I'm going bonkers!!! I just erased a whole load of stuff that I wrote down... Oh, and I did it knowingly. I dunno why...
I was talking about getting formal wear, not being able to get over my sensitive self, and having identity crisis!! Hais... Well my 1st presentation is next Thursday and apparently I don't think my one set of formal wear fits me anymore... And yes, back to the same topic which I had back in secondary school! Sensitive me! I know that people don't always mean things about me, but I always get angry and it takes a while to get over it... Identity crisis... That is something I never got to figure out! Like who I am really... I'm not able to make do with this now!!! I'm tired!! Tired of living this useless life. It has simply no meaning to it at all...
I'm not sure what my real character is... Will people like me better when I'm quite? Am I living a life in the first place? Do I mean something to the people around me?!!! Starting to get emo liao!! Sometimes life has to have a reason. But apparently, I have no idea what is the reason behind my life...
This is one of my many emo posts!!! I don't know who I am... No, I don't mean I don't know my name! I know my name is Krishna Veni, but deep inside! Who am I?
Loosing track of life! No idea where I am! Hais... (I'm smiling while typing this)
Oh and why did I start this topic? I don't know, maybe because I read SX's blog! And his blog is like super emo, then make me so emo and make me feel so bad... SX and I always have teeny tiiny fights, but then we always get back together. LOL. Sounds like girl friend and boy friend. But no la, we are just friends... Somehow reading his post kinda reminded me of how I used to be! How I used to be... How was I???? That is for me to know and for you to find out!
Right now Salina is on my left and Jun Wei is on my right! Jun Wei is asking if I need to write like that, WTH. LOL. I just want to know when I look back at my posts, who were there beside me! Haha.
Oh my God... I'm so going out of point!!! I want my happy life back!!! Oh wait, I didn't have a happy life at all!! Can I have a happy life?? I'll do anything to give my life back, except dying, which means no life! Haiya!! What am I saying!!! I'm like a clueless, dumb, crazy, sensitive, freeky blogger!!! Gosh! I better stop here now!!
