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♥Sunday, May 31, 2009 ' 8:46 PM
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Let us start with yesterday shall we??
Well on Friday night I slept at like somewhere after 3am...
I was watching some Korean movie and it was really touching and all.
Hehe.
Well anyway because of that, I woke up at like the time I was supposed to leave my house on Saturday.
Saturday, yesterday is the Beach Brawl outing remember?

So Veni, was supposed to leave the house at 7am!
And she woke up at 7am!
LOL.
Anyway, thank God, I prepared all my logistics and items I was supposed to carry the night itself, because usually I don't.
Yeah, we were supposed to meet at 8am at Harbourfront MRT station, but I was late.
Haha.

So yeah, Kun Man was late too.
LOL.
Anyway they waited for me at the monorail itself and we got into it.

Our location was Sapphire Pavilion.
But then, it seemed to have some kind of programme going on.
All the chairs and all, and they already marked out the area.
So we had to move to the front, Emerald Pavilion instead.
So yeah, we started off with a word of prayer and we began setting up stuff.

I kinda felt Nick wasn't in the mood...
He was like very aggressive in the way he spoke and all...
Bothered me very much, but could not be bothered either!
Anyway then the rest of the crusaders came in, and well we had about 20 at least including us.
Our faith target, I guess, was not realistic at all.
Anyway we split them up into 2 teams and they were manageable.
Thank God.
We started off with ice-breakers, the grid game, catch me if you can and the stand up game.
All went well.

Then we moved on to the telematch.
And that was when everyone went hay wire!!
It was chaos and funny!
LOL.
Then we played fruit punch, it is captain's ball with fruits instead of a ball.
We were supposed to start off with a papaya, but even before we began, Philip - I think, threw it very high in the air and it came down into a disgusting mess.
We still used it to play though, haha, then used kiwi and bananas.

Then it was the game called the Final Faceoff.
Where the teams go through a series of challenges at each station and yeah, complete it.
LOL.
Another chaos la.

Finally we had the chill-ax session where we played the twine game, say something about what you learned in crusade, during PDA or DG and then hold on tightly to the end, then when you are done saying, throw it to someone else.
The game carries on that way.
In the end, you should have like formed a web and Nick will lay on it to test if it strong.
Haha.
Well it was awesome.
Then time to wash up.
But before that, some of the guys, carried nick and threw him into the sea.
LOL.
Poor kid!

Well washing up was a different feeling.
I mean Sentosa toilet is like so clean!!!
Very clean!!!
Haha

Then we went for lunch.
There was this coffee shop opposite Harbour Front station and yeah the food was great.
Um, I managed to get to know Fransina & Grace a bit better.
We are the only 3 indian girls in crusade.
Haha.
Ivin sat with us and we crapped around la.

After lunch, we went our separate ways.
Um, Philip, Arun, Cheryl, Alyssa, Tiffany, Xin Xuan, Fransina & me went in the train together.
Arun, a year 3 was actually a chindian and I thought all this while, his name was aroon and he was some other race.
Haha.
Arun Gopinathan.
Haha.
He kept telling me he was French!!
Well he stayed in woodlands, so he kinda like showed me and Fransina how to use the circle line and it was so funny just talking to him.
Very logical person but lame too.
Haha.

I got home, then slept after a while of slacking on the net.
Then woke up to check my email!
And I was surprised when I saw someone's name!

Drake Bernard Richardson! I nearly cried out loud!! Only God knows how much I loved him! And when I was trying to move on, he came back!! It was my fault. If only I didn't email him... He simply replied me saying he was trying to move on too. That I was too conservative and he did have regrets about not making it work... But then he came online, and everything changed!! We were like chatting so happily... He brought a huge smile to my face, saying those beautiful things to me... The only 2 people who supported me was Ian & Luqman! I just got overcome by loneliness all the while, that I just lost my mind!! I mean, I really thought he is the man! But he is not! I haven't told him yet... I mean, he thinks I love him, well yes I do, but we are not meant for each other... I need to break that to him soon. Or he'll go crazy too... Why did I fall for him?? He started it all, saying those sweet things to me, making me feel like no one made me feel before... He loved me!! I could see it! Feel it! But I know, that this is not what God wants for me... He has better plans for me... I am disappointed that he won't get a chance to hear me out... Maybe I should tell him... Maybe I should not. Because I might make things worse! Drake is the best thing that happened in my teenage life, but apparently, we are not made for each other, too much differences and all. Yes I used to tear up, get moody when he didn't reply me and at that time I saw other couples... We had planned so much you know! What we would do when he comes to Singapore later this year... He planned to get me a ring, which he would slip into my fingers, and how we would seal it with a kiss! Gosh, so cheesy you know! I mean I used to hate kissing, and I was totally agreeing with him! Man, how much changes he brought into me! Good or bad, I learned alot... I had so much hopes for a better life, and yes I am living it! But you know, I think I have a long way to go before I find that someone. Man, I could not take it for that 1 month gap, and I'm thinking if I can go on with this, but yes, I have to. I need the will power. And I have to draw everything from God himself! I think he is very proud of the decision I made today.

Father, its just you and me for a long time...
I love my daddy =)

Well Philip kinda asked me if I wanted to lead the crusade in worship during PDA on Wednesday.
It was all such a rush for me you know.
So yeah, I asked him for some time, and once I'm sure about my worship songs, I'm going for it.
Yippee!!

Church crusade & youth rally is coming next month.
Um, like in about less than 2 weeks.
Haha.
And holidays is in 2 weeks too.
Um, many things to do.
From tomorrow onwards, me and the team would be sending out flyers to the areas designated to us.
So yeah, after school, I'll stay back for sometime till about 7, then head straight to our meeting point.

Let's exalt him.



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♥Saturday, May 30, 2009 ' 12:43 AM
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Oh well I had a great evening nap!
I was like super tired you know.
I came back home around 6plus and then while talking to my mother, I lay down on my bed and just slept??
Man, my woke me around 7.3opm, told me to get changed and yeah, then I went back to sleep la.
Haha so yeah I woke up like at 10.00pm as I have many things to do now...

But I'm watching a movie now.
It's some black and white tamil movie...
Seems to be quite a nice movie...
Ever lead a life just by writing letters??
Well that is what this story is about.
No time to elaborate la.
Haha.

School was fun today!
I mean its Friday and it was really cool.
Well since we were released 30mins before our lunch time, we had out lunch quickly and went to the E-learning center and used the computers.
Then my class guys, Regan, Jansen, Alvin & Shou Xian were playing Counter Strike.
Well then Jun Wei, helped me join their network and I joined them.
Haha.
Playing with them is like so much fun.
Oh and did I mention how during Ms.Fua's tutorial, some guys were shouting some words.
Oh"Kookoo bird".
LOL.
It was a stupid game la, a person would have to shout kookoo bird, and the next person would have to shout it louder and it has to get louder and louder.
Gosh it is such a dumb game!

