I miss being healthy! Really... I've been eating and eating so many unhealthy food. Atleast when I was in school, I had netball and npcc to keep me fit. But not anymore. And lately I'm having the urge to go out and do something about being unfit. Gosh I'm not helping myself... I seriously need to go out and do some running on my own.
I remember how last time me and Abigail always wanted to go jog in the wee hours of the morning. Well after so long, we finally succeeded. Haha. We usually ended up walking and gossiping. Isn't that what girls do? LOL. And I miss my girl friends... And I miss my girl cousins... Late into the night we used to conference calls. I mean it was all different timings and remember how Jessica kept oversleeping. Can't blame her, by the time we conferenced, the time in Sweden would be around 4 plus in the morning. Haha, and eventually the phone would go dead on her side and she would call Melanie the next morning and apologise. Haha. I miss all the crappy fun times...
I miss my friends, my healthy lifestyle and my positive go go attitude I had. Nowadays I'm really shrinking... I'm becoming so rebelious towards mummy when she wants me to something in the middle of something. One thing I know is that mummy hates me using the computer all the time. No wonder she sent me to get work. LOL.
It's time I became good girl. I know I've been saying that for ages... But I've to work on it. I have to be calm and collected. Give my fullest 100 % when I'm doing something.
I hate to let anyone down. But at the same time I don't want to feel down.
I love my daddy!! He has been so nice to me recently and when I was sick he called me up and offered to bring me to the clinic, buy me my favourite chicken rice and all... Gosh so many nice people around me and I've been being such a bitch!!
I think I better call up a few girl friends and check up on their lives. I want to be a good friend to those who are left! LOL. I'm so bad at keeping. Haha
