Forget about what I said yesterday. It's just that when you are so depressed, you say things about yourself which is not right. Yeah I agree I'm not a hot babe or a good looking one sir, but if you say that you wrote that in anger then I'm like wow?! Because anger only brings out what is in there, I yesterday I found out what you have been keeping in there. I don't blame you, I guess it was my fault. Nowadays I joke about many things without thinking about it, but did you spare a thought for me on how I felt when I read yours. No worries man, you got back at me, you got your revenge, a revenge that hit me a hundred times harder. Oh and I guess you made a mistake, I did not propose to you in anyway, I just said I liked you, in fact I did not tell you that, you found out from someone else, and I did not ask you to be my BF or anything. And yeah maybe you will not fall in love with a disgusting girl like me, you don't have to. And yeah I apologise for what I said again if it hurt you, I said in unintentionally, but who knew you would take it to heart.
Pul Kesh is starting college today. I can't believe their college is the only one that is starting at the moment, why don't they start like other colleges. Arghh, this means that I can't get to chat with PK in the morning and it kinda makes me miserable. And by the time I come back tonight from work around 12am, I can't come online because I only get to use the computer till 11pm. Gosh, guess its not today eh. PK, i know you are reading this, so make sure you tell me all about school tomorrow. I'll be off from work in the evening, so I'll meet you online at 10.30pm SG time tomorrow.
Well to all the happy moments, I finally bought a camera on Monday the 8th. And yes I was so happy!! Like I finally got my own camera!!! Melody, heard that? My own Camera!!! LOL. Anyway I've been having fun at work. Yesterday I and Pei Ying were together and we crapped like hell. Around 3 a group of army guys came in, and you can guess the 10 of em are from army because of the almost bald hair cut they all had. All looked like identical twins. They sat at station B, our station and Pei Ying was all so excited and I told her she could take their orders. She kinda fell for a guy whom I suggested looked like a malay and she went, "No, he is mixed blood". DAMNATION. LOL. That girl has a thing for guys with mixed blood. LOL. Well I got off work around 4, and got home then was supposed to go to church for cell group, and then I decided to come online for a while when every thing kinda got messed up. Sometimes I feel why would some think negative things about me and then still pretend to be my friend. It's like a hypocrite right? I don't know...
One thing I know is that a guy changed my way of life on the 9th December 2008. I don't know whether it would be a positive one or a negative one, but I hope I'm changing my life for the better. If this guy has had so much of hatred for me inside him, then its time I changed in way that from now on, the guys will not hate me anymore. It's a mission possible. LOL. Yeah and its all my fault, but I got over it. I'm not a fucking bitch or anything anymore, I just said something wrong at the wrong time to the wrong person. But by doing so unintentionally, I did find out one thing. HOW YOU REALLY FELT ABOUT ME. That is something I should thank God for.
Oh and it just so happens that I and Shanti Akka haven't been able to go to JB to get the wedding gown because the women hasn't brought them to her shop yet, so that day we went to Little India to get a suit for the wedding reception. It was an anarkali suit cost about $75 like my Christmas suit. The thing is, the two colours on my suite, Cream and Maroon match her Sari colour. Haha. Well aren't the bridesmaids supposed to look similar to the Bride. Not exactly, but almost. Haha. I think she is going to look pretty hot. LOL. Pretty + Hot. Anyway I'll take a video, not me, I'll get someone to take it for me. I mean how possible can I take a video of the wedding ceremony when I'm part of it. And yeah tons of pictures. SO excited.20th December is coming. 21st December I'll finally get to see my darling T-Nesh and Aunty Padma says he misses me so much. So do I, and I'm going to give him a huge hug.
22nd december is Christmas Carolling, and I can't wait to see this two (refer to picture below) and Jamuna as well as the other ladies from the JB church. We will have so much fun and this year Christmas carolling at my place will be awesome!
And finally, 25th December will be Christmas, which simply means I'm so excited. Haha. Arvind, says he might join me for church. I also invited Roveena, Anthony,Deva so hope they will make it. Well I've invited friends over to my house, Si ying, Rey & Teeya are not confirmed. Cai Ning, Qian Ru & Ben can't come. But Jian wen, Abby, Tracia, Hams,Haz & Satish are coming. Woohoo. Atleast Satish is coming, we will get the chance to catch up won't we. Haha. And the church performances really excite me. I can't wait for it all. And most importantly, worship, where I would be leading Tambourince dance. Last year Shanti Akka was there to lead us, but this year she would be at her honey moon. LOL. So I'm glad I got this chance. Haha.
22nd december is Christmas Carolling, and I can't wait to see this two (refer to picture below) and Jamuna as well as the other ladies from the JB church.
And finally, 25th December will be Christmas, which simply means I'm so excited.
