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♥Friday, August 31, 2007 ' 3:30 PM
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well today met abby n she told me tat writting on my blog abt veeky wld hurt veeky...well i guess she was trying 2 support him....i felt hurt tat even my best friend was supportin him n suspecting me....i told her tat it huts me...well i msg cai ning abt it...got to school and cai ning told me she was still mad at tracia....ok....well then i really felt tat best friends wld not suspect each other....n the way abby behaved i thought she did....so i told her it was OVER...i was so shameless abt it infront of her than went behind n cried like siao....i mean she was my best friend...then saw veeky tell susan n mahirah abt his mem card.....( obviously) abby nv cum canberra...onli i siying iskandar jianwen cainin jieying n mahirah went....
i was very unhappy at first...bt then iskandar n the rest cheered me up....went there n saw so many vain ppl....aiyo all th performers were vain...put make up la...hair spray...wear sun glasses la...also bring hair straightener to straighten the hair....walaoo...i like sukri...he sang a song n i liked it...another woah play the piano very well..then i fell in love with my curtain boy...i n mahirah take turns takin pic wif him....haha....well forget the concert la...VW YR SE(shaik esmail) n BY came...then after tat we left....we ran marathon 2 school sia...more like the cross country we missed.....hahaha.......coz we were the flower bearers n escorts for the teachers.....got back to school....my teacher mr.rahim...hot...fat...cute...chubby and handsome was very happy....haha..thx 2 me i guess...well than we had the concert were the worse was yet to come...durin abby's performance...i cried.......no i really cried...it took me fathiah and hams to calmo me down...weird sia...i really made her feel bad u noe...after school went smb primary could not fins mrs husainy...so sad....she transfered....n mrs.prakash left for home...well then met cai ning at mac for lucnh while susan n siying came by coincidence...hahaha....well tat was when things started to unfold....
i and tracia had started msging each other frm the start of the day...talkin abt stuff...well she claimed tat no rumors were spread n tat she did not suspect me...she was jus thinking how veeky's mem card cld hav gotton lost n stuff...part of the msgin took part in mac....n while tracia was in KFC wif QR....so well i wanted 2 say lots of stuff...bt was restircted becoz QR was wif her...i mean after all cai ning could be rite...she might hav been the mastermind.....well got back home...tracia was online...we talked...then veeky came...n i explained...he then got rey and were noth chattin then he disappererd...well i dunno wat 2 prove...i hav done my best...its up to them...i dun blame anyone...4 tis...after all i am a fox.....n a person who does nt deserve to be called a christian.....haha....a fox does not hav friends hor....well ya....i lost all my relationships except 2....i hope...well 1 thing i noe is tat cai ning is still mad....abt almost everthing...i dunno..they all got invloved...if it was nt for me...tis wld not have happened.....i hate myself...n i hate this fox....i am goin 2 let the matter rest dun let it bother me...i called abby but her mum said she was nt feelin well n was sleepin....well her mum sounded weird....i guess her mum knows also...haish....abby if u readin my blog plz call me...i won't sleep wifout hearin yr voice today...plz i am so sorry...i dun care even if u suspect me...after all i am a fox....but i wan 2 hear yr voice...hate me bt plz jus yr voice is wat i want 2 hear.........
haish...no matter how hard i try to prove my innocence...tat i hav changed...sum ppl jus keep cumin up wif new ideas abt me..... talked to tracia today...she told me that veeky denied telling susan and mahirah....this says alot abt him...tracia claims tat she respects him for nt making it very big....bt hello...he did..almost...if susan n mahirah were nt supportive it wld hav gone sumwhere won't it....haish...so many problems....

now i am lost...veeky wanted to settle the prob wif me....n he said he does want to spoil our friendship....well i found out frm tracia tat sumthin abt my blog had reached mr.raj....haish...so i asked him abt it n he said tat in my blog i had kinda cursed QR and YR did not like it....so he said it was unfair that i shld nt get hurt....so he told him to tell mr.raj...VW asked BY if he shld n well obviously benson said yes...coz his YR is his bestie....i am nothing at all....well VW did...so mr.raj knows...then VW admittied tat he got angry becoz of my blog...n said tat QR actually told mrs.wee abt my past...n how did she know???well he said that it cld hav been natasha or esmail....then she also told him n rey abt susan's netball camp thingy...i was confused...well then he claims tat mahirah asked him 2 ask me....and susan told him abt the netball stuff....now who do i believe??? stuck la veni....she is so stuck....how cum susan had the time to tell VW today??? is VW kidding me?? i dun noe?? maybe i shld jus drop it now that its over....bt the bitterness remains...CN plans to surrender er position when school reopens...oh gosh...she feels that without the council her life wld be easier...nt sure la...lost n stuck...bt as usual...






