Chronicles of Veni

2010-03-23T16:50:00.000+08:00

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2009-08-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

Been trying so hard, so very hard to force myself to use wordpress. But then I didn't want to. But now. I have. So people its official. I have moved to WORDPRESS. Link me alrights. =)

Oh and people, feel free to tag me here at this blog as my new blog has no tagboard and I have no idea how to pull string there. I need a bit getting used to. LOL.

2009-08-10T19:22:00.002+08:00

Things have definitely not been easy with blogger. I am not being able to upload pictures and its driving me insane. I'm thinking of reverting to wordpress, but its not an easy task because I have to update my link referral, my nuffnang and alot of other things, but from what I know, its definitely going to be worth it. Haha. Update soon. Many things to say =)

2009-08-09T20:52:00.001+08:00

List of English Movies Watched in 2009 :

The Proposal 18/8/2009

Harry Potter & The Half - Blood Prince 17/7/2009

Red Eye 28/6/2009

Imagine That 25/6/2009

Transformers 24/6/2009

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen 24/6/2009

Ace Ventura Jr : Pet Detective 18/6/1992

Legally Blondes 17/6/1992
Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian 16/6/2009
Night at the Museum 7/6/2009
17 Again 16/5/2009
Confessions of a Shopaholic 24/3/2009
The Other End of the Line 23/3/2009
Dr. Dolittle: Million Dollar Mutts 23/3/2009
Van Helsing 10/3/2009
Bride Wars 20/2/2009
Slumdog Millionare 12/2/2009
The Haunted Mansion 31/1/2009
She's the Man 4/1/2009

List of Tamil Movies Watched in 2009:
Yavarum Nalam 16/5/2009
Rajathi Raja 5/4/2009
Ellam Avan Seiyal 14/3/2009
Avai Shanmughi 1/3/2009
Ragasiya Snegithanae 7/1/2009
A Aa E Ee 5/1/2009
Abhiyum Naanum 3/1/2009
Thiruvanamalai 31/1/2009
Silambattam 25/1/2009
Villu 24/1/2009
Saroja 3/1/2009
Dhaam Dhoom 1/1/2009
Subramaniapuram 1/1/2009

List of Other Movies Watched in 2009:

Jab We Met 3/7/2009

Partner 1/7/2009

Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam 30/6/2009

Murder 29/6/2009

Hadh Kar Di Aapne 29/6/2009

Raju Chacha 19/6/2009

Jawani Diwani 18/6/2009

Shock 18/6/2009

Kuch Naa Kaho 15/6/2009
Raqeeb 6/6/2009
Shabd 6/6/2009
Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna 5/6/2009
Hello 23/5/2009
Mujshe Dosti Karoge 14/4/2009
Yaadein 14/4/2009
Handsome Suit 10/4/2009
Bommarillu 9/4/2009
Race 8/4/2009
The President is Coming
Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na 30/3/2009
U Me Aur Hum 29/3/2009
Shukriya 28/3/2009
Awaarapan 26/3/2009
Gansgster 21/3/2009
Mera Pind 20/3/2009
Cyborg She 19/3/2009
Sye 20/2/2009
Satya in Love 16/1/2009

List of Books read on 2009:

Date by Jeanine Le Ny

2/8/2009

Totally Fabulous by Michelle Radford

24/7/2009 - 30/7/2009
Til Death Do Us Part by Kate White
25/3/2009 - 26/3/2009
A Place Called Here by Cecelia Ahern
13/2/2009 - 18/2/2009
Fallen Angel by Kevin Lewis
12/2/2009 - 12/2/2009
The father heart of God by Floyd McClung, JR
5/1/2009 - 7/1/2009

Just thought that it would be great to keep track of what I'm into.
LOL.

2009-08-08T12:11:00.000+08:00

So what's happening with my life you ask? I have tons to say... But blogger is being a bitch. LOL. So tons of words, but bear with me please. I could have forgotten many things but we'll give it a shot. Monday... A new beginning, a day filled with possibilities. I don't remember much about that day, but I can say I must have had tons of fun. I do remember that I had to walk to Bishan park with Salina again to finish up the final scenes. Remember the "Cyber Wellness" thing I was helping her friend with? Well yeah, we got there early to find that Ting Jun already there having her lunch. Well soon after that, Hui Min, Boy aka Farhana and Hui Min's friend, I forgot her name. LOL. Well we waited for Aidilah, Shaqirah & Ram to come. And they soon did and we started working on our scenes. Well we worked on them till it was about 9pm. Thank God we managed to pull through. But I tell you, we had an awesome time in between. Especially playing the swing and there was this dish kinda thing. Haha. Oh and on Monday, I was asked to lead worship for PDA on Wednesday! Gosh I was like "OMG", not again! I have been running away from it for like ever! And I got caught. I finally decided to take up that challenge and well yeah I had to rush back and quickly decide on the songs. I was told I'd be working with Daniel! Well I like Daniel alot! We worked on the beach brawl outing together and he was the guitarist. I was excited and nervous.

Tuesday was cool. A little. LOL. I had practice with Daniel and Philip for the songs I selected. Woah and it was scary. At some moment, I started singing in my usual talking voice and it was so funny. Philip kinda like made his voice high pitched, like a girl and it helped me alot because my singing voice came out. Haha. I was laughing inside and controlling. LOL. The surrounding was super tense. I really appreciate how Daniel and Philip were really supportive anf all. Then I had lunch at south canteen. Amazing food. Haha. Then yeah, the day went by as normal. I got back my differentiation test paper, I passed, I could have gotten full marks if it wasn't for the silly, careless mistakes. LOL. Lessons finished at 5, instead of 6 as we didn't have out EIT lecture. So I went up to the library to practice my songs. And there was Ivin. LOL. Apparently he was seated in the quiet room, not the discussion room, where I couldn't find any place so I went to the quiet room and bumped into him. So anyway, there he was and it was really funny. He just got a new bible that day and he was flipping through them and you should have seen how much difficulty it was. The room was terribly quiet that you can hear pages flipping. And Ivin's bible pages were so crips and noisy. He made very funny facial expressions when going through them. Haha. After that went to church. Well we got back our Jonah papers. LOL. Pastor gave us a homework once asking to write about the book of Jonah. I got 16/20. Haha. Nice ah?! Anyway pastor added the marks wrongly. He gave me 12, but when I added it was 16. I must go and find him on Sunday. LOL. Got back home and tried doing my project to no avail. Haha, I was too tired.

Wednesday! Super nerve wrecking day. The day came. It was that very Wednesday where I had to lead worship. LOL. I was so freeked out that I could not concentrate on anything. I broke my headband and my hair was in a terrible mess. But Salina saved me. LOL. She came up with this whole new hair style and it looked pretty ok! Even Alvin said so. "It's nice, really, its nice", he said in his very serious voice. LOL. And I took his word for it. I'll upload the pictures when blogger is up. Well thank god my mood was up. I was nervous. Super nervous. Arghh! Ivin kind of shared a word with me, philip and daniel and started talking about giving thanks to God. We prayed, gave thanks to God for things that happened, and when it was my turn, I kinda teared up and chocked my words up a bit. Somethings striked me. And then I and Daniel started practising again. Um, and I kinda lost my singing voice and you should have seen Daniel, how he tried to help me. He went high pitched too. Haha. These guys are really awesome. The 2 guys knew how nervous I was and all and kept trying to encourage me. Mylene came a while later and she realised and wanted to pray for me. When she finished, she told me she knew how nervous I was because you see she was holding my hands and she felt my heart beat super fast. LOL. This experience, leading worship at PDA is nothing comapared to the one during youth fellowship on saturday or backup singing on sundays. Definitely this was far worse. But what the hell, I decided that God's name had to be exalted and he'd help me. I started off well I guess. Daniel was backing me up and well even though it was a small crowd, I didn't focus on them. I was on my own and I liked that feeling. Haha. After PDA, Mylene gave me feedback. She said I should maybe just talk about why I chose thes songs and what God spoke to me when I was choosing them and apart from that, she loved everything else. LOL. I love her much! Daniel and Philip said I did great and Philip was like "there are more opportunites coming soon", and I thought in my heart, "I can't wait". LOL. Even as I left, Elisha and his friend were congragulating me. Haha. Man I was relieved that it was all over.

Thursday, started off with French. You know how much I love french. Haha. Well my french written quiz was a bummer. Grr. I always get a B for french, should consider another elective next term. Hmm. Well anyway I was feeling super sleepy. But anyway after french, had lunch, and went on to the last lesson. Chionged project. After that me and my group members along with Jun Wei's group stayed back at MacD to finish up our project. Safi was really helpful I must admit. That was when Salina said something about don't judge a botak by his brain or something and I changed it to don't judge a brain by its baldness. LOL. Though it was last minute, I'm glad Safi managed to pull through and I definitely learned so much. Well we left like 9plus, I think we would have sat there forever if they didn't switch off the lights. Reached home around 10 and slacked online. And finished up my project. Yayness =) Somehow that night I had a really peaceful sleep. LOL. I slept like a baby, my mum commented. Haha.

Friday, project submission. Haha. Went in for PE tutorial and after having lunch, had PE practical. Apparently at that point, NYP's connection went down. Atleast in the school of IT if I'm not wrong. No one could access the computers. Lucky for me, I had my laptop and my vodafone. Haha. Well Ms.Fua, our mother, LOL, apparently decided that we should do it at our own time and she allowed us to finish up our project and she went off. Indeed it was half day for us. LOL. I could have stayed back, but granny forgot here keys so I had to rush back. LOL. From what I heard my group submitted the work a bit later I guess.

And today I was supposed to go over to my 1st brother's place. My sister-in-law badly wanted to see the Davinci Exhibition at the Science Center. And I badly wanted to see my nephew Veeraj! Grr. Apparenly, her relative is hospitalized. I may never be free again. I'm missing my nephew like mad and crazy! I could only see him before my eyes yesterday when me, Salina, Shou Xian & Jansen were watching a few videos of kids on youtube. I miss my adorable nephew. It's been like over 5months since I saw him. I want to cuddle him. Haha. Well many pictures to upload, will do so soon. Going to slack again. Seeya people.

2009-08-04T21:48:00.002+08:00
Sorry for not updating much.
I'll do a proper update soon ok!!
Sorry sorry sorry...

Leading worship during PDA tomorrow!
And I'm damn nervous.
Talk about it all soon.

2009-08-02T12:12:00.002+08:00

How sick can anything get? That is how sick I look on a Sunday afternoon... I need peace of mind. And I'm working on my project so that when I'm done, I would have achieved the peace of mind. Skipping church today... It is such a horrible feeling. I think I'm supposed to do back-up today, and the 2 girls promised to wear punjabi suit and I'm missing it. Argh. I am doing my best not to have a static website and somehow it just doesn't seem to work. Grr... Staying in today, feeling really bad missing church, but sometimes, somethings have to be done. Haven't had breakfast or lunch! Grr... Getting back to work now, toodles.

PS: I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

2009-08-01T13:54:00.002+08:00

School gets better everyday! =) And I'm learning more and more as days go by. I have realised that I have to cherish every single moment and everyone in my life. Yesterday was really an almost awesome day at school. I got some new ideas of incorporating javascript into my webpage. First time working seriously at it. Haha. We have to submit by 7th August. The deadline is drawing near. Yes I am quite rushing for time because I didn't start on it earlier but I am relieved. That means my next weekend I can have a blast and worry about nothing. Except the presentation. Haha. Presentation is on 11th August. Damn I'm nervous. Haha. But whatever la! I have to be positive right!

As usual, Safi disturbed me during lunch. I am surprised at how I managed to control myself from smacking his face!!! LOL. Sometimes, he goes a bit too overboard and I get pissed off. Haha.

After programming pract, I and Salina grabbed Gloria Jean's and walked all the way to Bishan park. A word of advice : Mango smoothie, wipped cream & chocolate syrup don't go together. Take it from one who has been there and done that. Take it from ME. Haha. Well I was helping Salina's friend with their cyber wellness thingy. I had to act in it as "Santhini", supposedly the bad girl who hacks into her friend's account to create trouble for her. But who wouldn't if her friend stole her crush!!! Haha. I'll talk about the story some other time. Anyway the people who are doing this project are awesome. There is Aidillah, Salina's friend who was kind of an anti social at first, or shy, but then she seemed ok. And then there is someone I really liked. Shaqirah? I'm not very good with names. Haha. but she was awesome la. She kept saying how much she loves me and said we'd be best friends after that. I take her word for it. LOL. And then there is Farhana aka Boy. Um, she/he is a gay. So yeah and there is Hui Min there very hilarious girl, something like a gangster, but not so bad. Well now onto my co-actors. There is Ting Jun, who doesn't look very pretty! I mean she says so. And she smokes, and quite plum. Nothing much to say la. Oh and Wei Xiang I think aka Ram. Apparently his name has Ram, his parents were kinda into hinduism. But he is a christian, he said he converted after feeling the Lord. You don't hear that much nowadays.I really liked the chicken nuggets!! They taste awesome. Haha. We finished about 3 scenes I think. We are planning to wrap up everything by Monday so that they can submit on Tuesday.

Went back home with Salina, reached around 8 and then hit the pillows about 9plus. I was quite unhappy last night. I couldn't believe that I Havolyn would be doing worship while I'll be doing backup today! Arghh! Aunty could have told me earlier, that way I didn't have to prepare. You know I was all ready with songs selected and all. Damn!!

Now I'm at school, had DG and now I'm working on my page layout. Quite alot of things to do. I hope I can atleast finish by Monday morning and pass it to Shou Xian so that he'd have enought time to merge everything and all. I hope everything goes well la. I definitely learned alot and I'm not going to make the same mistakes that I made this time. Definitely not going to work with that same someone again la! Never judge anyone! No matter how amazing their portfolio is! Never never!

I have to get back to work. Bye.

2009-07-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

Addicted to blogshops =) Guess what I got for my 1st time?! I got a dress! Not for me. For Abigail =). LOL. Her birthday is coming and I found this beautiful dress at a blogshop owned by a friend. Getting it this Monday! LOL. I might pass it to her early so that she wears it for her birthday! Haha. I'm smart.

2009-07-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

Tired I am... Many things to update la. Tough to keep it short, but I shall try my best ok.
Tuesday was the longest day of the week, as usual. I think I had 2 tests if I'm not wrong. Haha. Wasn't too bad I guess. Oh before I forget, the unglam pictures of me with the glamerous Abigail after our Friday night ride are below. LOL.

I think this was the best of all ok! So anyway yeah, I had Iweb quiz and differentiation quiz on tuesday. As I said, it was ok. I seriously have to update alot, so I think I should like update it everyday. You see, I have more pictures coming. Pictures of Jansen sleeping during lecture & more unglam shots of me. LOL.

I just couldn't keep still during my C-maths tutorial. Apparently my teacher didn't really conduct a lesson. We did the test and he made sure we completed the questions, which I copied from Salina & Jia Jun, and then he was teaching that Wang Zhili, a year2 guy, and we totally slacked about.

I like this picture alot alot alot. Haha. I think this is the best picture taken of me and Salina so far. Haha. We both look drop-dead-gorgeous. Haha.

That was taken by Salina, she cut off my head! Grrr. I tell you, lessons and lectures were super boring that we resorted to playing snake & ladders on Salina's touch phone. LOL.
LOL. And the highlight of Tuesday. Jansen Chew sleeping! Actually this picture taking thingy was initiated by Shou Xian first

So then I decided that I would give it a go myself. Little did I know that my dumb flash actually woke him up. So only 1 picture was taken la. Gosh! Haha. I bet he would be mad at me when he sees this. Maybe not so mad, but a little. And he would say "Siao!".

After that had dinner with SX & Salina after that before going to church. Missed that SSC bus again! Aiya, then reached church just in time man! Thank God. Guest speaker was Pastor Simon Anthony, that guy who prophercised (however you spell it, take from prophercy) about me the other time. Since all those gathered were leaders, he spoke about the most important thing in a leader's life. Prayer... And he taught us how, when and why we should pray. Very eye opening.