Anyway after our lesson at 2.50pm was over, it was time to go home, but I and the guys decided to play CS.
Haha
So we left like an hour later and I went to MacD to settle my game instructions for tomorrow!!
What is it tomorrow??
Tomorrow is Beach Brawl, or you can say in about 8-10 hours.
LOL.

I think it has been an awesome time with the whole committee.
All those time I was afraid Kun Man.
How Daniel was my favourite person in the team.
And then Jordan messed up things!!
Chee Kiong was a great motivator.
Nick was mostly missing in action.
And Karmen, was the cute girl.
Haha.

Tomorrow for the outing, I guess only Daniel, Kun Man & Me will be able to make it...
The rest have things going on and only 3 comm members running the show with maybe Ivin helping us...
Oh, I think Nick would be coming too.
But hopefully Jordan makes it in time to pass us the logostics.
I don't mean to be negative, but I'm being realistic, with Jordan as logistics I think some things are bound to go wrong...
I mean that is what Jordan said too.
Not that he makes things go wrong, but he is not being negative but being realistic.
Realistic my foot la!
He makes me go nuts!!!

Anyway its going to be 1am soon and I haven't prepared much for tomorrow...
Tons to do...

Anyway, I camwhored today with classmates...
Oh, not today, yesterday already.
LOL
So Luqman, finally a picture of you at my blog.
LOL.
Should be honored eh.









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♥Thursday, May 28, 2009 ' 7:03 PM
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The wonders that we all go through!
Haha.
Well Salina took this picture of me and Jansen, the one at the bottom, and see how it resembles the one on top?
The one on top was taken last year during our racial harmony day where most of the guys, especially Jansen looked like terrorist because they were wearing the long kinda stuff where you see guys in the Hindi movies wearing them.
Hehe.
I think Jansen ah, act cute only la.
LOL.

See, I told you he act cute only.
So yeah, that is about it.
Haha.
I think I've been trying my best to mug as much as I can lately...
Sometimes you have so many things to do, but so little time...
So yeah, I have made a tough decision...
I'm going to go real hard on myself...
No more facebook for me!!
I think facebook has been consuming so much of my time...
I'll still keep it though.
Maybe just spend like 30mins on it or something la...
We'll see how things go and see if there is an improvement in my activities...

Well today was my longest day in school.
I left school like at almost a bit after 9pm.
Haha.
Well today was our final meeting for the Beach Brawl.
Um, so far we only had 3 meetings and see how we managed to finish everything??
Oh and being in the planning committee isn't easy especially when you have less than 2 weeks, just 3 meetings and lots of school projects, works to finish.
And sometimes I simply get pissed when people in the comm says negative things and all.
I remember our 1st meeting, we had 6 people in, 3 people didn't come.
Our 2nd meeting, 7 people came.
So those 2 who didn't up for both the meetings were eliminated.
Let me just say that only 8 people were supposed to be in, but Jordan, kinda sat in and then he was invited to join the comm and he actually made a lot of things go wrong.
So yeah, now 7 people are in the comm, but today 3 didn't make it.
So left with only 4 of us...
Hais...
So like our meeting started a bit after 7pm and we ended late.
I think it should not have taken ages la, if only Jordan managed to get the logistics list done and all.
Hais, ok, I shall not talk about others ok.
So yeah, Saturday is our Beach Brawl.
So we just have to get the logistics and stuff and we'll be done!!!
Yay!!

One thing great about this is that I learned to manage time for my own personal life and all.
Hehe.

On my way home, I met my dear best friend.
Well apparently I called her and it happened so that she was near by so we went back together la.
So yeah, short talk, because of the short walk.
But hey, I missed her
LOL.
I always miss her.
I wish someone has to like really understand me like she does.
Haha.
I'm not sure anyone would la, that is why I don't really get along with many people because I start picking their flaws...
Sorry.

Um basically today I had a presentation today and I think it went good.
Hehe.
Um, I as usual, was looking at my script.
I mean, I only got to prepare it at 5plus in the morning you know!
Well yeah, but everything was fine.
And yeah the new scandal has really developed to a huge extend.
Haha.
It was all jokes and laughter during presentation.
After that had a test and lab practical for EIT.
Um, test was so so haha.
Then the practical was like damn easy!
I scored 100% for both la!
And my lab was also filled with crazy things!
Like Denzel, Salina & I went to the toilet and I tried the seondary school trick where while they were in the cubicle, I took the tap water and splashed inside.
LOL.
And then they started chasing me and all.
And another thing was before leaving the room, thinking that all the teachers had left the lab, Safi shouted "Suck my cock".
LOL.
And I was like "Do you know that the 2 teachers are still inside?".
And he started running like a mad guy!
LOL.

After that Den, Sal, Safi & Me went to MacD and sat down, had dinner and talked about relationships and stuff.
LOL.
Like today Safi was like a good boy!
LOL.
Anyway, after they left, I went to wait for the rest of the Beach Brawl team to arrive and yeah, we had our meeting and all...

Now that I'm done, I'm going to get some durians!
Yeah!
Daddy got durians and for the past few days, that is what I've been having for dinner.
LOL.



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♥Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ' 8:57 PM
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Well, it was a typical Wednesday...
You can say that I'm very tired now...
Tomorrow I have French class and then I have like a test and a presentation to do.
Man poly life was never easy.
LOL.
I have many projects due soon and sometimes you just feel that your group is not co-operating.
Like many last minute things la but hey, human nature for some people, can't be blamed...

Today was yeah, tiring.
After my very short school day, I had many things to do.
Me & my group have a presentation tomorrow during that project module and we just practiced everything today!
And then after that I had CCA.
And today I had to do PDA publicity for our Beach Brawl outing and then last minute Jordan backed out on me...
I mean, he kinda like didn''t want to do a skit, follow the script and he had lessons and would not be able to make it for PDA.
So down, so stressed, I made my way to MacD's crusade corner and I saw my saviour!
CHERYL WONG!
I told her what happened, and she was like so nice, she immediately said that she would do it with me!
So yeah, I showed her my script and then she made it even more comical by bringing in Jia Xian's leg injury into the whole skit.
Well yeah, I think we got our point across and we managed to get people interested and all.
So PDA today was about the in dept into Jonah and the whale.
I learned so much that I could not have just by reading the bible and all.

After PDA, we had out DG meeting and yeah today's DG was street evangelism in school.
So Tina & Joanne joined us and from there, we go split.
Tina picked to go with me and yeah I learned so much from her.
We used solarium to talk about God.
Solarium is many many pictures with different feelings.
We ask them 3 questions.
1. Which 3 pictures would you use to describe your life now?
2. Which 3 pictures would you use to describe how you want your life to be?
3. Which 1 picture will you use to describe God.
So basically in the 30mins plus, we shared to 2 people about Christ.
I tell you, compared to the Chinese guy, his friend, the Malay guy was very open and all.
LOL.

Christinanity is not a religion people, its a relationship with God.
And speaking from experience, he really listens to you...

