Damn!!!
It's getting harder and harder every minute and second.
Not sure when all of this would end...
It is so horrible when you aren't sure what your living in this world for
As reynold would always mention "death is not the only option".
I know its not.
But what else can you turn to *not that im saying i want to die or anything, its jus a remark*
When all hope is lost you still can't be like this forever.
I tried sleeping all my problems away.
By the time i woke up, i felt more useless.
Its no use trying to make myself feel better.
When mummy pops by to make myself feel better i keep wondering what i could have done to make her life easy for herself.
I think back at all the times when i could have treasured her the most.
Well even through all she has been the best person i could confide in.
But now she knows im hiding something from her. *even i myself don't know wat*
Its like the whole world is hating you sometimes and it sucks alot.
What would you do when the whole world hates you?
Sit back and swallow it all with pride??
I have no idea at all.
I can't just watch myself rot away and go to waste.
Of course i can't.
Im glad that now laura is starting to know herself better than me
I think her counselling sessions have paid off. *i think i need to go counselling too, depression*
Its a crisis that i have to go through alone coz no one wants to stick with you through the bad times.
All your friends would want is to be with you when you're happy.
But when you are in the middle of a crisis they just say you'll be fine and do nothing about it.
That's what friends are for in the end.
To come together during the great times but stay apart during the worst.
I guess sometimes it is true.
"Never trust anyone in the whole world except yourself" *gosh i dn even trust myself at times*
Its over!
Again
Veni you are suffering from IDENTITY CRISIS.
But hey not all friends are these horrible.
Take me for example I have always been there for you haven't I?
Well except for the part where I end up in New Jersey and end up talking to you on the phone.
Whatever the case, I'm still going to miss you loads veni. You're always my best, cute, hyper and irritating cousin. 'always reserve the worse for the last'
Hope im not boring you?
Thanks.
Im always here when you need to talk. Oops i meant New Jersery. Just give me a call and maybe you could also change the songs while you're at it. Jesse MacCartney. LOL.
Love Ya Cousin
Mikey
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9:04 PM
Woah very disturbing post cousin.
What is wrong? Is Prem making you mad?? I'll get him for this one day. DOn't worry. I'll throw a punch at him and he will so regret messing with my cousin.
Mikey showed me your post and gosh it was disturbing. Im sure you will be fine. But im gonna make sure that i will be with you 'through the phone' when you are going through this. I so wish i was there with you now. I would make you feel better would i not? And im so positive that i would always make you laugh. Veni always laughs when mikey and martin fool around.
Hey and you know the girl next door who was crushing on mikey for a long time? Guess what? today i saw her making out with another guy on her front porch. LOL. Mikey was so damn relieved. He was sure that he did not have to put up with her weird looks from her windows. Gosh her looks are so creepy and guess who she was making out with? Steve Wonders The Nerd. You know him right? Im sure he had the time of his life today. But GOD knows how long girlnextdoor is going to keep him.
HugsHugs
Martin
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9:10 PM
Thanks Loads You 2.
@ Mikey
Im not suffering from identity crisis. Maybe, but mostly its teenage crisis. Man thanks alot for being in New Jersey for me :( I know you are going to miss me and so am I. Oh and thanks for reserving the worse for the last. Not boring me i swear. It sounds like Om's dialogue in Om Shanti Om. I know I can count on talking to you but the fact is thanks to you Im out of credit now. I have to wait till sunday to top up my card. Next time call my house ok. Saves alot of $$. Oh well I just added in the songs so I don't think I would be changing them anytime soon.
@ Martin
Very disturbing post huh? Wait till you see more coming. Prem is not making me mad. He is trying to be super nice unlike you. *LOL, finally i felt like laughin.* But anyway thanks for always standing up for me martin. I know you would want to get through to me but could you and your brother give me sometime? I'm not through yet.Teenage crisis is not over yet. Without being here you still make me feel better and wanted and precious like no other. Yes i laugh when you two fool around but i won't be able to see that now would I? Well finally thegirlnextdoor has started having some sense atleast she has started to make out instead of making the wrong choice of crushing on your bro. *LOL im laughing again* But hey Steve Wonders?? Steve Wonders The Nerd??? Steve Wonders The Man???? I wonder what he has that you brother does not. Oh yeah your brother is not nerd. I think girlnextdoor has probably made a great choice and would not be leaving Wonders for another one anytime soon.
Take Care you too.
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Loves her 2 cousins alot.
Veni
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Sarah Krishna Veni, @
9:35 PM
