♥Thursday, January 31, 2008 ' 4:11 PM ♥
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She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room.
She said: 'How is my little boy ?
Is he going to be all right ?
When can I see him ?
'The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry.
We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'
Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ?
Doesn't God care any more ?
Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?
'The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ?'
One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son.
She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thick red curly hair.
'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes.
The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study.
He said it might help somebody else.
'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die.
Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.'
She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold.
Always thinking of someone else.
Always wanting to help others if he could.'
Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending m ost of the last six months there.
She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.
The drive home was difficult.
It was even harder to enter the empty house.
She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them.
She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke.
Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.
The letter said :'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' .
I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day.
Someday we will see each other again.
Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me.
He can have my room and old stuff to play with.
But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.
Don't be sad thinking about me.
This really is a neat place.
Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything.
The angels are so cool.
I love to watch them fly.
And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.
Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him.
Jesus himself took me to see GOD !
And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important.
That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't al lowed.
Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter.
I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you.
God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?'
'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross.
He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you.
To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper.
Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now.
He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life.
Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper.
I'm sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore.
The cancer is all gone.
I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either.
That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me.
The Angel said I was a Special Delivery !
How about that ?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me. (Let's see Satan stop this one.)
Sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'
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♥Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ' 7:48 PM ♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN
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♥Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ' 10:09 PM ♥
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IM SO SORRY
wow my tag board was so flooded today...i guess after reading the tags i realised how i made a fool of myself...well i guess what i did was shameful so i decided to apologise to everyone who was affected...im sorry that i did not put myself in yr shoes...im sorry that i said such stuff about my seniors...i guess i went too overboard and i should watch my mouthso for all those who were affected i apologise sincerly...maybe next time putting myself in yr shoes and thinking abt yr feelings wld help...for what i had done im really sorry so i shall delete off my previous post i hope im forgiven...its a bit too late to realise right...esp after having almost the whole batch of my seniors all mad at me...i admit...im sorry and i wld never talk abt others ever again...i wld keep to myself and watch wat i say in order not to hurt anyone...i know i can't score 7 points for my o levels so i shall not comment on other ppl'r resultsi will also not ruin the reputation of my seniors of smb secondary school...
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♥Monday, January 28, 2008 ' 6:45 PM ♥
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Ok im seriously freaked out today...
i have no idea what's happening to my life...
not sure if its god's grace for me to be where i am...
i just went thru the whole day praying tat I wld nt have to go thru pain n hurt...
and i think i got my wish in the end...
the whole day went thru fine until as we all noe someone started giving bad remarks abt me again...
well i was glad that veeky n gang left me some popcorn from saturday's barbecue...
thanks guys...
then im glad it rained as we cld skip netball training during recess...
well then it was time for us to get ready for the tournament...
came down n expected that someone to be lonely coz her friend didn't make it 2dae...
but then she made some other friends...
n started chanting blacky when i was near her...
i just went to the toilet n started weeping tell god tat it has to end but i can't tell mr.tamil or it might get worse...n im sure god listened to me...
he always does but this time it was faster...
we went to singapore sports school for the netball match against st.nicholas sec. they were quite good...
i shld admit that i mus have done things better...
but i just spoiled stuff...
we scored 2 which was scored by me...
only 2…
arghh so mad...
but i was cool...
well after the match something unexpected happened...
a coach just approached me n mr.tamil n called us aside asking me to join this TALENT IDENTIFICATION PROGRAM...
i was lost as always but mr.tamil told me to write my name n the coach then passed me a post card...
on the way mr.tamil explained tat i was chosen for the WORLD NETBALL CHAMPIONSHIPS 2011...
for tat they have selection trials which i wld have to attend on 15th march 2008...
if i performed well then i get in...
cool huh?? but i was nt even 1% keen in it...
mr.tamil said tat he wld train me for the next 3-4 weeks for the carnival...
which is on 23rd feb 2008...
he said tat if i showed improvement n did well he wld tell me tat i can go for it...
even if i don i guess i wld still have to go...
but i wld only want to go after making a mark improvement...
