♥Friday, November 21, 2008 ' 7:01 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
Perfect!Everything is so perfect!I mean how perfect can my life get?I never felt this horrible in my 16 years of life.First time I roamed around without company.First time a kid sticks out his tongue at me on the street and makes me feel worse.So many times someone tells me its all normal and natural.And first time I'm hating things around me.Ok maybe not the first time but I am hating things around me.I needed peace and quiet today so I had gong to the library where I could not get any peace.I felt like a total idiot.I guess I'm starting to loose the people around me in my life.Maybe I've already lost some of them and I'm oblivious to the fact that I did.Arghh, how perfect can life get?People treat me like I'm nobody.Like I'm no human.Some times like I'm invisible.Well either way I guess I'm no normal human.And I don't feel like updating about my sucky life today.Maybe some other time when I feel better.