its time to update now isn't it. the last time i posted something sensible was on friday. not that the rest were not sensible but they were jus wishes. anyway after friday's movie fiasco cousins and i were tired.
we went to watch kuruvi and i must say that i did not melt for vijay's acting this time. i did like some short scenes but i think vijay has done better in other movies. anyway people hav their own preferences right?
well if u hav been reading my blog, after vishnu's funeral service on friday, jessica,jareed, joshua, donald and pheobe left for their respective homelands. left with 12 people we had so much fun at the movies. then went back to pradeep's and slacked. we talked nonsense and cherished our last few days together. we barely got any sleep. but i had to rush off in the morningto JB for the youth revival meeting at pastor's malaysia church.
after slacking i started getting myself ready frm 4.30am. mum called me and told me to go safetly and come back safetly too. uncle manzy looked so tired that i did not wan to trouble him. got my passport, said goodbye to my cousins promising to be back at night and walked to the MRT station with vignesh around 5plus as he had to get to work too. man he was also tired coz he did nt get enough sleep, thanks to us. well took seperate trains and i reacher kranji mrt station at around 6.20 i waited waited waited waited and waited reuben, melvin and havolyn turned up at ard 7plus. i was tired of standing but i did nt get mad. lol so unlike me right? anyway took a bus to the checkpoint and went through the customs. it was crowded. once we got to JB we had to call sandera anna. was so ahrd to get a payphone. once we called him, he reached in abt 15mins. had breakfast and had to rush to church. we were right on time. worship had started already and i was glad to see the malaysians. woohoo... the times we had at the youth camp 2yrs back. carolling and christmas at spore. all remains vivdly. well after worship* which was so cool* the guest speaker was introduced by pastor and then he began i was glad i prayed to god to speak to me. and god did. someone all this while i had been making a mistake, but now i know what has been happening. i learned a few things.
god has a blueprint of u and me. in that blueprint he has all the things that he has planned in our lives. satan also has a blurprint. but his blueprint is a xerox and not an original version and in it he has edited some things according to the world and he is using it to attract the youths.
at this point i realised wat was happening. before lunch we had this prayer, where we had to pray and then we could feel the holy spirit in the hall. when the pastor touched me, i felt the holy spirit touch me and i fell down with the ushers laying me down. it was powerful. he jus kept touching n we just kept falling. after falling the 1st time, i wanted god to touch me again. i stood up and prayed asking god what was his plan in my life. i told him i wanted to know his plan and i promised to act according to it. then the pastor came to me again. he looked at me and asked my pastor wat i was doing. he said i was in his spore church and was a tambourine dancer who is currently studying. than the pastor said that the god is going to use me powerfully and asked if i wasnted god to use me. i nodded. as he layed his hands on me he said that i would save amny souls, i will be a preacher for god and god will use me to do great things. with that, i felt the holy spirit enter me and i fall down.
after lunch during the 2nd session, the pastor cut short his sermon and went to praying again. i was so excited. never in my life had i felt god this close. everytime he touched me, i felt the holy spirit enter me. i kept getting up for more. at one point, when i fell, the usherers did nt catch me and i must say that i did not feel any pain at all. as i kept regaining consiousness, the pastor said that i was drunk in god's spirit. even marya *a 22yr old youth who is a backup singer in the malaysia church* felt god's presence and started dancing. the holy spirit had touched her too. by the time the prayer ended, i already fell more than 25 times. man i must say god was so great.
the best part was the phropecy about me in the 1st session itself. im sure god will use me to do great things. i feel myself getting closer to him day by day.
well when it came to offering, i emptied my whole wallet with no money with me. i knew god will take car of my needs. when the service was over, i and havolyn begged reuben to stay for the over night service. he was already tired and did nt wan to stay. it was ard 4.30 and he wanted to go back. bt since the 2 girls wanted to stay, he had no choice, after all he was the youth leader. so what if im the assistant youth leader? the main fellow has all the power. in the end after much persuasion he agreed and so did melvin.
with like 3hours to spare we stayed in church with the boys from pastor's mission boy's home. they seemed to be without any worry. i kept thinkinh where their parents had gone to leaving them this way. atleast god has ppl like pastor to start homes for them, well then it was time for the night service. all 4 us decided to leave at 10.00, sandera anna had warned me that if i fell, i better not get up. he told me to stay down, coz he said that the female usherers will hav so much problem catching a tall girl like me. he had also warned reuben the extra tall boy to stand on his 2 legs. LOL. well even at the night service, the guest speaker had touched me and i fell, after falling once, sandera anna had hurried us telling it was time to get home. havolyn fell abt 15 times which was a great load too. reuben fell twice, i wonder who caught him?
well sandera anna sent us to the JB customs only to realise that it was in the middle of the road. well then we had to cross the road, melvin n reuben got rumli burgers while havolyn got coke for all of us. *i had no cash.LOL's*
well got to customs and got to woodlands checkpoint where reuben's dad picked all 4 us up and sent me to pradeep's house. reached ard 11.00pm. still my cousins hadn't slept yet.
then uncle manzy sent me home. woke up next morning. it was june the 1st, mummy's birthday. made her breakfast, also for granny. i kinda used the wrong chili sauce bottle and i guess gramps and mum found it too spicy to handle. atleast they did nt complain.
went over to pradeep's and had to feel the sad air. mike,martin,melanie and eric were leaving to NJ and UK respectively. after getting in the car, we had shared some horrible emotions but we got over it. all of the 4 gave me a big hug and kiss each. melanie cried so badly. she exceptionally kissed me on the cheek. *so sweet* lol while the other 3 guys stuck to the forhead. *still good enough* now out of 16 cousins. singapore only holds 7 of them missing them.
shanti akka got sick and wanted me to lead tambourine dance as she wld nt be coming to church. i gladly accepted it as it wld nt be the 1st. bt sadly, havolyn wasn't feelin well either so she stayed home. so left with me and little stephanie. so akka said that we shall jus dance during worship next week instead, i was really pissed with havolyn bt in christ we hav to be patient.
pastor wasn't able to come as he never comes on the 1st week of each monthas they have combined service in malaysia. so a guest speaker was present. he was frm india, doesn't look or speak like one. his name was jem gabriel. very cool man who preached in eng and along with him was another man who interpreted for him and tamil. i must say that with just one chapter, the man had said a great deal and it was so real.
after service, mum had a chat with pastor subra and told him abt the happenings at home. suprisingly, dad did not do anything much ytd. infact he did nothing at all.
got home. went to pradeep's to keep sindhu company. then woke up at 5am to finish my amaths homework and then uncle manzy sent me to sch. gosh i though i was late. bt i was right on time. mdm.vani stepped in later herself. was a damn boring 3hour lesson. i and fathiah kept each other entertained.
went for lunch at KFC when donald called me and wasted my phone credit. *dude, u r talking frm london. its alot of money for me* then went for F&N for another 3hours.
played pretend game with fathiah and she got fooled. LOL. *you know i never get hurt nowadays fathiah*
now im back home. dad's changed i think? has god finally put an end to it? i hope so. tml no sch. YAY. can stay home and slack. oops. i mean study lol
goodnight peeps. goodnight cousins. miss ya. love ya loads.
