To all those who had yr heart broken today....well i wld still like to say...hav a great thursday...or even better..i wish u had a great thursday...So Little Time So Many Hearts Broken....well tat is exactly wat happen...nothing exactly bothered me except a few incidents... Well it started with maths lesson...as usual i an jansen were playing a fool...then i really dunno wat happened la..bt QR started to talk abt me...then i got angry n she said tat i like jansen/he likes me???whichever way around that was...i was jus frustrated....u noe me sensitive veni...so i gto fed up...she had also compared me with valerie...jansen's ex...she such a *****.......sorry.... Then we had FT..where we had our so called teachers day party....where all of a sudden VW n YR with AR came n called TW and QR....so cool huh??i was not invited!!!when i asked TW she said it something....then when caining ask her she said that it did not concern her...well this infuriated caining...she came n told me n siying...then we both like ignore TW...then TW slam down a chair when she saw us talking....well who knew she might hav slammed it on accident....but caining was mad at her....well siying told us to ignore her...well i realised the reason soon enough...after school we had to go to to AVA for our KL briefing...there i siying sat away frm the gang...purposely ignoring them...bt i did turn and talk at certain times la...when we left the AVA room i went to the council room passed my hp to caining n went to the toilet.being traced by QR, VW,YR......well Qr claimed she needed to go to the toilet n started pullin my shirt...there and then i told her to stop n said tat i dun wan 2 tk 2 her n includin the 2 guys behind as they were acting like weirdos...well right after we bent towards the band room VW asked me to stop....i did n he said tat he was like can i go to the toilet first...n he said ok...QR went in wif me bt did nothin she pretended to walk into the cubicle bt came out wifout flushing....which meant she was acting......well came out n saw VW seating down wif YR and QR...he started off wif a situation...frm last night...he said that he was listening to song in his hp last night...also this morning....then during FT he wanted 2 take a pic wif his form teacher and he said that he lost his 512mb memory card...so i said i nv take it n told him how can i open his phone to take his memory card..he said his memory card was jus on the outside...well i said follow me back to the council room....my phone is there n i will prove i nv take it...i went took out my hp then showed him my memory card...64mb...haha!!!!!!!what could he do now....coming to me with false accusations...well ignored them.like for a long time..... Even caining got fed up...who wld not...suspectin yr own ex-co...bloody hell...after tat i n caining went to the teachers day rehersal where we were talkin abt this....hams came n said why i hav tears in my eyes...bt then i started crying...who wld not...goin thru everythin...then havin yr past to haunt you....it sucks...even when u think atleast 1 person wdl help out...instead he was wif them....well hams said things abt VW tat made me feel better...even abby heard everythin..great to know she trust me...well we were supp to present flowers to the teachers....well jian wen went to get QR...she came n then i n caining became more n more closer....she kept callin caining a few times bt she ignore her..well i felt bad...but hey she made me feel so hurt...she deserves it.....well then we went back to council room....where mrs.wee came n talked to us...she said she saw QR crying....wah she does everythin n cries makin us look guilty sia...well i explained all 2 mrs.wee.....she said tat frm her bottom of her heart she trust me.....well tat was refershing...then straight after she was done with me n caining she saw VW on the way and she was talkin for a long time....well durin this time i had to go back home n caining whom i thought wld accompany abby in school said she did not want to see their faces... Atleast i did not go back home alone....while walking back caining asked me if i was feeling better...well i was not....i really was not...i dunno wat i wld do wifout caining.....thank god she was there when i needed her the most....n siying too...n abby too...well its also great to know that jian wen is good....haha....well not corupted...haha Choose friends wisely...QR....she always suspected me....n hurts me all the time....VW...began to listen to others and suspected me....YR......well wat wld he do poor boy.....he has to abide by his best friend n girl friend...who knows he might hav been part of this...BYJJ well now tat his friend knows abt it he will tell him too n probably will not trust me...so i dn care....AR....had been a part of this....TW...she knew my secret n could hav actually said stuff abt me...she shld be glad tat even if i hate her i am still keepin her secret........ I talked to abby....she made me feel better...i guess she is my only true and real friend.....friends don't suspect each other....well cai ning wrote abt this in her blog....i feel so sad...i am crying right now...i feel hurt.....well YR and QR came online....i saw their nicks....YR's was "friendship is an important treasure that anyone can get make sure u treasure it. anything beyond friendship is impossible. rmb tat." i jus don't get wat he was trying to say...bt i think mabe he was tryin 2 be nice....but i hav not exactly seen it.....well then QR's nick was "can i take it, i don't think so." now abby tries to tell me to think of my happy moments....bt...many of these memories also had taken place wif rey...no YR...i still hate him...i guess.... Tommorow....gonna be a bloody heck day....i am glad i won't hav to c sum faces....hey if u realised i removed sum names frm my best buddies...guess???? YR.TW.AR.BYJJ that's it....i also hav decided tat from now on whoever makes me mad...will only be referred by their initials....well byebye gtg now...mum goin to giv lecture on who to mix wif n who not to.......i really need it.......