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♥Thursday, August 30, 2007 ' 5:51 PM
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To all those who had yr heart broken today....well i wld still like to say...hav a great thursday...or even better..i wish u had a great thursday...So Little Time So Many Hearts Broken....well tat is exactly wat happen...nothing exactly bothered me except a few incidents...
Well it started with maths lesson...as usual i an jansen were playing a fool...then i really dunno wat happened la..bt QR started to talk abt me...then i got angry n she said tat i like jansen/he likes me???whichever way around that was...i was jus frustrated....u noe me sensitive veni...so i gto fed up...she had also compared me with valerie...jansen's ex...she such a *****.......sorry....
Then we had FT..where we had our so called teachers day party....where all of a sudden VW n YR with AR came n called TW and QR....so cool huh??i was not invited!!!when i asked TW she said it something....then when caining ask her she said that it did not concern her...well this infuriated caining...she came n told me n siying...then we both like ignore TW...then TW slam down a chair when she saw us talking....well who knew she might hav slammed it on accident....but caining was mad at her....well siying told us to ignore her...well i realised the reason soon enough...after school we had to go to to AVA for our KL briefing...there i siying sat away frm the gang...purposely ignoring them...bt i did turn and talk at certain times la...when we left the AVA room i went to the council room passed my hp to caining n went to the toilet.being traced by QR, VW,YR......well Qr claimed she needed to go to the toilet n started pullin my shirt...there and then i told her to stop n said tat i dun wan 2 tk 2 her n includin the 2 guys behind as they were acting like weirdos...well right after we bent towards the band room VW asked me to stop....i did n he said tat he was like can i go to the toilet first...n he said ok...QR went in wif me bt did nothin she pretended to walk into the cubicle bt came out wifout flushing....which meant she was acting......well came out n saw VW seating down wif YR and QR...he started off wif a situation...frm last night...he said that he was listening to song in his hp last night...also this morning....then during FT he wanted 2 take a pic wif his form teacher and he said that he lost his 512mb memory card...so i said i nv take it n told him how can i open his phone to take his memory card..he said his memory card was jus on the outside...well i said follow me back to the council room....my phone is there n i will prove i nv take it...i went took out my hp then showed him my memory card...64mb...haha!!!!!!!what could he do now....coming to me with false accusations...well ignored them.like for a long time.....
Even caining got fed up...who wld not...suspectin yr own ex-co...bloody hell...after tat i n caining went to the teachers day rehersal where we were talkin abt this....hams came n said why i hav tears in my eyes...bt then i started crying...who wld not...goin thru everythin...then havin yr past to haunt you....it sucks...even when u think atleast 1 person wdl help out...instead he was wif them....well hams said things abt VW tat made me feel better...even abby heard everythin..great to know she trust me...well we were supp to present flowers to the teachers....well jian wen went to get QR...she came n then i n caining became more n more closer....she kept callin caining a few times bt she ignore her..well i felt bad...but hey she made me feel so hurt...she deserves it.....well then we went back to council room....where mrs.wee came n talked to us...she said she saw QR crying....wah she does everythin n cries makin us look guilty sia...well i explained all 2 mrs.wee.....she said tat frm her bottom of her heart she trust me.....well tat was refershing...then straight after she was done with me n caining she saw VW on the way and she was talkin for a long time....well durin this time i had to go back home n caining whom i thought wld accompany abby in school said she did not want to see their faces...
Atleast i did not go back home alone....while walking back caining asked me if i was feeling better...well i was not....i really was not...i dunno wat i wld do wifout caining.....thank god she was there when i needed her the most....n siying too...n abby too...well its also great to know that jian wen is good....haha....well not corupted...haha
Choose friends wisely...QR....she always suspected me....n hurts me all the time....VW...began to listen to others and suspected me....YR......well wat wld he do poor boy.....he has to abide by his best friend n girl friend...who knows he might hav been part of this...BYJJ well now tat his friend knows abt it he will tell him too n probably will not trust me...so i dn care....AR....had been a part of this....TW...she knew my secret n could hav actually said stuff abt me...she shld be glad tat even if i hate her i am still keepin her secret........
I talked to abby....she made me feel better...i guess she is my only true and real friend.....friends don't suspect each other....well cai ning wrote abt this in her blog....i feel so sad...i am crying right now...i feel hurt.....well YR and QR came online....i saw their nicks....YR's was "friendship is an important treasure that anyone can get make sure u treasure it. anything beyond friendship is impossible. rmb tat." i jus don't get wat he was trying to say...bt i think mabe he was tryin 2 be nice....but i hav not exactly seen it.....well then QR's nick was "can i take it, i don't think so." now abby tries to tell me to think of my happy moments....bt...many of these memories also had taken place wif rey...no YR...i still hate him...i guess....
Tommorow....gonna be a bloody heck day....i am glad i won't hav to c sum faces....hey if u realised i removed sum names frm my best buddies...guess???? YR.TW.AR.BYJJ that's it....i also hav decided tat from now on whoever makes me mad...will only be referred by their initials....well byebye gtg now...mum goin to giv lecture on who to mix wif n who not to.......i really need it.......



