everyone has been very nice to me recently... maybe its becoz the word has spread abt my illness... or whatever it maybe i dun care... nothing is goin to come my way... well netball camp was great... through all the scolding. screamin,shouting i still got into the sch team for the sch's challenge league... well tat means im missing church on sun becoz i'll be havin training... arghh can't miss church... love church,love god...
anyway 1st 2 days has been great so far except for the fact that i am PAINFULLY, DEPRESSINGLY, NOT IN LOVE BUT ATTACHED isn't tat horrible... officially was attached during my amaths lesson... i mean i dun even noe aravind tat much... bt he has been pestering me so much tat i had to get him off my back... so i said yes... it sucked huh... i cld nt take back my words... aiya... well i jus hope never to hear frm him again... u noe we had a conversation online and he says he doesn't love me... hasn't gotten tat deep yet... so i was thinkin then why make my life miserable... bt till now... this moment i feel as if im nt attached... lets jus move off this sub ks...
im jus nervous for my upcoming netball for the worlds 2011 spore team trials... everybody has been doin a great deal of prayin for me... thanks a lot peeps... i appreciate it... if anyone wld like to come the nearest mrt is orchard... frm there u wld hav to go to the control station n ask how to get to CCAB evans road... then i guess they will tell u a bus no. and u will get there... if yr wonderin why i dunno its coz i will only find out on the day itself... hehes... well guys... i need yr support... i need this great opp. n i really really wan this... so help me ok...
oh n anthony had been so nice to make me a video after he knew i was havin problems with my heart... nice of u anthony... yr a great friend... oh n u owe me a treat... haha
