for it. *it was her favourite nuts and i needed it for cooking my dishes on tuesday*well after that we gave up and she treated me dinner.
somewhat a great dinner i must say.
this is a korena dish. saba fish and actually im not proud to say that i dn eat spicy food *how can an indian not eat spicy food* but i don't really have a tast bud for it.so i was a bit nervous until she told me that it was no spicy.well i must really say that the food was great.i really badly wanted to try the kimchi bt i also heard it was spicy bt i had to face my fear.i took a bite into the kimchi and wow.it was not spicy.haha.i was so pleased.i and abby tucked in and talked about how it would be when we meet in 10 yrs time.and i told her that i started to save for my car. *i don't want to get a car in instalments, alot of interest i bet*well we had so much fun.
then abby and i headed to this fashion, *our old hideout* where we tried on some clothes as usual.then proceeded to MacDonalds to get a chocolate sunday each.walked home and talked about all the times that we have has together.and how we became friends 4yrs ago.and how the quiet girl i knew 4 years ago is now a nutsy maniac.haha.talked about all our classroom lives, our crushes, our friends, our ENEMIES and we spent the night away till she reminded me that i had to home to watch the tamil movie at 9.30.got home and watch malaikottai, n i think i actually dozed off quite a bit.told my mum that i cld nt take it and got into bed ard 11.40.and i was sure i slept well.now i holding on to a sanwhich in 1 hand typin in the other.soon going off to church.i will update when i get home.promise.
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Woah you ate Korean food??
Well it still was not very spicy was it?
Maybe I should bring you out to try the spicy food over at my resturant.
Cheers, Uncle Manzy
Yes i ate korean food.
Tasted like heaven?
At your resurant??
No way Ive had enough of all your sticky date coffee pudding uncle.
But if you insist and if it is in your account, then i'd love to join you.
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♥Friday, April 25, 2008 ' 4:48 PM ♥
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I know that this is my 3 rd post in a day but i can't help but talk about a conversation that i was having with my childhood friend
*gosh i make myself sound so old, i hope im not forgetting that im only 15 going on 16*
Well anyway we both were just talking about how his sister got into some bad company at the moment and she has really been batteling some issues.
Devan just can't accept the fact that his sister is going through all this " she is a girl ", he kept repeating, but who says girls don't have issues, right?
Somehow we almost started having a debate on who causes the most problems, Girls or Boys.
An easy topic, some may think, but woah there is so much that you don't see...
Devan is supporting the guys and obviously i had no choice but to support the girls.
Started off like this,
D: i think its all the women and girls who just give so much problems, take our parents for example. They seriously have no problem with me but my sister. Ever since young they have been batteling a problem called *Durga*
V: i don't think so, i just think that it depends on every individual on how they want to live. I don't give my parents problems*or atleast i think i don't*. They don't find so much reasons to scream at me. I mean guys are also not innocent. They have also been giving everyone a hard time too. Did you not know that almost 89% of teenagers who smoke are boys. Like its just the teenagers you know. Imagine what the parents would have to do just to try to stop their kids from these habits and death which is called "CANCER".
D: well leave that aside. we guys atleast know how to manage problems, but what abt u girls. even a small heart break causes so much whinning.
V: that is because god has created women as such. If it wasn't for us being soft wld u hav escaped from your dad's deadly clutch when you started coming home late after hanging out with your friends. Would you have escaped from his wrath when you fluncked your exams. Its all because everytime your mum has to fight for you. Her soft heart brings about pity on you and the fact that she has also given birth to you says alot about her.
D: right but who worries their parents more when in a relationship. GIRLS or GUYS? Obviously its the girls. Parents know that they would get into trouble and this causes a lot of problems.
V: oh yeah? Think again buddy. Have you ever wondered why parents were worried abt the girls in the first place? Well that was becoz they know that not all guys can be trusted so anything may happen to a girl as long as she happens to be with a guy. Got it smart ass!!!
Oh and you know what i think this debate it getting us no where so lets just end it here ok!!
D: haha sure sure i almost felt that i was on the verge of loosing to you.
in the end all that matters that whoever we are, watever sex we maybe, we still get along and im just glad that i and Devan are not really fighting. LOL and lets face it. in this world only a parent would know which of her child is torturous.
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Hey Veni,
Whenever you have a debate with anyone especially Devan, it inspires me how you get hold of the topic so well. Haha.
Anyway I'm craving so some ice-cream. Would you like to join me this sunday?
Regards Tommy.
@ Tom
Well i surely would not want to loose to a guy would i?
Ice-cream on sunday huh?
Why not I'll call you soon.
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♥ ' 2:30 PM ♥
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Life is going on as normal for me. But i can't say the same about some people. They have chosen to think things that are so out of the world.
*Thousand thorn's poking through victim?* Oh come on. Get back to reality. Do u realise that we have been putting up with this for an awful time. Mayb not me. But seriously tracia is. If you have a misunderstanding then its your choice to settle it out. I'm quite sure that i and tracia are clear of everything that is happening. Even the part when your friend said things that was hurtful. You many not have appreciated the things at my blog. But hey who says life is fair. I think i deserve a say too. We changed so much coz now we can't keep quite. *Accept people the way they are?* For how long may i ask? Forever? And Ever? Maybe I can, but the person who has been putting up all the nonsense can't put up with it forever...