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♥Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ' 5:35 PM
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Wow....today was like so not gd day...well forget abt school....its abt home...i brought back home me egg custard, chicken stew and jason's chicken curry....i then put it in the fridge hoping tat it won't spoil...grammy was actually
criticinsing my food....i was so hurt...i got so angry when it became so worse tat i actually threw it away even without tasting it...then had another prob wif ben n rey online...i guess i told them how i really felt abt these guys...not sure how they took it...but i am glad i spoke my mind out...well i am crying for two things at one go...i am sensitive...n no one can change me...



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♥Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ' 8:33 PM
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Yay....i was so excitied to get to school....hehe...i had quite a great welcum....firstly while i was goin to eat my breakfast...fathiah gave me a big great hug......then after eatin my breakfast qian ru gave me a hug....she was so cute....then since mr.raj wanted to c all the students going yo KL i kinda missed physics...haha...well i thought i wld hav been borin...but ms.fong brought our class to the see saw....to learn abt some forces thingy...i guess it was still borin except the see saw part.....
Next i had tamil...free period....tat was when i realised that i had 3 test papers , i compo and a letter writting over the 1 week break....stupid sia...so mad...got so many HW do when??? english was boredom except the one minuute talk..haha...i liked yeetien's monkey talk...not sensible...but it was funny...
well the rest of the day was also boredom....i hated the whole day....then we were supp 2 hav netball training but then it kinda got canceled due to the heavy rain....hahaha....bt we still spared sum time to write mr. tamil our teachers day wishes....then the rest of the day was not so important......well yeah not at all...tml havin F&N practical....i pair with Jason...he do egg custard n chicken curry...then i do egg custard n chicken stew...yeah...can't wait....



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♥Monday, August 27, 2007 ' 4:04 PM
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Exactly.....i am so sick that this is the first time in years i missed school....i did wake up early today.....then since i was sick....i asked mum if i cld stay at home and she was like yeah....wow....so yeah i went back to bed....and here i am wasting my day away....so tired and pathetic...any way si ying said school was boring...so who cares....hahaha...can't wait 2 get back 2 school tml....miss my fwens....especially abigail....



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♥Sunday, August 26, 2007 ' 3:57 PM
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Yay....its sunday...woke up around 9.30am....missed my survivor again....then went to woodlands to sell bookmarks ang postcards...well i n ben went to a blk to sell....there only 2 ppl bought the postacards...we only sold 6...which meant $6...wow...charity work is not easy....but it wld hav been if we were given tins...hahaha....well went home...changed then went to church....after that came home...n so tired..now i am feeling very sick....wat a great sunday...hahaha....well gt to sleep....hav 2 take medicine..so gd nite....



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♥Saturday, August 25, 2007 ' 11:59 PM
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~ The GUys WiTh WhOm ALL THings Were PossIBle ~

Wow.......i can;t believe it but i am absolutely tired....woke up around 9.30 am.....missed half of my survivor prog.....then watch a hindi movie....dun rmb the name.......went to church for 1st tambourine dance practice.......i thank god i managed to catch quite a bit.....then went to clark quey to sell the book marks and post cards.......not much buisness..........but the end up a ver nice security guard told us that we had to go.....well nv sell much.......so i gave havolyn about 14 card to help me sell....then abby 35 cards....then tml benson cuming to help sell so i will push him some....then jia kai came to help us today...he was a very nice n goody boy......especially when he helped me get on top of the wall to take a picture....( thanks jia kai ).......well bullied him alot.....after that aroung 9.00pm went to watch movie wif abby and family....we thought the movie was 9.30 so we relax a bit....when we saw thw ticket and we saw that it was 9.00...we ran....we reached there abt 9.10.....i guess the movie had just started....i love the movie..."EVEN ALMIGHTY" it was so cool...saw natasha but jus ignore her.......then went home played games and now its time to nap....wow.....tml is a long day....startin our sale around 11.15am and i will finish before 2.00pm becoz i need to get to church........i hope i can sell all la......then i very happy.......well mus wake up early tml...wish me luck...



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♥Friday, August 24, 2007 ' 9:19 PM
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Lets keep today very short and sweet....

Well today is friday!!!! Yay.....well many things happened....nothing much happened except the fact that i got my SS paper and i passed...but i am not happy though i did not shpw it out...i always to very well for my SS paper....i did great for my first essay its my second essay that pulled me down....i only got 14/25....it might be considered a pass but i usually get 18 or 19...it was such a great disappointement....but nobody even bothered....well straight after that was recess where i was goin to get my A maths paper....i was very nervous la....after about 15-20 mins of lecture...mdm.vani gave back my paper....well i PASSED....for once...since the beginning of the year i did not do well....and to think i passed the paper though it was not very well done...i was still proud that i had made an achievement....well i got 21/40....so in all i passed all my subjects.....yipee....but still i missed my recess...luckily mrs.wee allowed us to go and buy food...well during maths QR as usual got on my nerve and i lost my cool...where who care abt her....i hate her...and many ppl hate her as well....