He mentioned about prayer changing a person's life, attitude, character. And it striked me. I haven't changed much have I? I'm still the same me! It means what kind of life am I living! I'm not being an example to people out there, and I definitely don't look or live like a christian outside my house do I? How would other non-believers look at me? Won't they think that other christians' are like that too? Gosh I was in so much guilt. Somehow it related to my mood swing in school. And while having dinner, I had asked Sal & SX what they find wrong in me. And they pointed out a few, I know there is more, but they didn't tell. Maybe if Jansen was around, he would have listed many! LOL. But anyway, there it was! My answer! What I had to do to change! And I was grateful for actually deciding to go on Tuesday because Wed, I had a test and I could have well spent it at home studying, but I think there was a reason why I decided to go. And I'm glad I did. So much reflecting to do during the weekend.

Wednesday after school chionged the notes for Programming E, test. We could bring in an A4 size paper with anything we wanted to write in it. We were even given the 3 questions that were coming out. LOL. So yeah after that for my PE test, the 1st question, we had to write out the code and show the teacher before we proceeded. That question was 25marks, half of the 50marks. I did up the code in 10mins after some thinking, but the running part wasn't very right. My teacher came and pointed out on a sign. I had "<" and I felt it was dumb to change it and I didn't. Paper was 1hour40mins. 30mins before the paper ended, she came and pointed at it again and this time I decided to change it and my program ran! Argh! I was so stupid!! Just that sign!! But I got my 25marks, which means I passed that paper, so for my Q2 & 3, I didn't bother doing up the code, I just started writting the code onto the paper because only the paper will be collected. LOL. I tell you when the paper finished, I was being so dramatic about it. Haha. Then I rushed to yishun post office to collect my letter which PK had registered. I was like so excited to read it that I actually kept it till I took the bus!! I could never do that! So much of self-control! I already opened the envelope, all that was left was to take the letter out and I controlled!! I could have read it immediately, but I chose not to. And I was extremely disappointed when I opened his letter. It was quite short!! Argh! I finished reading it in under 1min! But I went back home and worked on his! I'm done!
Oh and I was quite disappointed from what I had to hear from a 3rd party. I was super, uber, shocked luh! I mean so much has happened. I'm sure Salina knew about it, but maybe she didn't want to mention it to me. Leave her aside, I thought he could have said something atleast. In the first I am wondering why I even worry about it. First, its none of my business! Second, why would I care about it! But then... Haiya! You know, I very kaypo one, how come I don't know! But glad Div told me about it. Argh! Goodness! You could have mentioned it right?!!! It is such a huge thing! And you didn't tell me?! Why sia!! I helped you with so many things and when it ended this way, I should atleast know, for all my efforts! Thanks la, I guess this is how grateful you are. But nevermind. I'm not going to hold any grudges. You had your reasons for not telling me. And I should respect it even thought I won't. Grrr.

Today had French E-Quiz & Role-play. I finished my quiz in less that 10mins. LOL. Then our role-play, me & Jeremy had to go first, and I think we totally nailed it la! My teacher was very happy. She was like "Tres bien, tres bien!". Haha.
After French, I had to meet Priya at YCK. I skipped the rest of the day at school. My other 2 lessons, thank god they weren't important. Priya had her medical checkup and since I went through it before, I thought I'd accompany her to help her keep her mind off what was coming. We cabbed to TTSH and I was starving. Ate chicken rice! Nice chicken rice! LOL. If PK was reading this, he would say "chicken again". LOL. PK is vegetarian. I wonder how he managed. LOL. Well then her appointment was 1.15pm and we got to the counter at 1.10pm. We gave the nurse the letter and sat down to chat about the last time we were there. She started laughing and we didn't hear the nurse calling her. LOL. The nurse shouted "Priya" and we both jumped to out feet and got directed to the D's room. LOL. Priya suddenly became quiet and I could guess why... No one could ever be happy in her situation. D went on talking and talking. He said she needed a miracle, but this is just the 1st stage and she might be able to pull through and all! I kept squeezing her palm because I sensed her tear up. Gosh it was terrible. D ended off with "Continue with your medication, we'll see if we can hook you up with a few more". Do you know how thin she is?! God! More medication!! Well after that went to the pharmacy and got the medication and went window shopping.
Priya isn't known to buy anything. Usually its always her mum who drags her to go shopping, but today, she got herself some green bangles and offered to get me the blue ones. But I declined... She wasn't much herself today. DUH! Who would be! But I think skipping lessons for her was worth it. Her hug before we left for home said it all.

So yeah, here we are, about to have dessert. Priya looking at some hot guy! LOL. Something we have in common, melting when we see cute guys!

There she is, thinking she is squeezing some lemon. LOL. We took a picture, using her phone. LOL. So for those who know her, I will never get that picture. LOL.

Pretty Priya. She kept saying drop-dead-gorgeous every few minutes. LOL. And I'm hooked onto it. Anyway got home like about 4 and chionged my practical for EIT. Luqman saved the day for me. Haha. I still have a few more pictures...

Taken when I and Abby had our usual webcam chat. FYI, taken during 2 seperate occasions. LOL.

So sorry for the so many unglam shots. I have to upload em so that I could clear them from my lappy. Haha. Takes up space luh!

Stay stong Priya baby! You know I'm there for you!

2009-07-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

Picture taken right before my presentation this morning. Haha. I went to bed abit after 10pm yesterday, I think it was close to 11pm. LOL. I was talking with PK last night. Finally I can talk to him without stretching my oversea's prepaid. Haha. And that is really awesome. That way mum can also have her share of those overseas calls. And when I told her, she was like soo happy. LOL.

I woke up about 5.45am this morning. I had to prepare myself. LMAO. I got some comments from people saying that I looked a bit sexy because of my skirt. LOL. For those who know me, I'm conservative, and that skirt wasn't any shorter than my secondary school skirt ok. It was just at my knee and I was a bit uncomfortable when I was sitting because I don't know how to sit with a skirt like that. Haha.

Anyway I got into class at about 7 plus. I was the first, followed by Regan. Then Jia Jun came and Jun De. My teacher came in about close to 8. Apparently I was the first to go according to the time we draw lots. But I expected Yu Meng to go first, and Safi too as they missed their's last week. But I had to go. And lucky me, I only had to present to 4 pathetic souls. I was quite confident but I didn't realise that my presentation was under 5mins. Haha. And that got me to a grade of "B". Dang! But I think overall I would get an A or something.

Well today nothing much happened la. I guess the highlight was Jansen and his inspiration thingy. LOL. Sorry Jansen. Apparently he had to shit! And he needed inspiration and all to do it. Gosh, I didn't get it. I mean if you need to shit, just go to the toilet and sit down la! LOL. Inspiration and all. LOL.

The next thing happened during C-Maths. 2 guys and a girl were talking. And my teacher, my most favourite teacher, went on about how guys usually don't talk, but when a girl is there she makes them talk or make noise or something like that. And he said in the top secret places and all there are very little women as they can't keep a secret. Basically he was saying how we talk alot. LOL. I can't totally disagree la. I mean, I know how I like to talk when I'm with my girls! So much to talk you see. But then I have to say that even some guys talk alot. You need examples? Take my classmates, Shou Xian, Regan & Alvin for example. LOL. Shou Xian is ok la, but Regan craps like hell! And you see I think they are far more worst than anyone of us girls. Haha. But then I have seen even more worse girls. Either way I will agree with what my teacher said, but I think he didn't have to put it in such a way la. I think it was heart breaking ok! I saw Salina's face when he said that. Haha. Very classic. LOL.

After school train-ed back with Jun Wei, Denzel, Salina, Regab & Shou Xian. I learned a new way of telling Regan that I wanted to kick him. LOL. "Do you know why I have 2 legs? One for standing and one for kicking you". LMAO. Shou Xian taught me that. I tell you la, Regan is full of crap! Haha. And we talked about a specific few classmates. Which I am guilty of. Not very good la! LOL. All the gossipping. It is not right!

Liverpool VS Singapore. 5-0. Very epic game! Apparently I don't support any football team because they are all so cute and hot! And I would be spoilt for choices which team to support. LOL. Maybe I might get into the whole football fiasco if my husband is an ardent fan! Haha. But I would like to have similarities with him so probably not. Haha. We'll see la.

I have alot of things to do now. 2 tests just tomorrow. Differentiation for C-maths and my Web Applications test too. Revision, revision!

I can do all things through him who strengthens me! Woohoo! Positive Veni, be positive. =)

2009-07-26T18:20:00.003+08:00
I want to update, but I tell you, I'm so lazy ok! Haha. I'm starting to feel like PK, that lazy bum. I uploaded a few pictures. I took these 2 pictures below on Friday. I felt like seeing m lesbian partner Cai Ning and she went on about being loyal to me, blah blah. Haha. So yeah I woke up a bit later, but that didn't stop us from meeting. Haha. Well she still remains the same to Friday. Haha. I miss US. Like I really do. I want to go out with my ex-c0 07. Can you guys please find a time!! Haha. Oh and I went cycling with Abigail on Friday after I met with her. We met at the library after my school was done. Slacked a bit and went back. And in the evening I had fun cycling with her. LOL. Should do that often girl. Pictures to be uploaded soon.

So I am actually very happy. Recently been thinking alot la. Finally done with my CommSkills presentation slides. *Pats my back*. Haha. I think its going to be great tomorrow. Not sure how my classmates are going to react because not many might agree with me, but people if you are reading this, try to be a bit supportive and not bombard me with questions that can drive me insane ok. Haha. I'll update more about it tomorrow when I'm done with it ok.

Veni is trying her best to change. LOL. I mean I haven't been very nice to people around me lately. I can strongly say that I am a nice person, but some times, some people try to test me and I can't control. But all that has to stop. If you guys realise I'm in a bad mood, try not to piss me off ok. But usually I get back to normal. Haha. Like I said, I'm making an effort to change ok!

Yesterday out 1st every youth meeting as a whole was awesome. Uncle Steven, the one who is in-charge of us, made an inspiring speech. Haha and that got me thinking, not sure about the rest though. I'm glad he is interested in doing this ministry. I led worship yesterday with 3 songs and I think it was very nice. LOL. Uncle Steven said it was awesome and even Samuel actually told me today that the worship was great. Can you believe it? SAMUEL! Of all person!! Haha. It was really a pleasent surprise. Everything ended well.

Tomorrow is Pastor Subra's 50th birthday! I tell you, that man doesn't look like that! He looks like some 30 plus young man! Haha. His secret to youthful looking? The word of God. He has been a great example to all the youth and he always encourages me. I am glad to have know such a man who has been a great blessing to the church as a Senior Pastor and also to the youth. So we decided to put up something for him. The girls, me and havolyn sang a song and the 4 guys were the musicians. I think of everyone we are the most precious to him. Haha. The 6 of us have been very close with him and even now, Pastor Maniam has selected to us to do a special bible study with Pastor Subra. Haha. I think that's awesome! I always enjoyed Pastor Subra's worship, when he shared the word of God and back then when we did bible study with him. And then the girls had to do it with Aunty Padma and it affected me quite badly. LOL. And you know, whenever I didn't have bible study with Aunty P, I would find an excuse and join the guys for their bible study with Pastor S. LOL. I'm glad we are all back together! One happy family. Haha. So Pastor Subra, I know you will not read it, but anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO YOU.

Thanks for being a great spiritual father. God Bless You.

And I end my post here. I want to play for a while before hitting the books. Seeya tomorrow earthlings.

2009-07-23T20:07:00.000+08:00
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = mineral water counts?
2. last phone call = Jia Jun
3. last text message = Abigail
4. last song you listened to = Sweet Dreams - Beyonce
5. last time you cried = today, 2.15pm, girl's toilet level5, cubicle2

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = nope
7. been cheated on = nope
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nope
9. lost someone special = yeap
10. been depressed = yeap
11. been drunk and threw up = nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. White
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = many
16. Fallen out of love = definitely
17. Laughed until you cried = yeap
18. Met someone who changed you = duh! PK =), a bit
19. Found out who your true friends were = I wish
20. Found out someone was talking about you = all the time
21. Kissed anyone on your FaceBook friend's list = nope

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FaceBook friends list do you know in real life = all
24. Do you have any pets = nope
25. Do you want to change your name = duh! I hate Krishna might change it to Sarah Veni =)
26. What did you do for your last birthday = celebrate?
27. What time did you wake up today = 8am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = chatting with Salina
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = get my diploma
30. Last time you saw your Mother = this morning before leaving the house for school
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = my attitude
32. What are you listening to right now = dad's radio, fan behind me and me typing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = everything
35. Most visited webpage = my blog and fathiah's blog
36. Where do you want to be right now = heaven with God
37. Nicknames = kissna, kissna barney
38. Relationship Status = single :)
39. Zodiac sign = gemini
40. Male or female? = female!
41. Elementary? = north view pri to sembawang pri
42. Middle School = sembawang sec
44. Hair color = black
45. Long or short = medium
46. Height = 175cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yeah alot of guys. =)
48: What do you like about yourself? = my hair, my smile, my everything
49: Piercings = 2
50: Tattoos = NO way.
51. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = nope
53. First piercing = baby
54. First best friend = ABIGAIL SALVETIERRA MARTINEZ
55. First kiss = nope
56. First vacation = india?
58. First crush = how I rmb?

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = nothing
61. I'm about to = start on project
62. Listening to = i thought I mentioned that above?
63. Waiting for = the quiz to end

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = yes yes. 2 of them. boy first, then girl
65. Get Married?= yeap
66. Career? = have no idea

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs
69. Shorter or taller= shorter!
70. Older or Younger = younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both
73. Sensitive or loud = none
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = nope
77. Drank hard liquor = nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yes
79. Sex on first date = nope
80. Broken someone's heart = yes
81. Had your own heart broken = yes
82. Been arrested = almost
83. Turned someone down = yes
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend? = yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = yes
88. Love at first sight = absolutely not
89. Heaven = definitely
90. Santa = nope
91. Kiss on the first date = nope
92. Satan= surely

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= nope
95. Did you sing today? = yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? go back in time? = go back to the day I made the choice for my Poly. Change my choice from IT to Nursing or Business. LOL.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = no idea
99. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = everyday
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = huh?

2009-07-23T18:01:00.004+08:00

Am I so glad to have blogger back! Really very happy after last night's terrible ordeal. All the invisible icons where just on my laptop. I even asked PK to help me out and it was fine in his! Haha. Notice the very odd color and font in the post where I was doing some testing? It was him! LOL. But anyway glad it worked finally.

I have tons to update, bear with me. Well remember the basketball game my mates and I had on Wednesday? Well it was awesome! Jin Ling, Salina, Regan, Luqman, Jun Wei, Jansen, Safi, Shou Xian & Me were playing. Puay Xin, Wei Ling & Li Hui just stood around to watch us play. Haha. At first Shou Xian didn't play with us, so it was even, 8 people. Like my previous day's play, I got into the same team as Jansen & Regan! Hahahahaha. Ok, so our 1st match, we won, 10-1. LMAO. Then we switched teams, this time I was in the same team as Jansen. Regan was in the other team and we got trashed! LMAO. 1-10. Haha. The final one we won! This time I was in the same team as Regan. Apparently his shorts tore and Safi had an extra to spare so yeah we carried on. We got played till 12 I think. The score was 12-8. Much better eh. I scored a few myself, but most of the time I could not because Jun Wei aka bamboo stick was in my way! Thank God Mr. Tamil wasn't there, or he'd scream at me. Besides if anyone got that close to me during a netball game, it would be contact. Hehe. One thing that was happening during the game was that I could not shut my mouth!! I just kept shouting or making weird noises like the crow? LOL. After the game ended, we went for lunch and then I left first.

I wanted to update all about it when my blogger messed up. Hais. Anyway last night I used OOVOO for the first time and it sucked. Haha. I was having convo with Salina!

We then swiched to OOVOO and half way we got Jansen to join in. At first he shy shy I think and don't want to show his face.

But in the end when he did, I quickly did a print screen! Woohoo! I bet you must be seeing this Jansen! And FYI, we didn't plan anything ok. It's that you looked too cute. Haha. And now I can read JChew's mind. He would have probably said "crazy" after reading the too cute part. Am I right? Haha.

I found out one things yesterday. That my french mate, Mr. Nandhu aka crab, has H1N1. I was told that they confirmed it last friday. Can you imagine? He was in school on thursday! And on thursday we had french class and he was seated right beside me! Haha, but nah, I doubt I'm affected even though I was sniffing and all today. Haha. I have sinus or cinus or whatever you call that thing. Usually my vitamin C tablets keeps them in control. I can't stand very cold places sometimes. I used to have this running nose thingy in the morning but now its changed to the time when I'm in the very cold places! But I still moved today because I was pissed with Jansen & Safi saying that I got H1N1. We were doing project and I started sniffing like I was in french class, "note: but after french class everything was back to normal", and I got super pissed that I moved to the corner of the room! Next time Jansen Chew try to shut your mouth. LOL. I bet you would have said "siao" after reading it.