You don't have to accept us for who we are. Coz i think we are happy with this change. I don't need people who don't know anything to jump to conclusions. Think you're right? Think again. You are so wrong and cai ning your post is absurd. And we have a secret? Like what? Ha. To think that you feel left out with what we are doing. Like i said. Think again. And anyway thins had nothing to do with you. Was your best friend who could not watch her words.
Oh and i don't need to understand anything. Im happy the way i am. With or without you. Does not make a big difference to me. Coz you don't affect my life. I have no reason to let you either.
Oh and yeah sometimes i let my emotions get over me. So i do post some words like bitch and stuff. But hey im sorry. I don't need you to take it as an apology. Coz i jus mean everyone in general. Take it or leave it. Your pick.
Did not go to school today.
SO i had no idea what was going on till tracia told me.
I mean what's wrong.
I never told you to not intrude.
You thought i was telling it to you.
Are we going to plant an atomic bomb or something.
Probably.
But not us.
Maybe someone else.
Its not a big secret.
Prem has been talking to me a lot...
He seems quite disturbed about something.
Especially after he talked to nazri...
I think nazri said something to him.
I wish i never introed Prem to nazri.
But what do u expect.
Especially after nazri said i was lying to him that i had aboyfriend.
Watched *Ever After*
Very nice movie.
Much like Cinderella
But this made more sense than that fairy tale.
Brought tears to my eyes now and then.
still overall nice movie.
Mum wanted to watch a movie with me tonight.
So im sure im expected to finish all my homework.
Better get back to work.
*Darling don't worry coz everything will be fine. Just like yesterday everything will be solved in a blink of an eye and you will be at rest.*
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Deconstructed MilleFoglie
Lemon Tart with Raspberry Sauce
Sticky Date Toffee Pudding With Vanilla Bean Ice Cream
Palais Renaissance
Orchard Road
Singapore 238871An incredible dinner not to be forgotten.
Uncle Mano came by last night unannounced.
He is my most favourite uncle.He is a chef working at palasis renaissance
Why he is my most favourite?
That's coz he is related to FOOD & PHOTOGRAPY...
I’m like way much closer to him than my dad...
He came by last night while i was watching Transporter 2.
It was a surprise, really...I loved him so much ha-ha...I saw him with his camera and i was a bit suspicious that we were going to do something 2night.I was right.
Both of us took a trip to the palasis renaissance and we had dinner.
Can't say dinner but for me it was supper.
Thank God i did not eat so much fried rice last night *it had so much ginger and i hated it*We travelled in his respectable car.
It was blue and it was his wife.
He takes care ok it like so well...
We reached around 8.15pm and he was well greeted by all the staff...
Ha-ha.
My uncle, the great chef.We ordered quite a lot of food.
He ordered actually.
He wanted me to try the food which he felt was something to die for.
Ha and yes now i know where he got his fat belly from.
Food was scrumptious but today im stuck at home.
Its 8.00am in the morning and im slcaking at home coz i awfully sick
I was sick for the past 2 days but i managed to drag myself to school.
But after last night's partying with uncle mano i have come down with severe sickness.
Thanks uncle mano for all the fun.
It was nice meeting you again.
And i know yr reading my blog so if you are can we go out again next time.
Obviously it has to be your treat.
Hahaha.
Love you uncle.
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♥Thursday, April 24, 2008 ' 6:46 PM ♥
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ok maybe sometimes im a bit too harsh
but what can u expect, too much emotions falling over like hell.
lets jus go thru it normally...
thanks to fathiah i kinda got stuck with my blogging in sch
bt hey also thx to her i got back the post.
tamil was horrible.
i had to chiong all my amths homework like hell.
bt mdm.valar came and gave us work to do.
aiyo.
then pleaded her like heaven and she said do it as homework
great
the sch was so noisy esp since it was the green week celerbrations
managed to finish amaths hw.
thank god.
amaths was kinda blasting
had fun
haha
was supposed to hav CH bt ms. azlinda was havin course and not to forget it was out turn to see the green bazaar.
so yeah our relief teacher mdm.seow was so irritating.
she said tat
*u guys are the most no brain*wat kind of english sia
she was scolding poor jian feng as stupid and stuff
whaa still rmb i n joanne kenna frm her in sec 2 haha
she scolded us like hell and when joanne tried to get rid of the fly on her head
bt then she ended up screamin at her
aiyo aiyo
seowkuthankrishnada
that was her nick name
haha
had form teacher interaction.
i and sally supposed to giv presentation abt the earth week
then supp to play game
bt the class was loosing it momentum esp since the pure students were havin lessons
ended up i n sally played the game alone
bt half way ms.tan's laptop shut down.