We were all doing community service today...we got some bookmarks and postcards and had to sell them for $1 each...well i si ying and cai ning went to raffles near the spore river....well the first lady i went up to say she wld but all the 7 i was holding....but since i did not hav 3 dollars she said she would take 8 and i wld giv her $2 back...well in another 40 mins i and cai ning had earned $15 dollars each though &2 dollars were from the people i tolked to...si ying got $7 which was good enough....i wondered which other parts of spore my classmates were...well we were so tired then we ended our day...wow it was tiring....well tml is another long day.....wish me luck.....i must atleast sell 50 tml.....



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♥Thursday, August 23, 2007 ' 4:49 PM
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Just as the name suggests today was a happy thursday.......the day i really believe that anything is possible.......woke up around 5 plus...close to 6.00....did all the morning chores...and begged god that i will atleast pass my chem by a few marks....went to school wif abby nuts...well talked all the nonsense we could...and i told her that now QR is coming for the KL trip....well i told her that now i dun care...we will all have fun together....haha....


Amaths was first lesson....well mdm.vani say tml then get the paper....so i was a bit nervous....well amaths was fun becoz mdm.vani wasted 1hour of the 2hour lesson sorting out some discipline issue....by the time she came it was havin fun n havin fun...

Next was chemistry....i really wanted 2 get 12.5 marks to make it a just pass...but hey God gave me whatever i expected more...i passed very well 16/25...that is already a great achievement for me....when i got my paper...i screamed regardless of seeing many eyes startin at me....then my teacher told the class that when she marked my paper and realised that i had passed she said she was very happy for me...she felt proud of me...haha...who would think that she would praise me....she said that wat i achieved was a pass but not any pass but a very good pass...hahaha...veni so happy...hehehe....

Then recess was just boring....not fun at all....then e maths...also nothing great...

Followed by Form Teacher Interaction....also nothin so great...i jus continued readin my Charmed book....then school finish....went council room....went for Chinese Conversational Workshop.....today's lesson was doubly boring...but thank god abyy was there la...my best friend...haha...

abby de zhang fu si bing xiang....hahaha...this means
abby's husband is the refrigerator....( Jian wen)...hahaha

Well after everythin was over went to Council Room....then went out to the court and shooted some hoops...hahaha....then went home...told my mum tat i passed my chem and she was very happy.....she said that i shld thank God and indeed...i owe him a lot....LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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♥Wednesday, August 22, 2007 ' 6:22 PM
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Yay....today was a very great day.......hahas..well wanted 2 wake up early but then i ended up sleeping through until 6.00...hahas...then wake up...but it did not seem like a rush to me...i did not go wif abby 2 school...so i went on calling people to keep myself frm getting bored...first i called Abby...but then she reach school liao then scared to tok to me as she was outside the GH....haha...well next stop was Ben...he said he eating so i said nvm...well my quest did not end........i called rey next....well he said tat he was almost at school...so we talked awhile...hmpf...hahaha...well then called siying...dearest....she told me to wait for her so i waited.....then we went to school together...well something shocked me...after crossing the road to school had to go down the staircase......well as i was going a guy goin in a bicycle caught my attention...he was mel ( my very first boyfriend ).......well we went on when i was in ( u won't believe this ).....primary 5 or 6.......hey i was matured then.....haha......so called.....well we are in the same church so can't hide...we still talk....but not as much....so i guess he was goin 2 work....( he is 18 or 19 yrs old & yeah he works....at smb shipyard )....then went to school and hmpfed more....

My group was having gate duty.....so i made sure they sang the National Anthem loud n clear....i was tryin 2 be an example but ended up out of tune.....haha....they were not loud enough...but then they cover up by saying the Pledge loudly.....well lol...since they were in my grp i gave them a chance....haha....great grp ex-co aren't i.....

First lesson was english..it was Common Test paper give away time...well u see i nv failed my english.....n tis time i felt as if i did not do well.....i was worried...alot...argh....so yeah i went to class settled down...then my teacher went talkin n talkin n praisin sum ppl 4 the great wrk n effort....well she wasted so much time...tat i had tears welled up in my eyes...*a girl who always get nothing less that a B3 started feeling nervous*.....me......well my teacher jus passed down the papers....and i was seated in the 3rd row....so i took sum time gettin to me....well teeya/fathiah was seatin in the 1st row...so when she got my paper she turn to QR and told her to pass the paper to me...while she was holdin the paper i look at her wif my welled eyes....she gave me a smile and said," u passes"......that was it,,,,veni cried and cried.......haha...i was thankin GOD so much....wow i got 28/40...it was such a relieve....haha.....

F&N...was pathetic....we had a test..well since i did not wake up early to study i kinda think i flunked.but i still hav my practical n class wrk to add.....which i did very well in....in fact excellent.....well sumthin bothered me...hams went to sit at the sofa durin the test as we were doin it...i saw her referin to the TB...but when i asked her abt it she said that she did bt cannot c anythin...but hey i dn care....its gone....only god noes....everythin...