Below are pictures taken during my french class. Haha.

First attempt : Failed.
Notice Diviya & Anisah

Second attempt : Successful.
From left to right : Diviya, Anisah aka Sonia, Lynette aka Evangeline, Veni aka Monqiue.

And then there is me, acting cute! LOL. Wait, I am cute aren't I?

Oh and Veni was mood swinging towards the end of the day. Sorry if I seemed quite rude and all, but you know not my day. LOL. I was PMS-ing. Wait, it wasn't PMS. LOL. Whatever it was la, I just didn't like today. Sometimes it happens especially when Safi says the wrong thing! I have no idea why I still put up with that asshole! LOL.

Oh and you Mr, I'm not done with you. Though I want to ignore you, I can't because the circumstances are such! But dude, I hate you very much and stop giving me those short glances in class ok, it freeks me. I know you know that I hate you, so just stay away maybe? And please la, your secrets are not so much of secrets!

Oh and I hate you very much too girl!

Gosh, so much of hate going around. LOL. Stop it Veni, stop it!

2009-07-22T23:43:00.003+08:00

Hello!Let me tell you how tough it was to figure things out. I can't update proper now thanks to the screen that appears. I have no idea how to explain it, but I know that all my icons are invisible and I have to mouseover them to find out which is which and that is how I ever managed to get to do this. I'll update proper soon ok. Thanks PK for trying to help me out. Haha.

2009-07-22T20:52:00.003+08:00
Um hello?
Testing?
Why is blogger acting up?
Is there something wrong?
Hello?
Hello?
Yay ! it s working KV ;-) :P

2009-07-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hola earthlings =) I'm very happy at the moment. I was very upset at school because I was reminded of something. I wonder why is it when I could have minded my own business, I actually helped them out and in return I got no recongition or acknowledgement (however you spell it) atleast you 2 could have noticed me? You guys might not have made the move if it wasn't for me. And you always told me how you appreciated it then, and now? You forgot I helped you? So stupid when I walk past and you treat me as though I am invisible. Sorry man, you should have noticed that I'm trying to ignore you already.

Anyway, I'm happy now because I got my oral presentation topic. Something I'm sure I'd nail! LOL. It was all thanks to my classmates who talked about it today and then I had cell group and I asked Pastor about it. He told me all about it and when I got home, it just struck me! Haha. Wait for it people! I'm not telling it here as my classmates read my blog and I want the topic to be a surprise to them! Haha.

I have to get to bed early. I'm having a breakfast date with Nazri tomorrow morning at 7.30am, Sun Plaza Mac. Gosh been ages since I saw him. He has been asking me out forever and I felt sorry for him la, so I thought I'll give in now. I still haven't quite recovered from the time he asked me to be his gf. LOL. But we are just friends ok! Haha. Going to bed soon after doing a bit of research for my presentation. Tomorrow is basketball with my classmates! Will definitely take pictures, and I hope my team isn't going to trashed! Only way out is join JANSEN CHEW & REGAN! Haha. The professionals! Nights.

2009-07-21T13:25:00.003+08:00

I had to do this! LOL. Don't you think Jia Jun looks so cute? Pictures were taken during programming lessons, as always! Haha.

2009-07-20T21:03:00.001+08:00

Much to update, bear with me =)
I mentioned about the birthday party, so here are the birthday babies...>
This is Li Hui.

Our clique member Shou Xian.
I have no idea what so funny about this picture.
I still can't figure why Alvin is laughing.
Ignore Safi, he always likes to be in pictures.

And this was the amazing oreo cheescake bought by me!
Yay!
LOL.

Well you can find out more about the celebration at my previous post.
Now I shall move on to my Saturday.
Saturday was truly amazing!
My Uncle from Australia came to Singapore and he was dying to see me.
Haha.

I didn't expect him to be so nice.
But my perspective changed when he came hurrying and pulled me into a hug!
Yeah, he pulled me into a hug!
I was surprised.
Haha.

That is him and my aunty.
We had lunch at Amber Restaurant.
I think it was north indian food and I tell you, food was amazing.
LOL.

Me, Uncle & Sis. When it was time for us to leave he hugged me like 2 times. Haha. Gosh I missed him much! It was nice seeing him. We both kinda like stuck together the whole 3 hours. He was asking me questions and so was I. And yeah it was really memorable. Haha. We finally met each other after more than 10years! Imagine the excitement. Love you Periyappa.

So today school was fine, except I had to get up early! AGAIN!
My first module was Communication Skills, which I didn't have to go for because I wasn't presenting. My presentation is next week and I'm still thinking about a topic. Anyway Mark was first to go and he went on about the Loch Ness Monster aka Nessie. Jun Wei talked about project smile. Jun De, teamwork. Salina was talking about community service. Jia Jun about Weichi game. I tell you he really made me fall asleep. Sorry about that. Luqman was talking about his trip to LA, which I missed. Regan went on about chess and the game rules, well he was super smart and handsome, well dressed. I tell you, he looked like some company CEO. Then Wei Ling talked about Black Magic and I must admit, hers was the best of all. She was very entertaining and she drew us all into it. Jansen was looking good too. LOL. I'm glad he didn't wear that stupid belt, his belt had style! He presented a very short and sweet one on, when you get old. So yeah the 2 good looking guys were Regan & Jansen. Oh and Jin Ling did a presentation on chinese wedding customs. I like. Hehe.

I'm still lost. White magic? Malay wedding customs? My holiday? Argh! Confused. Haha. Tomorrow is the longest day of the week, but I can't wait for my 3hours break to begin!
Chatting with Jai now! I missed his much! India's internet connection sucks to the max.
LOL. I'll stop here. Nights people. =)

2009-07-17T21:01:00.000+08:00
I had been mistaking things for like ever!! All this while I confused half-blood prince and deadly hallows. I went to watch Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince today with Salina and Jia Jun. I expected this movie to be the final one as I remember reading Ms.Azlinda's deadly hallows book which ended with the kids all grown up and already married. And I also remember how Ms.Azlinda fumed at me for spoiling the whole story by just reading the last chapter and how I told the class. Well anyway that was how I expected the story to end... Then today, that was not how the story went and I was like "huh?". Then I msged Ms.Azlinda and she told me that deadly hallows was the last one. And now I searched google and I found out that they are going to split deadly hallows into 2 parts! I was like, "one movie left to go", and now, there are 2 parts to the whole things! Damn la! I guess I'll only be able to finish watching the whole movie around 2011. Because the first part comes out next year only.

Anyway today the movie was awesome... Many funny parts especially when Ron has eaten some chocolates which had some love potion and it was meant for Harry. And how he said that girls were going to kill him. LOL. I guess the most heart breaking part was was Albus Dumbledore died... Not kidding, he died. Draco was really very emo throughout this whole movie la! He was supposed to kill Dumbledore, the so called chosen one by "He who must not be named". So yeah, I cried when Albus died and how the whole theatre was silenced at that point. Nice movie... Can't wait for the next 2 parts. But I might go and read the book soon. Haha. Anyone has the deadly hallows book?

Today was Shou Xian's birthday & Li Hui's as well. We got them both a cake, a huge oreo cheese cake and I made a card for SX which I got everyone to sign, Salina did likewise for Li Hui. Also a handful of us, or should I say just a handful of us got him a wallet. Everyone who knows SX, knows how pathetic his wallet is without the coin pouch and his wallet looks as if it got into a huge fight and it didn't survive. LOL. Well I think the look on SX's face was priceless. I'm glad he liked the present.

Have to end here, many things to do. Anyway my IWEB practical was down the drain! Don't want to talk about it. Somehow the movie cheered me up. LOL. I was hyper all along! I just wish I got the center row seats!! But nevermind. Update proper soon. Bye =)

2009-07-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

Someone buy me a bunch of red & white roses please! Gahh, so random! I knew I mentioned something about being busy and all. But I can't help it. LOL. I love my blog way to much to do that and because I have STM, sometimes I forget what I want to say. But today I remembered. LOL. But I'm not sure if it is worth talking about. LMAO. I had 4hours & 3ominutes of nap this evening. And I'm all roaring to go!! I'm having my EIT test tomorrow and I'm excited. Haha. My project hasn't made much progress. I'm really not sure about my part. I don't think I know what to do in the group anymore. I'm sorry Safi. LOL. I heard the "I'm sorry part" while listening to Hoobastank's I don't love you anymore and it came out so randomly. I'm not sure who to be angry with. The leader for not pushing us or myself for not putting in any effort. I think it comes down to me in the end. But somehow I still admire those in the other teams. How they started before hand and all. And sometimes I wish I was the one who got into Jun Wei's group instead of Luqman the other day. Haha. And they always say no regrets?? Gosh life is filled with tons of them. Safi is really smart and all, just that its not easy for me to work with him because I admit I'm a slacker too. But its too late. Haha.

Like C-Maths teacher mentioned not to have regrets and all. Gosh his speech was like so inspiring. Haha. During the lectures once, he said something about a girl asking the BF if he loves her. But she should ask her if he loved her ONLY. LOL. And my teacher FYI is only 20 years old! LOL. He says that just because his hair is white, we should not underestimate him. He started teaching since he was 6 years old. LOL. My C-Maths teacher is hilarious. I'm glad that the next door teacher wasn't my tutor. He is very old at heart and mind and body, unlike Mr. Khor, he is only old when it comes to body. His mind is quite like a child. Especially when he talked about the double quantity of books during the holidays! He has a reason for looking forward to his hoilidays. Haha.

Gahh, tomorrow is French and I'm so not looking forward to it. Where is my Mr.Yannick? I think if he found out that I got a B for French, he'd be proud of me. LOL. I heard most of my classmates didn't do so well. And I got a B?? Gah!! I should have aimed for an A. LOL. But that might be because during my tutorials I was looking at the teacher instead of the book. Hehe.

I'm going to take a break now, going start on my French & my EIT revision soon.
Sims3, here I come!
LOL.

2009-07-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

I did up a post during lunch time at school and now its gone! Stupid school network. It didn't publish my post! Argh!! Anyway I wanted to say that I got my intermid results or whatever you call it and I got 3A's & 3B's & a very "DEMORALIZING" D. Note: D is still considered a pass, but its a borderline one. I still can make it. LOL. I had so much to say, but now I don't remember. But I do remember that I mentioned that I won't be updating much during the weekdays as Veni here has got much to do! Blogging has become a habit for me and I need to find time to do other things. Sorry guys. I have work to do now. Seeya =)

2009-07-12T20:37:00.005+08:00

Alot of good things are happening to me. Haha. Anyway just want to post a
shout out to someone.
Happy 91st Birthday
PULKESH KUMAR
Oops, its 19. LOL, inside joke between me, JK & PK. Back to school
tomorrow. And thisweek certainly flew so fast that my weekends,
didn't feel like one. Following tomorrow, my week is jam packed with
action! So much things. I'm going to visit my Granny after school.
I happen to be her last grandchild and I have neglected my duties towards
her. So tomorrow I'm going to see her! I think I'm looking forward to the
bus journey! It's very long and I love long bus rides. Haha. Then I have 2
tests this week. My EIT & I-WEB. I hope I can do well for I-WEB, I'm kinda
left behind by 1/2%. LOL. I'm sure my EIT is not going to be a problem.
The next week, I have my CS presentation. It's like individual,I still haven't
been able to come up with a topic to speak about. Goodness.
So much of new activites in church. LOL. Now that Uncle Steven is back
in action,alot of things have been put in place for the youths. On Saturdays
we'll be having biblestudies and a short worship which will be lead
by me. WooHoo. LOL. And I'm having many responsibilities already.

God give me strength to handle it all.
Put God first and everything else will come together.
=)

2009-07-10T21:47:00.004+08:00

Pictures that I have been taking for the past two days with my webcam. Top picture is with Lian Ching! Finally a picture with her. LOL. Well pictures taken today are included too. Jia Jun never liked having his picture taken with anyone, well he didn't have to. LOL. He wasn't very happy with me taking his picture, but oh well.

I totally forgot about something. You know my hot, handsome & sext french teacher Mr.Yannick? Well after 3 whole weeks, I was so looking forward to seeing him, but he didn't come. My first teacher, Ms.Linda, she came back!! Arghh! Mr. Yannick, how could you leave without a word. 3 whole weeks!!! Do you know how much it was?! And now you are gone forever! Oh my, so drama la!

Anyway after school, Me, Salina & Regan got "Gloria Jean's" coffee and walked to AMK. Salina & I were on a mission. A secret mission which I'll reveal after next week. Any way from there we went to North point so that I could get Jomel's birthday cake slice and then just as we departed, something caught my eye and I called Salina back. Haha.

Anyway I got a mic today. I'm not sure why I even bothered! Sometimes, I try so hard, but its no use. Got Sims3. I'm not sure in what way its better than the 2nd. But I think I prefered the 2nd one. More clearer. But people have their own preference right.

Going to have dinner with mummy. Seeya.

2009-07-09T22:58:00.004+08:00

Shout out to my best friend Abigail, "I LOVE YOU MANY MANY". Words are not enought to describe our relationship. Abigail is my longest friend. Been with me for 5 years and we have shared so much together. Today the girl made me an ice-cream cake. She owed me one for my birthday and she said that it wasn't the best party she could came up with. So she made it up to me! Her ice-cream cake was delicious. She had ice-cream of course with her favourite condensed milk, with bits of cheese and my to top it all off, she used oreo bits on the top. I was wowed when I opened the container... To many it may not have looked beautiful, but it did. And it tasted heavenly. Haha. We sat for almost an hour in the middle of both our blocks and we chatted away. All our secondary crushes. I knew hers, but she never knew mine. LOL. And we actually crushed on the same guy a few times but I knew she did, and I didn't want to tell her. Haha. And her current relationship. 6months anniversary in 7 days. Haha. Her first serious boyfriend. LOL. Anyway, thanks for the most sweetest thing you ever did. Haha.

School was good. Had fun, and I slacked terribly again! Like my webpage is still in midair. I don't think I was contributing much. Well not much to update. But atleast I'm updating. Haha. Tomorrow is going to be quite busy. Need to go to North Point to get Jomel her cake! Gosh I'm not sure how much her cake is going to cost, lol. But I hope it is going to be worth it.

Well this is me & PK chatting. Finally he got a webcam. Sorry the msg are too personal to display. LMAO.

2009-07-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

Thanks mummy for not letting me break down during the uncertainties and making sure I don't give up.Thanks Cheryl for holding me up with your prayer and encouragement.

2009-07-08T20:12:00.003+08:00

Is it true that I am easily pressured? Maybe not. It's just that I am sick of last minute work, it freeks me out, but its my best friend. I always do last minute things. My I-Web project is due in 2 weeks and my page layout is not even 50% done. We still have to do so many things!! I decided that I am going to push my team members to get a few things done by the end of this week. If need be, we have to come back on Saturday to get something done! Basically, I'm afraid. Afraid that things might go wrong. I'm group members have some knowledge of all the things needed and I'm lost now and then. And I don't think anyone is going to help! We saw other group's project file and its like so thick! And Salina is the only one doing the project file, I don't think it fair for her, so I'm going to take the initiative to contribute! Learn from us people, never do last minute work. Not the best for anyone.

I didn't got for PDA today. Didn't feel like it. I felt so down during my lab lesson that if I wanted to go for PDA, I would have brought the whole mood down! Many things to do!! I have to go down to bakerzinn, get Jomel her slice of cake. Apparently her birthday is next in DG and we are going to celebrate it this Saturday during our DG meeting. I'm in-charge of the cake and etc. And too many tests etc. I'm going nuts!! Poly life never felt this way. Should have managed time! Should have not done things last minute! See la!

2009-07-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

Dang! Jai was not mad at me at all. Stupid connection went off! Hehe. And I made a huge issue out of it. Thanks Jo bro for clearing things out and good luck with your Harvard application. Haha

2009-07-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

Well I messed up a few things. And I'm sorry about that Jai. I didn't mean it to be harsh. But I definitely meant what I said. Don't be mad at me!