freeky la
after sch met with tracia to meet rey as we had to settle the problems
rey n ken were at canberra park while n tracia were preparing to leave
half way she realised that she forgot to finish her amaths and she had to chiong it
so then we got to the park n realise that my nightmare was also with them
*who else bt nazri la. ever since he said he liked me i jus got freeked wheneven i see him*bt he got stood off while i rey ken n tracia went to hav a chat
we found out wat was botherin rey and told him tat he was not causin the problem and told him was was happening.
then we all went to kopitiam.
all the way nazri was irrtating me
we were both fightin at all the small reasons
*that creepo*well then we started off home.
ken was startin to feel bad abt his broken love.
gosh he seemed so emotional and emotionless at the same time.
poor fellow
i told tracia how rey helped me with prem and prem ended up saying tat we were jus friends
bt things did change
i was supposed to come online at 5pm to chat with prem and that was when he told me that he did like me and he was nt sure how to react then.
i was on top of the world
bt then i told him somethin which i did nt regret.
i told him tat we wld stick to our level 3 and move on to level 4 when i was ready
he said that he wanted to tell me that also.
so guess once we both r done with this yr's O's we might consider...
still we told each other the feelings we had for the other party...
things are going so well...
tml is friday...
and its time to start working tomorrow!!
oh n since tracia found it quite harsh to call u a bitch in my previous post, i decided to remove it. it not for u. bt for tracia.
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♥ ' 9:20 AM ♥
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heyhey
finally i get to blog after fathiah's stupid something.
i was supposed to blog bt she came in the way and did something!!!
i dunno what!!
anyway finally im going to finish my coursework...
yay...
how great is that.
i jus have to finish my planning 2night and get ready for the practical which is on tueday...
i hope everything runs well...
now i gtg.
the bell jus rang
and its time for tamil!
actually im going to chiong all my amaths homework.
hope mdm.valar does nt turp up today if not i might hav to sacrifice my recess.
bt i dn wan to
im starving you know...
haha
see ya guys later ok
bye
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♥Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' 3:06 PM ♥
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Everything is plain Bullshit around here.
Like its so not over.
Its like something we have been trying to get over but hey you guys don't get it do you.
What on earth were you thinking when you blamed her this way?
She is your friend!!
And its not her fault.
Its YOU!!!
If you had minded your own pathetic ass then such things would not have happened at all
Ive been blowing up alot nowadays.
Like i have no idea why.
I am trying to control myself but always at the back of mind it bugs me.
Lesson have all been going very well.
PE i decided to take a big jump into the doom pool and talked to CaiNing & QianRu
Its like these 2 have been ignoring our existence all along.
Who am i kidding.
It was her fault that poor tracia had to tolerate her nonsense.
Im glad that tracia took a step forward and said everything at Executive Blog *Im proud of you*
It seems maybe they were not talking to us because maybe we were not talking to them
But no!!!
I talked to them and even if QianRu responded, i did not like it
She may have talked to me yes.
But still she must mind her very own beeswax.
Like when i told abby about it * she deserved to know* Abby said she would slap her face if she had to put up with it.
To think that tracia was all so patient to put up with your nonsense!!!
Recess was spent with veeky today.
I and tracia had quite a lot of fun, compared to the one we used to have with the clan.
After school abby me veeky and tracia were chatting at KFC.
Gosh we had so much fun.
We were cooking up a storm in fact
Poor abby is going to be hated by Chun Tung.
He was mad at her for a reason i thought was childish, but then again we all have our childish moments.
Remember how mad i got when the stupid bitch was looking at my neo prints? *She should have really minded her own business*
Well just like that!
And tracia i know that i may not be involved in this little cold war between you and her.
But i think i should help you right?
That's what friends are for...
So i hope you would stand up for your rights more often.
Im happy to be in this with you.
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♥Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' 6:17 PM ♥
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Ding Dang Dong...
Everything has been changing so badly,
So has my mood.
Ding.
Expected today to be happy...
But no, it jus went nuts.
*Oh hello why won't you ever shut your big mouth up, don't you ever realise that you have been causing so much emotions. Thanks to you we have had an exchange of negative emotion**You, i though you were a good friend? Well yes, i think you are angry, why, i even feel that you are jealous. Don't you people ever like it when we hang out with guys?, Isn't it our preference.*Oh seriously i'd rather hnag out with guys then with you girls who just intrude in everything.
*Finally YOU... What do you want? You were not supposed to be part of the clan, still you came in. Oh and obviously we would ignore you because we don't even know you. Don't call me your best friend because i am ashamed*Like you bitches are not even supposed to be part of my life.
But why i don't know.
And to you dude. If you hate me so much, u should have told me, not act as if you'RE my friend.
I admit.
i have a very freeking attitude, and if u hate me then maybe tellin me wld be a better option. look what u chose to do. change the whole territory. and u hated me comin over. well fine. then i wld nt even bother looking at u eye to eye in this situation. like its over now. between all of us. oh and thanks a lot for bringing in unwanted people into the clan. coz u noe what? YOU SUCK.