Well once we got back, we shared our experiences.
I tell you, even though they just thought we came and left, we just sowed a seed.
From this, soon they will start having questions about Christ and that is where the Holy Spirit would work in their lifes...
I'm not afraid of rejection, because you maye reject me, but my God, my heavenly Father does not reject me!
Hehe.

Ok, I better get somethings done, so maybe later I'll be able to chat with Vivek & PK.



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♥Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ' 10:14 PM
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I have no idea why my blogger cracks up when I post in school.
So people, please read my previous post ok!
It's kinda important.
LOL.

Anyway, my C-Maths class was simply hilarious ok...
So much fun and all.
My teacher is so awesome during the tutorial, unlike the lecture time.
Haha.
He also went a bit crazy with us.
All the mad things...
2 hours just passed like nothing ok!
I got back my sets test paper today...
Remember I was talking about how dumb it was...
I mean when I was doing the paper, I already figured out the answer for the part2, in part1 itself.
I was thinking if it was the insulting questions that my teacher always talks about.
But then, it can't be either!!
I mean, its a test, worth 5% of my whole score at the end of the sem!
So yeah, I thought, its too late and decided to settle for what I did.
And today, I got my paper and guess what humans??
For the 1st time, in the history of Veni's life, she scored full marks for her C-Maths test!!
Read : MATHS!!!

Well then I had 2 lectures and they were both boring and all.
But hey, Shou Xian was there, and he was armed with chocolates!!
Yay!
Haha.
And yeah, he was crapping with me the whole time with Regan at the back.
I challenged them to not say any vulgarities for 30mins and they obviously failed.
These guys ah, I tell you, always must have a few vulgar language in their sentence.
Always!

Well Safi said something bad to me again.
I didn't let it get me down, because nowadays, I never listen to him.
But then I was moody, and Shou Xian sang the korean guy's version of "touch my body" and I tell you, if the lecture hall was silent, my laughter would be way above it all.
LOL.
And he was hilarious.
Every now and then he would do "touch my body, throw me on the floor" haha.

So when school was over, everyone went home.
And I was starving!!
But I had cell group at church after that, so I just had some chicken rice from school packed.

So yeah, got to church early, and I ate my chicken rice slowly...
Church was over, Pastor drove me and granny home.
Mum told me that my half sister was sick and was in hospital.
Got me a bit worried, but I'll contact her tomorrow.

Right now I'm chatting with 2 most awesome guys!
Vivek & PK.
It's been like forever since I and Vivek last chatted.
Like last year, way before my O levels and finally today we caught up.
Haha.
He really remembered everything I said which took me aback.
And I laughed when he asked me about my job.
I was like "he still remembers?".
LOL.
And yes he did.
He remembered even more things, but hey, its all over now.
LOL.

Well its late!
Better get going now...



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♥ ' 11:38 AM
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I should get started with my birthday wish list!
I was at MacD having lunch today when I saw a group of people celebrating a friend's birthday...
Imagine the pleasant shock that the birthday person had...
I hope that I could have the same celebration, but my cousins would be gone for a holiday.
Yes like all of them!
Only my family is not going and its sad...
Mum said I could go if I want to, but I know she can't live without me for 1 whole week.
So I decided to give it a skip.
Sorry guys...
So basically on my birthday, its just me, myself & I.
Unless YOU plan to give me a birthday surprise.
Haha.
Anyway I guess by the time my birthday arrives, I'd have forgotten all about it...
Hehe.
Not that I want to, but maybe because I'm already having so much on my mind and I have to many things to concentrate on.
So yeah, I think its time I stopped thinking about myself.
Besides, its not going to be much of a celebration as my cousins won't be around.
And yeah, I don't think any of my classmates except Salina remembers my birthday and I guess I'll give some reason to avoid it if Abigail calls me out.
Hmm.
So that Tuesday, I'll be slacking at home.
Maybe wake up like at noon.
And then slack, and go to church.
Maybe I'd get a slice of cake for myself...
Yeap, no time to think about myself la.
Everyone is sooooo busy!
=(

I better get packing, my C-Maths lesson starts in a while.
Oh and would you believe that I spent my 3 hour break productively and yes, I finished my C-Maths tutorial, the whole things, 1st time in 5 weeks!!
Woohoo!
LOL.
I'm getting into the mugging mood.
And all the muggers say "cheese".



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♥Monday, May 25, 2009 ' 10:15 PM
Awesome. ♥

Came across a video in my thumb drive.
The orientation video with all the pictures taken and stuff.
It basically got me thinking about the fun I had during my orientation.
But then things aren't always smooth yeah.
Things started out so fun and all.
It was exciting to meet new people, and then, the new people start affecting you in a few ways...
Who knew that I would hate someone that much.
LOL.
Who knew that someone I already knew earlier, seems different in poly...
It was the beginning then.
And it still is.
Long way to go =)

I don't hold anything against anyone.
LOL.
I love my classmates.
Note: CLASSMATES!
Haven't found anyone of friend material YET.
Maybe one or two.
I'm not kidding.
There are things I look for in a friend.
For now, church, studies, crusade will keep me occupied...

I used to be able to adapt to change very well.
Now?
I don't know.

I never knew studying is like so much fun.
I guess now, apart from my laptop, I do have another hobby...
Studying?!
Haha, see I sound like a mugger already.
I should join Mark & Jun De for mugging sessions...

Oh and I better get going and finish up my C-Maths tutorial so that I can get a bonus point!
And my test tomorrow!
I bet its going to be awesome...
I love TSF's lesson.
She makes it so awesome and "scary".
Haha.
Nights =]

Lets hope our perspective of one another changes in time to come and may we find that special person we were looking forward to.
Also I'm going to miss Xue Li & Wei Chi & Hui Zhen.
Hope you guys go out there and find your real purpose in life.

Go get them tigers!

PS: Treat me with TLC, and you get the same treatment back. I hate cold treatments darling.
I wanted to upload the video, but its taking ages.
Some other time



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♥ ' 6:02 PM
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So much pressure you know...
So much expectations that people have of you.
So much to finish up.

I'm glad that I'm not alone.
I know that through all that I am going through, his grace lifts me up.
His mercy endures forever...

Basically, I didn't have an awesome morning...
I kinda woke up late.
Supposed to get up at about 5am but got up at 7am, which is the time I'm supposed to leave home for school.
So imagine the undone things!!
Well yeah, I wasn't ready to forgo my shower, so I thought I'd take a cab...
It's wonderful how God answers your prayers...
I was rushing to the road, and just then, a cab came.
And man I was very happy.
But I tell you, I could have just taken the train because it would have been faster.
Hees.
I spent $13 bucks on the taxi, but hey, its a memorable moment.
Taking cab to school, for the first and last time.
LOL.
I'm never going to be late ever again.

So yeah, I was actually woken up by SX's sms that he would not be able to make it for our Comm Skills role play and damn I was more nervous...
But yeah, last minute we managed to turn things about...
I guess we could have done better with the role play.
But hey, it was ok.
LOL.

So yeah I guess day by day, you learn a lot of things...
I learned that I have no friends in my class.
LOL.
Yeah, I mean NO FRIENDS at all.
I see kind souls, but hey, they have their own clique.
I just see classmates and all.
And I guess this is how things are going to be for the next 3 years...