School just gets better. I love all my cliques, Jansen, Shou Xian, Salina & more. You guys rock my world. Haha. Well I think the best lesson was our C-Maths tutorial!! My teacher was super wacky! And I laughed so much. And my lecture was hilarious too. Nandhu said infront of me and all the while I was disturbing him and his classmates at the other corner of the lecture hall kept shouting his name and all. I had no control over myself today! I wanted to talk about so many things but I'm keeping it short today. Waiting for Jo to give me the signal that Jai is back. I really owe him an apology. I think anyone is my shoes would have done that, but I just didn't know that Jai would stop talking to me because of that. I just didn't like the idea of liking you. I mean, I like you as a friend, nothing more than that. Understand me.

So now we form a clique of 3 online. Me, PK & JK. LOL. It was such a coincidence that we 3 actually knew one another but didn't know it. Complicated na? But glad that I don't have to into PK to JK as they already knew each other. LOL.

2009-07-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

School rocks! Gosh it felt great to be back in school. Yes all the many assignments and all, but hey, back in school with favourite people is the best that anything I could ask for. All the best to those having common tests. Mine isn't till August!! Hehe, but hey, I'm not slacking now ok. I'm very diligent with my work. Atleast I just started.

Finally I poster Melody's letter and PK's letter. I still have to work on 2 more letters! Anyway, I'm one happy girl! Jo & Jai have this college trip in December and its to Singapore! And the 2 dumbos signed up for it! My december holidays are completely ruined! LOL. Just kidding. I know Jai is definitely coming down for me, while Jo, my flirty brother, is coming down to flirt with girls! Haha. I so hope that they would come around the 2nd or 3rd week of December so that it would be more fruitful and all.

Well I have things to do now. My IT1209 & my favourite C-Maths!! Will update tomorrow =)

2009-07-05T18:04:00.003+08:00

Oh well, love my hair! Haha. Picture above taken when I was going to Sal's brother's solemnisation. Haha. It was fun catching up with my classmates. Can't wait to get back to school tomorrow!!

Picture at the bottom was taken today in church! It's youth day tomorrow I think. And so the adults at church got us a cake! Haha, very thoughtful of them. So many cakes nowadays! Oh well I have to go and mug for my Communication Skills test for tomorrow. I know I'm going to do well. LOL.

Missing school much!!

2009-07-03T19:12:00.006+08:00

The first image that totally caught me! Very beautiful ain't it? Anyway
today's lunch at Ivin's place went really well. I went with Kun Man
& Karmen! Was really nice to get there early and see the guys cooking a
storm in Ivin's kitchen! No kidding! There were some vegetables flying,
some fried rice on the small pan, lots of chicken wings inside
the oven,which Ivin had to idea how to operate. LOL. Well we lended
a hand, I helped with cookingfried rice. The last time I actually cooked
was duing my F&N O level practical. LOL.

After lunch we had game and sharing sessions. I was really touched
by Jia Xian's testimoney, kinda brought me to my senses a bit. LOL. I
teared up a bit too. Haha. Well all ended well with me in the kitchen,
helping to rinse the pots, pans and all the kitchen items etc. While Daniel
soaped em, and 3 other girls were drying them up. Haha.

The second time I teared up was when I read PK's letter! It finally came
and a bit soon too!I wasn't expecting it so soon! LOL. But it
was really touching. And now, I have to end here,as I want to work on
PK's letter now! Then I'll post it tomorrow!! Haha.

Tomorrow is a longer day =)

2009-07-02T23:58:00.001+08:00

I was one happy girl, looking forward to this Saturday's movie "Jab We Met". Do you know that I fought all the urges to watch in online so I could watch it in better quality at home. But then its fate! I'll have to watch it online someother later time! Apparently, most of my classmates wanted to go Salina's Brother's wedding on Sat. I think its the solemnisation or something like that. And they want to meet at 4.30pm. Jab We Met is at 4pm. LOL. Well its ok! I think I need to prepare myself for my back-up on Sunday so finishing everything on Sat would be good. LOL.

I am so glag Mr.Jainendra Kumar & Mr.Joseph Alappat are back in action. The new house shifting and all kept them busy and away from me! I missed them both! My brother Jo and the one he hooked me up with, my so called date, Jai! Haha. Glad to have them both back. Now chatting with Jai and he is trying to predicts things from my forehead, well so far he is going quite well.

1. Very creative and like to find my destiny fast. Creative? Maybe the destiny part was right.
2. Like to earn fame. Not sure. Haha. I wanted to be an actress though.
3. Mingled to my soul. What does that mean?
4. Talk to myself and find an answer. Yeah I talk to myself, but I don't always find and answer.
5. Kill guys with my sweet smile like I did to him. Nobody said I had a sweet smile that killed.
6. Don't like to share my personal things like my gadgets, diary and bad and maybe my room. I share my bag, but not my room and gadgets and yeah my diary if I had one.
7. Find a guy before my dad. I told him my dad would find my groom (maybe), yeah I think I would find one before daddy.
8. I'll go for my dad's/ family's decision on the guy im supposed to marry. It totally depends, but family knows best na?
9. Confused about like, what to do and what not to do. Definitely!
10. 100% not selfish. 1% not selfish you mean, it totaly depends on what.
11. In future he will beat my boyfriend up. I would not let him!
12. Or maybe I will beat him up. I won't! I would treat him with TLC.
13. Very sweet in nature. Maybe
~ Looks at my eyes~
14. Very deep eyes and nobody can escape. Haha, my eyes isn't a sea.
15. I'm cool. Not.
~When I said I'm not cool and he is bad at predicting, he says~
16. I'm hot. LOL.
~And says just kidding so as he is done with predicting I ask him some questions~
17. When will I get married? 23 or 24
18. How many kids will I have / plan to have? 2 or 3

I told PK about it and asked him to predict something and he tried. And I laughed my ass off.

1. I am a human, have 2 ears, both working, for now. LOL, yeah maybe they won't work in future because I always listen to songs with an earpiece, bad for ears!
2. I'll get married, have 2 children, both girls. NO! 1 boy, 1 girl! Boy 1st!
3. I will love the 2nd one, and my hubby would hate the 1st. What does that imply?

Well enough of predicting na! It's late! I better get to bed. Pot Luck at Ivin's place tomorrow! Hehe. I'm bring potato wedges! LOL. Spicy ones!! Nights =)

2009-07-02T15:49:00.004+08:00

The rain...It was truly amazing, what God had created...I really want to get wet in the rain, maybe not here,maybe in India...I hate Singapore. Yeah I know its peacefuland all, but life is so busy and the pace is so fast that you can't keep up with it. I certainly don't want my kids to grow up here unless I don't have a choice. Maybe once I've finished my degree,I'll migrate elsewhere. But I definitely need to go to India...My awesome Uncles and Aunties live there,along with my Mother's cousins, Children. Something likemy cousins too. I really miss them all. Hais...

I don't know why I suddenly jumped from the rain to India. LOL. But I really love the rain. Mummy asked me to run errands for her, going to the post office and all, so as I was getting ready, it started raining. But nothing could deter me from going. I thought I could send Melody's letter and also get PK's stamp, so when his letter gets here, I could just stick it and send it at the post letter gantries near my home, that way I could save the trip to the post office. So yes! Veni made her way and it was raining heavily!! Her shoes got soaked with water, her jeans were wet till her knees, even Melody's letter got well!Gah! What a disappointement. I ran mum's errands and here I am at home. Haha. Some how I'm feeling better today. I got 2 books from the library and I think its time I worked on letters to Hattie, Joel Alves & Jo. I'm supposed to respond to their letter ages ago! LOL. Bad Veni.

Right now all I can look forward is school & PK's letter! LOL. Oh and Salina's brother's wedding because I'm going get a hug from Salina!! LOL. I missed all my people! All the tiny things, and how Safi usually bullied me, anyway he stopped already. LOL. He has become so much sweeter! Hehe. So yes, can't wait to see them all on Sunday. And Sunday is my my first day of back-up! Yes yes! I am one happy girl!

Might update again tonight. =)

2009-07-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

I am surprised by what has gotten into me...It is the usual "Mood Swing" and all, but I think this time its worse. And I don't want to talk to anyone at all! I pick out all the small reasons just to hate everyone! What is happening?? I have no idea! I don't want to talk about it. I think I'll go to bed early. Maybe tomorrow would be a better shining day? Or maybe I'm going to be like this forever?! Argh! Basically, I'm fed up!

2009-07-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

Veni has no social life! Why is it so difficult to actually stay home and study? I don't know. Just that it really feels like holiday you know! And tomorrow is kinda like the last day for me to chiong my E-Learning. What happened to finishing it up on Tuesday? Well I'm sure I'll be done with everything soon and also I'll have time to do my own revision!
Be positive Veni =)

2009-06-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

545th post. It wasn't all great getting here. Haha. So many things eh! I just opened up some previous posts and at some parts I go "Did such a thing really happen". All the childish moments. Haha. The time of my life I had! And it still is a huge roller coaster ride. All the people who left my life, and all those new ones who came in. I took a lesson out of every relationships and for some, I'm still trying to figure out the lesson. Haha. No idea why I'm doing this now. But at some point I have to look back right? Haha. Still no regrets!
=)

2009-06-29T22:54:00.004+08:00

This week is jam packed with fun, fun and more fun! Well I finally have realised that my E-Learning is very fun. And then on Friday I have been invited to have lunch with some seniors at crusade!! So yeah, then on Saturday we'll be having out long awaited DG, hopefully at Plaza Singapura's, Starbucks! I miss PS. Been ages, I think the last time I was there was on my last day of work? Haha. Yeah, on Sunday, I have been asked to do backup singing! Gosh I was quite surprised to see the opportunity coming by so soon! Yay!! So I think God is showing me so much mercy after so much I have done. He is always the best!

Mummy and I are still wondering what I should wear to Salina's brother's wedding on Sunday. I should wear my best outfit, but then if I go to church people might say that I wore so nice because I'm doing backup. Blah blah. Besides I heard that my best outfit isn't the type that suits me. So I'm lost! But I think mum has decided on the best outfit. I should quickly find something else to change her mind. Haha. Never been to a malay wedding, wonder how it would be.

2009-06-29T20:04:00.003+08:00

I'm thinking a lot nowadays. They say things happen for a reason. But what is that reason? Everyday I learn many things, things about myself and others. Sometimes those that I learn are very hard to handle. Is it really me? Is it the way I behave or what? Many unanswered questions and they bother me alot. For the time being its better left unsaid maybe?

Havolyn is really down with a high fever and SGH has kept her under quarantine! Arghh! My best bitch! This has to happen to her? If she has really got the virus, then I can't see her for ages. She'll be in quarantine for about 2 weeks! Arghh! I miss her so much! Take care and get well soon bitch! I'm going to keep you in prayer...

2009-06-29T10:28:00.004+08:00

I am indeed surprised at the amount of work on E-Learning. I woke up at exactly 8am and quickly rushed through all the modules' study management thingy on my school website. Then I did up a whole schedule and if I am actually committed, then I would finish all of my E-Learning by tomorrow. I have already finished up my CS. So I have 6 modules to go. And from tomorrow I don't have to wake up at 8am at all! Thanks to my wonderful braniac brains, I have found out that only CMS is staggered for use. The rest I can use it at any time of the day. LMAO. Oh well I am going to bed now. I am so tired ok! I need atleast 1-2 hours of nap before my day officially begins! Ciao

2009-06-28T18:33:00.002+08:00

My E-Learning is simply horrendous!! And I mean horribly horrendous! Back in secondary school when they said E-Learning, it meant fun. But its not the same when we are in Poly. Here E-Learning means serious business. Gosh I'm quite stressed. LOL. You should have see the amount of work we have on E-Learning. And they have STAGGERED the access!! And not any kind of staggering. The year 1's will only be able to access the E-Learning materials from 8am - 1pm. And that simply means the royal princess has to get up early in the morning. If I miss my E-Learning, then its the end!! Haha. Gosh so scary! I wish it was later, like in the afternoon! Ar ghh! Going to miss my royal sleep and I would have to sleep early then! Arghh! =(

Church was cool I guess. I finally did the sinner's prayer after a million years. Gosh! Haha. And then Havolyn was due to be back in Singapore after her trip to Batam, at the airport or I think it was Harbourfront station, she had high fever. Everyone was worried. Well I got a call and it seems that it was nothing. Just food poisoning and stuff. Thank God! I miss that bitch like hell! LOL. Going to give her a big hug when I see her again. Take care bitch! LOL

2009-06-27T20:42:00.004+08:00

I am a happy, sexy, girl! LOL. Well I got a hair cut! Like finally!! All this while I was so afraid to let go of this pretty royal hair of mine. But last night when my Mum suggested I get a hair cut, I was like "Yeah sure, lets go tomorrow and cut it". She was sure taken aback. And so was I. I could not believe that I was seating at the hair saloon today and I saw my hair being cut! But I tell you, there, I told myself that I'm not turning back and no regrets! (Of course no turning back, the lady was half way into my hair). But you should see the end product! I looked so nice! I mean, my hair looked so nice. I was having a cam chat with Pradeep and he said I looked sexy! PK wanted to say that, but he was afraid that I'd say he was horny! LOL. So yeah many people had really positive comment on it! I love my hair!! I took a picture, but then I think its quite unglam. Sorry about it. But focus on the hair! The sexy hair!

The sexy hair people!! Main focus ok! Haha. So yeah, I can't wait to see what people at church will say tomorrow! Well I hope my sexy hair doesn't go un-noticed. I went to church for cleaning and Melvin and I were the only ones. But he didn't notice!! Maybe he pretended not to notice. I didn't bother pushing him. Haha. But I love the hair. Gosh I must have mentioned it many times. But I can't help it! Haha. THE GIRL WITH THE HOT, SEXY HAIR IS IN THE HOUSE PEOPLE.

2009-06-26T20:41:00.000+08:00
My official birthday post!
I have been so busy that I could not breathe and all.
So click
*this
*this
*this
to get all the update of my birthday in one place.
Now for the cakes!!
My first cake, was from my DG mates. its in the 1st *this.
The second cake was from my classmates...
Third was from daddy dearest.
Fourth was from the youth guys at church!

So yeah that is it and I have officially turned seventeen.
I'm wrapping up here with it.
Till next year.
Toodles =)

2009-06-26T20:40:00.003+08:00

My birthday celebration cum daddy's day.
Pictures are in reverse order eh.
Sorry for the mix up.

2009-06-26T19:49:00.004+08:00

And these are the pictures taken in school during my advance birthday which I didn't upload.
And for those who missed the birthday celebration at school click HERE.

And these are the pictures taken in school during my advance birthday which I didn't upload.
And for those who missed the birthday celebration at school click HERE.

2009-06-26T19:35:00.003+08:00

Mummy's Birthday!
I gave her a huge surpise!!
And since she hated cream cake, I had to search high and low for this fruity one!
Daddy ate so many slices!!
Hate you daddy!
LOL.
Kidding.

And this at the bottom is where my beloved ex-co girls came by...
Sadly the 3 guys could not make it!
When did they ever turn up.
LOL.
But I celebrated my special day with special girls!!
=)

More coming up!

2009-06-26T19:18:00.008+08:00

Like today was so refreshing....
Just in case you wanted to know, those were some over due pictures.
The top most would be the 1st time I took my 1st step into Campus Crusade for Christ.
It was the vision tea.
The next ones are those taken at the overnight camp.
I guess those were the awesome times.
2 people in the group kinda like don't exsist anymore.
Haha.

Anyway I have more pictures!!
I know I know!!
So many to update ok.
Give me time!
LOL.

2009-06-25T20:12:00.003+08:00

Damn its so horrible...
I can only wish for the best at this time.
Suddenly feeling not too good...
I was never good at this.
I always wanted it very badly.
But I didn't want too much intimiacy.
And always things don't work out the way we want it to.
And they want more than they can ask for.
No one in this world is anything like me.
We don't share any similarities...
And that is it.
Everything ends there.
I blew up, I messed up.
But, never again will I let it happen.
Never again.
~
Going to Colbar with my fellow Crusaders...
I didn't want to go at first.
But then I changed my mind.
I felt that going there could help me get my mind of things and refresh me.
So yeap, tomorrow is going to be a heck of a day!
And since Tiff & Xin Xuan are going, I didn't want to be left out.
Besides Cheryl is going for her attachement soon.
And I want to hang out with these awesome people tomorrow.
Will update more tomorrow.

