♥Monday, March 03, 2008 ' 12:42 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
oh dear oh dear...
i felt myself bloom back to the flower when u started giving me the words i longed for...
bt soon as time past when i wanted to noe yr past...
i had to come across it...
and when i did without my knowledge tears streamed down...
how much i had to feel...
i loved u so much...
to think that i had waster 16 yrs of my life...
waiting for the time that u wld sweep me off my feet and tell me that you love me...
i waited and waited for the time to come...
sometimes for the pain u caused me i felt tat i wld be better off if u died...
bt now...
if u die what is the world for me??
what importance is it to me??
when all i lived for was to hav a share of the love u had...
if u die without showin me yr love...
without telling me how much i mean to you...
i would be empty...
i would feel the sword pierce through my heart...
if only...
if only you understood hom much yr love means to me...
will u be alive on my wedding day??
will i be able to walk down the aisle with you by my side??
will i have my father-daughter dance??
will u be there when im giving birth to my 1st born??
will u be there when my 2nd is on the way??
will u even be here with me now??
telling me what i want to hear??
will u show me the love that i never had??
thanks anothony for making me feel better today...
im sure i would be able to see my fruits of my labour...
also thanks for putting the video at your blog...
i really appreciate it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1aHlS_bThM ( 1st thing that i cried watching )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvW6nuQ2B0s&feature=related ( 2nd thing i cried watching )well today i wasn't able to go to sch either...elaboration is not needed...so yeah stayed at home n rottedthen i realised tat i had to go for sinda...so made my way to schoolhad fun with cai ning rey veeky and jian wen...oh n also rekha rashidah n vanimr.raj later came n said tat the clerk forgot to inform the rest of the 4Eso my 1st lesson wld start prob next week or the week afterso i went back with rashidah...both of us started talking abt the JI fellow n the possible ways in which he cld hav escaped...so we created hypothesis...~some how spore wld hav wanted to get rid of him...so they wld hav killed him n said he escaped...~it cld hav been internal works...pl inside,officers,cld hav helped him to escape...becoz if nt he wld hav been caught by now...so why the delay??whatever it maybe we wld hav to wait till he is caught and hopefully he is not out there making bombs or plannin to destroy spore...n im hopin he is caught soon so that spore wld be a safe place again...still life goes no as normal for all...Life is precious and there is joy to be experienced in life.
If people are open to seeing the good and joyous in all kinds of situations, it makes life worth living.
It's ok to kiss a fool, it's ok to let a fool kiss you, but never ever let a kiss fool you.... is better to meet the person who will truly love you later, than meet someone now who promises to love you but sooner or later leave you forever..... Fate determines who comes into our lives. The heart determines who stays... Love is like a knife, it can stab e heart or it can carve wonderful images into e soul that will last a lifetime