Tml i and tracia would be moving on with *guess who?* VEEKNESH! my big bro is providing the 2 of us shelter. woohoo and if i dn manage to find them then i always have abby, eliza and chun tung. and im sure we will hav a ball of a time.
i suddenly feel so evil. erghh. what's happenin to me.
for all i know, i hate everythin that has been happening
i jus dn get it, if u hated the guys so much then why did u even bother to come to us everyday?
if u did nt like it, u shld hav stayed away. after all i think u hav been tokin behind my back, bt i dn care. coz i can't be bothered.
oh when was i ever bothered.
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♥Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 5:40 PM ♥
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My day kinda started out really very bad. Priyanka
( Prem's cute little sister ) calls me in morning almost every single day just to say hi...she makes my day and today she did nt call me. i wanted to call in myself bt it did nt work out.
english kinda had a big surprise for me...mrs.azwiza told me to present the answers today, it was not any normal presentation. i got to dit at her table, use the visualiser and talk. she did nt wan to be tokin all the time, bt in the end she was obviously in the limelight.
*oh hello, if you thought that sitting there and with almost 35 faces staring at you was nt easy, i mean u had to do a whole lot more than jus present or explain. sheesh why dn u go sit there n do it then. i'll see how great it goes. might even buy big red tomatoes to throw at u*amaths was fine. Mdm. vani wore a cute little dress which had been revealing her legs. LOL. and i and fathiah had been makin comments. actually it was more of me. and fathiah, im nt a pervert, LOL. well fathiah has been taken over by 3 giant mosquitoes. hahaha...funny ah. she did nt seem herself today
*im nt kidding* she was weird. i started saying that she was invaded aka taken over by the mosquito.
*arghh fathiah has been kidnapped, a mosquito was in her body all along*dn worry fathiah, KISSNA BARNEY TO THE RESCUE.
*shoots the giant mosquito which has taken over fathiah's body, oops i killed fathiah's body...guess i wld nt be seeing her then, sorry babe. tried to help* like recess was kinda rush, eliza was bugging me abt my illness...
*oh hello, u dn go ard asking a sick person wat is wrong, im nt goin to publish it all over the world dear bestie...*physics was boring...
emaths was also boring
assembly was also also boring
...*sheesh post is getting very very boring*after sch emaths test was like super freeky, i n tracia were disturbin rey.
english was super fast, the moment we finished the summary, we ciaoed...
i and tracia had a great time. we were talking abt loads of stuff...i never felt so open to anyone. i told her almost everything i hav been feeling for and abt. went for some munchy donuts and we had fun talking. felt relaxed when i got home.
bt actually something worse happened. rey helped me express my feelings to the special someone. bt it did nt turn out right. i guess rey was right, i dn think i will be able to get over my feelings tonight. bt still thx rey for helping me. maybe its true, a dying girl needs no luxury...
miss priyanka...
hey if yr bro is reading this to u tell him that im sorry for today, i jus felt like i had to say things. i thought he had feelings for me too...
*fish, so love lost and feeling as if someone jus got rid of me, dn feel like i belong here, wan to go now!! take me away, fly me away and let me play on yr lap like we used to*
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its like the more things that u try not to keep put so much, jus seems to come out more.
u try to hide things or sometimes u dn wan to see it at all.
bt all the more it wants to haunt you.
all the more it wants to kill you.
i hav to change my study habits and not to mention my sleeping habits.
im so tried nowadays n im not really preparing for O levels.
decided to come up with a time table that i hope atleast now i will follow.
i seriously need to finish up all my work at night so that i wld nt be waking up in the morning to do it.
gives me less time to sleep and less time to study as well.
i hope i get over this sooner or later
too many things bothering me
and how sometimes i wish i was left alone.
not being bothered abt things
and ppl wld jus stop asking me for details.
time flies very fast.
the mid year exams are jetting thru quite fast and if i dn jump back into reality then that's it.
wait how come i still blogging?
i hav to finish my english compre and my emaths vectors...
gosh how i wish i wld be able to escape all this.
bt what is life without homworks??
just a lazy pig sleeping in bed and slacking.
i know we rarely talk nowadays bt im sure u read my blog.
im so sorry that u felt that way.
i really did nt do what u thought i did.
u misunderstood me
can't we still be friends.
back to how we called each other mango and apple??
i had so much fun talking to u
n without u now,
my online life is so empty.
why do u jump to conclusions without even listening?
maybe if u knew that there was a reason behind that rejection...
If only you understood.
but alas we hav to move on.
i seriously wld like to apologise one last time for wat u think i did.
Lets put it this way. What if it was I who did it? Will you forgive me for what I did? Maybe lets just say that I was not in such a great mood after all and I did it so that I will be rid of any bad feelings I had. Suppose when you found out I had to put up a great act inorder to gain back your friendship. Really I actually never did what you think I did. But suppose...Just suppose. You should have felt hurt too. But it had nothing to do with you. Cheapo was not such a great word to use on me. But you did not consider my feelings too. Never believe what you see or hear. Because they never seem to be true. Till forever, Bye Mango
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♥Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' 12:33 PM ♥
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I guess its over now.
I was babbling about a whole load of things yesterday and today its all over.
Everything is so small.
I underestimated my life and my health.
I AM POSITIVE.
No...
Not HIV but positive for having heart complications.
