♥Sunday, March 02, 2008 ' 8:39 PM ♥
Awesome. ♥
i was so mad today...
i thought everything was fine until she came along...
what did i do to you??
what crime did i commit for u to scold me tat way...
i noe i wasn't able to spend time with you...
was tat y u were so biased??
u chose her over me??
u chose to look at me instead of her when i repected you so much??
what were u thinking??
did u think that by scolding me i wld become better??
let me tell u tat u spoiled my day...
i felt so horrible tat i wasn't able to concentrate...
smile??
was tat all u cld say??
smile??
why nt look n scold her...
why me??
i was matured enough to be serious...
she wasn't and u scolded me...
thanks alot really...
after that i tried to get over it...
mum told me tat it was useless to be mad over it...
and i even screamed at mum...
bt she wasn't bothered...
sorry mum...
thanks for being understanding...
u msged me back saying tat i shld brush up
and u were nt scolding me as u wanted the best for him
and it was nt for u...
u asked me to ask him to get new steps...
and said god bless you...
maybe tat wld hav made me better...
i noe i mus sacrifice time on order for him to lead me...
thanks for telling me
bt wat i was really mad abt was the fact tat u were biased...
jus becoz she was closer to you n hung out for with u and literally was yr servant u decided tat u wld scold me instead...
thx...
now i noe yr true colors...
and i noe its nt the time for me to be with u...
i'll respect u...
bt its over btw u and me...TEEYA IS NOT COMING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW...GOING TO BE BORING WITHOUT HER...GOING TO MISS HER...TAKE CARE DARLING...