I'm really at some kinda end right now. The online chatting is really shity. I mean does online chatting bring about feelings?? Maybe. Maybe not. But I miss chatting with Pulkesh though it has just been a day. And I know I'm not coming online to chat with him tonight either... So now how??
LOL. Gosh why am I doing this now?? Well in about a week, my mother would have finally taken flight to Singapore. And on Sunday morning, I would be in her arms, just like I always was. Remember the Feb 18 post where I had a list of things to be done by the end of this month? Well I still haven't started. I made plans to begin soon, but I haven;t started on a single one yet.
I'm still wondering what is the use of all this when im not doing anything. Is there any reason for me to live at all.
Anyway a very cool friend of mine had done a few poems or songs (as he insists) but anyway I wanted to share a very lovely one that I fell head over heels for. Not him, his poem or song.
SUN-EYED GIRL.
Locking lips amidst a limelight lullaby; with Bettie Buttercup in a daffodil dress, Strands sparkling, for a dirty blonde; Unkempt, but with a Marigold harness, Talc tempting to go beyond, Beyond!
No silt to stop River Romance; “Love, you make me feel like a rain-cloud at noon, swelling to swoon, I’m the helpless harp That you set to tune; Poor, poor, pestilent moon…”
None too soon, it came to the kiss not one to miss; I brushed past the ring on her nose: I chose, to speak, than take a perverted peek at her tongue; A serenade solemnly sung…
“My Sun-Eyed Girl…”
Thus ended, a downcast dominion, broke free from her hold; Had I turned meek, from being bold?! Seeking the slightest glint of gold that I think that I see:
My, what’s happened to me…?!
I’m stuck inside the fence of my own frozen mould, I feel so cold, down, out and dead-beat; Desperate for some magic heat!!!
I’m a topaz tragedy, Pallid parody…
“My Sun-Eyed Girl… Shine your light on me…”
Lemon-yellow blossoms, or bedazzling bosoms, she’s more than just a ray of hope; A count of cocaine dope: Stimulating a surge of vitality, in me, with her Ballistic missile; That surreal source of scorching brightness which the world calls a smile…
LOL. He is going to be real pissed when he finds it here. But I'm sorry Kathik, I had to show the world what I liked. LOL. I just hope he doesn't come here first.
I'm so tired recently in fact I'm getting lazier. LOL. I should make an attempt to move my butt to do things. Anyway I'm going to catch something on TV now. Seeya around.