1st mr.tamil said tat on thur he wld train me on breaking away from my opponent...
well tat was something i really had to work on...
next was my jumping...
i dun wan to let the ppl who chose me for the selection trials becoz of my height down...
i will work hard but 1st i have to find out n pray to god asking for help...
on the way back Susan n Rebecca told mr.tamil abt tat someone named pei fen always calling me names...
he called me n said tat whenever any idiot calls me any name i shld tell him...
he said he wld take care of it even if it got worse...
so tat was how i think the problem is solved...
i hope so...
well now i have work to finish so I gtg…
bye bye...
love ya loads...
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♥Sunday, January 27, 2008 ' 8:43 PM ♥
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last time i posted was on thur...
where alot of emotions was being shared...
i really was thinking tat dad wld nt make it for the parent teacher meeting on fri...
bt i was so wrong...
as usual fri was very energetic becoz it was like the last day of the week...
netball training was quite tiring
bt i liked the part tat i gt to train the sec1's
um si ying lost her handphone n her wallet...
nt a very nice thing coz she jus recently had her phone
she was really crying
infact the tears of heart breaking sorrow cld really fit her...
then i started shooting my 100 shots
and im glad i finished it...
then i got changed to my uniform
i was still flaring at the fact tat my dad wld nt be coming n tat i wld still hav to attend the meetin coz ms.azlinda said so...
well i got my vest and settled down listening to veeky briefing on the ushering duty...
tat was when i had my heart attack...
there standing infront of me was my DAD
haha
well i got him seated then jus started moving around
i was nervous coz its like 4yrs since my dad stepped into the sch
haha
well i saw ms.azlinda n told her to talk to him reassure him n stuff
n im sure she did
im glad she did
haha
then i sat beside him
n he asked me if i was takin o levels or n levels
i got flared up...
of course i was taking o levels...
bt its ok did nt bother me so much
i jus felt disturbed tat the talk was very long n i felt tat he was fidgiting alot...
well when it was over he quickly got up...
i told him to go 1st n tat i wld catch up wif him at home...
after he was gone i had so much of fun...
met mr.raj got my badge
then chatted with the councillors
went back wif them
haha
it was really so much fun
saturday was jus undescribable...
woke up around 10.00
did the usual stuff
started homework
was so lost tat i called abby for help
so we decided to meet later
watched a hindustan movie
it was very touchin as i cried so much...
then met abby and after she teacher me one qn i got the rest so we left
we sat down at the elderly exercise and chatted
we talked match made
n loads...
haha
today was nice
i mean every sunday is nice
tution was so fun
roheni was her name
she was very nice
we got very close after last week
super fun
n i understood alot
i really hav to go along way
church was exciting
i knew tat i shld nt hav so much pride...
i really enjoyed myself
so much happening
tml its the usual stuff
sch's back
haha
i'll update tml
bt what i know is tat im waking up tonight to study...
no finish my homework sounds more like it...
gtg see ya gd nite
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♥Thursday, January 24, 2008 ' 8:17 PM ♥
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ha i changed my blog skin again...
i lost the jesus thing...
the many many window one...
haha
well i found one...
i love it loads...
yesterday the tournament was freeky
played against yio chu kang
the obviously gd sch...
well we still scored 10
yeeha...
they obviously won
whatever...
haha
anyway i had fun
except the part when someone called me blacky...
it started when mr.tamil said tat we wld hav netball training during netball for awhile
then this girl asked what if the teacher release late
well he said then after tat cum n join
i in response said jokingly
well jus dn come late on purpose
she took it so serious n called me a blacky
so hurtful n racist man
i was so unhappy abt it...
all the way home i went sulky till i reached home
mum said if next time anyone say tat to me i wld respond saying
my black color is on yr head
ur color is under my feet...
whaa i felt like a sudden energy go inside when she said tat
im nt racist or anything
in fact i hav many friends who r not my race
or actually i only hav a handful of friends my race...
so it hurts me esp when we r called family...
today was like a very long day...
i dunno why
bt it jus was
mrs.azwiza, i heard, cried tears of heart breaking sorrow...
i dunno if true
bt i noe tat its becoz of the o level results...
for eng the previous 4E1 n 4E2 had 2 of the most senior n experienced teacher
bt they did nt prove to do well
4E1 only had 2 A2 the rest were below n mostly were c6
4E2 had only 1 A2 the rest were below n mostly were c7
whaaa n i think tat the 5NA did so much better overall then the 4EX
i was so stressed tat i decided tat im goin to work hard
n like what mrs.raja said i must score 12 points...
