don't ask me what happened.
coz im not going to tell.
i just felt so heart broken today and i felt the pain.
its so hard to swallow that so many years has passed.
soon the time that i dreaded most will come.
when it does al i hav to do is to sit and pray.
it sucks really especially when you try to smile.
you know that you are not happy but still you don't want people asking you about it.
all through the day, i admit i had a fake smile.
still no one looked through it.
it was something that i was so pissed off about.
something that i don't know what or why
i felt rejected.
i did not do anything bt still im being punished.
its not fair.
no justice is being done to me.
i hate everything.
i got into reality.
finally.
but now that im back to being serious don't say that u will miss veni anymore.
no more will you see the veni that was hyper and energetic.
jus plain veni, no smile.
moody, fake smiled veni.
just me, myself and I.