♥Thursday, August 16, 2007 ' 9:28 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
Wow.....it has been ages since i decided to do my blog....well thanks to some inspiration from Tracia i guess i am back to doing what i think is going to help me alot...especially with recalling my memories from each day.....
Diary is not much of a use now.....but i will still write what i have to whenever i feel like it...but now i am very sure that this blog is going to be used much more often....
Today was what i call a little bit terrible...except for the part where i kinda found this morning that two of my most shyest classmates are making out.....haha...it was shocking but i managed to keep it a secret...it was a secret between me, siying and tracia until siying said she wanted to tell QR....well telling her was not good.....she made me loose my concentration during lesson...it was so irritating....some times she gets on my nerve....she jus has a habit of irritating people but they cannot get angry with her while we irritated her n she can't take it....it jus does not make sense....
Lessons were not really great except amaths...whatever it might be i don't seem to loose interest in amaths.....i still thank god to this day that mrs.wee is not my amaths teacher...you need to be flexible at times...
Well after recess we went straight to class where Mrs.Wee was late again....well during this time i kinda bothered james about jac...hehe....but he jus kept smiling..thank god....
Cai Ning the angel of my life helped me again with my amaths after school...after that she i and abby made our way home....on our way back we bought plain waffles then bubble tea or pearl tea watever u call it....i bought mango which i stilll hav not finished....its my fridge..caining but vanilla it was quite ok la....then abby bought honeydew....we walked home together....i did not mention to caining who said she hated me.....she guessed it was QR...but sometimes u hav to keep certain things....after all i think i will be closer to caining.....then i and abby sat down under her block and we were talking about the day...i was tellling her about mine...and she listened....well it is great to know that you have such great friends in your life.....i do hav great friends....
~Abigail, (my best friend since sec 1 who beared through all my nonsense)
~Reynolds, (the great logistics co-ordinator compared to Kim Yao....funny guy and still the best...makes me laugh....learned alot from him...and i found out who he likes.....)
~Tracia, (i think i have to learn alot from her...even with all the peer-pressue or watever she still keeps goin and i like her)
~Benson, (my darling.....my head NCO....my confider...i always call him when i am bored...he is great...gives great advice....and it works...)
~Jian Wen (i can't believe it but he makes my day very funny guy)
~Si Ying ( we do all the dumbest things and say the dumbest things...she is funny...and special too...she is great..and one thing i have learned from her so far....NEVER HAVE REGRETS)
~ Cai Ning ( can't forget her.....many ppl hav cum to help me with my work...but never havi had someone who really does teaching me compared to someone who does not need to be named)
Tommorow is english....must do well...its the first paper and mummy thinks me as her life...without me she said she won't be alive till today so i love her and i will do well....nothing lower than a B3....
Its late at night now....i was chatting wif tracia when she told me a *secret*...i was shocked truthfully i felt utterly shocked....i can jus imagine watever she said into my life....then i wld realise tat i could hav given up hope in my life.....but instead she chose to stand strong and i admire her for that....i jus feel bad all these times for makin fun of her....well i am sure we will become quite close...considering the fact we are toghther durin duties....well i just wish he luck with her ife.....
I have been readin other's blogs...and for once....i dun think tat mine can be the best....mine in fact is the worst....considering the fact that i had tried to be Holy this week is quite a great achievement for me....its just that i hav not been so Holy i am tryin though....well my version of being Holy is waking up everyday, read the bible, go to school, use no form of bad language which includes stupid, shut up and idiot....then pay attention in class and make sure i finish all my homework...then study....but all this have not been goin so well at all....i hope it will soon...
The fact that i had been wastin away my life is very obvious...well i am not so sure what i can do about it....i hope i can get things right....maybe soon when i have settled in with my life i can confess somethings about myself....
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