♥Sunday, December 02, 2007 ' 9:20 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
ok i kinda knew this long ago...
bt never bothered much abt wat i heard...
well guess what...
looking at a guy n thinkin his cute means u hav already committed adultry...
arghh...
i hav looked at so many guys n always metioned tat they are very hot or handsome...
n i hav even told my mum abt these guys if im with her...
n im comitting adultry???
so unfair...
n now watchin tamil movies also is wrong...
OMG...
not fair again...
in church so many questions i felt was being thrown at me...
do i want GOD or DEVIL??
is the WORLD important or GOD important??
HEAVEN or HELL??
LIGHT or DARK??
HOLY or UNHOLY??
well i love god...
jesus...
bt still i feel that im far frm him...
havin so many commitments in church...
being an ass.youth leader...
holding many diff kinds of positions...
i don't think i was close to him all this while...
i still love him...
n he loves me too...
well a pastor called robin came to our church today and started throwin this questions at us...
when his wife prayed for me...
she was filled with the holy spirit and i felt god talking thru her...
her words did not seem as if he was angry with me or anything...
she jus said tat i need to be closer to him n read the word...
ok i admit i don't really read the word unless i feel like...
i don't know her at all...s
he jus started prayin n almost everythin she said i felt god talking to me...
as if he knew...
of course he knew...
well watever she said seem to be making sense...
if it wasn't for my mum...
i wld not hav gone to ask for prayer...
and wld not hav know wat i can expect in my life...
i hav loads of things to do...
i hope i catch up...
n most importantly put him infront of everythin i do...
tml is going to be somewhat long...
with mr.raj doin reflections with us abt the camp n stuff...
hope everythin turns out well...