2009-06-25T14:38:00.004+08:00

Isn't is just a beautiful afternoon??
It would be even more beautiful if someone comes online!!
I'm talking about you Jai!
We haven't chatted for 1 day aleady and it will be 2 days if you don't come online today!
Jo is not making things better!!
He is not helping me get to you!!
I doubt you would be coming today, heard you are shifting your things.

I'm so bored now!!
I thought Jai would be online...
But as usual my msn buddies only come on at night so now I have nothing to do...
Maybe I should start on my chores...
Arghh!!
Jai you owe me huge time for not chatting with me for 2 whole days!!

2009-06-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

And the movie was awesome...
I am so sure that the theatre opened early just for us today.
And we were the FIRST in the whole SINGAPORE to catch the movie in theaters.
I tell you the movie was awesome...
All the machines, sound effects.
Like how the heck did they get the transformers to do such things.
Man the animation, was like so real.
How cool they looked when they started transforming.
And the chemistry between Shia & Megan Fox was really cool.
But Abigail and I wished so badly that Shia was not the main actor because he wasn't as hot as Josh Duhamel the guy was one of the army officers.
I think I would have preferred seeing Josh more often then Shia.
LOL.
But nevermind.
I loved the robots, Bumble Bee, Optimus Prime, Skids & Mudflap - the twins.
They both added a huge reason to laugh.
Many "Aww" moments, esp when Bee said that Sam (Shia) is the only thing he cared about.
Many "LOL" moments when Sam's mum east marijuana or whatever and goes crazy and how the first part she held on to his baby shoes and refused to let him go to college.
Many "OMG" moments at the time when Leo (Ramon Rodriquez) acted like a totally nutcase.
So yeah all in all nice movie, must watch!
Now, all the more I want to catch the 1st transformers movie.
Haha...
So after the movie rushed to school.
I had my IT1111 remedial and only Puay Xin & I showed up.
LOL.
With someother from other class, but anyway this lesson was a real eye opener because I learned lot.
Haha.
Thanks Ms.Wong, sad you are leaving and all, but no idea why but everyone seems to be happy that you are leaving.
They must know something that we don't.
LOL.
Well its official I guess, NYP has an extra week of holiday.
Puay Xin told me that some guy from NYP went clubbing and came in contact with some guy from RP who has H1N1.
I'm not too sure if its true but its cool!
Yay!
Having project meeting tomorrow and trust me, from the previous meeting to now, I haven't done anything at all to that damn webpage...
We'll just do them tomorrow.
And Shou Xian, if you reading this, you have many things to do for me tomorrow.
Ciao people.
=)

2009-06-23T23:15:00.005+08:00

Sometimes things tend to strike you very late.
And trust me, I mean VERY late.
You have your whole life set out infront of you and at times you have no idea what you want to do.
You might have set some plans earlier, but then you don't follow them.
Plans like : Courting after 21.
But then even before that you think you have found the right one.
Haha.
I'm clear of who and what I want.
Atleast I thought so.
Until it struck me when my mum talked to me today.

It wasn't a great feeling.
I thought my life is on the right track.
I have everything I wanted.
But then, I was wrong.
First the conversation was very lively...
Full of laughter, and then...
And then it happened...
She started her lecture.
I won't say lecture.
Maybe it was a different way of correcting me.
By a loving way...
I could sense the disappointment in her voice.
I saw her eyes tearing up.
She told me how much she suffered when she was my age.
And then it striked me.
I am blessed to have this like I am having now.
And I'm not going to take it for granted...

I am not ready for this yaar!
Really.
I think I have many things that need to be done.
So many expectatations and yeah...
I have to go.

2009-06-23T11:50:00.004+08:00

Not sure if I should be happy or sad.
Why do you ask??
Well I got a chance to win 2 tickers to "Transformers, Revenge of the Fallen".
I was very excited that day when I got the card from my school.
I quickly signed up for it.
And then I got an email yesterday from school, saying that I had to attend the remedial for my programming.
So I prayed very hard that I should not get the tickets...
This morning, I got the sms, and I actually got the tickets...
Well anyway, I will be able to go because the movie as at 10am and my remedial is only at 2pm.
But now, the problem is my dear Abigail...
She was supposed to catch the movie with me, but she has work in the morning, actually, she switched her afternoon shift with someone for the morning one!
Argh!!
But she said she would definitely find a way out of it.
I hope.
If she can't make it, I would have called Havolyn, but she is at Batam!
And all the C have already watched this movie!
Stupid!
Haha, well if Abby can't make it, I'll call someone.
LOL.
So last night, I slept at like 4am.
I was chatting with Jai!
This is like my latest ever...
Man I was so tired and I still had to wake up at around 9plus in the morning.
Mum was pretty mad, I could sense it!!
I have to make it up to her.
LOL.
Oh well I have things to do, waiting for Jai to come online soon maybe.
Cya. =)

2009-06-23T01:58:00.001+08:00

Like I promised Jo.
Here is an honourable mention for 2 great guys.
Jo & Jai.
Haha.
So on the right is Jo, my dearest Baiya (Or however you spell it) & on the left is Jai.
I think Jo looks very hilarious!!
No one would believe that he is the cool guy who is going to get a sports bike?
Haha.
Nice ain't it Jo?

2009-06-22T19:43:00.005+08:00

Many weird things have been happening...
Firstly, I have no idea why Jo wanting to try and hook me up with someone.
Secondly, I have no idea why I decided to go along with it...
LOL.
I feel quite dumb for doing this.
But maybe something might come out of this.
Not sure where this is going to end...
We'll see who Jo hooks me up with.
LOL.
Have remedial on Wednesday!
I bet I flunked my programming essentials!!
No wonder I have to go back
I'm hungry, going to get a bite.
Sorry for the short post.
Seeya you peeps around.

2009-06-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

I had an awesome time today...
Today was father's day, so we had celebrations at church.
Pastor Subra was talking about the role of father's and all, when the cake was brought in.
Cake...that was what we all thought, but it was cakes.
And yes, one of the cake was mine!
LOL.
I saw Reuben carrying it in.
And after he placed it on the table, he looked at me and pointed at the cake.
Arghh!!
I was so smart right!!
I knew what was happening.
But maybe I did not expect it la.
Usually all the birthdays, father's day, etc, I always lead them in the singing.
So after the Father's day song, Pastor told me to come forward and they sang me my birthday song!
Man I was happy.
The song was very loud and after that, everyone came forward and started wishing me.
So yeap, officially I have 4 birthday cakes this year.
I really appreciate what the youth guys did.
Thanks dudes!!

Well came back home, ordered Pizza and I started working on dad's card.
No idea what to put in it, but I managed.
Did I mention, I got him a wallet?
My dad uses a pink winnie the pooh wallet.
He has a black one, but says its bad luck, blah blah.
Well I got him a brown one and you should see the smile on his face.
A million dollar smile you know!!
I was so happy =)
Well yeah and my cake was B-E-A-utiful ok!!
Woah and the Pizza was so yummy.
I think I gained weight today and I'm allergic to chocolate already.
Atleast for the time being.
I'm going to stay away from them alteast for a week.
And I'm going to loose weight this week.
Control my diet.
Have to go now.
Bye

2009-06-20T19:34:00.003+08:00

I am a happy girl =)
Again!
D said we can and must be friends!!
LOL.
He is still in love with me.
So am I.
But we both decided that at this time, its difficult to maintain a relationship.
But though all these has happened, he is still just a sweetheart.
Says the nicest things to me.
LOL.
The sincere and sweet things.
He said he won't get over me and neither would I.

Tomorrow is Daddy's Day!!
LOL.
And well have searched high and low for a card for him.
"Even though I don't always show it, having you as my Father is something I give quiet thanks for everyday of my life".
That is what the card says.
Well though I may not give thanks everyday daddy, you know I love you so much!!
My daddy is the best.
I forgot to mention, that on Wednesday, one day after my birthday, daddy got a cake.
He wanted to celebrate it, but he didn't know what my mummy and I had planned.
We wanted to celebrate my birthday and father's day together, just like all the time I remember.
So yeap, it's set.
Tomorrow, I'm officially celebrating my birthday.
I'm just craving for that cake which I haven't seen yet in that fridge.
LOL.
And that pizza tomorrow.
Pizza Hut?
Canadien Pizza?
LOL.

And I think tomorrow at church something is going to happen.
But I'm also not sure at the same time.
Melvin was so hoo-haa about it.
I promise that by tomorrow, I'll have my birthday cakes uploaded with all the updates about my birthday ok!
Things to do now.
Many many things to do.
Seeya, Nights.
Happy Weekends =)

2009-06-20T14:31:00.002+08:00

I am one happy girl!
My secondary school friend actually taught me a whole new way of watching hindi movies with subtitles.
LOL.
That is why I am so happy...
Used to watch english movies, then tamil movies.
And nowadays, the story is usually the same.
But I'm totally in love with Hindi now!!
And when Esmail taught me the painful process of downloading many things just to watch a movie, it didn't hurt me one bit.
I really badly wanted to watch "Kismat Connection" & another movie PK always talked about.
So finally, I don't need to search for a movie with subtitles, but just download a movie, and then the subtitles separetly and watch them.
I'm not sure how things are going to turn out.
Esmail just msged me the procedures and I'm following them step by step.
Now, I'm waiting for the movie to download.
Hahaha.
Note: I'm a happy girl! =)

2009-06-19T14:30:00.003+08:00

Life is back on track!!
Sorry people for the lack of updates.
I used to blame people around me for all the problems that I am going through.
I've changed a lot lately.
And not many people like.
Recently, an email from that special someone, in reply to my email changed things.
I really wanted to end it then, well I was half-hearted.
And today, after reading his email, I guess things have changed.
All the more broken relationships have learning points you can take away.
More than that, it brings you a new best friend.
I think maybe D and I may not have made it through with love.
But with friendship, I think this is a fresh start.

Cheers to the new friendship =)

2009-06-16T19:52:00.003+08:00
*Was damn bored, so I did this quiz. Not tagging anyone, but feel free to do it if you want.

ABC About You Questions:
A - Action: *Smack the head*??
B - BIRTHDAY: Make a guess
C - CRUSHING ON: No one
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Miranda
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Mummy & God
F - FAVORITE SONG: Long Distance - Brandy
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Both??
H - HOMETOWN: Singapore, Sembawang
I - IN LOVE WITH: No one
J - JUGGLE: Social Life & Spiritual Life
K - KILLED SOMEONE: I might if I could, but I'd rather not.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: JB Church's Youth Meeting
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolate
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
O - ONE WISH: Not to be lazy.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mum?
R - REASON TO SMILE: Today is my birthday. =)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Long Distance - Brandy
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9 plus
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: LMAO, not telling you.
V - VEGETABLE(S): Long beans, Lettuce.
W - WORST HABIT: Very sarcastic.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: ...
Y – YOYOS ARE: For kids??
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Monkey, Gemini

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: Krshn Vn
What color do you wear most?: Not sure.
Least favorite color?: Yellow
What are you listening to?: Granny nagging?
Are you happy with your life right now?: I wish
What is your favorite class in school?: All my lectures.
When do you start back at school/college?: In about 13 days.
Are you outgoing?: Maybe
Favorite pair of shoes?: From Cotton On.
Where do you wish you were right now?: In heaven

THE CANS:
Can you dance? No. Maybe. Yes
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No
Can you whistle?: Yes.
Write with both hands?: No
Walk with your toes curled?: Yeap

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Not sure
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes
Do you believe in magic?: Nope
Love at first sight?: Maybe
Do you believe in Satan?: Yes
Do you believe in Santa?: No
Do you know how to swim?: Yeah, Level 1?
Do you like roller coasters?: Yeap
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Nah can't even handle normal food.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yes
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Does the sea side count?
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yeah

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: God knows
What radio station do you listen to?: Many Many
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Can't remember.
What was the last thing you bought?: Skipping Rope
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Lord of the Rings at Abigail's place just now.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Reynolds.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Myself!!
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: My mum maybe.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Who didn't.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: When I was kid, nowadays, I laugh!
Do certain songs make you cry?: Sometimes

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: You could say so
What can make you happy?: Going to heaven now! And I mean now.
Do you wish you were happier?: I don't have to wish, I know can be happier, just not trying.
Can music make you happy?: Sometimes

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: 1 or mayeb 2
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Do you think I'll die?

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Black
Current piercings?: Ears
Have any tattoos?: No, never.
Eye color?: Black

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Blue/Brown
Short or long hair: Short
Height: Taller than me
Best clothing: Decent?

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail?: Almost.
Mooned someone: What is that?
Laughed so hard you cried: Yeap.
Cried in school: Not in poly.
Thrown up in a store: Yuck.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Don't remember any.
Gone skinny dipping: And that is??

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Depends really.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: Meat
TV or Movie: Both
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar
Adidas or Nike: both
Chinese or Mexican: Mexican definitely.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes.
Cake or Pie: Cake
MTV or VH1: No idea.

2009-06-16T19:16:00.009+08:00

Hello...
Happy Seventeen-th birthday to myself.
LMAO.
=)

Anyway thanks to these people who have made me smile, whether it was just for a second, or a minute, or a hour or an entire day.

1.Thanks to my DG mates.
Cheryl Wong, Jomel, Tiffany, Xin Xuan & Sarah, for that really sweet surprise, the cake, the card and the present.

2. Thanks to IT0901.
Especially, Salian, Luqman, Jansen, Regan, Jia Jun & Shou Xian, for making an effort to plan this small celebration and also that little cute notebook you guys gave me with that angel note. Doesn't matter if it is a "Moo-Moo-Cow" or not, because it's the thought that counts. And sorry for being in such a bad mood that day.

3. Thanks to Abigail for that surprise you tried to fool me with.
Thanks Si Ying (Love that necklace), Cai Ning & Tracia (Cute fashionable umbrella) for coming over despite all your busy schedule. Loved the Ex-Co girl power.

4. Thanks to all of you who sent me wishes, before or after.

My DG mates (Xin Xuan)
IT0901 & (Puay Xin, Salina, Jansen, Jun De)
Pul Kesh
Havolyn (Thanks for the purple care bear, going to miss you.)
Reynolds
Cai Ning
Magesh Akka
Abigail
Si Ying
Fathiah (Appreciate it that you sms-ed me even when you were at camp)
Karen Chow
Ilham
Roveena
Shouko
Isabel
Sara Chan
Jian Wen (For the super late wish, you deserve a smack and get my name right next time)
Chen Yi
Melody (Have fun at sweden)
Thanusha
Waun Teng
Hari
Melvin
Arvind
Ian
Grace
Nithiya
Roveena
Joanne
Nithiya Anni
Drake Bernard Richardson
& Family

2009-06-16T12:08:00.002+08:00
So many wishes already.
Thank you everyone for all the cute SMS, E-mails, phone calls.
Love all you hunks and babes.

It's after 12pm now, I guess this is the best birthday ever.
Because my daddy remembered my birthday!!!
Yes yes!
He finally did!!
Though he went to work early, he called me and wished me!!
I love you so many many daddy!
Hehe.

Everyone has been very nice to me.
Granny hasn't shouted at me since the time I woke up.
Well even before I woke up, she gave me a huge hug!
LOL.
Thanks Granny.

Mummy says my face looks brighter than any other day.
She said, I'd look very pretty if I kept smiling like I did today.
LOL.
I haven't thought of anything bad, I think I have been a very good girl.
I made my bed, I did all my morning chores diligently.
LMAO.
Now I'm in the process of writing down the names of all those who wished me.
So that way, I can remember you people!
Hehe.

Ok, I have an hour before I go to Abigail's place.
I know she is up to something and I'm super excited!!
Seeya.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =)

2009-06-15T21:27:00.006+08:00

Hi.
I'm back to post again...
Um, I'm using Thanusha's picture.
The one at her blog.
Sorry girl!!
Where do you get the pictures ah??
So cute!
Anyway, apart from Sims-ing, I have been watching movies.
Um, so far, just one.
I watched this movie, Kuch Naa Kaho, Abishek Bachan & Aiswariya-Rai Bachan.
LMAO.
I think I have watched it before.
But really lovely movie...
Hehe.
Abigail has been keeping many secrets...
Like what she is going to do tomorrow.
Hehe.
She called me, and she said, "Come to my house at 1pm!".
And I'm like "What are you up to?".
Let's just make some guesses shall we.
I think she would be inviting the Ex-Co over, atleast those who want to come.
And she would have made a cake maybe??
Um, hope the cake is edible.
Hehehe.
I'm excited!!
Don't know what to wear, but I'll probably wear my white top with my fav white skirt!
Tomorrow is my birthday!!
You should see the smile on my face!!
Been waiting for one whole year for this year!!!
Going to play sims, counting down to my birthday!
No more sweet sixteen eh!
I'm seventeen!
Correction: I'm going to be seventeen tomorrow!!

