♥Friday, April 11, 2008 ' 1:18 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
I noe its been ages since i posted. im just glad to say that this blog finally belongs to me. me & only me. no one else has any rights over this. no one to control what i say or do to this blog. i don't think tat there is a need for me to elaborate on why i had not been posting for sometime. im jus glad that this is over and we both can move on. no need to ponder over the past. bt since i respect you i decided to keep all the previous post that u hav made.
the last time i posted i was in the desperate mood for me to get back with my executive members. so i guess we wld start from monday itself. the big day where everything promised to be worthy of my post.
got to school with abby on monday. reached sch at 6.15am. frm there proceeded to put up the flag. usually i put up the national flag bt that day i took what belonged to me. what was going to be mine for the last time. my school flag. as i put it up i spoke a few words *may sound crazy* bt hey i cld nt control myself. i put it up and finally even though it was dirty i decided to giv it a kiss *no ive nt lost mind* so when i was done i got ready for the rehersal which was 6.30am. our councillors seriously had no puntuality. i was quite pissed with their arrival time. by the time they arrived n the rehersal started, the whole sch was already at the school hall. anyway is the whole student council population was in the hall then who wld do the gate duty so i, caining & esmail ran to get the keys n locked the respective gates. then i n siying went to the parade square to do our last flag duty. as the flag ics, we both were both quite heart broken with the fact tat it was the last time. siying wanted the whole student population to see us pull the flag. bt hey they were in the hall. after that we both went back to the hall where behind the curtains all the last minute changes were goin on. after everything was settled i blurted out to mdm.vani that i since i did nt hav any exam for the day i wld be slackin in the council room and she was like 'oh u dn hav any papers right...so help me' and that was it...i wasn't free anymore. haha. bt it was fine. 1st veeky rachel & jieying were slackin ard trying on the blazers to get their size. after they left mdm.vani came n then chatted with her then abby came to help. well we thought we lost all the certificates bt when abby came we found the certs in the cupboard staring at us...aiyo , all the difficulty we went thru jus to get the certs. then started tying them with the strings and the badges. after recess we were done n i was left with nothing to do. so i got myself for the investiture. u noe i looked very smart in the blazer, haha, then got to hall for the final rehersal. all the while the exco wasn't exactly involved in the rehersal coz we knew what to do. finally after the rehersal the bell rang n the student population was getting ready for assembly. at that time we all got ready for march in while the emcess were doin the introduction. at the time i started crying. not only me bt siying n the rest also. gosh it was hard to digest...as the video was playing my juniors tried to calm us down. i hugged all my female juniors n gav a firm handshake to my male juniors. some guys were dying to get a hug frm me eg. yusof so yeah gav him a hug. that fellow was so small haha...then the music started n the 07 exco walked in. *as in the 8 of us started walking in leading the rest* my eyes did look as if i cried bt we all walked in boldly coz it was the final walk to rmb. we settled in with the rest of the council. after that mr.jimmy came n gave his opening address becoz our principal mrs.raja was nt present. so mr.jimmy had prepared a slide show which felt like ages..the it was the cert presentation for the sec3 new councillors, sec 2 councillors n finally US...the executive committee 07 of the 3rd student council. gosh i was so strong really to control my tears coz i was afraid that i wld cry when i gt my cert n the whole sch wld see my break down bt thank god i felt strong. then after the 8 of us got our certs we stood together for the last time n took a bow. a strong, final bow. then the new exco marched in..oh i forgot the part when veeky our vice-chair had to run out to join the new exco...he was the advisor of the 4th executive com. well then the 13 marched in n got their certs frm mr.sulaiman then susan the new chair gave her speech followed by the pledge. then we had our final song. Lean on me...by bill withers. we all managed to finish the song with a smile on our faces. we were strong...YES WE WERE STRONG...after that we sang the sch song n it was time...we had officially stepped down n have been taken over by the 4th student council. then we told the new exco *only the main ones no assistants allowed* to stand outside the council room so that wecan giv them their final lecture. they all were quite worried. bt when we all came out we had presents in our hands. we had to giv to each of the respective exco who took over our position. since rebekah took over my position as a secretary i had to get her something. i bought her a very meaningful notebook with a note written in the front page. i gave her a big hug n started crying again. it was quite hard really...after that we had phototaking session n all the photos are at my photobucket.then hung out in the council room n savoured last moments. when i was havin netball training after that i left with my bag coz i did nt deserve to go in anymore. so i stayed at the canteen n during training i really slacked...had no mood, n my fullest potential did nt come out which meant *daddy,coach* mr.tamil was unhappy...bt hey i lost something that was so close to me...missed it so much you know...its missing now. part of my life is missing...gone. jus vanished into thin air. aiya i still miss my lost council room key...