Recess was cool....was in the council room sitting in the middle of hearin veeki and jian wen fight/quarel....hahaha.....then rey keep sayin hmpf then he never tok to me...like he ignore me...hmpf...i also got fed up then worried....haha...well we were havin recess assembly...then mr physics teacher came in markin the physics Common Test paper....hahaha....well at the time she was markin my paper...i reconize my paper wif the purple higlighter....hahaha....the she ask me 12 1/2 + 4= ???? so i was like ,"yess!!!! i pass Physics"...haha...i knew i needed to get 12 1/2 to passbut i got more than tat...haha....17/25....how great was tat...then she went throught the paper n all....

Maths lesson....i was awaiting my Emaths paper....it was scary sia....u cannot imagine i thought it was border line....maybe 20 or 21/ 40....but when i got my paper i saw a 18 starin at me....as it stared at me n me starin back....no tears welled this time...i seemed quite ok....maybe i had the gut tat sumthin good was goin 2 happen...maybe..well since we went through the answers....i look at my workin and compared and asked her for 1 mark for my workin...well she told me 2 wait....then she said got 5ppl fail....n gave everyone wrk to do and called out the failures one by one 2 cum n see her....i knew they were failures coz i was one of them....when she called me....i took my chair and approached her....she took my paper started lookin and lookin like.....nvm...she jus looked....then she gave me 2 marks....one maybe i desereved....bt the other one i wld say miracle...luck...grace...i said it meant a lot to me...then i said i wld wrk harder...
thank God....this meant i had passed majority of my paper....i still had 3more to go...well i know i will do well....for my EOY......i jus know it....its in my blood....doin well at the end of each year...hahaha....

Well assembly we usually go patrolling....then i went to join Rey and gang...and he started hmpfin.....i fed up sia....haha...well assembly programme was not great...this person like frm the museum came and talk abt art art and more art....fed up....again...well then we had to sing the school song...and i sang
it loud but i was the alst so who could hear???when everythin was over while dismmissin the classes home Mr.Raj ( my daddy ) kept my class, 3E2, 3A1, 3A2 and 2A3...he said tat we were fidgiting and stuff....he made each class form 2 rows and sing the song one by one class.....3E1 always the best in everything we do....sang very loudly...haha...so he released us and kept the rest...oh yeah 3A1 also sang well....the tough thing was to stand still while 4 other class were singing...haha.....well went to the coucil room sat down and died away until 2.20..then went to change for NP...ignoring the hmpfing guy....

NPCC was fun....Chee Yong sir....( the CI frm another school ) looked hotter than usual....hahaha...bt no one is as hot as Ben....was afrais to look at Chee Yong sir's muscle....coz afraid tat i might forget Ben...hahaha......Ben my darling forever....well only me and Ben were left today so we combined the sec 1's and 2's how to hav 2 ppl to take separately....mus atleast hav 2 for each....but esmail nv cum school...and who gave a damn abt hump boy...sally say she join for PT...so for drill only me and Ben...trainin was taken over by Chee Yong sir...he kinda let us know what was wrong wif them and wat we needed them to polish up on n stuff....PT time Sally join in...then had a jog...did 15 pushup....then did the tummy thingy...sleep on top of each other tummy...haha...i layed on shirlynn then wriggle my head and she got fed up n ticklish...haha...i had fub though...then went back n i told Ben about Chee Yong sir's hotness and he was like..." i need to grow taller".....hahaha...then i said that he will be my darling....hahaha....

Walking back home i called Abby to ask abt her rehersal for teacher's day...i am positive tat tml when the announce she will be in...haha...she is a great dancer...n her 2nd teachers day performance....well then called my hmpfing fellow...he kept rejectin my calls.....so i msg him....then tell him 2 pick up....after i called him again n thank God he picked up...while i was talkin he started heloo??like he could not hear who called him...then i said...sorry...if i had hurt him....then he was like...no la...i was jus kiddin..then i say tat for this joke...it really worried me...then we awhile then i felt much better...hahaha...he told me 2 go n spread the hmpf....hahaha....so if you are readin this.....plz....say hmfp...then go and spread this love...start hmpfing....haha...well i guess mus wake up tml at 1.00...so better sleep now....haha...oh yeah mus help cai ning wif her new bloggie....so yeah....smilez...and rock on!!!!!!!