2009-06-15T17:37:00.003+08:00

Hello...
I'm having a heck load of fun!
It's the holidays!!
And I've got another reason to be happy!
Tomorrow is the lady's birthday!
Haha.
I slept like at 1.30am last night after playing Sims2.
And then this morning, well you can say afternoon, I woke up at 1pm.
LOL.
So who if sooo lucky enough to get close to twelve hours of sleep??
It's me people!!
I slept so peacefully like a baby, except for the part when my mummy kept calling me like a million times telling me to get up.
LMAO.

Tomorrow it will be an early day.
I'm not sure what plans Abigail has, but I know that it will be filled with surprises.
This time, I'm hoping that my phone will be off the hook yeah.
Haha.

So after waking up, I studied for a while.
Yeap, I studied.
Haha.
Then, I played Sims!

Hehe.
Anyway I had plans for Wednesday.
But I guess Deva had plans and he had to cancel ours...
My guess is, that I'd never get to go out for lunch with him.
Anyway, he has more important things to do, like going out with that Safena or whatever...
I've been asking him forever, and even if he can't make it this Wednesday, it would be polite to atleast postpone it another day.
Well what the heck.
I'm not going to ask him anymore.
Until he remembers.

I'm going to watch a movie tonight.
Hehe.

Congrats to Pradeep who got 7.5/9 bands.
LOL.
Hope you get into some very cool University overseas.

I'm signing off now.

2009-06-14T11:20:00.011+08:00

Tons to update, so you might have to bear with me for a bit.
This are the pictures from like 2 weeks ago when I went trekking with my team for the crusade.
I guess Benjamin & Michael crack me up like all the time.
Haha.

So yeah, they are always up to something silly and this was just a small act.
Hehe.

As for Benjamin, he was meddling with my phone and he decided to take a very glam shot of himself.
LMAO.

Well on Friday, there was this huge cake!!
LOL.
And we celebrated the June babie's birthday.
Oh well everything ended well.
I got a gift too.
I'll upload all the pictures of my presents and cakes into another post again.

Oh well I guess this post isn't that long eh.
Just many many pictures.
Hehe.

Havolyn gave me an early present.
She would be going to Batam tomorrow morning, so on Friday, she gave me her present.
It was a purple care bear.
How cute!!
Haha.
For my last birthday she gave me a purple photo frame.
I'm going to miss her alot for the next 2 weeks.
No gossip buddy for the 2 weeks.

Crusade in church has been really awesome.
I had a lot fun.
Haha.
There was this chinese lady who came and Pastor Gideon told me to translate for her and stuff.
Good experience for me.
Haha.

Today will be the final day of Crusade.
Let's hope everything is going well.
Got to go.
2 days to the big day.
Hehe

2009-06-11T20:29:00.006+08:00

Just talking to her on the phone kills me!!
Remember I was saying how pissed I was with her?!!
Man she drives me nuts la!!
Girl, you are not the only one in the whole world you know!!
There are many other people and they all have problems too...
She was just shouting on the phone, till I screamed at her and slammed the phone down.
I really hope you are reading this.
I'm under quite a lot of pressure now and if you think about the people around you, then you won't have such problems la!!
I mean I have problems too and if I start talking about them to you, then won't you feel mad!!
I wanted to share my happiness with you, and you could have atleast listened to me tonight!
But no, you thought you are very important didn't you!!
Get back to reality honey.
You are not the only person alive.

Ok, let me just get over this spoilt girl!!
Firstly here are the pictures which are due.
Sorry it took me ages eh.
Well I needed to use my desktop to upload the pictures as I don't want to use my laptop.

This picture on top, is the project disc.
Doesn't it look very cute??
Hehe.
Yes, my obsession with camwhore, has not ended, it has just begun!
Remember the card that was made by my DG mate Jomel?
=)
This you see, at the top and the bottom is the chocolate that Cheryl gave us.
She said it reminded her of the pink arni.
Chocolate was awesome Cheryl.
And of course, here at the bottom, my very neat present.
Thanks Girls =)

Oh yeah and that cake.
Tasted real good.
Haha!

Just got a message from the person who pissed me off...
She says she never means anything.
Oh well, I'm not in the mood to reply her messages.
I think I'm better off without you and your hurtful words...

Still a few more pictures that have to be uploaded, but I'll do them maybe on Saturday.
Today was Yu Meng's birthday.
Gave her a card.
Tomorrow is Denzel's birthday.
Also giving her a card.
Oh, well Salina came up with this brilliant idea of celebrating Yu Meng's, Denzel's and my birthday tomorrow!!
So my last day of school ends with an awesome note!!

Just playing around with my phone.
Trust me, no scandel involved.

2009-06-11T06:03:00.002+08:00
Let me start with Tuesday shall I??
Well remember the DG lunch?
It was such a blast.
We were joined by Cheryl's friend, Sarah, who came to give her a surprise.
And she got muffins and all.
Haha.
So yeah, half way while we were eating, Cheryl took out this cake, and then they had this candle and they were trying so hard to light it up.
By then, this smart Veni, had already figured out part of the puzzle piece.
Hehe.
Well after they managed to light the cake, the sang a birthday song...
For who??
For me!!!
They were 1 week advance!
Hehe.
Best DG mates I ever had!
I don't remember a time when my friends celebrated my birthday with a cake and all.
Sometimes makes me think that I am not worth it, but howell I had such a blast.

So yeah, the cake really cheered me up and the way the present was wrapped made me feel very special.
Haha.
That is the huge difference that christian friends and worldy friends have.
They make you feel very special no matter how nasty you are.
LOL.
So yeah, I went back home and to my surprise, I saw Joyce Meyer's book!
I love Joyce Meyer!
I always wanted to get her book.
Haha.
Thanks everyone!

I got a cute card too.
I heard Jomel made it and I loved it!!
I guess this birthday is quite memorable.
Very memorable.
Haha.

Yesterday I was quite upset!
But howell, I'm feeling better already!
I was reminded of someone when I saw this guy at the library.
Somehow, his eyes reminded me of him...
Man I try so hard to move on.
And I guess God has his way...

I woke up this early right now, because I'm having my French test today.
My super hot teacher, Mr.Yannick has given us many hints, and if I don't pass, then I can smack myself in the head.
But I'm confident that I'm going to do well.
That is half the battle won, right Cheryl??

Well, I'm quite pissed with someone!
Really!!
Um, I don't want to elaborate because I know that person reads my blog and I don't want her to know that I'm bitching about her do I?
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know, that I don't like you at all!
I may be close to you and all, but not a bit do I like you.
I think you should stop swearing so much.
You should have figured out its you by now!
For a big girl like you, you should not be like that!!
I doubt any guy would actually like you if you behave like a bitch?

Howell cousins!!
Have a great time at Batam or wherever the heck you are going!!
I'm not going to miss any of you at all...
I'm not going to miss hanging on the phone gossiping late at night with the girls...
I'm not going to miss eating mee siam with you Prdeep!
I'm not going to miss the handbag hunt we had the other day.
I'm not going to miss the movie fiesta's we had atleast twice every month.
I'm not going to miss being waken up by you people in the night asking me if I have eaten!
I'm not going to miss having people like you as my alarm clock!
I'm not going to miss the chocolates you get me everytime you meet me Jash.
I'm not going to miss the finger fight we have Andy!
I'm not going to miss you!!
-Period-

I'm going back to studying French now.
I'm not going to let down my super hot French teacher.
Hehe.

Pictures to be uploaded soon!

2009-06-08T20:50:00.004+08:00
Happy Monday everyone =)
Well it has been a very tiring day today!
I hate to drag myself our of bed on Mondays!
It happens to be the only day of the week when my lessons start early!
Oh well I managed to get out of bed.
Thank God.

Well lesson was really cool and all.
My lunch was quiet.
I had lunch with Jansen, Regan & Shou Xian.
The rest of the gang went else where.
So yeah I had nothing much to say.
But after lunch, we played CS!!
Yay!
Haha, CS-ing with the guys is so much fun.
Apparently, I'm the only gaming girl there I guess.
LOL.

So yeah, my C-Maths lecture was bore some!!
I was trying to entertain myself by irritating Salina, but she didn't seem interested.

I'm excited for tomorrow!!

That is why!!
Tomorrow is the DG lunch with my DG mates!!
Yes yes I am hungry already.
LOL.
Can't wait you know!!
Haha.

I'm tired now, I'm going to play CS then go to bed.
Haha.
Will update tomorrow people.
Nights.

2009-06-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

Yes, I finally managed to catch Night at the Museum 1.
LOL.
So next up, is Night at the Museum 2...
Anyone wants to sponsor for my ticket??
Haha, no la, I'm not poor, I can afford anything.
LOL.

Tomorrow is the start of my 8th week at school!
And man am I excited to get to school!
I can't wait to see my friends...
Note: Classmates have changed into Friends!
Just because sometimes they have some flaws doesn't mean I should judge them right??
I have flaws too and if one day, each of my friend stands in front of me and starts pointing them, then I might just break down!
I should love my friends for who they are and accept them for their handicapness right?
I mean, I'm not perfect too, and my Father God in heaven accepted me into his kingdom right!
So I should show the love he showered me with to my friends, and maybe, not maybe, surely a friend of mine would be saved!
Don't you people want to know who this God is??
One you can call Father with so much authority?
I think my Abba Father is great, leading me with his magnificent grace...
Holding me up with his righteous right hand!
He never left me nor forsaked me and he never will.

When I walk through the fire, I will not be burned; the flames will not set me ablaze...
Wonder why suddenly I'm talking about this??
I don't know.
I just think I have really felt God today!!
At church, while we were worshiping, the new girl Vali, suddenly fell!
Man, for a split second every one was just frozen and then they started moving.
But I guess the worship leader and the musicians and the rest of us who were involved in the worship didn't really stop.
Pastor Subra was telling us about God touching her!
Man I wished it was me!
LOL.
To be touched by God itself!
Such an honour!!

Anyway, today's sermon really got stuck to me.
Pastor was talking about Shadrach, Meshach & Abednego.
These 3 God fearing men, when told to bow down to an idol, did not follow!
And man the King was furious with rage, so, as their customs, they would have to be thrown into the burning fire.
But the King made sure that the fire was heated 7 times then usual, and he ordered the 3 men to be throw in!
How much faith they had!
They told the King that they would not bow down to the idol and if they were thrown in, their God would save them and even if he didn't they would not bow down.
So they were thrown into the fire and the fire was hot, that the men who were carrying these 3 to the fire to be thrown in, died!
These 3 who were thrown in nothing happened to them.
The King was surprised because he threw in 3 men, but then in the fire there were 4 men!
Could you imagine it??
Well these 3 men, had not even a single hair on their head burned and no smell of fire on them.
And the King told them to come out.
I bet the 3 would have come out unwillingly, I mean, God was there with them in the fire, and to see him, and them leave him??
I would not have wanted to get out!
God respected this 3 men so much, that he came down in their midst in the fire.
Well the King realized that he was the real God and he promoted his 3 officials.

There is another instance, where Stephen, he was stoned to death for standing up for God.
When he died, Jesus, who was sitting at God's right hand, actually standing up!!
That is how much Jesus respected Stephen!
Man, I think this was Pastor Subra's best ever!!
I would really like God to come down and show himself to me!!
Haha.

Well after church, Aunty Padma, the youth girls and I went to Chong Pang to distribute the handbills.
Well we managed to finish all the handbills we had!
Praise the Lord!!
I do hope that God works miracles in their lifes!!
I have tasted God, maybe just a little bit, and I want to taste him more.
And these people, it would be privilege to know about this God!
I can't wait!!
The crusade, its on Saturday & Sunday and I'm going to see God do miracles and I'm going to see people being saved!
And I tell you, the angels are going to rejoice in heaven that day!
May all out hard work not go to waste.

Tomorrow, for my communication skills, I have to decide on a topic to talk about.
I'm having a presentation on Week14/15 and we have to talk on a topic for about a few minutes...
I'm still pondering!!
Haha...

God is going to lead me into a beautiful week ahead!
I know it!
I'm having my french test on Thursday and I know, I'm going to do well.
And then I have this presentation too, whose slides I haven't started on.
LOL.
But then I know that God is going to guide me, give me the time I need to finish it up.
Tomorrow onwards, I know that I'm going to step out of my house with a huge radiant smile and I'm going to make sure my friends are all going to be encouraged by me!

I am going and going, non stop.
LOL.
Suddenly have so many things to talk about.
But I tell you, sometimes this blog can't fit my life stories.
Just like the bible, I bet there were millions more miracles that God, Jesus did but, I guess its too many to put into the bible...

Um, moved on.
Like finally people!!
I don't need Drake Bernard Richardson to show me love!!
I don't need him to know that I'm pretty!
I don't need him to make my life complete!
I need God!
And when the time is right, he will reveal my prince.
I am God's princess after all.
He knows when to give me what.
Right daddy??

Night people.
Have a great week ahead!

No matter how far, how long the journey is, I know you will help me complete it!

2009-06-06T19:22:00.002+08:00
Yes, I have been indulging myself in movies, movies and more movies.
LOL.
And sometimes movies just have a learning point for you.
And there was something that I managed to learn from watching movies.
Haha.
And I'm not telling you!
LOL.

I can't say that I have been busy or anything, but just that there are too many things to be done.
And I am I glad that the week after next week will be my holidays!!
See how time flies??
Next week will officially be 8 weeks/2 months since school term has started.
And wow how much I love poly life despite the need for time management.
My classmates crack me up more with each passing day!
And there are so many things I learn from them day by day.
I know who are the people who are the type that do not give up and those who just break down and say they have no hope.
I got back my programming test paper, and to my pleasant surprise, I actually managed to pass that paper!
I am proud to announce people that I haven't failed a single test/quiz/practical ever since I have stepped into NYP
And I am going to keep it that way.
Thank God for holidays, I'm going to spend them wisely doing my revision.

10 more days people.
Just 10 more days and its my birthday!
Yeah!
LOL.
I envy Denzel, her birthday falls on the 12, apparently the last of school.
Atleast its on a school day!
LOL.
Well I don't have much plans for the 2 week holiday.
But, I'm going to add a calendar at the side >> specially for the 2 week holiday.
So darlings if you want to get me out for a date, then do call me.
LOL.

Oh well, right now I have to do my C-Maths homework.
I'm like addicted to it.
LOL.
Love C-Maths!

2009-06-05T01:06:00.002+08:00
I just woke up a while back!
I was like super tiredand all, so around 8pm, I decided I had to take a nap.
I could have gone sleeping, but then I'm not done with my personal profile assignment, due this morning, as in, Friday, somewhere after school I guess.
Today was like a normal day at school haha.
Had french lesson and somehow I don't seem to notice how time passes and all.
I have gotten to know my classmates better and all, basically only like 5 of us are from IT, the rest are from other course.
Haha.
My french teacher gets hilarious day by day.
I hope Mr.Yannick stays, not just because he is cute, but because, because??
LOL.
I think he should stay because he is cute!
Haha.

Next week is my french test and Mr.Yannick has given us many hints already.
I guess he could bascially just do the paper for us, that is how much hint he dropped us.
LOL.
Maybe once I'm done learning with French, I'll go and learn Hindi.
Haha.
If only french was 2 times a week...

Oh well I'm kinda under pressure to lead worship for my crusade.
Haha.
When Philip asked me if I could do it, I gave him all sort of reasons and I pushed it all the way to July.
Ok, its not all the way, but atleast it is enough time for me to learn how they lead the worship in crusade.
LOL.
I have a different style, but I think its best to see how other people do it right?
I've already picked my songs, but I have too many, so I have to do a scan test to pick about 3.
LOL.

It's friday!
Last day of school of the week!
Um I don't really have plans for tomorrow except to bury myself deep in books.
Haha.
Oh and plan out my 2 week holiday wisely.
I have received a few emails like eg. Nithiya proposing an outing.
It was funny when I read the email, it said something about going to Sentosa, climbing a tree and kicking me down from it??
LOL.
Well I have plans for 16th & 17th June.
16 June being my birthday, but I have no idea what to do, maybe I'll just sleep my 1st day of seventeen in bed!
But on the 17th, I'm going out with Deva!
A long awaited day.
Haha.

