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♥Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' 6:58 PM ♥

Awesome. ♥

arghh i typed out everything till very nice n elaborate n all of it was gone.

now im too lazy,

lets jus go for a very brief wed.

there was no npcc POP * Passing Out Parade * as all the sec4's and sec5's had napfa test

so it got postponed, again...

napfa test was great i went all out and after 3 yrs my 4th and final yr i did nt hav to retake it coz i passed everything

went home with abby n chun tung

chun tung revealed his secret crush which got me shocked, surprise watever u wan to call it

got home n nazri had still been msging me

asked me if i was single n indirectly asked me if i was interested.

so indirectioness gave me a chance to pretent as if i had no idea wat it was, so he gave up.

gosh ive been attractin unwanted attention lately.

thursday was ok, met abby n caining n got to sch with them

refused to meet with nazri

went to sch n was so afraid to assemble coz he usually sits beside me.

n when i got there thankgod his classmates had already occupied his area.

refused to sit with him so gave him quite a lot of reasons and it was successful.

told rey abt it and he had no feeling.

jus stared motionless like dead corpse after readin the msg i got frm nazri.

recess he came n ignore him to the best of my ability and whaalaa

success again.

after sch had to go out of sch for netball training.

Mr. Tamil was sick so we met his at canberra park's basketball court n trained there.

messed up big time n he was very unhappy i cld see.

tml the game against Unity sec will be my last game before i step down to concentrate on O levels.

hope i giv my best shop n make it memorable enough.

got home n got ready for check up.

since reuben had already registered for my appointment, the moment i got into the hospital, the nurse called me in.

pastor was like u see the great things that happen in life.

went in n after some consultation the doc asked me to get changed to get my x ray done.

well hav tajen x ray at tan tock seng before, so at KK its nothing new

went into the room, stripped my self naked till my undies * sorry abt the no sensoring *

slipped on the gown, n went into the dark room, after a few camera flashes i was done.

got changed n went back in.

the doc said results wld be out tml and said that if im positive then i can't be helped coz no operation can be done on me.

the flat heart causes problems like breathin difficulties while the hole in the heart is still not in risky mode yet * all this was judged based on previous report frm tan tock seng*

i felt all broken at once, heart jus crashed.

bt not as bad as before.

the doc revisted my diet n my physical activity level n also my CCA.

he had nothin to ay till saturday when the report it out.

reuben jus gav me a squeeze in my hand n i felt that it was nt over yet.

i still hav to fight on.

got home n mum called me

sounded as if she had cried badly

bt she told me that it will be fine soon

dad n i exchange nothing at all.

no words.

im still worried that if im goin to die, i wld hav no moments of we had to cherish