I was really cracking up during my C-Maths lecture today.
Denzel was hilarious.
LOL.

Oh and we still haven't gotten over the Salina & Jia Jun joke.
I think it'll be there for sometime.
No doubt about that.

After lecture, I went to meet CW.
It was really nice talking to her and all.
And then I broke down when I was sharing something with her.
And she in turn shared something and broke down too.
Thanks for the Toby chocolate CW.
I love chocolates.
LOL.
Was supposed to join them for the staff graduation at Faith Methodist Church, but I changed my mind la...
Hmm...

I think my burden will decrease after Wed's PDA.
I have to do publicity to get the crusaders to join the inter DG beach brawl.
LOL.
And where is my dear Jordan?!
He is supposed to present with me and he hasn't emailed me or anything.
LOL.

I'm excited and all and also tired.
Need a break.



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♥Sunday, May 24, 2009 ' 6:24 PM
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Well that is our beach brawl banner/poster whatever you call it.
Isn't it really cute eh?
I think Karmen did it.
So awesome!
LOL.

Well yesterday our trip/meeting at Sentosa went really cool.
I guess we totally have a set of awesome games...
I'll update about then when the outing is over ok.
So yeah basically we settled the games and stuff and we decided for publicity, we'd do a video and stuff.
I think everything is all ready now.
We just have one final meeting on Thursday and we wrap things up.
It's really cool to see how we just needed 3 meetings to come up with an awesome outing which some would take ages to prepare for you know.
I think it's all God's grace that we were formed in such short notice and then we met and we planned everything.
So all we need now, is out faith target of 65 to be reached and also the weather to be really good on that day.

You know, I've been really taking my work seriously.
I can see the commitment in me when I actually commit to it.
I think I can do it!
Overcome all the obstacles and I can make it!
Hehe.

Well I have to learn to forgive and forget.
I can tell you how deeply I was hurt when he shouted at me yesterday.
Basically, I can't control my emotions and stuff you know.
What more, I was watching a Jackie Chan movie with so much of concentration and just one noise I made pissed him off...
That is why I can't get along with people who tell me to control my emotions...
And there is this girl in my class who keeps "Shh-ing" me.
And its not like there is a lesson or lecture going on you know...
I just start being so drama and she says "Shhh".
Like what the??
I'm not like her you know, all of a sudden someone makes a joke during lecture and she laughs so suddenly and all...
I get pissed at that.
I think next time such a thing happens, I'll just scream my head off at her!
Morale of story: Do not "Shhh" me when I'm being so drama and all, unless its during lecture or lessons, which I don't because I know what it feels to be a distraction, like you!

Hmm...
What else about school eh...
Oh yeah!
Haha, sorry Salina but I have to mention this.
LOL.
Salina has a new boyfriend in class, Jia Jun.
Who apparently keeps telling me, stupid veni, idiot veni.
Haha.
Jia Jun is very cute la, we were having out lab and he came to Salina to ask something.
Then I told Denzel how they look like a couple.
And just then Salina looked at us and said "my new bf", and I and Denzel burst out laughing you know!
Haha.
It was hilarious.
So besides Luqman being made a joke of, the other joke of the day was that Salina and Jia Jun were a pair.
Jia Jun is big boss, then Salina is lady boss.
Haha.
And I'm not sure if JJ was angry or not, but he kept saying stupid veni, idiotic veni and I always parrot-ed whatever he said and then in the end, I finished it with stupid, idiotic Jia Jun.
LOL.

Tomorrow is going to be quite a hell of a day!
My class previously had 22 students, then one, Hui Zhen dropped out due to some problems, but then my personal mentor crapped about something else la, but nevermind.
Then it is the couple in my class...
No, not JJ & Salina.
Haha.
But WeiChi & XueLi.
So tomorrow is like their last day...
They didn't want to leave their group, knee dept in projects and leave half way.
So tomorrow is this role play during Comm Skills and after that, they'd leave.
So then it'd be 19 of us...
Um we have an odd number and that kinda bothers me...
People have already started forming cliques and all, and sometimes you don't really feel part of any.
Haha.
We'll see how things go around and all...

So yeah tomorrow is our role-play for Comm Skills...
I'm really praying that SX really acts with alot of drama.
And I hope JC is not sick anymore.
So yeah, I've got to finish stuff for my Beach Brawl and then go to bed early...
Have a awesome Sunday night people.




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♥Saturday, May 23, 2009 ' 10:46 AM
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Today I guess its going to be quite a long day...
Well me and the planning team for the upcoming outing next week were supposed to meet at orchard and now they decided to meet at sentosa itself, where the outing is held.
So basically, today Veni, is going to go to sentosa...
And well I woke up this morning like about 10.30am and then realized that I received a msg like about 15mins ago.
Thank god it was only 15mins gap because I was supposed to send a msg to my planning team and woah luckily I didn't sleep on that.
Tonight I'll be like any other mugger, mugging for school.
Very good right?

Well I might be taking pictures later because we are supposed to bring our cam along.
I'll upload them if I'm not too tired or whatsoever.

Enjoy your weekends people!



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♥Thursday, May 21, 2009 ' 11:24 PM
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I think people should cool down!
So what is Kris Allen won??
I mean basically I didn't watch idol, but I was rooting for Allen all the while.
And I have nothing against him Shindhu!
Get over it!
LOL.
Remember how everyone wanted David Archuleta to win Idol then and David Cook took the whole thing?
But hey Archuleta hasn't let it stop him.
He has tons of songs too, and some even better than Cook's.
So if Adam didn't win or whatever, he'll release his album yeah!
Come on people!
Cheer up la!!

I could not believe it when I heard Shindhu sniffing on the phone this morning!
I thought something bad happened and she told me that Kris Allen won instead of Adam!
And I was like "??".
Of course you will get to hear Adam sing dearie!!

Hmm, well yeah today was an awesome day, because I know that I'll be getting my full 5% for my essentials of infocomm technology test!
Yay!
Haha.
Then we have like so much of project to do la!!
Haiya!
I'm having one final test that I have to do well tomorrow.
And then I'm like studying for it and at the same time I have to do a small project that I have to submit by tomorrow.
So I don't know what to do.
LOL.

Well today was our 1st meeting as a planning committee for 30th May 2009 bonding session.
I basically had so much fun with the people.
3 people didn't turn up, but we'll be meeting on Sat and hope they will be able to make it then.
I'm in the programs committee, coming with the games and such.
It's just a 3-4 hour session at probably sentosa and its such a big issue.
LOL.
8 days to plan it...
Make it 7 la...

Hais, I think I'm going to bed now and I hopefully I can get myself to wake up at 4.30am tomorrow!
Help me Lord!



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♥Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ' 10:46 PM
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I think that things are finally working out for me real well.
Hehe.
Well despite the fact that I'm hating some classmates, again.
I think that I'm finally taking it into my stride and I'm going to work hard like never before...
I'm going to get all the help that I can get!