And yeah before i forget....we were plannin a barbecue for the council to bond...so we neede to get $ and stuff....then veeki jus came in n said tat the barbecue wld be at KL...i was like huh??we hav 2 carry all the food n logistics there??he siad....no its free....and we won't hav 2 carry anything....becoz we r goin fishing....yeah...now tat more like it....hahaha...i really wanted to fish...or go fishin in tat sense...now its really gonna happen....yeah...ahaha...i love Mr.Raj...my daddy is the best....woohoo...well KL here we come...well FISHES...here veni comes....haha



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♥Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ' 6:36 PM
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Woke up at 11.30 to study....well since i still had not gotton my bill i decided to giv singtel 24-hour service a call and found out that my billl had decreased frm $112.37 to $58.72 which is a great improvement...haha...then i went through all my stuff then got tired around3.00...well i decided to sleep...so i got my bolster and blanket and slept on the sofa plannin to wake up at 4.00 to continue with Science...which i did not touch in the first place....haha...well got very nervous....but mum boosted me...she said i could do it...and even if i could not i am trying my best....it was very helpful...got my KL edusave signed....bt i still got worried if there would even be cash????

Went to school....well in the morning had SS paper...its was ok jus tat i found the question confusing bt i still did it....Chem and Physics paper came directly after that...i was quite afraid...but then i guess i kinda lost integrity...i, li ying, jo and siying were like chit chattin away...thank god i managed to finish my papers...

The best part....during recess i went to the councillor room to make a phone call to check my edusave...well i was shocked when she told me that i had $986.59....serious....i was so happy tat i dn hav to pay a single cent for KL trip....yay.....well then i went to the hall and told cai ning, si ying, tracia and QR jus popped in...so when u told then they asked if i could pay for them ( they were jus kidding ) well i said yes...for caining siying and tracia only....then the QR ask if i can pay for her...how i can i refuse...then she started to be very nice to me...she gave me flying kisses...huged me...wished me luck for my A maths paper...which was shocking...she never does that to me...well even cai ning noticed...well i jus did not care...

After recess was supposed to be F & N but yeah as usual mdm.J did not come gain....so i sat down n studied my Amsths....After which was Amahs...well it was kinda fun...n mdm.vani (my so called mum) gave akot of hints about the paper...she even gave us one question to do....after Amaths was SS where we had a few guests over.....from another school...they viewed our lesson...then after that we went to the AVA room to hav our A maths paper....it was squeezy i guess but i went in with a confidence that after seeing the paper ans not being able to finish the paper in time was not appealing....it was very disheartening...to me...i guess i will pass....but borderline...mdm.vani( mummy ) will murder me....haha...

After the paper which finished at 3.00 i wanted to leave...bt since si ying and sophie were going for netball training i decided that i wil go...but i had no shirt...bt aiway we did not hav to train...we jus had to keep a lookout for the lower sec for the tournament selection....well tat was when siying saw mr.raj ( daddy ) go into the staff room...she looked at him and told me that "look your daddy" so i was like who is my mummy then she said mrs.raj la....but i was like no la mdm.vani better rite...haha..so i hav mummy and daddy....hehe..si ying la...the cause and mastermind of everything....haha...kidding....* gurl is u r reading this well i am sorry* hahaha.......

Came back home so tired...well i was thinking of sara....saranya....haha...well when i was advising her..she said i dn hav 2 be sacarstic....so i pretended to put a long face...after that she came to me and apologised about her attitude...well i told her that it did not bother me...after that during the game she was the GS...so i tried to help her out..well she is also a new councillor now....shocking but true...i saw her today in the AVA room in the morning when mr.raj wanted to meet the councillors...well i wish her luck...and is she does great than she might even be an ex-co nexy year....

Tomorrow got F&N test...mus sleep then wake up tml so that i can study........well anyway...i guess tml i might be gettin back some papers...i hope i do well....





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♥Monday, August 20, 2007 ' 7:32 PM
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Well I woke up at 12.11am to begin my day....spent my personal time with god....then....started studying E-maths....its was quite ok...i was very confident....until i got to school....

Went to school with abby....saw rey at the council room....haha...well i showed him a pic with him n QR....he started sulking around....then after i showed it to susan...it became worse...he started with his hmpf and he nv stop until the duster almost touched his face....haha...well i did hav fun...

Back to my E-maths....was very confidnt that i would do well that i lost track of time....and even worse...i could not do some questions in the time slot...argh....then when we had maths lesson my teacher just went through the answers....scary man....then i realise that i could get only 20/40...well i hope that is what i saw....i won't be able to bear it if i fail....i will really cry...after all i wioke up to study....and nothing happened...its hurtful but i ma sure that god is helping me...i hope...

Well i think that i decided to go to KL...big decision....well i hav decided....to relax spend my time there relaxing....si ying will also be going...so when abby said that she is not goin i could not say that i won't becoz si ying felt kinda bad....so i will have fun at KL....i am sure...

A-maths remedial was quite fun...well stressful too...i am goin to do the routine like i did today...wake up early and start revising....the problem is that i have 4 papers to study for tml...i really hope that i make it....i hope i hav the strenght....i really wish that i will do well...plz god save my life...and my studies.....