Since I haven't really experienced my pain the Doc thinks its just the starting stage
Even he says that its all up to God.
I cried all the way in pastor's car.
Reuben was speechless.
I guess he had nothing to say.
Pastor tried his best to calm me down.
He said the only thing left is to pray to God.
Went for lunch at the coffee shop and I felt as if everyone was looking at me.
I had no appetite to eat and I told pastor not to waste his money.
Reuben felt bad too.
He did not eat either.
I said I needed to freshen up and went to the restroom.
My eyes were all puffed up and red.
It was so horrible.
Now what ever I do is going to affect my life and all the more I feel like dying.
Oh Father in heaven, I do not want to die yet. I have so many things that i havent accomplish and now dying seems like the only thing left. I do not want to die. Its hard having a painful death. Its not my time yet. And i don not want to go to heaven just as yet. Give me time. Just a little bit more time.
Check up is next month.
I'll go have to go for regular check ups.
And gosh I hate the medication.
Too many coloured pills.
I feel like whirling away from everything.
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♥Friday, April 18, 2008 ' 7:02 PM ♥
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like everything in the whole wide world keeps going haywire. its somethin that i hate. when u think that everything is so perfect, it changes, imperfect. and it sucks. bt its the way god wants it to be. i jus feel that everything wasn't the way it was supposed to be. i made sacrifices that i dn think any1 wld wan to make. im nt making sense? well that's probably i jus made a big sacrifice. so big that it has impacted me alot. that i dn feel like blogging. i jus ruined my day for myself. wat more do i need? let alone ppl consoling me. its so over.
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♥Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' 6:58 PM ♥
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arghh i typed out everything till very nice n elaborate n all of it was gone. now im too lazy,
lets jus go for a very brief wed.
there was no npcc POP * Passing Out Parade * as all the sec4's and sec5's had napfa test
so it got postponed, again...
napfa test was great i went all out and after 3 yrs my 4th and final yr i did nt hav to retake it coz i passed everything
went home with abby n chun tung
chun tung revealed his secret crush which got me shocked, surprise watever u wan to call it
got home n nazri had still been msging me
asked me if i was single n indirectly asked me if i was interested.
so indirectioness gave me a chance to pretent as if i had no idea wat it was, so he gave up.
gosh ive been attractin unwanted attention lately.
thursday was ok, met abby n caining n got to sch with them
refused to meet with nazri
went to sch n was so afraid to assemble coz he usually sits beside me.
n when i got there thankgod his classmates had already occupied his area.
refused to sit with him so gave him quite a lot of reasons and it was successful.
told rey abt it and he had no feeling.
jus stared motionless like dead corpse after readin the msg i got frm nazri.
recess he came n ignore him to the best of my ability and whaalaa
success again.
after sch had to go out of sch for netball training.
Mr. Tamil was sick so we met his at canberra park's basketball court n trained there.
messed up big time n he was very unhappy i cld see.
tml the game against Unity sec will be my last game before i step down to concentrate on O levels.
hope i giv my best shop n make it memorable enough.
got home n got ready for check up.
since reuben had already registered for my appointment, the moment i got into the hospital, the nurse called me in.
pastor was like u see the great things that happen in life.
went in n after some consultation the doc asked me to get changed to get my x ray done.
well hav tajen x ray at tan tock seng before, so at KK its nothing new
went into the room, stripped my self naked till my undies * sorry abt the no sensoring *
slipped on the gown, n went into the dark room, after a few camera flashes i was done.
got changed n went back in.
the doc said results wld be out tml and said that if im positive then i can't be helped coz no operation can be done on me.
the flat heart causes problems like breathin difficulties while the hole in the heart is still not in risky mode yet * all this was judged based on previous report frm tan tock seng*
i felt all broken at once, heart jus crashed.
bt not as bad as before.
the doc revisted my diet n my physical activity level n also my CCA.
he had nothin to ay till saturday when the report it out.
reuben jus gav me a squeeze in my hand n i felt that it was nt over yet.
i still hav to fight on.
got home n mum called me
sounded as if she had cried badly
bt she told me that it will be fine soon
dad n i exchange nothing at all.
no words.
im still worried that if im goin to die, i wld hav no moments of we had to cherish
May God Bless All
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♥Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ' 7:19 PM ♥
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after a very happy friday, saturday became horrendous. had to go to church to help clean up then rushed home for my so called big night. jus wore a pair of jeans and a red shirt. met prem at 6.30 at smb mrt and frm there we took taxi becoz my mum had reminded him again to be back before 10.00pm. she was a bit lienent this time. haha. so got to vivo city and he brought me to a restraunt. gosh the 1st thing i had was chicken rice. yum yum. it was so tasty, jus tat something shameful happened. im nt a chopstick person whereas prem is a chopstick kinda person so when the food came it came as what you see below. bt as we started eating prem looked at me n was like "oh yeah, gimme a min" n with that he went to ask the waiter for some *normal cutlery* LOL. chicken rice was damn freeking tasty. the tender chicken n usually i avoid soup bt tat particular day it was so tasy i finished it 1st.