Well school was really fun.
I keep forgetting to mention that on Monday, Regan came up with some name.
Babu Letchumi, I think its some goddess of fortune.
And then all the guys were called Babu and the girls were call Bubu.
Haha.
Well whether everyone got involved anot, I totally acknowledged it.
Haha.
Babu!!

Today my 1st lesson, lab was quite fun.
Then during lunch I met up with Cheryl, My DG leader to collect some cute papers.
Apparently, we had to write an encouragement to one of our DG mates.
DG = DiscipleShip Group!
Well there are 5 of us total and I got Jomel!
So yeah I had to write something to for her, to her.
LOL.
Well during lunch something real funny happened.
Safi had taken extra rice for his chicken rice and was asking everyone if they wanted some.
So when he asked me, I said "nothing from you Safi".
LOL.
And everyone else started asking me what is he gave me a semi-d, a ps-3 or whatever nonsense.
My answer was simple, No.
Haha.
After that we went to the research carrel for our CS role-play practice and gosh guess what happened?
Shou Xian sat down with a big bang!
Well there was this shelf against the wall and when he was sitting down, he banged into it.
Ouch!
And there was this red line there and all.
Poor thing man that boy!
Well at first our CS was role-play was supposed to be a re-enactment of the simple tiff that I and Shou Xian had some few weeks ago.
But last night I told Salina that I wanted to make some changed and yes!
Thanks to my big brains!!
LOL.
We managed to change the whole things around with a brand new play and it will be a big bang too, without no one getting hurt though this time.
Haha.
But I'll only reveal details after the whole CS role-play is over on Monday!

So yeah after that I had to rush my DG homework before going to PDA.
PDA= Philodeliphia.
Which is also known as Campus Crusade for Christ.
PDA was fun, we had some food, drinks and we mingled with people.
Then we had this shoe game suggested by I-Vin.
We had to take out one of our shoe, and we had to go to someone, tell the shoe's name, its fav cartoon character, its hobbies and which course its from.
It means ours.
So like my name is Veni and my info will be with my shoe.
I approach someone, maybe Tiffany, and I tell her my info, she tells me hers and then we take the other party's shoes and now we carry their identity.
So when we go to the next person we carry the previous person's identity and shoe.
LOL.
It was really funny.

After that we had the bible trail where we had to go to 4 stations, complete 1 bible quiz, then do 2 charade either blind folded or using your weaker hand, then we had to memorize a few memory verses.
Well I guess it was fun.
Haha.
My bible knowledge is too bad you know.
Haha.

After that, there was a skit by the evangelistic comm where they showed us the need to reach out to our non-christian friends at NYP.
Then we finished PDA.
The rest were supposed to go for lunch, but we had DG.

So yeah DG was fun and cheryl has brought chocolates and some biscuits and we learned the word together.
Our topic was being stewardship of our time.
Then after that Cheryl said she wanted to talk to me, so the rest left and it was just me and her...

She told me that she wanted to challenge me to do something...
Well on the 30th May, there would be this little inter-DG competition and there were freshmen planning for it.
So basically she asked me if I'm up for it!
I mean like DUH!!!
Haha.
I said I'd love to and she went on saying about how I'm like a really very enthu crusader freshmen.
Haha.
See, I'm very enthu.
So yeah tomorrow is our meeting at 6.30pm and I'm excited as to what I'm going to contribute in my first official CCC project.

After that Cheryl and I didn't feel like leaving so we sat and talked till like 8pm abour BGR.
We shared about certain things and all.
She is quite like me.
She laughs really loud like me, know how I laugh like a witch?
But people don't shush her like they shush me!
Haha, we have quite a few in common like our list of conditions that a guy must fulfil before he becomes our BF.
She has almost found someone.
But they are just being friends.
Haha.
Atleast she knows...
But I know, my special someone is out there.
Haha.
And I'm definitly sure I haven't met him yet because so far all the guys I've met haven't met my conditions.
LOL.

I'm not having french tomorrow.
And that simply means that school starts 1pm for me!
Yeeha!
But hey I have french assignments to complete and I think I'm going to get started on them now.
Haha.
I'm so hyper ok!!

I can't wait for weekends to mug like a mugger!



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♥Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ' 9:19 PM
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It's really stupid!
I am really stupid!
I mean I studied Social Studies and I was misinterpreting the situation wrongly all these while...
LTTE lost! and that is depressing!!
I mean LTTE was simply fighting for the Tamils in that country and I mistook the whole thing.
And I deeply feel for that.
Though some part of the country is rejoicing, there is another majority that is suffering.
So many people are fighting to be alive.
Streets are filled with unburied dead bodies...
I mean what the heck is the government thinking?
Why aren't you people treating everyone equally?
Why treat the Tamil's like slave?
They are not helping and not letting other countries help either...

The Tamils are suffering and the government officers are trying to get rid of them.
So what if Prabahkaran is dead.
Justice hasn't died.
You people are making a huge mistake taking what belongs to the Tamils.
Countries are coming in to help the Tamils and you are trying not to let aid reach them.
People have no food, no supplies, no medication.
Did you spare a thought for the little kids who at this age are supposed to be leading a carefree life, studying, playing and living it not being orphaned, seeing blood and dead bodies everyday.
What about the old people who are supposed to be happily retiring, they would be seeing their family, friends all dying!
And those who had dreams...
Dreams of getting married, starting their family.
Dreams of making ends meet for their family.
You crushed lives and dreams.
People pregnant with dreams and you killed them along with it.
What kind of human are you people!
It's not the time to fight for territories.
You people are just strangers who came into their land and now you have dreams to take it over??
No sense!!!
Prabahkaran fought till the end, his soon too.
But I tell you, this is not the end...

I guess world leaders should all come together and have some peace talk with this heck of a country!
No right for them to make the king of the lands be slaves!!
People are dying, starving and there are some having fun, thinking its over.
But its not...
I'm telling you, God is going to stir the country!!

Man I was really hurt today when I went in for cell group and my Pastor started praying for the Tamils in Sri Lanka.
I was like, what world is Pastor in...
Everything is over...
Then I started to think.
My social studies topic started coming to mind and then I remembered.
Prabahkaran fought for the Tamils rights.
The only mistake he did was killing Rajiv Ghandhi.
But besides that, he wanted equal rights in the country...
Hais...

I somehow have started hating my lectures already...
My school mates are really inconsiderate and they disrupt other's learning and it has deeply saddened me.
Leave school mates aside, even classmates are talking and all...
I mean I know you guys are smart and you already know what is going on, but us??
We have no prior knowledge to what the heck is going on.
And you can still scold me when I refused to talk to you!!
Did you know how vulgar you were!
I simply told you to shut the hell up and you can say such things to me?!
This is it man, I'm never ever going to treat you as a friend again.
You'll just be my hi, bye classmate and sadly, just like that tard, I'll have to see your freeking face!