Oh well I'm waiting for Drake to come online.
I hope he comes atleast today!
Or atleast replies my emails.
Sometimes he is like so busy with everything that he forgets about me!
Can't blame him, all the tennis, all the exams to get into Uni!!
I hope he does real well.
He was supposed to come to Singapore to meet me, but then his exams are immediately after my 2 week holiday, so I told him to stay and study.
See, I'm such a good girl friend.
But the boy friend is being very naughty!!
Wait till I get hold of him.

Assignment, assignments and more assignments.
Nights

2009-06-03T21:38:00.002+08:00
Hey sorry for the lack of updates!
Been quite busy for the past 2 days!
Well I'm quite lazy to update la, but one thing I can tell you is that I have been slacking this week!
I mean I'm in the holiday mood already!!
But not today!
I was paying attention and all.
And yeah, did I mention that I love studying??
Not like me, but yeah, there is something about it that I love!!

I want photoshop!!
Anyone have??
Can lend me??
I've been learning all about photoshop but I can't put it to practice la!!
Hais!

Today went home straight after school.
Washed up, went to meet him.
He was really cute!
Haha.
I mean, I remember complaining to him about my daddy's belt!
The one he lend me to wear for my loose jeans!
Well just today Salina asked me about my craving, and I said I want a belt badly!!
And guess what?
He got me this black belt!!
It looked so cool!
Not only that, he got me a pair of earrings too.
We used to argue how my pearl earrings are the only type that suit me!
But nope, he proved me wrong!
He made me wear that pair he got, and wow, it suited me.
I'm still wearing that!
Haha.

I'm frenching now!
No Lionel, its not what you think!
French assignments I mean.
Um, still have to do my css, personal webpage!
All of it so exciting you know!
I'm really enjoying school!
Haha.
Got to go!!

Had an awesome time with you dude!
Meet up sometime again?

2009-06-01T20:30:00.004+08:00
I feel like a dumb idiot!!!
Like a very very dumb idiot you know!!
How could I forget, that June 1st, is not only my mum's birthday, but its my brother's birthday too...
Well Veeknesh Waren or Waran, s/o Krishnan!
This post has a special section dedicated to him!

So yeah birthday boy!
I'm so sorry that I forgot your birthday!!
And so, this post is to make up for all that huge blunder.
LOL.

Yeap Veeknesh s/o Krishnan.
Happy 17th Birthday to you!
I'm going to be 17 too in 15 days I guess!
LOL.
Anyway this year is your big year!
The year where you do your O levels!!
Go out big boy and prove to all the people who put you down, who the heck you are!!!
LOL.
Sorry for so many laughters in my post!!
We have been through so much!
Together with the ex-co and it was such a joy getting to know you since primary school.
We may not have gotten along always, we used to have so many different plans and all.
But despite all the deep shit we have been in, you are a great bro!!

So yeah big bro!
Do well for your O levels and come to NYP!!!
Then we can crap around more!!
Yes yes, I definitely miss all the fun and awesome moments we had!
Especially the council room!
How you were up to your stupid tricks!!
Haha.

You know bro, I may not always be there for you.
Sometimes I may not say the right things to make you feel happy when you are down.
I may not be the best advisor to help you fix things!
But do remember big bro, that God is always there!!
All your personal problems, all your education problems, God is the answer!!
So seek him brother!
Best of luck for the O levels brother!
If you need a listening ear, if you need to scream about someone, even if I don't know what it is about, you can just come online and say it all out!!
I'll just listen!!
I'll keep you in prayer and may God Almighty lead you!!
Take care!!!

Haha, so yes, I feel so relieved!
I mean I was like "OMG".
I forgot Veekynesh's birthday!! -that is how I remember Abigail likes to call him.
And then I remembered that I had this blog.
Where I remember venting all my frustration on him when we used to fight!
I remember once when I hurt his feelings, how we both reacted, and the blog always comes in handy people!!
So yes, I hope my attempt has brought a smile to your face Veeky!!

Anyway school was hilarious and stressful!
LOL.
We had communication skills today and everything was just topsy turvey and all!
But the funniest part was when Safi & Denzel did their role-play which they missed.
And yes it was hilarious!! ( Mental note: Find more vocab to replace funny and hilarious ).
Yeap, and then had the monotone tutorial.
It's called monotone because its my personal mentor's tutorial and he never tries to hype up the lesson.
But I tell you, the cute part is, last week he used the piglet post it and today, he used hello kitty post it for hiding the answers and all.
Man, he is so cute la!!

Well I had lunch with my classies, then I went to MacD to get some work done!
And then I guess some freshmen were celebrating their classmates birthday!!
And I started thinking of something!
LOL.
I guess that girl was really taken aback!
But I tell you, I can always sense a surprise!
And I hate it!!
I always manage to sense surprises that it is not a surprise at all you know!!
And then I have to act surprised and all!
And I hate it!!
Hmm...

Well I think the best was when I was about to go for my final lesson of the day, my C-maths lecture, I had to go to the ladies and guess who came out smiling like some insane girl...
It was Rita!!
She came to me and asked me if I was Barathi and all, and we chatted for a while!
She was simply very cute la!
I want to talk to her again!
And I must remember to ask about Sharimili next time!

Well yeah, C-Maths lecture was rocking my socks!!
Haha!
After that, went home with Salina, Shou Xian, Denzel, Jun Wei, Regan & Luqman!
Well Regan's card had expired, so we left him at the MRT station and went on without him.
Jun Wei went in the opposite direction and the rest of us headed home.
I guess this is the 1st time going back home with such a large group.
Last time it was me, Salina & Shou Xian.
Haha.
Well anyway these people really cheer me up!
Oh and Denzel's birthday is June 12!
Hehe...
Anyway I hope no one forgets my birthday!!
LOL.
My birthday is the most biggest deal in my teenage life until I have a bf.
Then it will be our anniversaries.
Haha.
Long way to go, alteast 3 years minimum.

Well I got mum a cake!
Never did it before.
Atleast I don't remember.
Mum hates cream cakes, so I got her this fruit cake!
It wasn't so expensive, but hey, its the thought that counts...

Got home and was supposed to go and distribute flyers today for the Crusade, but they want to start it from tomorrow la!
So I went to the library instead and got myself tons and tons of CSS books!
Haha, all the HTML, blah blah!
I'm kinda restarting on my personal webpage again!
So yeah, I hope things go well this time!!

Anyway mum liked my surprise!
She was clueless!
And daddy finished eating majority of the cake! =(
LOL.
Nevermind!
Maybe for my birthday, if anyone happens to get me a cake, I'll eat most of it.
LOL.
Kidding la.

Oh and I had enough of making fun of Salina & Jia Jun!!
Salina kinda smiles and all when I mention Jia Jun, but JJ, he just stares at me!
Aiyo!!
LOL.
Anyway today he said that he always approaches her because she is nearer and all.
He said he's come to me next time.
LOL.
So yeah, I'd better stop eh!

I'm having my C-Maths logic test tomorrow and I have to do well!
LOL.
Of course I'll do well.
I'm daddy's little princess and he gets me everything I need!
My darling daddy! =)

I got to go and see daddy now.
Byebye

2009-05-31T20:46:00.000+08:00
Let us start with yesterday shall we??
Well on Friday night I slept at like somewhere after 3am...
I was watching some Korean movie and it was really touching and all.
Hehe.
Well anyway because of that, I woke up at like the time I was supposed to leave my house on Saturday.
Saturday, yesterday is the Beach Brawl outing remember?

So Veni, was supposed to leave the house at 7am!
And she woke up at 7am!
LOL.
Anyway, thank God, I prepared all my logistics and items I was supposed to carry the night itself, because usually I don't.
Yeah, we were supposed to meet at 8am at Harbourfront MRT station, but I was late.
Haha.
So yeah, Kun Man was late too.
LOL.
Anyway they waited for me at the monorail itself and we got into it.

Our location was Sapphire Pavilion.
But then, it seemed to have some kind of programme going on.
All the chairs and all, and they already marked out the area.
So we had to move to the front, Emerald Pavilion instead.
So yeah, we started off with a word of prayer and we began setting up stuff.

I kinda felt Nick wasn't in the mood...
He was like very aggressive in the way he spoke and all...
Bothered me very much, but could not be bothered either!
Anyway then the rest of the crusaders came in, and well we had about 20 at least including us.
Our faith target, I guess, was not realistic at all.
Anyway we split them up into 2 teams and they were manageable.
Thank God.
We started off with ice-breakers, the grid game, catch me if you can and the stand up game.
All went well.

Then we moved on to the telematch.
And that was when everyone went hay wire!!
It was chaos and funny!
LOL.
Then we played fruit punch, it is captain's ball with fruits instead of a ball.
We were supposed to start off with a papaya, but even before we began, Philip - I think, threw it very high in the air and it came down into a disgusting mess.
We still used it to play though, haha, then used kiwi and bananas.

Then it was the game called the Final Faceoff.
Where the teams go through a series of challenges at each station and yeah, complete it.
LOL.
Another chaos la.

Finally we had the chill-ax session where we played the twine game, say something about what you learned in crusade, during PDA or DG and then hold on tightly to the end, then when you are done saying, throw it to someone else.
The game carries on that way.
In the end, you should have like formed a web and Nick will lay on it to test if it strong.
Haha.
Well it was awesome.
Then time to wash up.
But before that, some of the guys, carried nick and threw him into the sea.
LOL.
Poor kid!

Well washing up was a different feeling.
I mean Sentosa toilet is like so clean!!!
Very clean!!!
Haha

Then we went for lunch.
There was this coffee shop opposite Harbour Front station and yeah the food was great.
Um, I managed to get to know Fransina & Grace a bit better.
We are the only 3 indian girls in crusade.
Haha.
Ivin sat with us and we crapped around la.

After lunch, we went our separate ways.
Um, Philip, Arun, Cheryl, Alyssa, Tiffany, Xin Xuan, Fransina & me went in the train together.
Arun, a year 3 was actually a chindian and I thought all this while, his name was aroon and he was some other race.
Haha.
Arun Gopinathan.
Haha.
He kept telling me he was French!!
Well he stayed in woodlands, so he kinda like showed me and Fransina how to use the circle line and it was so funny just talking to him.
Very logical person but lame too.
Haha.

I got home, then slept after a while of slacking on the net.
Then woke up to check my email!
And I was surprised when I saw someone's name!

Drake Bernard Richardson! I nearly cried out loud!! Only God knows how much I loved him! And when I was trying to move on, he came back!! It was my fault. If only I didn't email him... He simply replied me saying he was trying to move on too. That I was too conservative and he did have regrets about not making it work... But then he came online, and everything changed!! We were like chatting so happily... He brought a huge smile to my face, saying those beautiful things to me... The only 2 people who supported me was Ian & Luqman! I just got overcome by loneliness all the while, that I just lost my mind!! I mean, I really thought he is the man! But he is not! I haven't told him yet... I mean, he thinks I love him, well yes I do, but we are not meant for each other... I need to break that to him soon. Or he'll go crazy too... Why did I fall for him?? He started it all, saying those sweet things to me, making me feel like no one made me feel before... He loved me!! I could see it! Feel it! But I know, that this is not what God wants for me... He has better plans for me... I am disappointed that he won't get a chance to hear me out... Maybe I should tell him... Maybe I should not. Because I might make things worse! Drake is the best thing that happened in my teenage life, but apparently, we are not made for each other, too much differences and all. Yes I used to tear up, get moody when he didn't reply me and at that time I saw other couples... We had planned so much you know! What we would do when he comes to Singapore later this year... He planned to get me a ring, which he would slip into my fingers, and how we would seal it with a kiss! Gosh, so cheesy you know! I mean I used to hate kissing, and I was totally agreeing with him! Man, how much changes he brought into me! Good or bad, I learned alot... I had so much hopes for a better life, and yes I am living it! But you know, I think I have a long way to go before I find that someone. Man, I could not take it for that 1 month gap, and I'm thinking if I can go on with this, but yes, I have to. I need the will power. And I have to draw everything from God himself! I think he is very proud of the decision I made today.

Father, its just you and me for a long time...
I love my daddy =)

Well Philip kinda asked me if I wanted to lead the crusade in worship during PDA on Wednesday.
It was all such a rush for me you know.
So yeah, I asked him for some time, and once I'm sure about my worship songs, I'm going for it.
Yippee!!

Church crusade & youth rally is coming next month.
Um, like in about less than 2 weeks.
Haha.
And holidays is in 2 weeks too.
Um, many things to do.
From tomorrow onwards, me and the team would be sending out flyers to the areas designated to us.
So yeah, after school, I'll stay back for sometime till about 7, then head straight to our meeting point.

Let's exalt him.

2009-05-30T00:43:00.000+08:00
Oh well I had a great evening nap!
I was like super tired you know.
I came back home around 6plus and then while talking to my mother, I lay down on my bed and just slept??
Man, my woke me around 7.3opm, told me to get changed and yeah, then I went back to sleep la.
Haha so yeah I woke up like at 10.00pm as I have many things to do now...

But I'm watching a movie now.
It's some black and white tamil movie...
Seems to be quite a nice movie...
Ever lead a life just by writing letters??
Well that is what this story is about.
No time to elaborate la.
Haha.

School was fun today!
I mean its Friday and it was really cool.
Well since we were released 30mins before our lunch time, we had out lunch quickly and went to the E-learning center and used the computers.
Then my class guys, Regan, Jansen, Alvin & Shou Xian were playing Counter Strike.
Well then Jun Wei, helped me join their network and I joined them.
Haha.
Playing with them is like so much fun.
Oh and did I mention how during Ms.Fua's tutorial, some guys were shouting some words.
Oh"Kookoo bird".
LOL.
It was a stupid game la, a person would have to shout kookoo bird, and the next person would have to shout it louder and it has to get louder and louder.
Gosh it is such a dumb game!

Anyway after our lesson at 2.50pm was over, it was time to go home, but I and the guys decided to play CS.
Haha
So we left like an hour later and I went to MacD to settle my game instructions for tomorrow!!
What is it tomorrow??
Tomorrow is Beach Brawl, or you can say in about 8-10 hours.
LOL.

I think it has been an awesome time with the whole committee.
All those time I was afraid Kun Man.
How Daniel was my favourite person in the team.
And then Jordan messed up things!!
Chee Kiong was a great motivator.
Nick was mostly missing in action.
And Karmen, was the cute girl.
Haha.

Tomorrow for the outing, I guess only Daniel, Kun Man & Me will be able to make it...
The rest have things going on and only 3 comm members running the show with maybe Ivin helping us...
Oh, I think Nick would be coming too.
But hopefully Jordan makes it in time to pass us the logostics.
I don't mean to be negative, but I'm being realistic, with Jordan as logistics I think some things are bound to go wrong...
I mean that is what Jordan said too.
Not that he makes things go wrong, but he is not being negative but being realistic.
Realistic my foot la!
He makes me go nuts!!!

Anyway its going to be 1am soon and I haven't prepared much for tomorrow...
Tons to do...

Anyway, I camwhored today with classmates...
Oh, not today, yesterday already.
LOL
So Luqman, finally a picture of you at my blog.
LOL.
Should be honored eh.

2009-05-28T19:03:00.006+08:00

The wonders that we all go through!
Haha.
Well Salina took this picture of me and Jansen, the one at the bottom, and see how it resembles the one on top?
The one on top was taken last year during our racial harmony day where most of the guys, especially Jansen looked like terrorist because they were wearing the long kinda stuff where you see guys in the Hindi movies wearing them.
Hehe.
I think Jansen ah, act cute only la.
LOL.

See, I told you he act cute only.
So yeah, that is about it.
Haha.
I think I've been trying my best to mug as much as I can lately...
Sometimes you have so many things to do, but so little time...
So yeah, I have made a tough decision...
I'm going to go real hard on myself...
No more facebook for me!!
I think facebook has been consuming so much of my time...
I'll still keep it though.
Maybe just spend like 30mins on it or something la...
We'll see how things go and see if there is an improvement in my activities...

