I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing... Sometimes I loose myself to him... I've never gone against my morals until that day when I fell for him. I've always rejected every guy who came my way... Everyone except him. It's quite a long distance relationship and I hope I'm not fooling myself.
Well I went to church today. And I was struck by the message that came across. You are what you say. If you keep saying that you will fail, then yes you will fail. If you keep saying that you will find victory, then yes you will find victory. My Pastor was saying about John F. Kennedy's father's faith. When John F. Kennedy was born, his father carried him up towards the sky and said that he would become a president. John F. Kennedy lived that dream, the faith his father had... After saying this, Pastor looked at me and said "Barathi ( That is how they call me in church ), when you give birth to a child, you should do the same, say that your child will become a president. Atleast through you, we'll have one president." To many it was amusing, well yeah I admit I laughed myself, but then I started thinking. If I have that faith, I could bring up my child that way. Well that is something I'll have to live up to right? Haha.
Anyway I'm addicted to David Archuleta's You can.
When someone was angry with me, I emailed in this song and I guess it worked out. LOL. It's a really nice song and you should also check out his Zero gravity song. Awesome thing ok!!
I'm looking forward to my lecture tomorrow with the awesome people in my class. Hopefully I can sit beside Shou Xian again, the hottie. LOL. It's always nice to be crapping about with him for a change.