Got my MT marks today.....i thought i got 1/2 mark more than veeky...bt teacher counted wrongly...now we are even....bt i hav nt given up...i will do my tamil project...i hav 74 marks which means jus 1 more to an A1....so i hope this project helps me alot....well after tamil class i niths and prabhu went to POP....then went to buy waffle....it was kinda nice to be hanging out wif these guys...they make my day...hahaha....i love them lots.....lol....the way they play around the jokes and everything...they r my great besties

Well overall had fun today...hope tml holds greater things for me....i hope...



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♥Sunday, August 19, 2007 ' 6:06 AM
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Its sunday again....lol....woke early jus to do my blog....well....i hav nothing much to say...but i have been reading my classmates blogs....yeetien...muhsin...razmy...they all hav somethin funny to their blog...well now i am goin to study....i hope well i will update later....when i get home frm church....
I could not wait till after church to do this....so here i am....tution was not what i had expected....i could not finish my Amaths homework...so my plan is to come back after church and sleep...then wake up around 12.00 or 1.00 to finish up my revision and homework...i hope this works out....i am feeling so stress and nervous...i just hope i make it...
~ After Church~
Now i feel like i can make it....i enjoyed my day at church especially the bible study for the youths....i think i can really do well...even if i dn't which is impossible....my mum does not mind...she is supportive of me...and she thinks i can make it big....i will...
Well church was great...being a 8 month old church holds many surprises....we are goin 2 hav tambourine dancing...this is so cool....being able to worship god with tambourine always felt good for me and i loved it wheneven i played the tambourine on alternate weeks....now being able to do tambourine dancing is so much better...and this time it is goin to be full time...no more juggling OHP and tambourine on alternate weeks....i love being able to worship god and praise him with tambourine dancing....its goin to be so cool....i fell so in love with it when i went to pastors church in malaysia....now this is goin to be great and help me become closer to god.....which means being successful in everything i do....well first i have to use my handphone wisely....if my bill for this month exceeds $30.00 then i will have to pay for my own tambourine which means i have to save...which means i have to skip meals in school.....argh....so if it is below $30.00 mum says she will pay for my tambourine...so i am beggin god i can't pay for my tambourine....its way to expensive...well other than that my first tambourine dancing training starts on saturday....then maybe one month later its gonna be tambourine dancing and bringin the church down with praise and worship.....haha...i can't wait....
well now its time for personal time with god...and nap...so that i will be able to wake up early to do my studying....and finish up my homework....well gdnite bloggie...



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Well its the weekends....Not much of a great weekend though....woke up at 10.00...started studying for emaths...then went to shop with mummy....we talked awhile...she wants me to be an engineer if i go to poly...well my mum has lots of dreams about me...most important is that she wants me to study hard....sh days that even is she is working hard and suffering its okay...she says it is important that i study....not to show off but becoz she wants me to study....i love my mum alot....well i hope i love her enough to work hard....and stay strong...
I haven't really got on much with my work....guess the holidays were also a big waste..i just hope i make it...abby can't make it to KL...so i kinda decided that i will not go...instead use my 3 day advantage and use to study...if i study...i am so tired....my weekend becomes a waste....now it wasted and gone...away...nothing much to say...now tommorow ig oing to be a long and early day...i am so frustrated dunno for why...i hope things become fine by tomorrow...
Maybe not everything turned out bad....played a game wif ben to relax...and release my stress...its a tremendous pain....i jus hope this pain and burden goes away.....







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♥Friday, August 17, 2007 ' 2:22 PM
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Hey i felt it was important getting to know the ex-co members of the student council.....well here goes....
From Top Left Hand Corner : abigail....(planning coodinator)....reynolds....(logistics coordinator)....tracia....(welfare coordinator)
From Bottom Left Hand Corner : jian wen....(advisor)....cai ning....( vice chairman)....si ying....(chairman)....veeknesh....(vice chairman)....& lastly....me....veni....(secretary)




myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphicsWell today was not such a blast.....it was jus tiring ang worrying...had english common test...i guess i kinda flunked it...it was english paper 2....i am supposed to have done very well....becoz i always pass my english lowest is a B3....so i was quite confident....but when i was writing my summary i never read the instructions and wrote 180 words instead.....so it was quite difficult for me to digest what went wrong...i was really very mad....

Recess time i was having some time alone...trying to but it was not possible....Eliza jus came over and got on my nerve....the worst part was that my best friend was not even listening when i was talking to her....she was in her own world..there i was all broken up...there she was indulging in her own happiness....cannot blame her though....

I kinda was feeling left out of most things today....i just tried to ignore tat fact....it was not such a long day though...i just have a feeling more is to come tommorow.....or monday for that matter....it also got to me the fact that i might be in some people's way....i guess people are hating me now becoz i have been getting very angry recently....though i know nothing can stop me i will try.....it is very hard to relax....

Now i am quite concerned about my E maths i hav not been getting much help...i hope tat does not hinder me to the way for success.....well anyway after school i was getting ready for the meeting wif Ms.fong for physics when i was wondering where the rest of the ex-co were.....i called rey and he said they were havin a meeting for the KL trip......arghhh....i got so mad....i could not go becoz i am planning to study durin tat one week...i can't possibly spend almost 5days being in KL....i felt sorry for myself...but at the same time...i reminded myself...NO REGRETS.....well i hope it does take effect during the end of year exams...