well next was dessert and well i seriously never had such a meal in my whole life. prem had ice cream ( the one on top ) and i hate this tasty chocolate cake ( below ) which melted in my mouth. gosh i was literally licking the chocolate off my plate. LOL. well prem gav me chocolates too bt im unable to upload the pic. after eating which was almost 2hours in the restraunt coz i wasn't eating, i was laughin the whole time at all of prem's jokes. he was very funny n the reason he got into my heart was becoz he was funny. a guy with a great sense of humour n nothin cld spoil yr day. we walked ard vivo awhile then he said we shld start getting back so tat my mum wld nt be unhappy n it wld also mean that *Mr.Loaded* ( as he calls himself ) would be able to brin me out for dinner every sat. gosh i wld be so fat. haha. got a taxi n got home at 9.45pm. mum wasn't even expecting me at tat time. she was very pleased. then i sat down n showed her all the pic we took n how yummy dinner was. mum said she saw a twinkle in my eye that she nv saw be4.
sunday was normal. jus that this time i got to lead the tambourine dance. wow it wa my 2nd time doin it n i think i managed it well enough. haha.
well monday was awfully tiring. i dn hav much to say abt it. jus tat it was teeya's birthday n i gav her a pressie. im sure she liked it. oh n we had game with presberterian high. we played only 2nd n a half quarter ( we were supposed to play 4 quarters ) when it started raining. becoz of the big margin in the score, the game was called off to us. the score was 31-3. nope. im nt kidding. well that was something huh. this team did nt hav a coach. n the previous team boonlay sec had no netball court n the score was 52-2. we won by a difference of 50. haha. then went home, changed then went back to sch for sinda. oh n nazri kept msging me haha. he was funny. a nice guy.
today is tuesday. like quite a long day also. sally came back after so long. n oh yeah nazri wanted to meet me n walk with me to sch. haha why suddenly? i dunno. everyone has been being so nice. i still dunno why prem brought me to dinner on sat? well walked with him n i felt so weird. dunno why bt was weird. fathiah liked my pressie. haha. i noe its cheap bt hey it was friday when i bought the gift n friday is usually the bankrupting day. bt its the thought tat counts. right dearie? um chem was fun coz we had practical. phy was boring. oh n someone came back. someone whom i hate so much. i mean im glad u came back bt also nt at the same time. u shld be nice to other u noe. dn be rude n dn show me tat kinda face coz im bound to ignore u forever. i loved skipping emaths coz we had to go for a game today. was against 1st toa payoh. the sch sucked also. the 1st quater the score was 9-0 n we were leadin. in the 1st min of the 2nd quarter it rained heavily. whaa so we ended the game with 10-0. the game wld be postponed. sad luh. bt im sure we wld still trash them.
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♥Monday, April 14, 2008 ' 7:48 PM ♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHIAH DARLING :)
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♥Friday, April 11, 2008 ' 7:33 PM ♥
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haha i bet everyone would have already died by the time the previous post was finished being read. well i would have posted about today in the other post itself but i wanted to skip to the best part, something great happened to me today and i am so happy bout it, oh n 4get my secret friend who gave me a letter with "hi,bye,so jialat" and the 2nd letter i received today said "hello,bye, so jialat again" arghh at the end of the month when i find out identity yr so doomed. oh n my previous secret friend whom i write to was darren and the person who wrote to me was sarah*my suspisions were right*.
anyway today after more than 2hours of staring at the computer to finish my F&N coursework i walked with fathiah till sun plaza where i departed frm her to the library. at the library ms.karen saw me *my chem teacher* and asked me for my chem theory book and i said that i wld giv it to her on monday. surprisingly she was sweet abt it. then i got a call frm prem, my greatest guy friend *oohh n i hav a secret crush on him lol* he asked me if i was interested to go out for dinner with him...hahaha...bt sadly as it was friday and every friday i go bankrupt i had to reject his offer n i felt so bad abt it. he was quite unhappy i think. well exactly 4 mins later he called back n said that i hav no choice bt to come now. i was kinda lost. i mean why? well in exactly 7mins after his call guess who called? my mum!!! very unexpected at this kind of time. bt anyway she told me that if i had rejected prem's dinner offer becoz i was afraid that she*my mum*would not allow me then she exclaimed 'no worries' you can go...i said yes to him. n i was like MUM...well halfway prem interupted with his call n said that since he offered dinner he wld pay n i jus hav to say yes...wow like so many coincidental things happening huh?? well i obviously accepted...haha i get to out for dinner with him. this obviously loaded boy wants to bring me to a restraunt...watever the occasion?? my birthday is not till 2months haha...well i'll find out tml...im so excited...i might tell him i like him...oh mum thanks for the great chance...love u loads...