Well today was my longest day in school.
I left school like at almost a bit after 9pm.
Haha.
Well today was our final meeting for the Beach Brawl.
Um, so far we only had 3 meetings and see how we managed to finish everything??
Oh and being in the planning committee isn't easy especially when you have less than 2 weeks, just 3 meetings and lots of school projects, works to finish.
And sometimes I simply get pissed when people in the comm says negative things and all.
I remember our 1st meeting, we had 6 people in, 3 people didn't come.
Our 2nd meeting, 7 people came.
So those 2 who didn't up for both the meetings were eliminated.
Let me just say that only 8 people were supposed to be in, but Jordan, kinda sat in and then he was invited to join the comm and he actually made a lot of things go wrong.
So yeah, now 7 people are in the comm, but today 3 didn't make it.
So left with only 4 of us...
Hais...
So like our meeting started a bit after 7pm and we ended late.
I think it should not have taken ages la, if only Jordan managed to get the logistics list done and all.
Hais, ok, I shall not talk about others ok.
So yeah, Saturday is our Beach Brawl.
So we just have to get the logistics and stuff and we'll be done!!!
Yay!!

One thing great about this is that I learned to manage time for my own personal life and all.
Hehe.

On my way home, I met my dear best friend.
Well apparently I called her and it happened so that she was near by so we went back together la.
So yeah, short talk, because of the short walk.
But hey, I missed her
LOL.
I always miss her.
I wish someone has to like really understand me like she does.
Haha.
I'm not sure anyone would la, that is why I don't really get along with many people because I start picking their flaws...
Sorry.

Um basically today I had a presentation today and I think it went good.
Hehe.
Um, I as usual, was looking at my script.
I mean, I only got to prepare it at 5plus in the morning you know!
Well yeah, but everything was fine.
And yeah the new scandal has really developed to a huge extend.
Haha.
It was all jokes and laughter during presentation.
After that had a test and lab practical for EIT.
Um, test was so so haha.
Then the practical was like damn easy!
I scored 100% for both la!
And my lab was also filled with crazy things!
Like Denzel, Salina & I went to the toilet and I tried the seondary school trick where while they were in the cubicle, I took the tap water and splashed inside.
LOL.
And then they started chasing me and all.
And another thing was before leaving the room, thinking that all the teachers had left the lab, Safi shouted "Suck my cock".
LOL.
And I was like "Do you know that the 2 teachers are still inside?".
And he started running like a mad guy!
LOL.

After that Den, Sal, Safi & Me went to MacD and sat down, had dinner and talked about relationships and stuff.
LOL.
Like today Safi was like a good boy!
LOL.
Anyway, after they left, I went to wait for the rest of the Beach Brawl team to arrive and yeah, we had our meeting and all...

Now that I'm done, I'm going to get some durians!
Yeah!
Daddy got durians and for the past few days, that is what I've been having for dinner.
LOL.

2009-05-27T20:57:00.002+08:00
Well, it was a typical Wednesday...
You can say that I'm very tired now...
Tomorrow I have French class and then I have like a test and a presentation to do.
Man poly life was never easy.
LOL.
I have many projects due soon and sometimes you just feel that your group is not co-operating.
Like many last minute things la but hey, human nature for some people, can't be blamed...

Today was yeah, tiring.
After my very short school day, I had many things to do.
Me & my group have a presentation tomorrow during that project module and we just practiced everything today!
And then after that I had CCA.
And today I had to do PDA publicity for our Beach Brawl outing and then last minute Jordan backed out on me...
I mean, he kinda like didn''t want to do a skit, follow the script and he had lessons and would not be able to make it for PDA.
So down, so stressed, I made my way to MacD's crusade corner and I saw my saviour!
CHERYL WONG!
I told her what happened, and she was like so nice, she immediately said that she would do it with me!
So yeah, I showed her my script and then she made it even more comical by bringing in Jia Xian's leg injury into the whole skit.
Well yeah, I think we got our point across and we managed to get people interested and all.
So PDA today was about the in dept into Jonah and the whale.
I learned so much that I could not have just by reading the bible and all.

After PDA, we had out DG meeting and yeah today's DG was street evangelism in school.
So Tina & Joanne joined us and from there, we go split.
Tina picked to go with me and yeah I learned so much from her.
We used solarium to talk about God.
Solarium is many many pictures with different feelings.
We ask them 3 questions.
1. Which 3 pictures would you use to describe your life now?
2. Which 3 pictures would you use to describe how you want your life to be?
3. Which 1 picture will you use to describe God.
So basically in the 30mins plus, we shared to 2 people about Christ.
I tell you, compared to the Chinese guy, his friend, the Malay guy was very open and all.
LOL.

Christinanity is not a religion people, its a relationship with God.
And speaking from experience, he really listens to you...

Well once we got back, we shared our experiences.
I tell you, even though they just thought we came and left, we just sowed a seed.
From this, soon they will start having questions about Christ and that is where the Holy Spirit would work in their lifes...
I'm not afraid of rejection, because you maye reject me, but my God, my heavenly Father does not reject me!
Hehe.

Ok, I better get somethings done, so maybe later I'll be able to chat with Vivek & PK.

2009-05-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

I have no idea why my blogger cracks up when I post in school.
So people, please read my previous post ok!
It's kinda important.
LOL.

Anyway, my C-Maths class was simply hilarious ok...
So much fun and all.
My teacher is so awesome during the tutorial, unlike the lecture time.
Haha.
He also went a bit crazy with us.
All the mad things...
2 hours just passed like nothing ok!
I got back my sets test paper today...
Remember I was talking about how dumb it was...
I mean when I was doing the paper, I already figured out the answer for the part2, in part1 itself.
I was thinking if it was the insulting questions that my teacher always talks about.
But then, it can't be either!!
I mean, its a test, worth 5% of my whole score at the end of the sem!
So yeah, I thought, its too late and decided to settle for what I did.
And today, I got my paper and guess what humans??
For the 1st time, in the history of Veni's life, she scored full marks for her C-Maths test!!
Read : MATHS!!!

Well then I had 2 lectures and they were both boring and all.
But hey, Shou Xian was there, and he was armed with chocolates!!
Yay!
Haha.
And yeah, he was crapping with me the whole time with Regan at the back.
I challenged them to not say any vulgarities for 30mins and they obviously failed.
These guys ah, I tell you, always must have a few vulgar language in their sentence.
Always!

Well Safi said something bad to me again.
I didn't let it get me down, because nowadays, I never listen to him.
But then I was moody, and Shou Xian sang the korean guy's version of "touch my body" and I tell you, if the lecture hall was silent, my laughter would be way above it all.
LOL.
And he was hilarious.
Every now and then he would do "touch my body, throw me on the floor" haha.

So when school was over, everyone went home.
And I was starving!!
But I had cell group at church after that, so I just had some chicken rice from school packed.

So yeah, got to church early, and I ate my chicken rice slowly...
Church was over, Pastor drove me and granny home.
Mum told me that my half sister was sick and was in hospital.
Got me a bit worried, but I'll contact her tomorrow.

Right now I'm chatting with 2 most awesome guys!
Vivek & PK.
It's been like forever since I and Vivek last chatted.
Like last year, way before my O levels and finally today we caught up.
Haha.
He really remembered everything I said which took me aback.
And I laughed when he asked me about my job.
I was like "he still remembers?".
LOL.
And yes he did.
He remembered even more things, but hey, its all over now.
LOL.

Well its late!
Better get going now...

2009-05-26T11:38:00.000+08:00
I should get started with my birthday wish list!
I was at MacD having lunch today when I saw a group of people celebrating a friend's birthday...
Imagine the pleasant shock that the birthday person had...
I hope that I could have the same celebration, but my cousins would be gone for a holiday.
Yes like all of them!
Only my family is not going and its sad...
Mum said I could go if I want to, but I know she can't live without me for 1 whole week.
So I decided to give it a skip.
Sorry guys...
So basically on my birthday, its just me, myself & I.
Unless YOU plan to give me a birthday surprise.
Haha.
Anyway I guess by the time my birthday arrives, I'd have forgotten all about it...
Hehe.
Not that I want to, but maybe because I'm already having so much on my mind and I have to many things to concentrate on.
So yeah, I think its time I stopped thinking about myself.
Besides, its not going to be much of a celebration as my cousins won't be around.
And yeah, I don't think any of my classmates except Salina remembers my birthday and I guess I'll give some reason to avoid it if Abigail calls me out.
Hmm.
So that Tuesday, I'll be slacking at home.
Maybe wake up like at noon.
And then slack, and go to church.
Maybe I'd get a slice of cake for myself...
Yeap, no time to think about myself la.
Everyone is sooooo busy!
=(

I better get packing, my C-Maths lesson starts in a while.
Oh and would you believe that I spent my 3 hour break productively and yes, I finished my C-Maths tutorial, the whole things, 1st time in 5 weeks!!
Woohoo!
LOL.
I'm getting into the mugging mood.
And all the muggers say "cheese".

2009-05-25T22:15:00.006+08:00
Came across a video in my thumb drive.
The orientation video with all the pictures taken and stuff.
It basically got me thinking about the fun I had during my orientation.
But then things aren't always smooth yeah.
Things started out so fun and all.
It was exciting to meet new people, and then, the new people start affecting you in a few ways...
Who knew that I would hate someone that much.
LOL.
Who knew that someone I already knew earlier, seems different in poly...
It was the beginning then.
And it still is.
Long way to go =)

I don't hold anything against anyone.
LOL.
I love my classmates.
Note: CLASSMATES!
Haven't found anyone of friend material YET.
Maybe one or two.
I'm not kidding.
There are things I look for in a friend.
For now, church, studies, crusade will keep me occupied...

I used to be able to adapt to change very well.
Now?
I don't know.

I never knew studying is like so much fun.
I guess now, apart from my laptop, I do have another hobby...
Studying?!
Haha, see I sound like a mugger already.
I should join Mark & Jun De for mugging sessions...

Oh and I better get going and finish up my C-Maths tutorial so that I can get a bonus point!
And my test tomorrow!
I bet its going to be awesome...
I love TSF's lesson.
She makes it so awesome and "scary".
Haha.
Nights =]

Lets hope our perspective of one another changes in time to come and may we find that special person we were looking forward to.
Also I'm going to miss Xue Li & Wei Chi & Hui Zhen.
Hope you guys go out there and find your real purpose in life.

Go get them tigers!

PS: Treat me with TLC, and you get the same treatment back. I hate cold treatments darling.
I wanted to upload the video, but its taking ages.
Some other time

2009-05-25T18:02:00.004+08:00
So much pressure you know...
So much expectations that people have of you.
So much to finish up.

I'm glad that I'm not alone.
I know that through all that I am going through, his grace lifts me up.
His mercy endures forever...

Basically, I didn't have an awesome morning...
I kinda woke up late.
Supposed to get up at about 5am but got up at 7am, which is the time I'm supposed to leave home for school.
So imagine the undone things!!
Well yeah, I wasn't ready to forgo my shower, so I thought I'd take a cab...
It's wonderful how God answers your prayers...
I was rushing to the road, and just then, a cab came.
And man I was very happy.
But I tell you, I could have just taken the train because it would have been faster.
Hees.
I spent $13 bucks on the taxi, but hey, its a memorable moment.
Taking cab to school, for the first and last time.
LOL.
I'm never going to be late ever again.

So yeah, I was actually woken up by SX's sms that he would not be able to make it for our Comm Skills role play and damn I was more nervous...
But yeah, last minute we managed to turn things about...
I guess we could have done better with the role play.
But hey, it was ok.
LOL.

So yeah I guess day by day, you learn a lot of things...
I learned that I have no friends in my class.
LOL.
Yeah, I mean NO FRIENDS at all.
I see kind souls, but hey, they have their own clique.
I just see classmates and all.
And I guess this is how things are going to be for the next 3 years...

I was really cracking up during my C-Maths lecture today.
Denzel was hilarious.
LOL.

Oh and we still haven't gotten over the Salina & Jia Jun joke.
I think it'll be there for sometime.
No doubt about that.

After lecture, I went to meet CW.
It was really nice talking to her and all.
And then I broke down when I was sharing something with her.
And she in turn shared something and broke down too.
Thanks for the Toby chocolate CW.
I love chocolates.
LOL.
Was supposed to join them for the staff graduation at Faith Methodist Church, but I changed my mind la...
Hmm...

I think my burden will decrease after Wed's PDA.
I have to do publicity to get the crusaders to join the inter DG beach brawl.
LOL.
And where is my dear Jordan?!
He is supposed to present with me and he hasn't emailed me or anything.
LOL.

I'm excited and all and also tired.
Need a break.

2009-05-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

Well that is our beach brawl banner/poster whatever you call it.
Isn't it really cute eh?
I think Karmen did it.
So awesome!
LOL.

Well yesterday our trip/meeting at Sentosa went really cool.
I guess we totally have a set of awesome games...
I'll update about then when the outing is over ok.
So yeah basically we settled the games and stuff and we decided for publicity, we'd do a video and stuff.
I think everything is all ready now.
We just have one final meeting on Thursday and we wrap things up.
It's really cool to see how we just needed 3 meetings to come up with an awesome outing which some would take ages to prepare for you know.
I think it's all God's grace that we were formed in such short notice and then we met and we planned everything.
So all we need now, is out faith target of 65 to be reached and also the weather to be really good on that day.

You know, I've been really taking my work seriously.
I can see the commitment in me when I actually commit to it.
I think I can do it!
Overcome all the obstacles and I can make it!
Hehe.

Well I have to learn to forgive and forget.
I can tell you how deeply I was hurt when he shouted at me yesterday.
Basically, I can't control my emotions and stuff you know.
What more, I was watching a Jackie Chan movie with so much of concentration and just one noise I made pissed him off...
That is why I can't get along with people who tell me to control my emotions...
And there is this girl in my class who keeps "Shh-ing" me.
And its not like there is a lesson or lecture going on you know...
I just start being so drama and she says "Shhh".
Like what the??
I'm not like her you know, all of a sudden someone makes a joke during lecture and she laughs so suddenly and all...
I get pissed at that.
I think next time such a thing happens, I'll just scream my head off at her!
Morale of story: Do not "Shhh" me when I'm being so drama and all, unless its during lecture or lessons, which I don't because I know what it feels to be a distraction, like you!

Hmm...
What else about school eh...
Oh yeah!
Haha, sorry Salina but I have to mention this.
LOL.
Salina has a new boyfriend in class, Jia Jun.
Who apparently keeps telling me, stupid veni, idiot veni.
Haha.
Jia Jun is very cute la, we were having out lab and he came to Salina to ask something.
Then I told Denzel how they look like a couple.
And just then Salina looked at us and said "my new bf", and I and Denzel burst out laughing you know!
Haha.
It was hilarious.
So besides Luqman being made a joke of, the other joke of the day was that Salina and Jia Jun were a pair.
Jia Jun is big boss, then Salina is lady boss.
Haha.
And I'm not sure if JJ was angry or not, but he kept saying stupid veni, idiotic veni and I always parrot-ed whatever he said and then in the end, I finished it with stupid, idiotic Jia Jun.
LOL.

Tomorrow is going to be quite a hell of a day!
My class previously had 22 students, then one, Hui Zhen dropped out due to some problems, but then my personal mentor crapped about something else la, but nevermind.
Then it is the couple in my class...
No, not JJ & Salina.
Haha.
But WeiChi & XueLi.
So tomorrow is like their last day...
They didn't want to leave their group, knee dept in projects and leave half way.
So tomorrow is this role play during Comm Skills and after that, they'd leave.
So then it'd be 19 of us...
Um we have an odd number and that kinda bothers me...
People have already started forming cliques and all, and sometimes you don't really feel part of any.
Haha.
We'll see how things go around and all...

So yeah tomorrow is our role-play for Comm Skills...
I'm really praying that SX really acts with alot of drama.
And I hope JC is not sick anymore.
So yeah, I've got to finish stuff for my Beach Brawl and then go to bed early...
Have a awesome Sunday night people.

2009-05-23T10:46:00.002+08:00
Today I guess its going to be quite a long day...
Well me and the planning team for the upcoming outing next week were supposed to meet at orchard and now they decided to meet at sentosa itself, where the outing is held.
So basically, today Veni, is going to go to sentosa...
And well I woke up this morning like about 10.30am and then realized that I received a msg like about 15mins ago.
Thank god it was only 15mins gap because I was supposed to send a msg to my planning team and woah luckily I didn't sleep on that.
Tonight I'll be like any other mugger, mugging for school.
Very good right?

Well I might be taking pictures later because we are supposed to bring our cam along.
I'll upload them if I'm not too tired or whatsoever.

Enjoy your weekends people!