♥Sunday, April 06, 2008 ' 9:26 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥

i have been finding an urge to keep my comments n feelings to myself...
bt actually if i do then my blog will nt be interesting anymore...
as everyone probably noes me by now
im actually a very chatty person
sometimes ppl do say things that bring my spirit down bt still i like being happy...
sometimes being emo is also helpful...
recently i jus got off a relationship tat i dn wan to talk much abt
bt as many of u wld noe im nt so great with relationships...
i mean if u seriously dn noe wat i mean i told u that i do not like u n im nt interested in you...
in fact i CAPITALISED it
bolded it for u so that you would understand...
bt no...
did u think i was a dumbo or something to waste my time on u...
i already wasted so much money on u
n now my time??
my life??
my happiness??
go n get someone else's freedom to pick on...
i really don't get certain guys...
u think its so cool being on relationships...
bt actually its nt...
it can be painful
n its way much worse then being single...
look at u...
acting like a little baby who needs to be spoonfed...
actually yr a bastard...
a freek who doesn't want to get yr heart broken bt has the pleasure of breakin other's heart...
i wanted to tell u how much i hated u
how i felt abt u
bt u always said i showed the public how bad a person u were...
what's wrong in that?
isn't it true how horrible u were...
u kept pestering me on carrying on a relationship i never wished i had...
after i accepted u said maybe it shld hav never happened...
with a sigh of relief as i appreciated god's great help
u come back begging for a 2nd chance...
n finally when u think its funny n broke my heart
i just moved on...
well infact it was a lie...
nt a joke...
bt a lie...
u went thru so much
n u never said a thing to me...
u kept it 2 yrself
made me misunderstand
n now you've left the blame to me??
im nt accepting it at all...
well fine...
u said u wanted a break
its nt as if i did nt want one...
i was dying for one...
then u come back askin for a patch?
i mean
FUCK YOUdid u think it was this simple??
now wat was i expected to do??
i said i like someone else...
which is true...
i may get him
i may not
bt atleast i dn need a
FUCKING FICKLE MINDED BASTARDlike you...
gimme a break...
oh in fact giv all of us a break...
n yes im talking abt u...
u felt guilty huh??
well say tat to someone else...
i feel like cursing u...
i seriously do...
bt actually wat is the use...
yr already cursed...
u look like one anyway...
a cursed bastard who has no life...
oh n wonderin wat i wanted to tell u jus now??
i wanted to say this to you...
Go and learn how to treat a lady
Never ignore her messages
Never make her call you a million times
Say what you mean
Mean what you say
& you know what??
I pray to God everyday that the next girl you fall in love with ditches you and becomes a
BITCHEven better
I hope that you never get a girlfriend who loves you truly...
She may love you
But have you ever heard of PRETEND
If no
Soon you will
Because darling...
Its known as
GIVING YOU A FUCKING HELL OF A BAD TIME & BAD MOMENTS TO CHERISH
GOOD BYE , EX BOYFFIE...
YOU SUCK