oh gosh... i woke up very early becoz i did nt wan to die sleeping... i cld nt even sleep last night... cried myself to sleep and had nightmares of people standing in a graveyard... thought that when i go to sch i will be better... bt it got worse... mr.chong was wearing black!!! hey not tat i hate the color bt at this point it creeped me out...
i felt the pain... i did nt hav it till now... maybe its jus over working... mum says to be positive... she said that is the doc had nt said anythin i wldnt hav felt any pain... well i hope even the x-ray was the wrong one... hehe...
i kinda over worked myself now and then... bt frankly i felt nothing... i think its a hoax... i hope it is... or even if it was a miracle has to happen now...
told ben and abby abt it... abby was devestated... she said she wld blow my heart back if she had to... dumb girl by takin it out yr already killing me... bt hey ben n abby were quite sensitive abt it n i appreciated it alot...
i mentioned to almost everyone that i love them and gave them ahug... fathiah wld hav almost got it... bt i ignored the qns... i dn want to be giving hints or else soon the whole world will noe... so if yr readin my blog and u hav a brief idea... please pray for me...
im jus pretendin as if nothin happened... becoz i will go KK to check again... next week... so i hope its not true...
thanks to all my christian friends for keepin me in yr prayer and calling me to check up on me... he was very nice... he said tat if i needed to call even if it was the wee hours i cld... he said he wld blast his phone so when i call he will attend to me... he is so sweet... met her today and she asked how come im so bubbly... in response i said... "i don't feel like im goin to die, god loves me and if i had to die soon i wld nt be given propecies by my pastor that i would be a great asset to god and do his work" pastor was so confident that i wld nt die... maybe tat was way i felt at peace today... he suggested to go to KK... he said something was wrong... im taking medication still bt no signs of breathin difficulties and chest pain or chest pressure or watever doc said... so im carrin on wif life as normal...
guess i wld nt hav to sleep late and wake up early and stare at the ceiling today becoz i was afraid of dying in my sleep... bt instead im havin a early night and waking up late tml... hees...
netball camp starts tml... i cld choose to go for npcc though its only for sec 1 & 3 bt for the time being i wan to get into the spore netball team n rep. spore... so march 15 is coming very soon... i hope im ready for it and i dn hav any complications becoz tis is my aim... to be ahead of all spore sports sch girls and represent spore as sporean and a member of team smb...
im nt staying over for netball camp becoz i need to blog and i need my bed and i need my toilet can't be fightin with the rest of the netball girls... almost 60plus u noe... whaa toilet i bet flooded... hehes...
well peeps gt to start homework early and maybe chill a bit... then mus get to bed early... im tired of starin at the ceiling and waiting to die... its time to move on sleep soundly with the ray of hope shining through my window...
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