im nt going to giv up
after that i abby n chun tung stayed back to do eng homework coz we havent finish the criterion online...
im jus happy tat out of the 4 us me sally teeya n yee tien i did nt get scolding frm mrs.azwiza...
i like her alot n dn want to disappoint her...
so i wan to show her tat i can achieve a distinction
teeya nt so much
bt she really was pissed at sally
bt wat was hard to take was tat she told yee tien to die indirectly...
maybe she was under so much stress esp after seeing the sec4 results tat she said it in a rush of anger
bt other than tat i think she meant well for us
after all come to think of it its me tat's taking the exam
nt her...
well chun tung left around 4.45
while i n abby stayed to finish the compo...
abby was so lost tat i after i finished the compo i decided to shoot some hoops
i shot in 80 counted
before tat i shot some bt never count
so hopefully i managed to shoot atleast 100 like wat mr.tamil wanted
well after the compo abby n i went to mac n chatted away
benson came
n we talked
then we went home
tml is fri
thank god
haha
well after tml still hav to continue working hard
gtg now
hav homework to finish
byebye
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♥Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ' 4:27 PM ♥
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ok as usual im late updating my blog...
its jus that now im busy preparing for my o levels...
gosh it seem so fast huh??
it feels like yesterday tat i set foot into secondary sch
joined National Police Cadet Corps, then became the assistant head NCO
became a councillor, then an executive member of the student council by becomin a secretary
joined netball became a GS, got into the school team and got all the attention i never got in primary school
all this wld hav never been achievable if i had never changed my attitude...
went through all the hardships
well especially going thru thick and thin with the ex-com
Wong Si Ying ( Chairman Of The Student Council )
Tan Cai Ning ( Vice- Chairman )
Veeknesh Waren ( Vice- Chairman )
Tan Jian Wen ( Advisor )
Krishna Veni ( Secretary )
Abigail ( Welfare Co-ordinator )
Yang Reynolds ( Logistics Co-ordinator )
Tracia Wee ( Planning Co-ordinator
Really it has been the time of my life...
with this very special people in my life i hate to be stepping down so soon...
argh...
i hate the fact that after my investiture i can't wear my tie n my ex-co pin. can't slack outside the General Office during morning assembly, can't do flag raising, can't lock the gate during gate duty coz i won't even hav one, can't slack at the council room during recess, playin n talking abt nonsense with the 3 guys n benson we 4 jus had so much fun, and after school, won't be able to go patrolling during assembly...
worse...
i have to hand over the duplicate council room key to the new ex-co...
ok im over doing it right??
its nt time for the investiture yet...
so why am im babbling about missin it so much...
i will miss it...
miss my juniors...
all those who looked up to me as a gd role model...
going to miss being scolded or praised my mr.raj...
haha...
im jus more afraid that after stepping down i won't be able to see the 3 ex-co guys becoz we might nt be able to go back to the council room during recess n after sch n the guys are not in express...
not tat being in normal acadamic is bad bt i jus won't be able to see those "handsome. hot" faces...
esp jian wen n rey haha...
gonna miss them like hell...
aiyo...
bt im jus proud to know tat we hav been one of the working n excellent executive committe in the sembawang sec student council business after justin's batch...
i have been typing so much bt not gotten to the point yet...
TODAY...
well had been rushing my HW in the council room like siao coz i overslept my nap last night till today...
lol
well veeky n benson were keeping me entertained with their jokes while i was homeworking...
then straight after recess i had no idea tat i was supposed to go n get changed as we were leaving to republic poly for the rematch against north vista...
i was jus rushing my homework tat if i had know i was not going for lessons anymore i wld hav jus chilled during recess...
well i got to know thank god when i saw mr.,tamil n wanted to ask him that if we were leaving at 1.00 we wld need a letter...
as i approached him /ran actually he told me to get changed and i was like "blink. blink" then i realised tat i had to get ready as we were leaving soon...
tat was close...
if i had jus walked to class frm there i wld hav wasted time n wld hav to go for lesson...
still im fed up with bringin so many extra books for no reason...
well republic poly was huge ( sadly i missed the poly open house as i was on MC for 2days )
still their indoor netball court was so cool...
thank god after 2 rematch we finished playing against north vista...
