♥Friday, July 11, 2008 ' 9:50 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
*New Perfume, Violet. Reminds me of Christ Violett*
Well I guess it was a very disappointing day at school today and it had been ages since I last cried this bad. Lets just start from the beginning. In the beginning, God created....Oops out of point. The beginning, was walking to school after sending mummy to her bus stand when I saw my cuties. Faqirah, Hazirah. Irhana, Fadeelah & Nurul. Faqirah gave me a big hug followed by Irhana. Well we chatted and reached school. Started reading this murder book ( The architect by Keith Ablow) and got off to a great start. I hope at the end of the story, the investigator catches the murderous architect. Anyway got to A-maths class and yes as always it was fun. Had quite a lot of homework today as it was the weekend and my next A maths lesson won't be till next wednesday. Fathiah, Me & Si Ying were talking about the DPA which I was talking about yesterday.
And oh yeah I forgot the natasha joke. A conversation with natasha -
Veni: Hey Natasha after your O level if you had a choice to go poly which course will you choose?
Natasha: Oh I don't know. I won't be there to go poly.
Veni: ( assuming that since she was initially from india ) Oh going india?
Natasha: Nope. Going to Paris, for my fashion studies.
Veni: ( LMAO ) Oh ok. Thanks anyway.
For those who happened to know natasha then you would know why its a natasha joke. For those who don't, well its a long story which can hardly be made short. Just take it as it would not work out for her.
*Baby loony toons tissue packets bought for the sake of cuteness and not utility*
*My bobby bear behind the glass block*
So physics lesson was ok. Sally did not come to school, so I accompanied Fathiah and Si Ying also joined us. We were doing a practical when I had started to get bored. * I finishes it of course*. So decided to take picture of bobby bear, who was given to me by lionel some time back. Then Ms. Fong started to say things which reminded me that I was seating for O's this year. I keep forgetting.
Anyway then chemistry lesson had practical too and I broke a testube. For those who were keeping up to date with my blog, I had broken a testube sometime back too. But then it was smaller and now its the bigger one, also known as boiling tube. With $1.10 out of my pocket I felt completely off. LOLs.
Recess went off to Mrs. Azwiza and signed up for tomorrow's marifae cruz yap workshop. I had been there last year too and it was educational. This yeah would probably be the same thing. And I guess the only reason I agreed was because, Abby, Chun Tung and Eliza were going too. And Jason was coming along. So its like a friends day out along with an educational day. Then went to our forest and crapped around. Irritating nazri was at it again. I don't know why but I don't feel weird chatting with him online or playing games till 2am in the morning. But when I see him face to face he just bugs me. Anyway, Abby had called Jian Wen fat and he was looking so "??". Missed Cai Ning because I think she went off for her appointment.
Tamil was awesome. Had another listening comprehension and this time I topped the class. WooHoo!! I got 18/20. Which was awesome. I guess I just had to dig my ears and pay more attention.
*Bobby bear says "peek-a-boo*
*Depressed, discouraged, disappointed Veni*
Yeah well after then came the big blow. We were getting out MYE results *report book*. And I was so estatic because I would be able to apply for my DPA finally. It happens so that everytime when it comes to the "report booking day", my teacher would keep the report books of those who hadn't passed english and those had not gotten 50%. So yeah I was awaiting and awaiting. Like 17-20 people had gotten their report books and when I still hadn't I lost hope. I started tearing up. Then around the 22-23 person she just stacked the rest of the report book inside the box. *ARGHH!!* My report book was swallowed. And that meant by the time I got it, it would be way past monday and I would not be able to sign up for my DPA. ( DPA means direct polu admission, its for students taking their O's to apply even before their O's to secure a place. Even if you did not get selected, at the end of the O's, once you get your results, you will be able to apply again for the further studies ) The fact was that I needed to apply for DPA so that I would be able to kick all the competitors who did not sign up for DPA and get a seat. I guess I was too concerned about it. So concerned that I was the first one to leave the class, CRYING! Abby's teacher ( My Amaths teacher ) gave the report books back as long as the students had more than 40%. I bet I had gone over that. But its no use. I was so fed up. Abby hadn't got her report book and also felt bad because she had to tell her parents to meet her teacher to get it, but my worry was totally off. I got myself so worked up till Jason told me that I can do better in O levels. That calmed me abit but Eliza got me mad. She was so insensitive. Yes she is my friend and if she could not help me then why make it worse? I almost shouted at her, but told her that she was so insensitive to my feelings. She got it. But I'm glad she did not take it seriously. Walked home with Abby and Chun Tung and finally started smiling abit. Got home did whatever had to be done then had tution which got my mind off things. Oh yeah and ken had made feel better too. Then when mum got home I told her and she was so normal. Went on okaying and she said that its nothing and I just had to put in effort for my O's. *That is why that women is my mother*. She gave me a big hug and I started taking things in my stride. Like what kenneth said I still would be able to apply after my O's and then at that point I will be getting in with my results, not my skills or talents and that I will be able to prove to people that DPA is not everything. And this one just popped by, what if I got my results and did apply for DPA and did not get selected. Its the same as not applying. So I pushed it out. But the fact that I would have to being in my mother to collect my report book was a bit saddening. My mummy only came to school for meetings and had always received positive comments about me and now, after the 4 years in my secondary school life, my mother has to listen to the fact that I had practically flunked my MYE. She knows. She knows very well indeed, but to hear it from someone else is something. She looks normal, but not me. I don't think I did badly. Maybe 1 or 2% off. So maybe my mum would just get a phone call. Still thinking about it freeks me out.*Oh and please la, don't pretend to be concerned. I know that you only care about yourself and your life, so pretending to care for me isn't helping your future*
Then abby called me to Sun Plaza and I was watching a movie, I almost rejected that offer but then I never had said no to her, so I went along and as usual we talked, gossipes, dicussed and had fun. We had dinner at KFC, her treat, and happened to see Faiz. LOLs. I just could not stop laughing when I saw his face. He tried to keep it straight and pretend we are customers while he was just serving us, but he could not control too. Had a few funny scenes but dismissed it.Tomorrow mum is taking me to breakfast. Like finally mummy!! Been waiting for her to take me out since my birthday which was a month ago. And she owes me this mummy time. Hahas.
greetings from America. You seem like a mature and academically ambitious young lady. These are qualities I can admire. I have to grown daughters who were academically ambitious and went to the best universities in America. As a result, they have done well in their careers. I wish you luck in your endeavors and hope that you have much success.
*Bobby bear says "peek-a-boo*
*Depressed, discouraged, disappointed Veni*
Then abby called me to Sun Plaza and I was watching a movie, I almost rejected that offer but then I never had said no to her, so I went along and as usual we talked, gossipes, dicussed and had fun. We had dinner at KFC, her treat, and happened to see Faiz. LOLs. I just could not stop laughing when I saw his face. He tried to keep it straight and pretend we are customers while he was just serving us, but he could not control too. Had a few funny scenes but dismissed it.
Neil Benson, @
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