i've been moving on... especially after having a great march 28... right mango *winks* actually i dn noe why i even went on with this idea... bt in the end ive got nothing to loose... jus that it bothers me to noe that mr.mango is always very busy... so busy that he takes a long time to reply my ims... anyway after the big march 28 its like im counting down to our anniversary?? haha... i can't believe im saying this but i can't wait for our 1 year anniversary oh what the heck... 1 month anniversary is not even here haha
still nothing cld wipe away the tears that keep falling everytime i listen to the song Sum 41 - With Me... rey introed the song to me and guess what everytime i hear it i start crying badly... thinking abt the 8 of us... and how we wld move on after this. for me life wld nt be normal... im really gonna rmb u guys... u guys mean so much to me... and if ever i said that i hated u guys... well i take it back... coz u peeps are the best... n whenever i hear this song... i will rmb everything that has happened btw us so far...
its like the wee hours of the morning and here i am blogging... its all becoz i can't sleep and all of a sudden im afraid of dying afraid that i would die without letting *HIM* know how i feel abt him...
anyway church wasn't so great yesterday... and that's becoz we did nt have tambourine dance... isn't that pathetic... worship wasn't so great... i did nt feel his presence that much compared to the times when we dance n sing unto the lord... i liked the sermon... the new pastor preached abt eyes being opened and everything...
i held his hands and i felt a chill run down my spine... it was a good chill actually... i wanted to hold his cold hands forever and never let go... bt sadly we finished praying and we had to let go...
i've been moving on...
