♥Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ' 8:27 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
Happy Birthday Randolph
Happy April Fools
oh what the heck??
i know its april fools...
i went to sch all so happy and started tricking ppl in the morning itself...
and as the day begins to end...
i start becoming EMO??
what the fuck lol...
rey sent me a cute msg which i forwarded to my friends...
then everything else tat happened after tat spolied me mood...
this was the msg :
sorry i didn't tell you that i would be moving permanently to bangkok next week. I don't know how lond i wld be posted there. i promise i will give u the number, address and new email when i get there. Hope to see u soon before i leave? Sorry 4 the short notice. i have no choice. they have chosen me as the next prime minister of thailand!! send this msg to other fools like u to fool them like i fooled you...april fools...
mind if i ask wat is wrong with this msg?
well u dun see anything tat wld cause any breakups??
well after i sent this to Arvind *mango* (so called boyffie)
he msged me back saying *im sori i think we beta remain as frens*
...
so wat was all the future plans for??
~planned to stop me 2 secret obessions
~planned to quit my secret crush
~planned to meet him this sat so that i cld wat him play his football
~wasted $49.90 on a ceramic teddy which says *Arvind*
all this wasted??
so what am i going to do with the ceramic teddy??
tell me arvind...
what happened to march 28th??
wat happened to mango?
& WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO YR HANDPHONE?
what's with Pizza Delivery??
arghh...
u made me regret havent u??
i told u i wld nt wan to go on with you...
i told u that it wld not last...
u really convinced me saying tat u wld take care of me??
now what??
empty promises??
guys!!!
aren't they so hard to believe...
now after this i dn feel like havin any more relationships...
all becoz of one guy...
and to think that i got over my obsessions n crush for this??
BECAUSE I LOVED YOU??
BECAUSE I FELT SAVE WITH YOU??
haven't u really broken my heart...
well u have...
u did nt want yr heart to break...
n neither did i...
ARVIND...
u ruined everything...
oh n i think i wld hav to break the $50 ceramic teddy which i saved up for...
do u noe i skipped meals jus to save up for that...
i never wasted money/spent on any of y relationships...
bt now i did...
n $50 all at one go??
im so crazy aren't i...
this was my shortest relationship ever...
4 days and its over...
gosh...
i guess everything does nt last forever...
& certainly my so called fairytale didn't last...
wow im so glad it wasn't valentines day or something...
gonna take time to recover...
too many heartbreaks at one go...
when there was me and u...
had so many dreams jus like u did...
bt guess its all washed away by the sea...
like i said...
starting relationships on sand doesn't last...
felt as if it hasn't started bt
it has ended...
no mood...
~crushed&depressed~
thanks for sticking by me mommy...
i love u always...
best mummy in the whole world...