I feel so hurt when my own friends turn and laugh at me.
I feel so hurt when my own friends don't stand up for me.
I feel so hurt when my own friends don't speak up for me.
I feel so hurt when my own friends associate with someone I hate and agree with what he says.
I feel so hurt when my own friends never take a word I say seriously.
I feel so hurt when my own friends say something in front of me and something else behind my back.
I feel so hurt when my own friends are just people who fade away.

Well, I've learned to not to bring people too close to your heart...
Basically you can learn just so much with so little time...
Don't you get pissed when people around you know how much you hate him, and then when he makes fun of you, they sit there along side him and laugh too instead of standing up for you.
They make it seem like they are on your side, but they sneak giggles and they snicker when you are made fun of...
What is the point of saying that he is a bastard and all in front of me, and then partake in his bullshit.
I'm not angry or whatsoever.
Just that I had enough I guess...
It is horrible when people say you can't take jokes when in fact, they aren't making it seem like a joke!
I mean heck you, I'm not sensitive ok!
You should make it sound like a joke, not say things like you mean them, then what happens?
You piss me off!!

Gosh who knew poly life can be so dramatic!
I have realised one thing though, that making friends maybe an important part of life, but making them last is important luh!
I came across someone's blog and I can't agree more with what was stated.
You know that a person is not your friend the moment their actions bring you down...

And from now on, I know where my priorities lie and where I have to go.
So basically I just have to shove off all the dirt in my path and move on.

Have to end off with this.
Thanks Jash for mentioning this to me.
You can break a girl who thinks nothing of you.
So basically, whoever you maybe, whether you are smarter, elder or whatever heck, you don't, can't and won't break me because I think nothing of you!

I feel so much better now.
Can't wait for tomorrow.
Hopefully our CS re-enactment works out.



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♥Monday, May 18, 2009 ' 10:13 PM
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Monday blues...
I guess it never really affected me.
LOL.
I just needed a start.

My day as usual, is awesome.
And there it ends.
I don't have much to say today.
Except that the world gets better because the Tamil Tigers have lost.
I guess no more war eh!
Why spend the last days fighting and creating havoc?
Its sad you are dead Prabakaran, because I wish you would be able to see the peace left in the country.
You and your dumb beliefs.
I guess its time they made some editing to the social studies books.
Haha.

I'm trying my best not to pull myself down.
I know I can make it above all the ups and downs.
It's the faith that God gives me that keeps me going.

I really love jash, andy and shindhu for being such sweet hearts.
I know you guys were supposed to catch wolverine today.
But you guys skipped it for me.
Haha.
I'm sorry luh, I'm not much for a time manager like you guys and too many things luh.
Haha.
So yeah, I'm having my C-Maths test tomorrow on sets!
I think I can bang my head on the wall if I fail.
Which I won't.
I've done this topic back in secondary school luh, so not much of a difficulty for me.

I'm supposed to have DG fellowship tomorrow luh, but then I told Cheryl that I have things to do during my break.
Hais.
See, I can't even spend 1 hour of my 3 hour break with my DG mates!
That is how horrible I am at time management...

Anyway I have work to do now luh.
Studying, tutorials, assignments...
God give me the strength to carry on.



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♥Sunday, May 17, 2009 ' 7:15 PM
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I should have updated my blog sooner, but I got caught up with so many things.
Shall we start with Friday?
Well Friday was a normal school day filled with many surprises and all.
Basically my lessons were really good.
They were quite simple and my tutorial just ended in about 30mins.
My one hour break seemed very short really.
LOL.
I had to avoid his gaze because I hated him so much.
LOL.
So yeah I moved elsewhere and then my friend Sal, broke down.
And as I friend, I gave her the shoulder she needed.
We spoke about what she was going through and I shared some jokes to crack her up.
LOL.
Super lame jokes, but it worked out.
I guess I could have done more, but I was really confused myself.
Then we just walked around.
Made a trip to the school bookstore where I stumbled upon a cute present for Abigail.
I know how much Abby goes crazy over these items.
So crazy that she would drag me to the popular bookstore just to see them.
But not once did I see her get one.
So yeah, I got the one with pastries and all.

When school was over, I went home, slacked a bit, then decided to take a nap for an hour or so before meeting Abby.
But woohoo, I overslept by an hour.
Haha, but she didn't mind, so I quickly rushed down to meet her and we took a walk around Sun Plaza.
Then after that we went to 7-11 and she had noodles and I had mashed potatoes and we ate and talked about school.
I talked about school and the guy that I hate.
Haha.
That tard!
Then after that I had to leave for my seminar.
Had fun with that girl eh!

My seminar went awesome ok!!
Since my church is a tamil congregation, besides youtube and crusade, I don't get exposed to many english songs, but well basically I learned a few english songs.
And the seminar was awesome.
Jane Nasrallah's word of God was super awesome.
She was really entertaining and she touched me and left a huge impact.
After she shared the word of God, she called all of us forward so that she could pray for us.
Thank God for the small crowd.
Well she just prayed for us first.
I was kinda bumbed, because I expected her to propecyise or give a revalation of some sort.
That was what I was praying for.
But after awhile I guess she changed her mind and decided to reveal to us God's purpose in our life.
She passed me many times and I was litrally begging God to ask her to speak to me.
And finally she came to me.
All of us were holding hands and standing in a straight line.
I don't remember her exact words, but I do know that she looked at me and said that God is going to use me and reach out to his young ones.
She said that I was going to share God's love to the orphans and then she went on saying that God has given me the gift of healing.
She took my hand in hers and said she sees me as a nurse and I will heal people in God's name.
Man I tell you, I was crying and crying.
Tears were just rolling down non-stop.
And she I was really moved!!
I remember attending the JB church's youth revival meeting about ages back.
The pastor said that God is going to use me in a huge way.
After sometime he came to the Spore church and when I came forward to pray, he said that I'm no ordinary person.
All those time, I yearned to learn what was God's exact purpose.
And yes now I know, that he has big purposes for me and I will act according to that.

By the time we left it was already 11pm, and at that time also, the seminar hadn't ended, but Aunty Padma wanted to leave as it was late.
Well I didn't have a great bus ride home.
There was this foreigner on the bus who was seated in front of me and after he noticed me, he tilted his body 45 degrees so that he could see me as I was seated diagonally to him.
Well after a while, he just turned 90degress so that he could practically see me.
He was stealing glances at first and then he totally started staring at me.
I told myself that one more, just one more time, I would just get up and go to the back.
And I was saying a silent prayer and guess who got on the bus??
It was Deva!
Haha.
So we both locked glances and I got up and followed him to the back and chatted for awhile and thanked him for getting on the bus at the right time.
LOL.
And yeah, I went home then.