and the rain cld not stop us either...
anyway i think its unfair that we played against the north zone champions of last yr becoz we r jus a neighbour hood sch...
so not fair...
if we played against sch our standard i bet they wld hav been trashed...
bt lo n behold its our luck...
anyway compared to the last 2 matched in which we scored nothing this time we scored 8
its a big shame for them to be playing with us and also letting us score...
so wat if they scored 40plus...
in my mind we still won...
we made daddy tamil (coach ) very happy...
n when we left we left like champions...
laughin n making stupid remarks...
if u were standing there u wld hav thought we won coz we were still full of enthusiasm bt north vista like no energy left...
lol...
we left smiling hopin tat tml whichever sch we were against wld be much better...
im jus so excited...
also i hav to practice on my movement...
north vista's GK was tall...
so whenever she was in i had so much difficulty scoring...
bt im going to make sure tat whoever defends me however tall will feel short after playing against me...
my sch is so well known for sportsmanship unlike our opponent...
tml the sch will be trashed...
they won't stand there for long as we will show them who's boss...JIA YOU MY DEAR NETBALL FAMILY...
DON'T LET DADDY DOWN...
SHOW THEM WHO'S BOSS...
GO TEAM SEMBAWANG...
A.T.T.A.C.K G.O G.O LETS GO!!!!
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♥Sunday, January 13, 2008 ' 7:24 PM ♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BIG MONSTER CHARLES REUBEN
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well it has been such a long time since i posted
the fact is tat i do come online everyday bt im jus too lazy to do this
haha
well as most of us know we had the sec 1 orientation camp which took as all away by storm
esp me...
well it started on wed till fri and tat meant we missed lessons and right now im making effort to catch up on my homework...
to tell the truth i did not like the fact tat i was attched to 1T1
i prefered express classed coz they behaved and technical classes are well known for being very naughty...
well i came to sch with hope everythin wld go well
bt it did not
thus i stayed away frm my class as much as i cld...
well susan my hero helped me frm time to time
bt still i had no idea wat had gotten into me as always was gd at handlin such classes myself...
guess i lacked confidence...
so anyway in the end my class and i bonded ( thank god )
the malay guys started respecting me and started calling me boss...
lol
which kinda gave me the creeps...
bt who cared...
loved 1T1 in the end...
they made mark improvement and i would like to thank these people for helping with them
Arifah (IC)
Vani
Munirah
Liyana
BJ
Sean
Aidil
Grace
Faqirah
Joy
Felicia
&
Susan my hero
if i missed out any names i apologise coz i was nt with my class half the time...
well in btw the camp on thur n fri i went to the poly open hse...
the first day we visited nanyang poly and i like the surroundings and everything except the goddie bag
second day went to temasek poly...
loved the goddie bag bt hated the place...
still the bag was a bit budget la...
it kept coming down
for those who got it u wld realise tat its a slingbag...
duh its obvious...
well i felt sad for some of my classmates for giving up their goddie bag to *someone*...
i know their nice and everythin bt after all tat *someone* did not attend the open hse and further more they for taking their time out deserve havin it than tat *someone*
well who cares anyway...
i guess some classmates of mine are too nice and being taken advantage...
CCA open hse on friday was sucky becoz only like 15 ppl signed up for npcc...
im nt sure abt netball bt im sure they got a fair amount of ppl too...
went home around 9.00
had mum feed me dinner
then jus went to bed without shower...
woke up at 6.45 yesterday as i had training in the morning...
it was ok la...
i was chosen for the team and aparently i am the only GS i had no reserve...
so it meant that i had to take care of myself physically to prevent injuries...
the tournament is starting next week bt not too sure abt the dates...
came back and slept till 3.30 then woke up had a shower n got ready to go to mr.tamil's daughter's burfdae party...
the place was quite ok
mr.tamil's class was invited including the netball girls...
well i and si ying were doing the emceeing...
some times i dn like it when i feel that something shld be done n she does nt wan it to be done (no offense)
bt really she was not being positive abt playing the games n it pulled my morale n enthusuaism down...
bt it ll ended well...
the cake was very nice...
magic show brought the house down...
woah...
i was so surprised...
wonder how they did that haha
well got home finished homework
and slept...
now im doin wat is known as a whole load of homework n im hopin to finish it bt tonight...
then i hav to go to church...
no T dance today coz akka fell sick...
well maybe tonight i will update further...
other than that...
nothing much...
im jus gonna rot away...