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I noe its been ages since i posted. im just glad to say that this blog finally belongs to me. me & only me. no one else has any rights over this. no one to control what i say or do to this blog. i don't think tat there is a need for me to elaborate on why i had not been posting for sometime. im jus glad that this is over and we both can move on. no need to ponder over the past. bt since i respect you i decided to keep all the previous post that u hav made.
the last time i posted i was in the desperate mood for me to get back with my executive members. so i guess we wld start from monday itself. the big day where everything promised to be worthy of my post.
got to school with abby on monday. reached sch at 6.15am. frm there proceeded to put up the flag. usually i put up the national flag bt that day i took what belonged to me. what was going to be mine for the last time. my school flag. as i put it up i spoke a few words *may sound crazy* bt hey i cld nt control myself. i put it up and finally even though it was dirty i decided to giv it a kiss *no ive nt lost mind* so when i was done i got ready for the rehersal which was 6.30am. our councillors seriously had no puntuality. i was quite pissed with their arrival time. by the time they arrived n the rehersal started, the whole sch was already at the school hall. anyway is the whole student council population was in the hall then who wld do the gate duty so i, caining & esmail ran to get the keys n locked the respective gates. then i n siying went to the parade square to do our last flag duty. as the flag ics, we both were both quite heart broken with the fact tat it was the last time. siying wanted the whole student population to see us pull the flag. bt hey they were in the hall. after that we both went back to the hall where behind the curtains all the last minute changes were goin on. after everything was settled i blurted out to mdm.vani that i since i did nt hav any exam for the day i wld be slackin in the council room and she was like 'oh u dn hav any papers right...so help me' and that was it...i wasn't free anymore. haha. bt it was fine. 1st veeky rachel & jieying were slackin ard trying on the blazers to get their size. after they left mdm.vani came n then chatted with her then abby came to help. well we thought we lost all the certificates bt when abby came we found the certs in the cupboard staring at us...aiyo , all the difficulty we went thru jus to get the certs. then started tying them with the strings and the badges. after recess we were done n i was left with nothing to do. so i got myself for the investiture. u noe i looked very smart in the blazer, haha, then got to hall for the final rehersal. all the while the exco wasn't exactly involved in the rehersal coz we knew what to do. finally after the rehersal the bell rang n the student population was getting ready for assembly. at that time we all got ready for march in while the emcess were doin the introduction. at the time i started crying. not only me bt siying n the rest also. gosh it was hard to digest...as the video was playing my juniors tried to calm us down. i hugged all my female juniors n gav a firm handshake to my male juniors. some guys were dying to get a hug frm me eg. yusof so yeah gav him a hug. that fellow was so small haha...then the music started n the 07 exco walked in. *as in the 8 of us started walking in leading the rest* my eyes did look as if i cried bt we all walked in boldly coz it was the final walk to rmb. we settled in with the rest of the council. after that mr.jimmy came n gave his opening address becoz our principal mrs.raja was nt present. so mr.jimmy had prepared a slide show which felt like ages..the it was the cert presentation for the sec3 new councillors, sec 2 councillors n finally US...the executive committee 07 of the 3rd student council. gosh i was so strong really to control my tears coz i was afraid that i wld cry when i gt my cert n the whole sch wld see my break down bt thank god i felt strong. then after the 8 of us got our certs we stood together for the last time n took a bow. a strong, final bow. then the new exco marched in..oh i forgot the part when veeky our vice-chair had to run out to join the new exco...he was the advisor of the 4th executive com. well then the 13 marched in n got their certs frm mr.sulaiman then susan the new chair gave her speech followed by the pledge. then we had our final song. Lean on me...by bill withers. we all managed to finish the song with a smile on our faces. we were strong...YES WE WERE STRONG...after that we sang the sch song n it was time...we had officially stepped down n have been taken over by the 4th student council. then we told the new exco *only the main ones no assistants allowed* to stand outside the council room so that wecan giv them their final lecture. they all were quite worried. bt when we all came out we had presents in our hands. we had to giv to each of the respective exco who took over our position. since rebekah took over my position as a secretary i had to get her something. i bought her a very meaningful notebook with a note written in the front page. i gave her a big hug n started crying again. it was quite hard really...after that we had phototaking session n all the photos are at my photobucket.then hung out in the council room n savoured last moments. when i was havin netball training after that i left with my bag coz i did nt deserve to go in anymore. so i stayed at the canteen n during training i really slacked...had no mood, n my fullest potential did nt come out which meant *daddy,coach* mr.tamil was unhappy...bt hey i lost something that was so close to me...missed it so much you know...its missing now. part of my life is missing...gone. jus vanished into thin air. aiya i still miss my lost council room key...
