I'm at the school library now. Lesson starts in about 1 hour... I'm quite depressed, but I can't show it. Neither can I make myself happy...
Pastor and Uncle Gideon came over just now and reassured us that granny would come back... I really hope she does. I'm not sure where she could be. All I see are horrific scenes in front of me. What if she committed suicide? What if someone murdered her?
I really can't concentrate until I know that she is safe. I really hope for the best.
Salina, Luqman and Jun Wei are also here at the library with me. I feel so weird... Its like I'm the odd one out with the odd mood.
I feel like crying out... Shouting out... Screamingmy heart out... Or atleast talking to someone about how I feel...
Staring out of the window... Looking up to the clouds. Making a wish that today, my granny will be safe wherever she maybe... I hope she isn't angry about God knows what... Oh my God. I better stop here la. I'm making things very horrible for myself...
I really wish I could talk to PK now... Even if he isn't going to say much, he'd atleast listen... PK...