I had plans for Saturday, plans that I would be studying and not wasting time at home and stuff.
But then my eldest cousin Vignesh got tickets to watch the movie "17 Again".
So yeah 6 of us went to watch that movie.
Vignesh couldn't make is sadly...
But anyway the guys, Lionel and Pradeep wanted to watch Wolverine, but hey the tickets were to 17 again.
Haha, they had no choice but to tag along with us.
I tell you, the cinema was crowded like hell!!
And when zach effron (or however its spelt) came out of the car, the girls were screaming.
And seriously, I wasn't one of them.
Haha.
And then you should have seen the look on Lionel's and Pradeep's face.
The way they both in unison smacked their heads with their palms together.
LOL.
Well I guess I liked the movie though I'm not a huge fan of Zach Effron, to think that girls wanted to watch the movie for the sake of Zach.
Eeeyer!
But well after movie went for some lunch cum dinner and then Pradeep drove me home with Lionel accompanying me.
Well yeah did I mention Pradeep owns a cool rental car?
He gets them on weekends.
Hehe.
Well yeah I got home, fell a bit sick, so I took some medicine and slept.
Then I woke by and watched the Hindi movie on TV, Darling.
Well I missed a few parts.

Later at night my mum and I watched this Tamil horror movie online.
LOL.
It was really nice you know.
So yeah, I wasted my weekends quite well.
I can't wait for my next outing with my cousins on Pradeep's Birthday!
Haha.

Well today church was really nice.
I finally got Havolyn to do the OHP, so that I could concentrate on the worship.
Yay!
I was planning to cut my hair and all, but then I guess God used a simple joke through Pastor and told me that cutting my hair was not a good idea.
Haha.
The way that God tried to say things are so funny.

Tomorrow is school and I'm planning to stay in till about 7-8pm and maybe get some things done yeah.
Lets hope nothing ruins my plans.
Well I'm going to go and do some research for my project/assignment.
So catch you earthlings tomorrow.

Just close your eyes and they will all vanish. Darling



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♥Saturday, May 16, 2009 ' 11:51 AM
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Going to watch "17 Again" with Jash, Shindhu, Lionel, Andrea and Pradeep. Thanks Vignesh, hope you could be able to join us. Update later! =)



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♥Thursday, May 14, 2009 ' 8:24 PM
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Sudden fascination with balloons.
I don't know what it is about really.
LOL.
But I guess every day God gives me the strength and patience to carry on.
I'm glad I can cast all my worries on him, and he who leads me never lets go of me.
I guess I took God for granted.
All those things he did for me when I least expected it.
After the Saturday's anointing service, I have really set aside time for God.
And yes I know he is with me always because I always experience the best.

I'm happy that Ian has found someone for himself.
LOL.
Well apart from that, Ian is my best msn buddy now.
He was my first pen pal and I'm glad that nowadays we have loads to talk about.
Furthermore, I get to practice my french with him.
LOL.
Merci Ian.

My french class today was really awesome!
I think I managed to please Mosieur Yannick with my french.
Basically I answered most of his questions and he was like "Tres Bien".
Haha.
I like french alot.
LOL.
Diviya & Nandhu was cracking me up, and then Nandhu started picking on me.
I mean, he pretended to pick on me, because he wasn't good at it.
Well he is a good guy, so such things doesn't come easy to him like the tard in my class.
Haha.
Well yeah, I was really paying attention to Mosieur Yannick.
I guess his lessons are less tiresome and his "hot" factor gets me hooked on him.
Haha.

Today was my presentation for that project thingy.
Well we were the 3rd group to present and I tell you, I think we really nailed it.
Reason being, the other groups weren't as lively as us.
They didn't have nice slides like ours and yeah, bascially the rest of the class was noisy when they presented.
And when it was our turn, you should see the silence!
And when it was Q&A session, practically everyone didn't say anything until they were prompted by the teacher.
Haha.
Good signs eh.
Well yeah, I was super formal la.
And my new shoes were giving me so much pain and all.
But yeah, I still lived to tell the tale.
Haha.
Safi, wore a tie?
Um, I don't think it really went well with the rest of the outfit.
Jansen & Shou Xian were wearing formal top with jeans.
And I tell you, these 2 guys looked so charming and cute.
LOL.
I'm not kidding ok, they finally look like men!
Safi, no need to say la, already look so mature, but mind like some secondary school kid.
Hais.
But I should commend him on the slides, for that effort he put into it by skipping lectures, classes and all just so that he could finish it.
So yeah, he deserves quite a lot of credit.
I still hate him!
Haha.

Hmm, I haven't done my time table.
I should start soon.
I think I'll do one for the weekend so that I would be able to finish all the assignments for the next whole week.
Also few more projects left.
So I think I'll be able to finish them soon.

I wanted to talk about my time management workshop that was held yesterday.
Well some basic facts on time management is we all waste time and we cannot change time.
Time is the important resource of mankind and we cannot do anything to increase the quantity of time.
We can only steward time, we can do anything but we cannot to everything.
We all PROCRASTINATE.

I was struck at the procrastination part.
Reason being, I had no idea what it meant.
LOL.
Many times I came across that word, especially at Fathiah's blog.
LOL.
And I never bothered to look up the meaning of it till today.

Procrastinate:

1.To defer action; delay: to procrastinate until an opportunity is lost.
2.To put off till another day or time; defer; delay.
3.To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.
4.To postpone or delay needlessly.


There you have it!
And that is what procrastination means.
So tell me who hasn't be procrastinating?
Everyone has.

Solution??
Become time conscious.
We did a small exercise in which we wrote down whatever we did in one whole week from the morning to night, monday to sunday.
(Which brings us to our second step: make a personal time log.)
And then we grouped all those that is simply wasting time.
(Thirdly: Identitfy and eliminate time wasters)
From there we arranged our activities from the most important.
(Fourthly : Place a value on each activity.
Fifth: Be result oriented, rather than activity-oriented.
Sixth: Understand the value of planning.
Seventh: Stay on the agenda.
Eighth: Keep responsibility where it belongs.
Ninth: Access your energy level and temeperament.)
This is where you actually do the most important thing.
Find out if you are a morning person, night person or day person.
So doing the most important things during that time, gives you the highest level of excellence.
(Tenth: Develop systems for regular task and simplify everything.
Eleventh: Do the project right the first time.
Twelfth: Place deadlines on yourself.
Finally: Delegate wisely.)

So yeah, I thought it would be great to share these skills that I learned with you people.
I hope you find it useful just the way I did.
Well hope you guys spend time wisely.
Every minute counts.

Besides dealing with time, I have a weakness.
Dealing with money.
I seriously have to learn to save money and use my $50 allowance per week wisely.
So yeah, I think I can control myself.
Today after school, me and Salina were coming out and we saw the Ice-Cream man.
I had the urge to buy ice-cream, but then I remembered that there is ice-cream at home so I said I won't get it.
But then, when I got home, I didn't even eat the ice-cream.
LOL.

Well tomorrow is a day I'm looking forward to.
Not only because its Friday, but because once I'm done with school tomorrow, I'm going to meet my bestie!
Yay!
LOL.
Then after that later at night, I and Aunty Padma would be going to some seminar.
I have no idea what it is about, but Aunty encouraged me to join her, so why not?
Nothing to loose and besides, its just in Yishun.
So maybe tomorrow there will be new revelation added to my already many revelations.
Haha.
I bet there will be one or two things that is going to help me in my spiritual life.

