i don't get anything... my life is a mixture of confusion.hatred and depression... boy oh boy am i going to miss my council... yesterday the new council executive committee was announced... gosh they were really a bunch...
Chairman: Susan V-Chairman: Farhanah&Rachel Secretary: Rebecca *yay someone i love is taking over my position* Ass Secretary: Elaine Welfare Co-Ordinator: Dina Ass: Irhana&Eos Logistics Co-Ordinator: Jie Ying Ass: Yusof Planning Co-ordinator: Thanusha Ass: Randolph
ok some were expected n some wasn't... i mean wth?? wat happened to my dear cute chubby asraf... arghh... i think he deserved to be in more than anyone else... all the assistants are the sec 2's and the rest of them are sec 3's... after the excecuitve committee were announced si ying wanted to talk to them... and without warning she started crying... since the chairman started crying then wat wld the vice-chair do?? cai ning also started... then obvioucly i started to feel bad... how can the council hav many ppl who can't make it... is this the end?? after i started crying, tracia too cld nt control... left with the 3 guys and abby who refused to let loose their emotions... i felt so so bad... our investiture is on the 7th april... n im sure on stage when the current ex-co will be seated, we will start crying... wth... im crying now already... im gonna miss all the funt imes we had as an executive council... boowhhaa...
im gonna miss coming to sch early. standing outside the general office, taking out my tie and wearing it. talking to my juniors. then fool ard with the 3 guys... distrudb my juniors... i hav to get used to goin back to assemble... gonna miss pulling the flag... gonna miss everything... & anything... gonna miss my tie... gonna miss my executive pin... gonna miss my neat attire... gonna miss having council meeting gonna miss the council room where we had so much of fun... *the council room's lights are blurring, guess they dn wan us to leave either, in fact 1 if the lights is gone& we're left with 1 more to go* most importantly gonna miss my council room key which i lost
gonna miss siying's jokes gonna miss caining's hugs gonna miss my bro (Mas Selamat) , veeky's stupid name calling *krishnan* gonna miss jianwen (Dumbo) n his dumb jokes abt talking to the air...*chookim* gonna miss rey (King Protoss) and his star craft *henry* gonna miss tracia and her smile... gonna miss abigail (Nuts) and her stupid crazy wacky talks...
im so afraid that after we step down we would become jus normal *hi & bye* forgotten friends... and being back to friends would mean that we would become strangers... would our family last forever?? how i wish i took back my words about steeping down soon... i mean its so horrible... then i was praying to step down bt now all i think abt is the council all i see when i close my eyes is the ex-co members n all my tears contain all the times they used to cheer me up... make my day like no one else's...
when we 1st came together, we had differences... i don't deny bt then we bonded within moments... n now we can't believe we hav to part... will i be forgotten?? in my journey of life... no matter how many friends i may have and no matter how many relationships i come across i would never forget u guys... never...:( im crying so bad that now i feel like im empty... so empty that i could keep goin for hours... bt it has to end somewhere...and here i end it...
i don't get anything...
