I just keep changing my opinion about life. Some moments ago, life was tough, like thorns in a bed of roses, but then I realised that you are the maker of you story line. What goes on behind the scene, you can control. And I can control my life too. But I'd rather let God handle it and just be the actress in my own story. I was walking back home from church today and I realised how gifted I am to get a awesome life. So awesome that I've been looking at the negative points all the while. It's time the positive questions are being looked into as well. Im falling in love with my life. So much so, I would want to drown in this forever...

and shindhu, Im so sorry to hear that you broke up with your boyfriend. Oh I mean he broke up with you. Shindhu has been going on with her BF for 3 years already and it was moving on to the 4th year when he found someone else. Well shindhu, its really ok. There are so many fishes in the sea and you just have to keep fishing and you will get one soon. But personally for me, that's not the case. I would love to fall in love, but then I would love an arranged marriage too. So ironic right? I'm just 16 and at the moment I'm single and even if any hot guy asks me to be his GF, no way. I have my own lines. And my own wishes. I would like to get married to a guy who is god given. He would be so sweet and I would fall in love with him. But here's the catch, I would only fall in love with him, after our marriage is arranged. Confusing, but if you managed to get it, then you are there. I would like my spiritual father *My pastor* who has seen me grow in christ to find me a groom who would suit me. And I would pray for the right one to come by. When he does, I'll get married to him at the age of maybe 23 or 24. Woah I haven't even secured my future and I'm talking about the insecure part. Well maybe I'll talk about that some other time. At the moment, Life Is Blissfully Satisfying. Oh and Shindhu, there is someone meant for you out there. Everyone has someone, Someone has one. Lols.