I'm really turning towards God nowadays and I'm glad I am.
I guess now I can stand no where without him.
I know he has a purpose for me in my life.
He has a will for me.
And there is a reason I am where I am today.

I started on this post ages ago and now its already 10pm.
LOL.
Oh and Wheel of Fortune is already back on TV.
Wheel of Fortune *Sings the tune*




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♥Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ' 9:28 PM
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I had such an awesome time today.
Wednesday is the best day of the week I guess.

This morning I met my bestie under her blk and we went to the MRT station together.
Though we are just 4 blks away, we don't really get to see each other because we have hectic schedules.
But this friday we have set aside a time after our school to meet each other and catch up.
Just looking at her really enlightens me alot.
She is my energy boost.
LOL.

Well I made it to school even before the meeting time, and so I slacked, and then Alvin came, and Salina too.
Then slowly the rest started coming in and then we went to class.

All the while, I refused to glance at him.
Was ignoring him the whole while.

Oh and then one of my classmate has officially quit school.
She was such a nice girl, but due to problems, she could not continue her studies.
Haiya, I'm so going to miss Hui Zhen la.

Oh then I left my thumb drive in the computer.
LOL.
But it doesn't bug me, because there was nothing inside, and I myself found the thumbdrive.
Haha.
But I did go and look for it, guess some dishonest person took it and didn't bother returning to the help desk.
But, it wasn't mine in the 1st place.
LOL.
Still, my search for it will continue.

We had lecture next and Denzel was making me crack up and all.
Haha.
Then we went to practice our presentation which is tomorrow...
I guess someone finally said something nice about me today.
And that lifted my mood.

Went for lunch alone, but then I saw shan shan, so I sat with her and then jia kai came, after lunch slacked a bit before going for my CCA.
Well basically my CCA had this time management workshop organised and I tell you that its super useful la.
And I'm going to plan my time properly from now on.

Well after PD, I had DG so yeah I went to MacD and waited for cheryl and I guess us girls really got to know each other very well and had so much fun and all talking about the word of God.
LOL.

Well by the time DG finished it was like 7.30pm and when we got to the MRT station and the train towards Jurong East had some problem and that meant that we could not take it.
So I took the overhead bridge, crossed the road to the bus stop and it was super packed luh!
So I walked forward to the previous bus stop and the buses were too crowded as well.
Then I saw that the trains had started functioning, so back again to where I started and by the time I got home it was already 8.30pm.

And here I am now, blogging.
LOL.
I'm thinking of going to bed, but then I have quite a few things to do.
I have to transfer my script into the playcards.
Hmm.
Can I wake up early tomorrow morning?
I must try.

So I'm going to plan my timetable for the rest of the week, and after personal time with JC, I'm going to bed...

Thanks JC for an awesome day.
LOVE YOU.



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♥Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ' 10:34 PM
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I'm so stupid...
Yes I am stupid!
How can I let a mere sentence bring me down.
It's not true.
What he said is not true, so I'm not going to let it bring me down.
Besides, my wonderful classmates are really sweet trying to cheer me up and all.
People like Salina, Shou Xian and many more la.
I don't think even my secondary school friends are like that ok!
But these people, they mean so much to me.
Up till yesterday, I was dreading to go to school because of some tard, who tried to bring me down with his selfish, childish acts.
But today, when I know so many people want me to be happy, why worry about that one person eh?
If he does anything again, I'm just going to ignore him.
Try me!
LOL.
So confident eh.

Anyway I got back my maths quiz.
Remember the one I did last week and I was complaining about how careless I was and all.
LOL.
I PASSED!
Yeah I did, I got 5.5/10.
LOL.
I did it ok!
Thank God.
But I'm going to work extra hard for my upcoming quiz next week.

Oh and I want to get to bed soon.
LOL.
I want to thank God for the awesome message at cell group in church today!
And my friends who all tried to cheer me up.
Oh and Regan too, lol.
You and your funny faces during C-Maths.

And did I mention that my 2 favourite teachers are Ms Tay Siew Fong and my C-Maths teacher.
LOL.
Bed time.



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♥Monday, May 11, 2009 ' 7:05 PM
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I can't believe that I let a guy ruin my mood...
I told myself a trillion times that I'll stay strong and never let him bring me down.
But today, I lost.
It may have seem like such a simple joke.
To say such a thing...
But I guess you never spared a thought for my feelings did you.
You have no right to judge me at all!
*Censored*
(The censored part was where I was I swearing, but then I decided to get rid of it)
I was like super down and guess what?
My cousin Martin from NJ had to call me today!
And I totally broke down and all!
Gosh I sound like a baby now!
I am sensitive and all, and at times I try my best to control my emotions.
But not always do I succeed.
I'm really mad at you!
I can't believe you had to say such a thing!!
Anyway Martin calmed me down, and he tried to get me to speak!
He was like, "Speak lady, tell me what happened and I'll come down to Spore and break his teeth," he obviously figured some guy was on my nerve.
LOL.
And that was really cute of Martin.
And then Ian, of all days had to chat with me today and yeah he was also very sweet by saying that he would have have hooked him in the jaw if he was here!
Haha.
Ok, its funny what all these people say and all.
But deep inside, I'm still hurt!
I'm so hurt, that I'm not going to talk tomorrow!
That f***ing tard! (Inside joke between me and Ian).
I tell you, I had enough of him!
Its totally over!
You have to learn to respect a lady and most importantly, act mature for you freeking age!

Okok, leave that aside!
I think tomorrow will be the silent day!
Apparently Jash also had a bad day!
She said she has been jinxed the whole day.
I read your blog Jash, from being splashed by the car, to bringing wrong books, to having coffee spilled on your outfit, to the horrible things the guy said.
We are almost on the same boat.
Jashvitha thinks that maybe being silent tomorrow will help, so I guess that is why I'm not going to talk tomorrow...

And you F**King tard owe me an apology!

Thanks Ian, Martin & Jash.
Oh and mummy too!
Next time, he'll have a piece of me!



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♥ ' 4:19 PM
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Am I happy or what?!
I finally got a mouse for my laptop and it is pink colour...
But apparently, I like hot pink & blue!
Anyway, I'm in the school library, slacking with my group members while Safi is working hard on the presentation.
Not that we didn't contribute or what, but he wants to make it nicer I guess.
But seriously, on my part I don't think I did much!
LOL.
I guess this project has been a slack for me because we have the brainy person in our team.

Well I'm slacking as usual.
Nothing much interesting in my life happening at the moment.
LOL.
Because I'm over my so called BF.
So yeah, I'm single...
Any introductions?
LOL.
Well single but not available eh.
Not ready for another relationship.
Oh wait, its not another relationship, I'm just not ready for one.
LOL.
Was never in a relationship in my whole life.
Haha

I'm just being so random and I realised how much of a good multi-tasker I am.
LOL.
I'm chatting on interpals, blogging, playing facebook, and just created a quiz on facebook.
LOL.

Well I'll update more later...



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i read u r blog veni. lol

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