http://s123.photobucket.com/albums/o281/veni_smb/Council/Council%20Investiture%2008/tuesday was a freeking day...i left home late on purpose becoz i did nt wan to come early. bt then mr.tamil saw me on the way n forced me to walk with him so i reached sch early n wha liao i was lost. no wearing tie...no duties...no more putting bag outside the General Office n chit chatting away...aiyo i was so depressed. the saw rey n ranted that i was lost n lonely n broken...he then walked to outside the canteen where jian wen was sitting n whaalaa that place was the table were we are supposed to sit...its called the clan table...the sec4 councillors who stepped down along with 2 non-counillors kenneth n nazri wld meet there everyday...only siying has been missing out the fun has she has her own circle of friends...oh n veeky too becoz he has his own duites of being the advisor for the 4th student council...really all of us had no mood...found someone's cert so qian ru folded it n kept...dunno what happen to it until wednesday...it was so weird sitting in the parade sqaure early in the morning. i saw the new exco in action tat morning. it was diff seeing them work n stuff...i wasn't in the mood coz i had so manyt things to worry abt eg there was a netball game later in the afternoon against coral sec who had beaten many school's like boon lay 70plus - 0 n 1st toa payoh 60plus - 0....the exco forgot to put the flag early in the morning n before the morning assembly they quickly went to put it up. at 7.20am the late comers r supp to be stopped n brought into the bt no the councillors were too "busy" to do that n instead the teachers were doing their job. flag raising also did nt go as planned becoz the flags did nt reach up in time. the most heart breaking moment was that it was my grp's gate duty that day...bt anyway their duty list is goin to be changed...was released frm class early for the netball game. so i missed emaths. yay. well while havin lunch with susan, farhanah, rebekah & dina (all the new exco members) they revealed that they r havin problems adjusting n that they hav problems over their positions. i told them that for our exco we all adjusted well except that 1 person wasn't so involved...bt other than that we did nt fighting over positions or anything. so it was all very fine. n i advised them to get it all sorted out so soon...they explained some problems that they had...gosh even we did nt fight over these...i hope they all get adjusted. then ended up gossiping abt other ppl...bus came n we left for coral sec...the weather was fine n then it started raining even before the game started. so we had some disagreements as if the game gets postponed then we shld hav it at the other party's sch bt the coral teacher was like"nono we never do this i dn think that there is such rule" blah blah...mr.tamil jus told her to call the fellow in charge n we waited for the bus. guess the games is postponed. it happens at almost everygame we play haha...well while waiting some of us played true or dare n all the dare were quite funny. like when nasha got dare she was told to kiss me...bt hey i didn't mind n so i accepted her kiss. bt later when kitee n gang joined in i refused to play as i chickened out when i heard their dare to other girls eg"crawl towards mr.tamil making cat noises" gosh that was seducive haha...so the bus came n i settled in wanted to be alone for sometime...then it started. his stupid msg callin me a cheapo n everything. i jus dn get it. i never said anything to hurt him. so why does he get so worked up huh? well i cld nt careless coz i did nt hav to worry abt anything. if u feel like accusing me then 1st get prove...i dn think he did, he's jus mad abt something bt i dunno n i DON'T CARE. had some more problems with grandma...who has also started accusing of things...gosh dn u ppl hav nothing better to do. never got this mad with her be4...mum came home n comforted me as usual. still im nt afraid, i ain't broken hearing yr words coz i heck care n i ain't a cheapo
got to school on wednesday and found out that the clan table was conquered by some other ppl. so while settling into the canteen a nearby table was free so i got there n then realised that the rest had found a clan forest. the clan forest is a small space near the H.O.D staircase. so yeah got there n settled in with them...ben then told me that we can't go npcc coz we having napfa test. shit la...i hate napfa test...no matter how healthy i am, how thin i am i still can't get myself to do pull up and standin broad jump *dn forget i hav long legs* its quite pathetic.anyway glad that during PE mr.lim said its postponed to next week wed. bt problem is that the next week is my npcc POP...*passing out parade* im nt gonna miss it for the whole world coz it will be my last time attending NPCC before my national exams. so i think that i would rather skip it and tell maybe mr.pari to inform mr.lim...so i went home n slacked...
on thursday it was quite a bad morning...i made morning breakfast n got frustrated when the egg i fried got stuck to the pan...aiyo. so pissed that i took the part that was nt stuck and had it for breakfast. then walked with mum till mrt station then i walked to sch...ben was already at the clan forest, it was nice to sit down n talk with him. jian wen came followed by rey. then nazri came too and we chatted haha...after sch there was supposed to be a netball match bt i cld nt play becoz i had to go for my MT exam...my exam went fine i guess...after my 1st paper i came put n watched the game. i think boonlay sec jus started its venture for netball so it wasn't very gd. i was watchin the 3rd quarter n at that point the score was already 20plus-2...bt the real shock came when i found out that in the 4tyh and final quarter the game ended with a freeking score of 52-2 i mean smb scored more than 30goals in 10mins...haha that was awesome...
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This is my very own fruit. vegetable salad.
potato cutlets filled with mushroom and cheese inside. supposed to be rolled in breadcrumbs but i could not find it in the supermarket.
i would say that this is the 1st time trying my dishes as home, because usually i dn prepare and i just go to school and think it on the spot.
somewhat a great dinner i must say.
this is a korena dish. 
Deconstructed MilleFoglie 
Lemon Tart with Raspberry Sauce
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ok maybe sometimes im a bit too harsh
Ding Dang Dong...
My day kinda started out really very bad. Priyanka ( Prem's cute little sister ) calls me in morning almost every single day just to say hi...she makes my day and today she did nt call me. i wanted to call in myself bt it did nt work out.
arghh i typed out everything till very nice n elaborate n all of it was gone. 
sunday was normal. jus that this time i got to lead the tambourine dance. wow it wa my 2nd time doin it n i think i managed it well enough. haha.