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♥Friday, January 11, 2008 ' 7:25 PM ♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA
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♥Tuesday, January 08, 2008 ' 7:24 PM ♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANSEN CHEW
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♥Monday, January 07, 2008 ' 10:26 PM ♥
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gosh its been like almost a week huh??
well sch has been quite ok...
still the stress has started to get to me a little...
you know the 1st day of sch on wed i stayed up till almost 4.30 trying to finish my homework...
2nd day thur was a big improvement with 3.30...
haha...
so much of improvement huh??
well fri i slept thru it all la...
so lazy...
and yes the last minute queen stayed up late again last night to finish her english...
slept at close to 2am...
well today is no exception...
felt so lazy to get up after last night's divine intervention...
;p
bt i woke up at 5.30...
1st time in my 5days of sch this year...
then after having breakfast courtesy of mummy dearest
i took my bible to read and halfway i put it aside to doze off...so frm 6.00 to 6.40 with interuptions here and there i slept or dozed off for tat matter...
hehe...
got to sch with abby...
was a bit late...
to me was when i see the junior councillors at the gate it means im late...
and yes reached sch at 7.10...
after settling the usual wearing tie chore someone pissed me off so much...
not jian wen la...
i thought his was funny though...
well this someone jus scolded me or actually shouted at me...
argh...
i got so F***** up and the thing i did that made me regret was that i let it spoil my dad...
arghh i decided never to be with the councillors if it's nt my duty...
well got over it...
then 1st lesson was emaths...
i told mrs.wee that it was the 1st time in 2 yrs tat we hav emaths as 1st lesson...
so i warned her that many ppl wld be actually dozing off in her class...
she told me tat if i did she wld pull my hair...
lol...
well after emaths was chemistry...
saw ms.karen again and another teacher mdm.baghiya...
after tat english which again swallowed up my recess time which meant i had less time to finish my SS story factor and link...
lol...
well then went for F&N with a new teacher mdm.paramjit whom we knew long ago bt she jus never took us...
well she seemes to be a nice person...
in fact she was very nice...
i love her loads...
and get hold of this...
my O level coursework qn is already out...
haha...
so stress
bt atleast not as much as the art students...
hehe...
F&N was quite ok...
Assembly was hard to digest...
serious...
i and tracia were practically dozing off...
i took out my specs when tracia did the same and started sleeping in my mind...
i was looking at mrs.raja bt only i and god know what i was thinking inside...
still i dn blame her...
it was monday and a tiring day therefore i was lethargic...
im sorry mrs.raja
bt i still took note of her story and stuff...
after sch went to eat atlast (skipped my recess )
then went for emaths remedial where most of my homework was finished...
then practically made enemies when mrs.wee asked if we had quite a lot of homework and i in return said not soo much...
haha quite a few enemies...
then went eng remedial where we learnt how to use this software which checks our essays and we shld use it to submit online essays and we already hav a homework
thanks mrs.azwiza...
well then went home with abby
went to SP and got the same file with her...
then went home and ate dinner...
was so tired tat i decided to sleep 1st...
frm 6.30 to 8.30...
so now im here doin my homework...
hoping to end everything by 12.00
i hav emaths and tamil...
then maybe tml i wld wake up early to study for my amaths and phy test...
well gtg now...
see ya...
byebye
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♥Tuesday, January 01, 2008 ' 7:29 PM ♥
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE...
IM JUS HAPPY THAT TOMORROW THERE IS NOT GOING TO BE ANY LESSONS...
WHAT A RELIEF...
STILL HAV TIME TO DO MY HOMEWORK...
JUS THAT NPCC WOULD BE TAKING UP SOMETIME...
WELL TODAY CHURCH WAS GREAT...
THE SERMON WAS VERY BLESSING AND HELPFUL...
TML ITS SCHOOL...
I AND SIYING WOULD BE DOING THE FLAG...
WHICH IS SO COOL...
WELL I'LL UPDATE TML...
COZ NOW I HAV TO DO MY HOMEWORK AND IRON MY UNIFORM...
GOODBYE PEOPLE...
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