♥Monday, March 31, 2008 ' 9:49 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
i would say that it was such an honour to be an emcee along with mahirah for this very event... well finally the wait was over today for the 1st student leaders investiture...
i would not say it was perfect but in fact it was gd enough that the student population did not fall asleep
haha...
i would say that im having so much fun recently...
i did the school flag today along with siying doin the national flag n rey with the parade commanding...
i do know that in exactly a week i would no more be an executive member of the student council..
sadly no more duties and no more scolding juniors...
does it hav to end like this in the end??
haha
i feel so pathetic grumbling abt the fact tat i wld hav to step down...
its the fact...
i love the council i mean i love the ex co so much
that it pains me to leave like this...
secret obsession had taken control over me today...
i jus loved the fact tha i get to be surrounded by cute gys
lol...
still i jus wish my secret obsession would end...
it does not feel right
bt its also hard to let go...
& oh i think im falling in love with him all over again
um i hope its a crush
becoz its always me & you...
♥Thursday, March 27, 2008 ' 9:14 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
I have no idea what is happening to me?? I'm becoming lazier and for heaven's sake its my O Levels this year and I haven't started preparation...
I've started to dream about the perfect guy in my life when "hello, i'm supposed to be concentrating on my studies", so that I can become an engineer when i grow up...
Well why think go far...
With my O Level results i should be able to get into an enginering course in poly...
For only God know how the cut-ogg points might change when i'm applying for poly...
I was sick again...
Mentally, emotionally and physically...
So stayed in again, which certainly isn't good for someone like me who loves school...
Decided to get over my previous relationship because for all I know, that fellow is fickle minded and im sure he can't keep his women happy...
And certainly im not happy...
Love my blog so much that now instead of doing my F&N research which was due a week ago, im blogging...
Hahaha...
Tomorrow im sure it would be an extra long day...
I hope I don't get emo easily...
And I hope that atleast tomorrow I would have a relaxed day...
Good bye people...
*The Hot sun caressed her tanned skin while the fierce breeze whipped her plain white dress against her body
*Boats glided in surreal manner that took her back to the days of her childhood
*Utter misery, and she would rather have fishhooks pounded into her body than to ever step foot into this land again.
*Her long blond hair, slapped against her skin as she sought some peace for her troubled thoughts.
* Even now she could feel his voice as he held her hand on top of the water for her to feel the softness of the waves as they whispered against her tiny palm
♥ ' 3:45 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
Im so in love with God...
He redeemed me and i worship him with all hope
Dying for me was the greatest present he could give me...
Thanks Father for dying for my sins.
Your mercy and love endures forever.
its good friday today...
woke up n gave thanks to god
followed by a fasting prayer
then left for church...
worship was wonderful...
who cares about being tired...
as long as u can giv all u hav to him...
tambourine dance was a bit dry esp since we stopped the *whoo* sound...
bt actually it was revived as we started shouting *amen* and *hallelujia*
the e message was great...
somewhat it gave me confidence to live everyday...
i can't be bothered abt dying...
it seriously can't happen now...
tuesday we celerbrated chun tung's birthday even though it was on wed...
we were all nt free on wed.
well he got a sweet surprise when he realised that we got him a cake n everything.
haha
i loved the smile on his face.
wednesday was also mr.raj's birthday...
alot of rush here and there...
had netball training after sch
along with npcc training
then went to pick up mr.raj's cake at q-bread at MRT with rey
and bummer he saw us...
bt he did nt realise anything.
bt suspected sumthin was wrong coz i did nt answer him properly n rey was blur blur...
haha he went thru sun plaza while i n rey went all the way near veeky's hse and came by broadway.
we reached faster n when he reached sch he saw me n was like *how come u reach faster than me*
ahaha.
si ying and i walked him to his sinda classroom (mr.tamil's classroom)
he asked us to...
well when we got there he tried to go in by the back door where mdm.vani n mdm.gan were seated...
aiya who locked the back door??
he always gets in by the back door...
well anyway mdm.ani sat lookin straight while mdm.gan was coverin her face n he was like *woo ahahahaha*
n he knew wat was happening n whlaaa
he entered the front dorr as everyone popped the part poppers at him...
haha
he was like thank u n everythin...
finally after the sec 1 councillor induction programme the whole council had gathered to celerbrate,,,
mr.zaf,mr.gwee,mr,tamil,mdm.vani,mdm.gan were present as well...
um mdm vani gave us a programme to handle...
seems like we would be havin a graduation ceremony for the CCA leaders, NE abassadors and the Class committee
so the whole exco+mahirah got invloved...
mdm vani told mahirah to get a co emcee alon with her...
n i asked if i cld n she was like ok...
tat meant now im an emcee
yay...
after so long u noe...
check up is on tue next week...
pastor along with reuben ( my partner in crime...he volunteered...love him ) will be accompanying me...
i seriously hope everythin is fine coz i had 2nd thoughts after havin my 2.4km on wed...
wow the pain was unbearable...
i sat in the toilet crying...
thur the student council got together to do the selection for the excom...
being the present ex co my mind was in confused mode...
until the nominees came n gave their speech of why they wanted to be in the exco...
from there i narrowed down my 11 ppl...
still alot u noe..
so i had 3 voting papers...
all the 8 exco had 3 votin papers while the rest of the council had only 1...
so we made very critical decision...
after tat the rest of the exco except me n tracia were clooating the votes...
i went for netball tournament while tracia went for band...
netball tournament was in our homeground...
with pasir ris sec...
quite nervous...
esp becoz the training the smb girls had went all over the place after they came...
lol...
well we still fought on...
i fell down n injured myself a bit...
bt not too much coz the game hadn't even started yet...
game started the 1st set ended with 5-10 with us in the lead by 5 points...
2nd set we were leading by 6 points...
well in the 4th set the most memorable one was my last goal...
we were left with 30sec in the game n mr.tamil was like *onemoregirls*
haha
so at tat time it was rushy n we missed the ball n so did pasir ris
throw in was ours bt the opponent got it she threw n it bounced near our goal circle where the GK ran out to get it bt too late rasiqah got it...
since the GK was far frm me...
way far she was outside the goal circle...
so rasiqah passed the ball in where i took a shot...
my ball was actually out...
almost...
i knew...
i always gauge my balls right n i was sure tat it wld go out...
bt actaully it went in...
and at the point the whistle rang...
it was right on time...haha...
the ball was scored at the end of the 30th sec...
n mr.tamil forgot every mistake i had made n was smiling...
hahah...
i agree i made mistakes...
i missed e ball a few times...
i did not score a few times...
i did nt catch e rebound 2-3 times n the opponent got it..
i wld work on it...
n i wld show my best shot when we play against woodlands on monday...
the final score 33-21
we won
haha
thanks to all our sch mates who were ther to support us...
thz afiq for cheering me on n *good luck* ing me when i scored
n abby for screamin my name frm the 2nd floor...
haha
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son taht whoever believed in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
i've been moving on...
i don't get anything...
