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♥Sunday, June 29, 2008 ' 8:42 PM ♥

Awesome. ♥

im just like so pissed!!!
why?
i have no idea either.
why is it that some people feel that they are the only ones who have problem.
oh please, there are so many out there with problems.
comparing you to me, if you have been having the problems i hav u wld be mental now.
and thanks to god im still standing strong.
sometimes its just that you don't realise what other people are going through and that is because you are SOO SELF-CENTERED.
freek you man!!
every time you behave this way.
and i have feelings too.
i guess i care too much about the people around me.
now, i don't give a damn!
i thought we used to be so different then.
maybe you just want attention, but i think i have given you enough.
you seriously are very selfish and you need to change.
if not, im sorry for you.

im just hating people i so loved then.
they just keep changing and changing and can't help but to ponder on rey's comments about the butterfly being unable to change back to a caterpillar.
i guess im always the odd one out right?

feel so horrible today.
i was so happy till i got home from church and saw some comments at the ex-co blog!!
argh!!
its so useless trying to get rey back together again
he would never be the same would he?
would you rey?
i doubt so la.
ive given up, not bothered about people who are not bothered about their life.
why should i right?
its not my life, its not the way i want to life it.
i have my own things, own problems, more horrible issues compared to most and i still shall not complain, because i feel like i already have everything.
i received some emails about ppl in africa life a horrible lifestyle.
i have the chance to go to school, i have a bed at home, great food shoes to wear.
and the only person sometimes i confide to is my mum.
she tells me that i have my own life to worry about.
sometimes when you try to help other people out, they tend to say that you are actually causing problems.
mum is so right!!
im helping, but it seems like im causing problems.

and life's lesson was learned from a great bunch of guys.

1. mind your own business even if you have thoughts of helping out.
2. you already have a life, don't tell others how to live it.
3. never complain about your life, your friends because there are some out there who have been deprived of it.

PS : sorry if my post is very offensive, sometimes i get so hot that i don't bother to cool down before saying things. so i tend to hurt people, but hey, the truth is, what i says, makes sense.

oh and i think i have made the right decision to leave the band.
band what band?
you don't know right?
that is because i don't update about it.
nothing to update.
would want to stay at a place where you don't belong.
where a guy named nazri is a bugger
and an unknown person named rey doesn't know himself?
i never felt like i belonged in the group, my mum still laughs when i tell her that i was the team manager.

oh yeah to add something else to the life's lessons is that

4. never stay where you don't belong.

currently, i feel like i don't belong in a lot of places. School? Exco 07? 4E1?

Boo!!!
im not becoming emo, its so not me...
I think i've just started to think too much.

2 Comments:

hey please la, don't just think about your own life, or you yourself will become like that self - centered thing. i like you just the way your are veni. you change everyone's life to the best because you care for them and when you feel like helping out do so. because u will be sinning if you know the right thing to do but not doing so. and you must never be emo, coz i like my cousin baby the way she is and don't change yourself for others. sounds familiar right? it used to be the same thing u used to say to me. see how the tables have turned?

Love Martin

By Cousins, @ 9:26 PM

whaa i know the rough times veni, but still you never fail to smile during those time do you? you would always say that you have the perfect life even when you went through so much. yes i would have gone mental if i was in your shoes. still not many people know about those times right? so leave it. forget those time and think of the fact that life has started afresh ahh look i just saw martin's comment. and yes i love my cousin sis for the freeking way she is. i love you bitch so get over it and now i bet my life that you are already back to normal coz i know that veni never stays mad for longer that 15minutes. LOLS.

Pheobe

PS: London is getting so bored without you. No kidding really. My brother is such a boring dude. LOLS. I love ya so much babe.

By Cousins, @ 9:31 PM