Went for tution and it kinda sucked....to avoid stayin long i promised to go over on sunday...i guess it can be last minute revision....i got a call from my NO REGRETS pal...she said that the duration of the KL was reduced to 3D 2N....this was great news but i am not sure if i should go anot....i promised tat i wld go if the whole ex-co went....i hope they all go...coz i wan 2 go....hmm....

Freekish thin that happen.....got a call frm * and i kinda talked about jia kai and we got this whole converstaion going when suddenly * claims that jia kai some problems.....quite alot of bad stuff....i got a shock...this morning i wanted to talk to jia kai about somethin then....this....so when he came online and asked me wat i wanted to sayi diverted his attention....then i told him why i did that....i hope he understands....sometimes i just don't get why * likes to spread rumours....after all i like jia kai....he is a great guy....n a big brother...he is great...its my fault for listening to *......i regret doing so....i hope i learn my lesson....never trust or listen to *.......












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♥Thursday, August 16, 2007 ' 9:28 PM
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Wow.....it has been ages since i decided to do my blog....well thanks to some inspiration from Tracia i guess i am back to doing what i think is going to help me alot...especially with recalling my memories from each day.....

Diary is not much of a use now.....but i will still write what i have to whenever i feel like it...but now i am very sure that this blog is going to be used much more often....

Today was what i call a little bit terrible...except for the part where i kinda found this morning that two of my most shyest classmates are making out.....haha...it was shocking but i managed to keep it a secret...it was a secret between me, siying and tracia until siying said she wanted to tell QR....well telling her was not good.....she made me loose my concentration during lesson...it was so irritating....some times she gets on my nerve....she jus has a habit of irritating people but they cannot get angry with her while we irritated her n she can't take it....it jus does not make sense....

Lessons were not really great except amaths...whatever it might be i don't seem to loose interest in amaths.....i still thank god to this day that mrs.wee is not my amaths teacher...you need to be flexible at times...

Well after recess we went straight to class where Mrs.Wee was late again....well during this time i kinda bothered james about jac...hehe....but he jus kept smiling..thank god....

Cai Ning the angel of my life helped me again with my amaths after school...after that she i and abby made our way home....on our way back we bought plain waffles then bubble tea or pearl tea watever u call it....i bought mango which i stilll hav not finished....its my fridge..caining but vanilla it was quite ok la....then abby bought honeydew....we walked home together....i did not mention to caining who said she hated me.....she guessed it was QR...but sometimes u hav to keep certain things....after all i think i will be closer to caining.....then i and abby sat down under her block and we were talking about the day...i was tellling her about mine...and she listened....well it is great to know that you have such great friends in your life.....i do hav great friends....

~Abigail, (my best friend since sec 1 who beared through all my nonsense)
~Reynolds, (the great logistics co-ordinator compared to Kim Yao....funny guy and still the best...makes me laugh....learned alot from him...and i found out who he likes.....)
~Tracia, (i think i have to learn alot from her...even with all the peer-pressue or watever she still keeps goin and i like her)
~Benson, (my darling.....my head NCO....my confider...i always call him when i am bored...he is great...gives great advice....and it works...)
~Jian Wen (i can't believe it but he makes my day very funny guy)
~Si Ying ( we do all the dumbest things and say the dumbest things...she is funny...and special too...she is great..and one thing i have learned from her so far....NEVER HAVE REGRETS)
~ Cai Ning ( can't forget her.....many ppl hav cum to help me with my work...but never havi had someone who really does teaching me compared to someone who does not need to be named)

Tommorow is english....must do well...its the first paper and mummy thinks me as her life...without me she said she won't be alive till today so i love her and i will do well....nothing lower than a B3....


Its late at night now....i was chatting wif tracia when she told me a *secret*...i was shocked truthfully i felt utterly shocked....i can jus imagine watever she said into my life....then i wld realise tat i could hav given up hope in my life.....but instead she chose to stand strong and i admire her for that....i jus feel bad all these times for makin fun of her....well i am sure we will become quite close...considering the fact we are toghther durin duties....well i just wish he luck with her ife.....


I have been readin other's blogs...and for once....i dun think tat mine can be the best....mine in fact is the worst....considering the fact that i had tried to be Holy this week is quite a great achievement for me....its just that i hav not been so Holy i am tryin though....well my version of being Holy is waking up everyday, read the bible, go to school, use no form of bad language which includes stupid, shut up and idiot....then pay attention in class and make sure i finish all my homework...then study....but all this have not been goin so well at all....i hope it will soon...
The fact that i had been wastin away my life is very obvious...well i am not so sure what i can do about it....i hope i can get things right....maybe soon when i have settled in with my life i can confess somethings about myself....

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