http://s123.photobucket.com/albums/o281/veni_smb/Council/Council%20Investiture%2008/tuesday was a freeking day...i left home late on purpose becoz i did nt wan to come early. bt then mr.tamil saw me on the way n forced me to walk with him so i reached sch early n wha liao i was lost. no wearing tie...no duties...no more putting bag outside the General Office n chit chatting away...aiyo i was so depressed. the saw rey n ranted that i was lost n lonely n broken...he then walked to outside the canteen where jian wen was sitting n whaalaa that place was the table were we are supposed to sit...its called the clan table...the sec4 councillors who stepped down along with 2 non-counillors kenneth n nazri wld meet there everyday...only siying has been missing out the fun has she has her own circle of friends...oh n veeky too becoz he has his own duites of being the advisor for the 4th student council...really all of us had no mood...found someone's cert so qian ru folded it n kept...dunno what happen to it until wednesday...it was so weird sitting in the parade sqaure early in the morning. i saw the new exco in action tat morning. it was diff seeing them work n stuff...i wasn't in the mood coz i had so manyt things to worry abt eg there was a netball game later in the afternoon against coral sec who had beaten many school's like boon lay 70plus - 0 n 1st toa payoh 60plus - 0....the exco forgot to put the flag early in the morning n before the morning assembly they quickly went to put it up. at 7.20am the late comers r supp to be stopped n brought into the bt no the councillors were too "busy" to do that n instead the teachers were doing their job. flag raising also did nt go as planned becoz the flags did nt reach up in time. the most heart breaking moment was that it was my grp's gate duty that day...bt anyway their duty list is goin to be changed...was released frm class early for the netball game. so i missed emaths. yay. well while havin lunch with susan, farhanah, rebekah & dina (all the new exco members) they revealed that they r havin problems adjusting n that they hav problems over their positions. i told them that for our exco we all adjusted well except that 1 person wasn't so involved...bt other than that we did nt fighting over positions or anything. so it was all very fine. n i advised them to get it all sorted out so soon...they explained some problems that they had...gosh even we did nt fight over these...i hope they all get adjusted. then ended up gossiping abt other ppl...bus came n we left for coral sec...the weather was fine n then it started raining even before the game started. so we had some disagreements as if the game gets postponed then we shld hav it at the other party's sch bt the coral teacher was like"nono we never do this i dn think that there is such rule" blah blah...mr.tamil jus told her to call the fellow in charge n we waited for the bus. guess the games is postponed. it happens at almost everygame we play haha...well while waiting some of us played true or dare n all the dare were quite funny. like when nasha got dare she was told to kiss me...bt hey i didn't mind n so i accepted her kiss. bt later when kitee n gang joined in i refused to play as i chickened out when i heard their dare to other girls eg"crawl towards mr.tamil making cat noises" gosh that was seducive haha...so the bus came n i settled in wanted to be alone for sometime...then it started. his stupid msg callin me a cheapo n everything. i jus dn get it. i never said anything to hurt him. so why does he get so worked up huh? well i cld nt careless coz i did nt hav to worry abt anything. if u feel like accusing me then 1st get prove...i dn think he did, he's jus mad abt something bt i dunno n i DON'T CARE. had some more problems with grandma...who has also started accusing of things...gosh dn u ppl hav nothing better to do. never got this mad with her be4...mum came home n comforted me as usual. still im nt afraid, i ain't broken hearing yr words coz i heck care n i ain't a cheapo
got to school on wednesday and found out that the clan table was conquered by some other ppl. so while settling into the canteen a nearby table was free so i got there n then realised that the rest had found a clan forest. the clan forest is a small space near the H.O.D staircase. so yeah got there n settled in with them...ben then told me that we can't go npcc coz we having napfa test. shit la...i hate napfa test...no matter how healthy i am, how thin i am i still can't get myself to do pull up and standin broad jump *dn forget i hav long legs* its quite pathetic.anyway glad that during PE mr.lim said its postponed to next week wed. bt problem is that the next week is my npcc POP...*passing out parade* im nt gonna miss it for the whole world coz it will be my last time attending NPCC before my national exams. so i think that i would rather skip it and tell maybe mr.pari to inform mr.lim...so i went home n slacked...
on thursday it was quite a bad morning...i made morning breakfast n got frustrated when the egg i fried got stuck to the pan...aiyo. so pissed that i took the part that was nt stuck and had it for breakfast. then walked with mum till mrt station then i walked to sch...ben was already at the clan forest, it was nice to sit down n talk with him. jian wen came followed by rey. then nazri came too and we chatted haha...after sch there was supposed to be a netball match bt i cld nt play becoz i had to go for my MT exam...my exam went fine i guess...after my 1st paper i came put n watched the game. i think boonlay sec jus started its venture for netball so it wasn't very gd. i was watchin the 3rd quarter n at that point the score was already 20plus-2...bt the real shock came when i found out that in the 4tyh and final quarter the game ended with a freeking score of 52-2 i mean smb scored more than 30goals in 10mins...haha that was awesome...
