Freekishly beautiful day...woke up early...
took a shower and stuff...
then as i has said earlier in my previous post yesterday...
i had to fast till noon today...
so i was so hungry that i decided to drink milo...
then mummy's friend came over to make cookies...
so while helping them cut the butmeg i accidentally put them into my mouth...
little did i know i was fasting...
so exactly at noon i had my lunch...
went to church wuth my beautiful chudithar...
i was so nervous...
well pastor forgot to bring diana's tambourine...
so akka said either me or havolyn will hav to use her heavy tambourine n giv ours to diana...
so unfair...
well tat was wat i thought at first...
since diana was a small girl the heavy tambourine would not be suied for her...
so after listening to havolyn's talk...
i asked akka to use the tambourine herself becoz she is the leader n she wld be outstanding...
well she was mad and she said tat for such a small thing we can't give in...
well after tat thank god pastor subra brought a smaller tambourine for diana...
i felt very bad...
it was so selfish of me to do tat...
well i felt guilty...
i apologised for such behaviour to akka and also god...
missed bible study today becoz the 5 of us were praying to god for energy and also anointing...
stood infront i whenever a song was sang i sang along jus like the old times...
i did not feel tired...
and wat more was the fact tat when i did the wrong step i felt someone moving my hand in the right direction...
i wld not say someone...
i wld say holy spirit...
well after all the song i did not feel time pass...
in the end it was a success...
everyone kept coming up to us and saying we did a great job...
even pastor maniam told me tat i dance very well...
i said in my heart...
its thanks to god...
true...
it was thanks to him...
my mum said tat when she came into the church while we were dancing she started crying...
she had no worries...
bt shr jus had tears...
even aunty shanti doin back up singing said tat she felt god's presence...
wow...
im grateful for this...
and i can't wait for next week's service...
im excited...
very excited...
